Flames

After leaving the city, not far away, there is a section of the ancient city wall, which was listed as a provincial cultural relic unit and protected in the early years.However, tourists can still go up after buying a ticket. If you are lucky, this should be the closest place to the sunrise in City A.

In the early morning, the first rays of the sun came in through the car window and hit the cold and fair side face impartially.He curled up on the co-pilot and slept for several hours, his eyelashes trembling under the light, and he suddenly felt uncomfortable everywhere.

"you're awake?"

Rubbing his eyes coldly and smoothing his hair, he realized that he was still in Suo Yan's car.

Suo Yan opened the co-pilot's door, stretched out his hand to hold Leng Lie's hand, and said involuntarily, "Go! I'll take you out to see the sun!"

Leng Lie's legs and feet were numb, a little disobedient, and followed Suo Yan all the way.

The cultural relics protection unit has a special ticket window.It turned out that it was only a little past six in the morning, and there was nothing around except for a few surveillance cameras.Seeing that his hope of bringing the male god to watch the sunrise was about to fail, Suo Yan leaned against the wall in disappointment and did not speak.

"What do you mean?" Waking up early in the morning, Leng Lie only felt that his lips were dry, and his whole body was in a dazed state.

"A few years ago, a group of my brothers and I came here to play. At that time, the broken wall hadn't been listed as a protected area, and they were all climbed casually. At that time, I thought, one day I have to take my favorite Come here to watch the sunrise!" Suo Yan turned his head to the rising sun in disappointment, and a soft rising sun cast a golden halo on him.Not far away, some private houses that are about to be demolished stand stubbornly, looking a little desolate.

"Hehe, why did you think it was going on?" Leng Lie slid down the wall and sat on the ground, yawned twice, took out a cigarette from his body, and lit one, "Don't you see this? I don't believe this The broken wall is only the height of a second-story building, so the solar energy seen from it is more round?"

What do you mean?

Suo Yan silently recited what Leng Lie said just now twice in his heart, smacking his teeth to recover: "You accept it?"

"What?" Leng Lie squinted at Suo Yan with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Accept my confession!"

"I never doubted that you liked me." He smiled coldly, pinched the cigarette in his mouth to his fingertips, and touched Suo Yan with his elbow, "Thank you for trying your best to come up with a band to play, it's very good."

"Don't talk about it," Suo Yan turned his whole body around, his hair was frizzed, which looked extraordinarily dazzling in the morning light, "I mean, you promised me?"

Seeing Suo Yan's serious face, Leng Lie switched from the ignorant mode of just waking up to the awake mode - the person opposite seemed to be asking a very important thing.

"Huh?" Suo Yan raised his hand to take the cigarette away from Leng Lie's mouth, flung it a meter away, and asked urgently with a little expectation between his brows, "Is it?"

"Don't you just want to have a shot? We are all adults, there is no need to beat around the bush like this, you fuck me or I fuck you." He looked for the cigarette thrown out with cold eyes, and he hadn't smoked twice before being thrown Yes, it's a pity.

"You!" Suo Yan stretched his legs, encircling Leng Lie tightly, his face changed from joy to disbelief just now.

The cold gaze no longer dodged, and looked straight at Suo Yan, "Didn't you express your attitude from the beginning?"

"Me?" Suo Yan's legs curled up slightly, and then he hugged him even tighter, "Didn't I explain it? That duck call was purely accidental, and I'm still a virgin now."

"So." He patted Suo Yan's leg coldly, and sighed softly, "If you want to give me the first time, it's no problem, you can, come on!"

"Fuck!" Suo Yan suddenly turned over and stood up, no matter how beautiful the morning sun was, it couldn't brighten his mood at the moment.He felt very wronged.

The person in front of him, a few hours ago, stood under the walnut tree and said that he would seriously consider confessing, but now he has become so casual, his tone shows that he doesn't take his true feelings seriously.

The atmosphere back in the city was even more tense than the first meeting after the reunion.In the already small space, there was a fire on each of their heads.

This kind of mood changes so fast that even they themselves can't believe it.

When the car enters the city, the city has started to operate from the hustle and bustle.It was the morning rush hour, and the cars crawled faster than people walked.Suo Yan originally wanted to turn on the radio to listen to the road conditions, but the Zeppelin started roaring accidentally, so he was in no mood to switch to the radio again.

