why are you hiding from me

As for the young couple, he signaled Fang Haisu to look over: "Did you see that pair in blue couple clothes?"

Those two were holding hands, the girl looked quite aloof, but the boy was acting coquettish and soft in everything.

Fang Haisu searched for a moment, looked at it for a few seconds, and responded, "What's the matter?"

Jiang Yuzhi chuckled: "You can also imitate that boy and show me how cute you are."

Fang Haisu looked at him angrily: "How are you doing?"

Jiang Yu looked Fang Haisu up and down, touched his chin, nodded to show self-affirmation, and said, "If you are cute, you must be much better-looking than him." Seeing the silence of the people next to him, he continued, "So, I just Okay, do you understand?"

Fang Haisu averted his eyes, stared at the flowing water under the bridge for a while, his heart beat faster, and suddenly met Shang Jiang Yuzhi's gaze, showing a gentle smile, and said: "Yuzhi, your mother didn't tell you, don't tease me when you're fine. person?"

Jiang Yuzhi blinked, his Adam's apple rolled, and he let out a silly "ah": "Your mother didn't tell you, it's okay, don't laugh so sweetly?"

The two looked at each other, and the air between them seemed to be stained with a bit of sweet ambiguity.

Jiang Yuzhi blushed slightly, and his voice suddenly increased a little, as if he was trying to cover up his feeling that he almost blurted out: "Don't change the subject, act cute!"

Fang Haisu looked at him in embarrassment: "Are you really going to sell it?"

Jiang Yuzhi nodded: "Sell it, why not sell it? Sell it now."

Fang Haisu said truthfully, "What if you don't know what to do?"

Jiang Yuzhi thought for two seconds, and said, "You can just squint your eyes and pout your mouth, that's all."

It's a perfect example of standing up and talking without back pain.

Fang Haisu rolled his eyes at him, and muttered: "What kind of wickedness."

Jiang Yuzhi put the empty water bottle at his feet, took out his phone, and smiled maliciously: "Ha, how can we not take pictures of this kind of moment."

Fang Haisu was about to snatch his phone, Jiang Yuzhi moved very quickly, hid the phone behind his back, and grabbed Fang Haisu's hand who was trying to commit robbery with his other hand, and said: "Don't make trouble, we successors of socialism, we are willing to admit defeat. , You can do what you say, and you can bend and stretch."

Fang Haisu fought with heaven and man for a while, then silently withdrew his hand.

Jiang Yuzhi switched the camera to selfie mode, put his arm around him, and said, "Come on, let's take a photo together, you are in charge of being cute, and I am in charge of taking pictures."

Fang Haisu looked at the camera for a while, pouted his lips unwillingly, then closed his eyes, not seeing for nothing.

Jiang Yuzhi looked sideways at Fang Haisu, with a smile in his eyes as if he was about to run out, jump and roll.

Seeing no movement for a long time, Fang Haisu closed his eyes and urged, "Are you ready?"

Jiang Yuzhi was awake, and turned his head to look at the camera: "It will be fine soon, I was just looking for an angle, so you pouted."

There are thousands of miles of white clouds above the head, green water flowing behind him, and the whole body is surrounded by infinitely beautiful scenery, and there is a suitable person in his arms, who can offer tenderness with both hands.All these many years ago constitute Jiang Yuzhi's favorite moment, which is as short as a splash screen but often turbulent. It is warm and hot when he is close to him when he is dreaming, which is fascinating and unforgettable.

Jiang Yuzhi took the wallet back with a wide range of movements, which looked more like a robbery.Fang Haisu's hand was suddenly empty, and his heart seemed to be missing a piece. He raised his head in a daze.

Jiang Yuzhi took out the photo, tilted his head to look at it for a while, and kissed the man with closed eyes, then put it back in its original place, folded the wallet, and stuffed it into his trouser pocket.

Fang Haisu took a deep breath and suppressed the turbulent emotions. He knew that after tonight, some things might never be asked again.At this moment, he suddenly disliked his own thinking and thinking. When cautiousness becomes indecisive, he must end up empty-handed.

