don't worry the rival is not a good person

After reacting, Xiao Dingqian couldn't even guess what his expression was at this moment.

I really want to find a hole to dig into.

To be honest, I don't have to be so straightforward at all.

Before clearly admitting it, you can do what Zuo Yunshan said first, talk about your own grievances first, and then talk about other things in a roundabout way.

Since the ending is doomed to be set by the script, it doesn't matter to be arrogant again.Anyway, in terms of character, I am such an unpopular setting.

But the current situation is that the character has been hated, and then I have to be hurt by the script.The feeling at this time is that I have lost all face at all.

It feels super bad.

I really want to get the ability to disappear out of thin air, and then give Zuo Yunshan a critical blow to erase memory, then Zuo Yunshan will find that the person who spoke just now is not himself.So I can pretend to be ignorant and continue to be stupid and stupid... Ah no, it's cute and willful, and then continue to follow the non-mainstream character design route with a lightning rod.

I feel cute.

In fact, the mood is good.

So nervous.

The heartbeat was almost imperceptible.

Like.

It's like being at a loss when you are about to be forced to touch the steering wheel.

That anxiety.

Uneasy.

Xiao Dingqian actually knows how to drive.

Although Zuo Yunshan had been used to pick her up, she had already obtained her driver's license when she graduated from high school, and there was a second car in the garage at home that was once a gift for college entrance, but Xiao Dingqian had never driven it or even touched it. , So in the end, Xiao Mu was asked to expropriate and take it away.

Xiao Dingqian may live in the shadow of driving all her life, so her choice changed from driving to taking a car.

And Xiao Dingqian's fear stemmed from an accident. She remembered that when she was driving for the last time, she was distracted and hit a tree, and the car almost slipped into the nearby lake.

The reason Xiao Dingqian was distracted was that he received a call from his predecessor who failed the college entrance examination and talked about repeating his studies for a year.

A little further back in the conversation, the ex-ex mentioned the breakup.

As a result, Xiao Ding was distracted with a calm face.

Fortunately, the speed of the car was not fast at that time, and while there was no more serious car accident, Xiao Dingqian in the car was almost uninjured except for a slight concussion.

A new car accident is an unlucky thing, so the accident car with a completely damaged hood was quickly sold by Xiao's father, and Xiao Dingqian later got a better and safer new car. She had lingering fears, and she inevitably cast a psychological shadow on driving, so Xiao Dingqian timidly dared not touch the steering wheel again.

From the perspective of the cause of the car accident, whether Xiao Dingqian is unreasonable or pampered, in fact, to a certain extent, it is just a kind of catharsis of feelings, venting the cares that have been deliberately hidden by the distorted personality for a long time.

The more you care, the more you avoid.

So it's the same for Zuo Yunshan, don't take the initiative, don't admit it, don't confess.

Xiao Dingqian would be afraid.

Apart from the external factors of status, conditions and environment, this fear comes more from the subjective heart. Xiao Dingqian cares that what Zuo Yunshan wants may be her unconditional obedience. Zuo Yunshan is not paying attention now, what if one day realizes it? ?Realizing that affection is not the kind of liking that comes from wanting to be together?

No matter how confident a person is, in the face of feelings, he will put down his figure and become a humble beggar.

I don't like unequal feelings, and I don't like giving without return.

It's not the white lotus who is willing to give blindly without asking for anything in return. If she does that, she may appear more cowardly than the current softness.

Don't, don't become the kind of person who compromises on feelings.

Even if he thought so, Xiao Dingqian couldn't answer if he was asked the purpose of saying "Will you like me".

Except for temporarily retaining Zuo Yunshan, the rest of the hints seemed to have little effect on her.Not to mention whether there is any intention to compromise, at least this sentence deviates from Xiao Dingqian's true thoughts.

It violated the original intention.

So Xiao Dingqian regretted how she confessed without reservation, she was almost fooled by herself.

It was only then that Xiao Dingqian realized that she should not be on the side of passive showing weakness. Instead, she should ask Zuo Yunshan, "Do you like me, or this way of getting along" or "If we want to be together, I find that I don't like it." what would you do".Throwing the problem to Zuo Yunshan and letting Zuo Yunshan solve it by himself is better than waiting here for the other party's reply.

The waiting process is quite tormented.

To be reasonable, shouldn't Zuo Yunshan blurt out such a simple question?Will or will not, just choose one of the two, even if you can't, you can flip a coin, why does Zuo Yunshan still think about it, and think about it for so long.

Xiao Dingqian expressed irritability.

Is Zuo Yunshan's brain circuit disconnected, or did he intentionally make himself nervous?

To put it bluntly, Zuo Yunshan tried his best, just to see how he was at a loss.Just like the prank just now, I did so much, in fact, just to show my weakness - first let myself show my inner weakness, and then quickly disassemble the outer periphery where the cracks appeared.

Force yourself to submit.

Just like the teasing of the heroine with the second illness in the campus novel, let myself start to speculate on her mind, and let myself feel uneasy because of her answer.

As Zuo Yunshan wished, he really felt unprecedentedly bad.

Therefore, Zuo Yunshan should be very happy in his heart now, and what he wants to know, Zuo Yunshan must think that it is not important to say or not to say, right?

…Whether she likes herself or not, to Zuo Yunshan, it should not be important anymore.

The more Xiao Dingqian thought about it, the more disappointed she became, but she still waited unwillingly. In fact, even she herself didn't know the actual meaning of her last expectation.

Xiao Dingqian didn't dare to look at Zuo Yunshan from the moment he confessed his confession. He lowered his head and begged for a reply for a long time, until Xiao Dingqian almost felt that his eyes were about to be dazzled by the glitter on his shoe. Yunshan responded to her in a calm manner.

Zuo Yunshan expressed it very clearly, straightforwardly and concisely: "No."

Zuo Yunshan said, no, I like it.

It turned out that my guess was correct.

What Wang Shuyou said at the time was also true.

Zuo Yunshan doesn't like her.