Protagonist, wake up

"You seem to be in a good mood today."

"Is it obvious?" Jian Zhu touched his face, "I called my mother yesterday."

This is quite rare, Doctor Liu thought.Then she said slowly: "I remember you told me last time that you haven't contacted me for a long time?"

"Ah...it's been a long time." Jian Zhu said, "You know, there is really no need to contact me anymore in this situation. But people are such creatures, and they obviously think so rationally, but in some cases Subconsciously or subconsciously, I want to hide in the warm nest."

"Have you been tired from work recently?"

Jian Zhu nodded, "Of course I'm tired, but I'm a little happy." He then emphasized again, "I'm really happy, although I still feel a little regretful..."

"what is it then?"

"It's probably because I saw Lanzhou again."

When Dr. Liu heard this, he looked into Jian Zhu's dark eyes, and there was a gentle light flowing in them, which made Dr. Liu dazed for a moment.The appearance of Jian Zhu in this way and the appearance of Jian Lanzhou who was sitting in front of her gradually overlapped, but this was the state after fusion.

"...But in the end I woke up."

"Are you sad?" After all, he once resisted fusion because of Jian Lanzhou's existence.Teacher Liu knew that Xie Lang was doing a research. North Street Hospital had already cooperated with the research institute. In addition, she was also the attending doctor introduced by Xie Lang to Jian Zhu. Xie Lang invited Jian Zhu to participate in the experiment just in time for treatment. end stage.

She knew that the experiment that Jian Zhu participated in was about brain research, to be precise, it involved mental power.And Jian Zhu made it clear to her that the reason why he agreed to this matter was not only because of Xie Lang's face, but also because of his own selfishness, a longing that had tortured him for a long time since the fusion—he hoped to see him again Jane Lanzhou.

It was precisely because Xie Lang knew this that he was sure that Jian Zhu would not refuse.

"I can't tell what it feels like, it's probably too complicated." Jian Zhu said slowly, "I saw a lot of old people at once, and I also saw those memories develop in the direction I hoped. I felt pain and happiness in my heart. Do you know? After I woke up, Xie Lang told me that I was 30 seconds earlier than the set alarm clock. In fact, the world I built has always been very unstable, and there are often violations and chaos in the end."

Dr. Liu understood something.Generally speaking, this kind of mental power simulation is somewhat similar to hypnosis, and ordinary people can rarely compete with their own brains.Especially when you go deep into it by yourself, it is much simpler to wake up by external force than by your own ideas.But now Jian Zhu told her that he woke up by himself.On the one hand, this shows that Jian Zhu's willpower is not what it used to be, but on the other hand, it also shows a sad fact: Jian Zhu reminded himself very clearly from the beginning to the end that all this is false.

Because of this, all kinds of unimaginable uncertain factors appear in Jian Zhu's spiritual world, which are just hints from his subconscious mind.

"Did you drop a hint to yourself?"

"...Yes. This kind of feeling is actually not very good, because I don't know anything in it, and such hints always make me feel like there is a sharp sword hanging over my head." Jian Zhu smiled wryly, "But There’s no way, it’s really hard for me to convince myself.”

Doctor Liu sighed inwardly.The things that happened to Jian Zhu in those years were so deep that he couldn't regard them as things that could be changed.

Where can the painful memories that enter the marrow be soothed by fictional beauty.

"Want to talk? What is the hint that finally made you wake up?" She still asked.

Jian Zhu had no intention of hiding anything. Dr. Liu has always been one of the few people he trusts and is willing to confide in.

He said: "When Lan Zhou said 'I love you' to me, I woke up."

In his reality, Jian Lanzhou never said these three words to him.

It was his love that awakened him.

When Wang Yunzhou came home, Lin Xiaohua was lying on the sofa, staring in a daze.

The living room is lit with warm orange lights, and there are variety shows on the TV.After Wang Yunzhou changed his shoes, he approached his wife carefully. He had already kept his footsteps as light as possible, but he still woke her up.

"Hmm...you're back?" Lin Xiaohua rubbed her eyes and yawned.

"Didn't you say don't wait?" Wang Yunzhou bent down and rubbed her hair.

"It's rare for you to finish the experiment as a busy person, so you have to take care of me." Lin Xiaohua smiled and teased, "Although I'm also very busy. So it's not easy for everyone to get together. I don't want to wait for you to come back to get you some supper. .”

Wang Yunzhou's serious face was also softened by his wife's joking words.

While the porridge was heating up in the kitchen, Lin Xiaohua asked curiously: "By the way, the friend I saw last time was called Jian Zhu, right? How is he doing now?"

Thinking of Jian Zhu's eyes getting darker, Wang Yunzhou rarely sighed: "As long as you don't get too much stimulation, it should be fine to return to normal life in the future."

"Really? It would be good if this is the case, after all I have suffered so much..." Lin Xiaohua didn't say anything, and couldn't say it.She is just an acquaintance with people, and all she can do in the face of other people's pain is not to talk nonsense.

She still remembers the first time she saw Jian Zhu, the splitting behavior of the young man was shocking.

Multiple personality patients are really difficult to understand.

Multiple personality disorder, also known as dissociative identity disorder, is a type of mental illness.

Even with the rapid advancement of technology today, mental and spiritual diseases are still very difficult problems.

Because the human brain is the most uncontrollable thing, its mysteries hidden under the iceberg have not yet been recognized and developed. This is an infinite possibility bestowed by God on human beings.

Multiple personality split is one of them, a mysterious trouble.

People with this kind of mental illness need long-term treatment even if they go to the doctor to help the personality integrate with each other, let alone achieve this goal on their own.

That was really hard and painful.Dr. Liu looked at the quiet young man in front of him, and remembered Jian Zhu's state when she saw him again, feeling a little pity and admiration in her heart.

At that time, Jian Zhu's condition had deteriorated after a long period of lack of medical treatment, and the efforts made before the accident seemed to be shattered.

But after breaking through, he finally achieved a great fusion of personality.

From within, return to self.

The author has something to say: In the end, I decided to write about the process from split personality to fusion first.

Firstly, this is a paragraph I want to write and I hope to write well. Secondly, after you finish reading it, go back and read the first three volumes. Most of the plots in the four "dreams" (yes, four) can be compared with Connect later and understand.There is no need for me to write it all out in detail bit by bit, saving the cumbersome and lengthy articles.

PS: I'm stuck with the transition card, and I haven't read the information, and the writing is not very smooth... Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, I will see if I can get fatter...