After putting away the wallet, Jiang Yuzhi kept looking at him, his eyes seemed to be drunk and ignorant, but they were clearly serious, soft and full of affection.

"Let's go." Jiang Yuzhi saw him as if he had been fixed, and said again.

Fang Haisu regained his senses, and followed him.

Jiang Yuzhi looked back at him stubbornly, and he had to wait for him to step up from the half step behind before he would continue to move forward.

The night wind became cold again, and the two of them walked slowly side by side under the silvery moonlight.

Although they were shoulder to shoulder, Jiang Yuzhi, who was more familiar with the place, played the role of leading the way. Fang Haisu just calmed down and subconsciously said, "Jiang Yuzhi will go wherever Jiang Yuzhi goes."

Jiang Yuzhi walked across the river, circled the square, and returned on the same road.

Fang Haisu sensed something was wrong, and grabbed his wrist: "Where is your home?"

Jiang Yuzhi lowered his head, held his hand, and then looked around the quiet square in the dead of night as if nothing happened.

Fang Haisu moved his finger stiffly, trying to pull it out, but in the end he couldn't.Jiang Yuzhi seemed to be in a state of confusion, and his palms were dry and warm, so it was only natural for Fang Haisu to let go of this matter.

Jiang Yuzhi's previous concern for his reasons for not being crowned made him resist, but now the suspected old love revealed when he was unconscious made him rejuvenate.At this time, he did not give up and felt that maybe the situation was not as bad as he imagined, maybe, the hands that were holding each other were still full of love.

Fang Haisu asked again: "Where is your home?"

Jiang Yuzhi took him to a nearby bench and sat down. This time he reacted for a while before pointing to the ground and replied, "My home is right here."

In fact, he was not lightly drunk.

Fang Haisu looked at the time, it was 5 minutes to midnight, and the day was almost over.Asking him to call Jiang's mother at this time, he felt a little sorry, so he didn't know what to do for a while.

Jiang Yuzhi found that Fang Haisu didn't hold his hand, but just let him do what he did and didn't pull it away. He simply pulled that hand in front of him, covered his left hand, and wrapped it tightly in his own hands. Leave no room for escape.

It didn't take long for Fang Haisu to feel his hands getting hotter, but he still didn't want to get out and enjoy the cool breeze comfortably.Except for the sound of cars on the road, the surroundings of the two were so quiet that he could hear his heart beating like a drum.

He licked his lips, set his eyes on the ground in front of him, and called out, "Jiang Yuzhi."

Only then did Jiang Yuzhi turn his distracted attention from his hands to his face, and it took him a long time to say "hmm".

Fang Haisu turned his lips slightly as he spoke, as if he wanted to set the stage: "Have you really thought about me these few years?"

Jiang Yuzhi paused for a few seconds before he thought of what to say, and said, "I really want to. I sent a lot of messages and made a lot of calls, but there was no one."

What he meant was that even if he knew that his phone number had been suspended, would he still be unable to resist contacting him?

Fang Haisu's nose was sour, and the soreness rose up, and there was a slight discomfort in his eyes.He calmly took a deep breath like a student relieving tension before a speech, and then spoke calmly, with a tone that was only a little casual: "Then why did you break up with me?"

There are too many reasons to break up in this world: we have different views and have no common topic, you are really good but I am not good enough for you, it is better for us to be friends... There are all kinds of things, to put it nicely, the bottom line is that we don't love each other.

Jiang Yuzhi said that he wanted to break up, so he must not be in love anymore.Fang Haisu walked away alone five years ago with this life-threatening idea. When he was sinking in sadness, he really felt like he was in a world of ice and snow, but without a touch of warm fire. A place worthy of happiness and nostalgia.

Jiang Yuzhi seemed to have recalled something bad, with a deep sense of loss on his face, as if the light in his eyes had dimmed by three points, his voice was soaked in alcohol, soaking up the depressive pain: "I felt It’s so heavy on your shoulders, you’re almost out of breath, and you said you’d never come back.”

Fang Haisu suddenly turned his head to look at him, and the carelessness that had been deliberately controlled just now flew away, leaving only shock: "When did I say that I would never come back?"