"Angry?" Leng Lie finally spoke in Robert Plant's grainy voice.

"You'll never know how much I love you!" Suo Yan smiled wryly, and stopped in mid-air with his hand that was about to slam the whistle violently.

"Isn't it liking now, is it love?" Leng Lie simply wanted to ease the atmosphere between the two of them.

Suo Yan opened the car window, and an arm fell out of the window. He had to let the sun shine quickly, otherwise he would feel as if he had fallen into a hole in the ice.

"You may have misunderstood me." He rubbed his hands coldly, and then rubbed his stiff and flushed face. His bangs were inserted wantonly between his fingers to complement his messy mood. "I mean, the two men It sounds unreliable to have a partner."

"Why is it unreliable?"

"We both know what's going on, otherwise you wouldn't be thinking about paying for ducks, would you? I mean, if you need a bed partner, I can. If you need someone to love, forget it .because……"

There was a cold and long silence, and Suo Yan waited for his next words. It was not until he followed the snail-like convoy to stop and go two or three times that he couldn't help urging him again: "Why? Tell me?"

"Because I don't want to be responsible to a single person!"

The car in front drove a long distance, but Suo Yan still coldly stared sideways at Leng Lie.At that moment, his head was buzzing, but his heart was unexpectedly calm, and he even thought about the fact that his cold eyes were grayish, like the glass beads he played with when he was a child, so beautiful.

"Who put you in charge?" The car behind began to urge, Suo Yan muttered and moved forward, "There are married and divorced, whoever asked you to fall in love is like joining some mysterious organization , do you have to swear loyalty to the death and never give up?"

"But the way I understand dating is like this, it's like joining a mysterious organization, you have to swear loyalty to the death and never give up! If I can't do it, I won't be infected with it." Leng Lie suddenly felt that Suo Yan's metaphor was very appropriate, Simply used it directly.

"Hey!" Suo Yan shook his head, and the convoy moved up little by little. He couldn't tell whether he was angry, annoyed, ashamed or something else, but he was very uncomfortable.

...The car turned a corner, and seeing that the old walnut tree that sent the message to the male god the night before was about to fall, Suo Yan mustered up the courage to say: "I don't just want your body! I want everything about you! "

At that moment, Leng Lie couldn't tell how he felt, he seemed a little relieved and a little stressed, he just sighed, opened the car door and left.

At home, Dawei has come back, lying in the room snoring very loudly.Maybe it was true, as I guessed the night before, and went to drink again.Leng Lie is not familiar with Dawei's other friends, and only met once at a party not long after he arrived, and was blocked by Dawei from getting involved.Now it seems that Dawei always runs to that group of people, and the relationship should be quite good.

Leng Lie changed his clothes, took a shower, and lay stretched on the bed. His body was very tired and his heart was tired, but his head was very clear. He kept thinking about what the other party said when he separated from Suo Yan——I don’t just want your body!I want all of you!

Questions about love and sex, although they had always troubled him, did not make him question his intuition as much as they did now.After saying those words to Suo Yan, he actually felt a little guilty.

He felt that his lonely and cold childhood, as well as his fragmented growth, were completely the product of Leng Muyang and Song Xiaoai's adolescent hormones.

In the small courtyard of Yangjiao Hutong, there are traces of their love each other everywhere.The overcoat kitchen that Leng Muyang made for Song Xiaoai, and the sweater and scarf that Song Xiaoai knitted for Leng Muyang... These trivial things, if you don't love each other, you can't do it.

But later, apart from giving birth to two sons, destroying four people and their homes on both sides, there is nothing left.

Sometimes he thinks that he likes men and can't raise offspring with girls, which should be regarded as special care given by God because of his ugly genes.

Whether subconsciously or superficially, he has never pushed himself on the road of falling in love.For him, that road is even more difficult than becoming the number one guitarist.

However, now someone popped up and said that he liked him for many years, and from time to time he took the initiative to come forward and flirt.

Leng Leng smiled wryly at the half-drawn curtains, turned around and lay down on the bed, gradually feeling sleepy.

Before his sanity completely collapsed, he sent a message to Suo Yan with the last bit of strength: "I'm sorry, I never believed in love, and I never thought about joining that cult organization that lasts forever. Forgive me, We can keep playing."

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