Jiang Yuzhi frowned and thought about it, then accused him: "You said it, you said it, I heard it."

Things suddenly became different from what they had imagined, and the speed was too fast for people to easily accept new and uncertain facts.

Fang Haisu opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't utter a word.In fact, he didn't know how credible Jiang Yuzhi's words were when he was drunk.

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26 Love Two

Jiang Yuzhi saw that Fang Haisu was just staring at him without speaking, pulled his hand, and said, "I want to sleep."

Fang Haisu sighed inaudibly: "Where do you live, I will take you back."

Jiang Yuzhi still only pointed to the square and said "it's here", without any extra information.Fang Haisu was helpless, wishing he could run into his head and see the strange circuit of drunk people.

He thought for a while, pulled out his hand, and pulled Jiang Yuzhi up: "Let's go, I'll take you to the hotel."

Jiang Yuzhi followed him for a few steps, but refused to move: "No, not to the hotel."

Fang Haisu turned his head and said, "Hey, are you a legend?"

There was a firmness in Jiang Yuzhi's eyes: "Don't go to the hotel."

Fang Haisu showed an unfriendly smile: "Then send you back to Mars, okay?"

Jiang Yuzhi raised his eyebrows, thought for a moment, and said, "No."

Dare to think about it seriously, it's so funny.

Fang Haisu glanced at him: "My house happens to have a guest room, do you want to go?"

Jiang Yuzhi was silent for a few seconds, nodded and said, "Let's go, sleep."

Fang Haisu rolled his eyes inwardly, and took him to take a taxi.

The two got into the taxi, and the lights of the city all night came in from both sides, which just made up for the inconvenience of the broken roof lights in the rear seat.

Fang Haisu looked out of the window fixedly, his long eyelashes cast a small shadow under his eyes, covering many unclear thoughts.

Jiang Yuzhi kept his eyes glued to him without blinking.He couldn't see any flowers from the back of his head, so he moved his buttocks and grabbed Fang Haisu's hand from underneath.

The interior of the car is slightly dim, and there are partitions at the front and rear. As long as there is little movement in the back seat, it is difficult for the driver to notice.

Fang Haisu looked down and moved his fingers. Jiang Yuzhi hurriedly tightened his grip, his eyes still looking at his face.

Concerned about the presence of others, and not knowing what stupid things Jiang Yuzhi would do, Fang Haisu simply didn't say anything, and let him grab his hand, anyway, he couldn't lose his flesh.

The car stopped at the entrance of the community, Fang Haisu pulled out his hand in time, paid the money and took Jiang Yuxia to go.

Jiang Yuzhi looked around at the dark surroundings, and followed Fang Haisu.Passing through the small garden, he saw the faint green light in the grass, rolled his eyeballs to the top of the eye sockets, and only the whites of the eyes remained. Facing the person two steps in front of him, he said slowly and tremblingly, "Behind you There are ghosts."

Fang Haisu stopped, paused for two seconds, turned his head, and his pupils met in the middle: "You pay me back." His tongue stuck out to the lower left of his lips, which was also a very vivid grimace.

The green light next to Fang Haisu happened to float on Fang Haisu's face, matching his expression and voice, the level of scariness immediately increased several degrees.

The other party's head turned suddenly, and the voice was fierce, as if there was some deep hatred. Jiang Yuzhi was so frightened that he forgot to maintain his expression, and watched him swallow silently.

"Isn't it fun?" Fang Haisu glanced at him expressionlessly and continued walking.

When the two entered, Fang Haisu turned on the light, and the room brightened up.He took the shoes and asked Jiang Yuzhi to change them, led him to sit on the sofa, and went to the bedroom by himself.

"Jiang Yuzhi, come take a shower." Fang Haisu came out of the bedroom, holding clothes and towels in his hands, calling him as he walked to the bathroom.

Jiang Yuzhi watched him stop at the door of the bathroom and waited for a while before passing.

"You can pretend to be a ghost to scare people, so taking a shower shouldn't bother you." Fang Haisu handed him the things in his hand, and pointed to the bathroom, "Go in, you can sleep after washing."

Jiang Yuzhi stood and watched him for a few seconds before going in, not forgetting to close the door behind him.

Fang Haisu shook his head and laughed, and went to the bedroom's own bathroom to take a quick shower.

Jiang Yuzhi came out wrapped in steam. Fang Haisu was brushing his hair. He raised his chin to signal the hair dryer on the coffee table, and said, "Blow it yourself."

Jiang Yuzhi touched his wet hair, said "oh", and took the hair dryer to the bathroom.

When he came out, Fang Haisu gave him another glass of honey water.

It wasn't until about [-]:[-] that the two took a rest.

It was only at this time that Fang Haisu really calmed down. Lying on the bed, Fang Haisu immediately thought of those disturbing things without any preparation.

Jiang Yuzhi only spoke vaguely. Fang Haisu thought about it for a long time, but he didn't remember when he told him not to come back. It was obviously not the way he thought at that time.And there is no memory of being questioned by him at all in his mind. It stands to reason that he should ask clearly if he heard it?Why did I only receive a call to break up without leaving any room in the end?

Questions were tangled up in a mess, and no matter how I reasoned, I couldn't find an exit.

"Hmm—" Jiang Yuzhi woke up with a frown, and there was a slight pain in his temple.He rubbed his head and was about to get out of bed to drink water. He touched the mobile phone on the bedside table and looked at the time. It was almost six o'clock in the morning.

He put down his mobile phone, saw a glass of water just beside him by the faint light, picked it up in a daze, drank it upside down, drank the cold water, and then slowly recovered his sanity.

He turned his head subconsciously, squinted his eyes to see the situation clearly, then suddenly opened his eyes wide, and as if he found it incredible, he looked closer and made a silent "wow" mouth shape before he completely believed what he saw with his eyes.

Fang Haisu was lying next to him, with his head tilted to his side, half of his left face was pressed into the fluffy soft pillow, his lips were slightly puckered, his breathing was even and steady, and he slept soundly.

This face reminded Jiang Yuzhi that they seemed to be drinking together last night.He suddenly looked down and saw that his clothes were well dressed, eh... He didn't wear short sleeves last night, and the clothes didn't seem to be his own.A feeling of anticipation and apprehension didn't last long, and disappeared as he slowly remembered everything.

Jiang Yuzhi took a look at the room. The curtains were closed tightly, leaving no gaps, and there was a faint light outside the window. The atmosphere was enough for a good night's sleep.

Su Su is sleepwalking.The more Jiang Yuzhi thought about it, the faster his heart beat.

He propped up his upper body on his elbows, pointed Fang Haisu's face with his fingers, saw that he didn't respond, and poked his waist again, Fang Haisu turned over to his side, still asleep.

Resisting the urge to laugh, Jiang Yuzhi moved his pillow over like a thief, then moved his body to face Fang Haisu, and then carefully put his hands around his waist to support him, After making sure he wasn't woken up, he actually covered him, the heat felt in his palm really burned his heart.

The essentially cool mint fragrance became warm and soft in the breath, and Jiang Yuzhi couldn't help but move his head closer.Even though there was an urgent impulse in his heart, in the end he just pouted and gently touched Fang Haisu's forehead to close it.

The dream was chaotic and unclear, Fang Haisu felt stuffy for no reason, so he opened his eyes.The reality of the situation did not allow him to experience the transitional state of being stupefied and awakened at all, and he was simply shocked into a state of extreme sobriety.

Jiang Yuzhi hugged him tightly, with one arm around his neck and the other around his waist, with his left leg still pressing on him, almost treating him like a human pillow.He himself didn't even notice, lying obediently in his arms, grabbing his clothes with both hands, and kissing his chin when he raised his head, what the hell kind of posture.

Jiang Yuzhi hadn't woken up yet, Fang Haisu knew that it was almost impossible to back away calmly, so he just kept on doing nothing and pushed Jiang Yu's head away with his chin.

Jiang Yuzhi woke up immediately after being attacked, this time he woke up very quickly.Fang Haisu's push was so strong that his chin was red.

Fang Haisu was about to push him off the bed, but Jiang Yuzhi moved faster than his brain and clung to him.

Getting closer than before, Fang Haisu struggled to break free and said, "What are you doing?"

Jiang Yuzhi secretly exerted force and said, "Are you sleepwalking again?"

Fang Haisu was restrained in his arms and couldn't exert all his strength, so he raised his voice slightly: "Yes! So let go!"

Jiang Yuzhi whispered, "What should I do if I don't want to let go?"

"You haven't sobered up yet, have you?" Fang Haisu reached out and patted his head hard.

With a "snap", Jiang Yuzhi only felt a brief tinnitus, and Fang Haisu felt a little untimely guilt, and didn't move anymore.

Jiang Yuzhi waited until the tinnitus disappeared, and then said: "I'm awake." He coughed a few times embarrassedly, lowered his voice, and said guiltily, "Well, Xiao Xiaojiang woke up too."

The voice was very soft, and the breathing was heavy, and they brushed against Fang Haisu's ears together, making him blush from the base of his ears to his face.Feeling the change in that place close to his body, he suddenly felt his whole body scorching hot. Taking advantage of Jiang Yuzhi's relentless effort, he quickly pushed the person away.

27 Love Three

It wasn't until after washing that the heat on Fang Haisu's face completely subsided.He looked in the mirror for a while, felt that his expression had returned to normal, and left the bathroom.

At this time, Jiang Yuzhi just came out of the guest room, and the eyes of the two collided. Fang Haisu seemed to have a little problem with his thoughts that he had just constructed in the last second, and subconsciously moved his gaze down half a body distance.

Jiang Yuzhi was disturbed by his small movements, and he couldn't think clearly. He just stretched out his hand to block a certain position, but he was too late, and the heat that he had just endured was ready to move again: "Don't look!"

Fang Haisu realized what he had done, strode towards the living room, pretended to pick up a book, and said loudly, "Who cares about it!"

Jiang Yuzhi was taken aback by his yelling, and put down his hands in embarrassment to go to the bathroom. After a while, he held the door and stuck his head out, and said in a good-humored and flattering voice, "Your Majesty, I want a toothbrush. "

Fang Haisu didn't even look at him, and said bluntly, "At the dining table."

"Oh." Jiang Yuzhi went to pick up the new unopened toothbrush, thinking of the honey water last night to hangover and the water on the bedside in case he was thirsty at night, he couldn't help feeling a little moved.He turned his head and took a deep look at the person who only left the back of his head for him, before going to the bathroom to wash up.

When Jiang Yuzhi came out, Fang Haisu was still sitting there reading a book.He walked towards the refrigerator and said, "I'll cook some noodles for you."

Fang Haisu ignored him, Jiang Yuzhi opened the refrigerator, looked up and down, and reached for the top floor.

Fang Haisu remembered the piece of egg, quickly stood up and called him: "Jiang Yuzhi!"

late.

Jiang Yuzhi was holding a blue-gray plate, on which was the heart-shaped egg that Jiang Bin had teased.

When Fang Haisu saw it, annoyance flashed across his face, and he froze on the spot for a moment, not knowing what to do, he was so nervous that it seemed that every cell had erected a shield against people.

Jiang Yuzhi walked up to Fang Haisu, showed him the egg, and asked, "Isn't it cute?"

Fang Haisu kept asking himself "what to do" in his mind, even though he knew that he was talking when he was in front of him, he couldn't find another way to deal with it.

Jiang Yuzhi sighed to himself, looked at the plate in his hand regretfully, then touched Fang Haisu's face suddenly, and took it back in time: "If I had known you liked it so much, I wouldn't have given the mold to others. It’s common, but there are many others.”

After finishing speaking, Jiang Yuzhi turned around, bit his lower lip, but still couldn't hold back, a smile like fireworks exploded on his face.

He doesn't like eggs, he obviously likes me.

He was so nervous that I didn't know how to move and let me touch him, he obviously likes me!

It took Fang Haisu a while to realize what he said, and he wanted to refute, but he was afraid that he would ask more questions, so he only moved his lips, and gave up before he could speak.The shields all over his body disintegrated inexplicably.

The two finished their breakfast in peace, Fang Haisu finished washing the dishes and was about to ask someone to go out and turn right, but was stopped by Jiang Yuzhi.

"Susu, sit here." He looked back at Fang Haisu eagerly, and patted the sofa next to him with his right hand.

Fang Haisu swallowed back the repelling words, sat on the other side, and motioned him to speak up if he had something to say.

The other party was wearing slippers, which was very convenient for Jiang Yuzhi. He tilted his head slightly and put his gaze on Fang Haisu's ankle, looking at it steadily, as if he was estimating something.

When Fang Haisu noticed it, he kicked off his shoes, sat cross-legged on the sofa, took the book that had been thrown on the coffee table before, and continued to put on a show, not moving the enemy or me.

Jiang Yuzhi looked away silently, took out the anklet from his pocket, squeezed it and handed it to him: "I brought it for you on a business trip."

Fang Haisu moved his eyes from the book to his hand, and caught a glimpse of a red string with copper coins on it.

Seeing that he didn't move or speak, Jiang Yuzhi moved his hands closer: "Anklets, to ward off evil spirits and avoid disasters. I asked for it in the temple, sincerely and with the wish for your safety."

Fang Haisu put the book on his lap, looked up at him, and said after a long time, "Why do you do so much?"

Jiang Yuzhi still stretched out his hand, met his gaze, and said slowly, "I can't help it."

Fang Haisu's heart trembled because of the undisguised infatuation in his eyes, and he continued to ask, "What's the reason?"

With his hand lightly on the side of his leg, Jiang Yuzhi held the anklet and chuckled: "What reason do you think, what else could be the reason?" He pulled out his phone to light up the screen, and opened his wallet in front of Fang Haisu's eyes, "A A person sets another person's photo as a screen saver and puts it in a personal wallet, why?"

The answer was obvious, and a hint of shock flashed in Fang Haisu's eyes.

"I really thought you would never come back, so do you know how happy I was when I met you? It's like the person I've been looking forward to for a long time finally appeared, and I no longer have to keep a stopped number , All the illusory thoughts fell to the ground, turned into deer running all over the ground, butterflies flying all over the sky, and then they all rushed into my heart and thumped, disturbing my whole body. Filled with gentle broken light.

Fang Haisu opened his eyes slightly, as if he couldn't believe it.He thought that reunion was a big wave for himself, and Yu Jiang's encounter was just a fleeting splash. How could he know that both sides are the same when they look inside?

"I haven't seen you for a few years. You have changed. You are trying to avoid me and any topics about me. It's not obvious, but I can see it, but I still want to get closer. Just because I can't help this kind of thinking, I couldn't control it, so I did a lot of things that you wanted to refuse. Do you think there is any reason why you can't help it?" Jiang Yuzhi looked at him directly, and there was no need to hold back all his feelings, all of them urgently needed to be expressed , "Susu, I can't forget, I like it, I love it. Some people say that love is a hand that wants to touch and then retracts. Being cute obviously wants to touch, to hold you in my arms, to have a sweet and long kiss, to touch at a negative distance , and the body and mind never take it back.”

Love words are the weapons that love gives to anyone who loves piously, and they are designed to poke at the soft places of others.

Hearing this, Fang Haisu felt an indescribable sadness welling up in his heart for no reason. He resisted the urge to cry, his eyes glistened, and he said with a bit of bewilderment and grievance: "If this is the case, why did you do it in the first place? separate?"

Some words cannot be easily asked, once asked, the questioner may immediately face overwhelming anxiety.When he asked last night, he was in this nervous mood because of the unknown result. The premise was that Jiang Yuzhi was not sober. The way was to cover up his cherished carelessness and leave enough retreat for himself.But when asked now, Jiang Yuzhi's sincere and touching feelings just uttered his indecision, as if the sad plot had been reversed at once, so every word was full of courage.

Jiang Yuzhi tightly clenched the anklet in his hand: "I was immature back then, and when things happened, I could only see dull gray."

Seeing that he lowered his head suddenly, Fang Haisu still didn't quite understand what he meant, recalling what happened last night, he said, "You're not coming back because I said it?"

Jiang Yuzhi nodded, then shook his head slightly, and looked up at him.

Seeing him nodding, Fang Haisu immediately said, "I obviously didn't say that." Seeing that Jiang Yuzhi was not surprised by what he said, he thought that the other party had made a mistake, and felt even more aggrieved, and then explained, "I didn't tell You said that after being with you, I never thought of never coming back."

After hearing the last sentence, Jiang Yuzhi saw that there was anxiety in his eyes, and it was clear that he was not lying, so he asked his question: "Then why did you call your mother and say you would never come back?"

Fang Haisu was stunned by his questioning, trying to recall the phone call, opened his mouth, feeling speechless about the misunderstanding, and finally only discouraged in front of the foolish coincidence: "Why didn't you ask me after you heard the phone call..."

Jiang Yuzhi didn't know what was the unsolved reason, but he was inclined to another thing: "A very bad thing happened to me at that time, which made me feel very painful. Then I overheard you say If you said it so decisively, I really don't feel like asking at all."

Fang Haisu stared at him blankly, and what he said at night flashed through his mind: "I felt so heavy on my shoulders at the time, and I could hardly breathe. You said you would never come back."

He thought it was the drunk person who was talking insanely, and it was him who said leaving forever that made Jiang Yuzhi breathless, but he didn't expect that there was still unknown.

"What's the matter?" Fang Haisu saw that he still didn't seem to be completely harmless when he mentioned it after many years, so he asked cautiously, "Is it inconvenient to say?"

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28 Love Four

Jiang Yuzhi shook his head, subconsciously pushed his tongue against the right side of his cheek, looked at Fang Haisu and said, "Do you remember the day you called, I asked for leave to go back in the afternoon?"

Fang Haisu recalled all the memories of the phone call a long time ago, so he naturally remembered what happened afterwards, so he nodded in response, "Yes".

At that time, he finished making a phone call in the dormitory, and after a few minutes, Jiang Yuzhi opened the door and came in.

"Yuzhi." Fang Haisu called out to him with a smile, and even blinked at him energetically.

Jiang Yuzhi also wanted to smile at him, but he found it difficult, so he lowered his head to hide his emotions, put the honey grapefruit tea in his hand on his table, and tried to control his voice to keep it in a relatively stable state: "Here, Brought for you."

Fang Haisu smiled even more happily, gently squeezed his hand that he had no time to withdraw in the future, took the grapefruit tea on the table, inserted the straw in and said, "Thank you."

Jiang Yuzhi turned around and went to his desk, opened the door of the cupboard, and rummaged through Fang Haisu's eyes from time to time.In fact, he didn't know what was going on in his hands, his mind was very confused, and his mind wandered outside: "Susu, is it good to drink?"

"The one you bought must be delicious." Fang Haisu joked, "Do you want to drink, take a sip?"

Hearing his implication, Jiang Yuzhi took a deep breath, pretended to be holding his clothes, and then smiled: "Don't try to make excuses to kiss me."

Fang Haisu reckoned that the other two were coming back soon, and didn't intend to stop in front of them, so he just let out a "hum".

Jiang Yuzhi held on to the two pieces of clothes tightly, until his fingers twitched slightly, then he closed the cabinet door, and found the USB flash drive that had already written a leave note from the pen holder: "I forgot something, let's go out again. "

Fang Haisu let out an "ah" to show he understood, and Jiang Yuzhi left.

Fang Haisu remembered every detail, and he didn't think it was strange at the time, but now it is brought up on purpose, those little actions that he didn't think about carefully - for example, he used the cabinet door to block his view, or he didn't look at himself directly... It seems that everything Have doubts.

"You didn't ask me to have dinner that day, I called, and you told me that you asked for leave." Fang Haisu looked at Jiang Yuzhi, "I asked you what's wrong, but you just said that your mother called you back temporarily. "

"Yes, something happened at home." Jiang Yuzhi pursed his lips and exhaled, "My dad was in a car accident and was being rescued. I went back and went straight to the hospital. My grandma and mom were waiting outside the operating room, crying. Seeing me coming, the two of them couldn't complete a sentence. At that time, I was really glad that I was studying at a local university. Then you called me. At that time, I was going home and waiting for my sister to leave school. I wanted to hide it from her , if the operation is successful, everyone will be happy, and she doesn't have to rush to bear so much."

Hearing that the result was not good, thinking of this, Fang Haisu gasped for breath, couldn't help sitting up straight, and lowered his legs, his tense attention was all focused on what he said, and he didn't even notice that the book had fallen.

Jiang Yuzhi bent down to pick up the book at his feet, put it on the coffee table, sat back to the original place, looked at him and said, "The operation is not considered successful. My father was in a coma for a few days and walked away at night. And the other party was drunk driving , died on the spot, with no relatives, alone, and no place to pursue responsibility. There are not many relatives in my family, and the funeral was not held, but during that time, every air in every place was like a quilt soaked in water, heavy and heavy. I My sister is afraid that we will feel uncomfortable, so she always hides in the room and secretly wipes her tears. You say she is also stupid, who can’t see it when she goes out with red and swollen eyes? My grandma is also very sad. She lay on the bed for a few days and refused to stay. , and went back to the countryside. My mother is such a gentle and strong person, she doesn’t talk or pay attention to people, eat or sleep all day long.”

His voice was very calm, but Fang Haisu's heart ached to death, and he asked tremblingly, "What about you?"

Jiang Yuzhi smiled, and he downplayed the pain that was full of pain at that time: "I just feel that I can't see a ray of light, and the whole house is so stuffy that I can't breathe. But I dare not show it, I'm afraid they have nothing to worry about." Grasping at straws."

People around him are drowning in sorrow, but he has to support a crumbling home with arms on his shoulders. How can he bear such a heavy weight?

The heartache rushed up, and the eye sockets swelled and hurt. Fang Haisu blinked, and a tear fell. He lowered his head quickly, and his tone sank, as if he was regretting that he hadn't noticed that emotion at the beginning: "Why didn't you Can you tell me how uncomfortable it is to be alone."

He probably understood the answer, but he still asked, but he didn't know what to say.Five years later, consolation is too late.

"At that time, there was a problem at home, and I thought that you really wouldn't come back, so I had a very casual idea, and kept hinting to myself, that's it, just come together for whatever you want, no matter how hard it is, I can live with it " Jiang Yuzhi sat a little closer to him, stretched out his long hand and touched the top of his head, as if trying to shake off his negative emotions, "You have seen my mother and sister, they have recovered a long time ago Come here, I brought my grandma back last month. Although I still regret this matter these years, it is not a bad feeling for my family to miss my dad together. On the contrary, I am very happy. He must be very happy if he knows So, Susu, look forward and don't be unhappy."

Although he didn't listen to what Su Su said, Jiang Yuzhi already knew that he had misunderstood most of the time, and he also saw that Su Su was regretting and blaming himself for not knowing about it at the right time.

After a while, Fang Haisu raised his head. He forcibly held back a lot of tears in his eyes, and his eyes were a little red, as if he had made some decision: "Let me make it clear. From my point of view, I was broken up." It's inexplicable, on the premise that I don't know about this matter, I can only blame you, so it is impossible for me to have a good face for you after the reunion."

He paused for a moment, and Jiang Yuzhi interjected: "Let me be honest, you look pretty good, with red lips and white teeth."

All the atmosphere was blocked by this sentence, Fang Haisu gave him a hard look: "Can you listen to me?"

Jiang Yuzhi let out an "oh" in a daze. He felt that he was probably a masochist, and even a bad look from the other party could fascinate him.

"What I said on the phone that day was angry." Fang Haisu lowered his eyelids and talked about his own affairs, "I have a cousin, about six years older than me, who is my aunt's child and my mother's only nephew. My mother likes him very much and treats him as her own son. Before I was born, my mother once took him out to play and lost him. The police found him in a certain village three days later. After being dragged livid, she dared to cry when she saw her relatives. When she went to pick up people, she blamed herself very much. It can be said that she hated herself. This incident left a heavy shadow on my mother. I never took my cousin out. Later, she became pregnant with me, and she started to feel anxious during pregnancy. Every day, she thought about what she would do if she couldn’t take care of this child. Until I was born and grew up, her thoughts did not improve at all. heal