Protagonist, wake up

Jian Zhu ran to the East Third District overnight, which was very close to the core area of ​​the East Territory.

He is not very old, in order to make money, Jian Lanzhou sells paintings during the day, and sleeps in the bridge hole under the overpass at night.If you encounter local hooligans, Marin will come out to deal with them.During these days, Marin fully revealed her fierce nature, which actually made her a nickname in this place.However, she still doesn't like being called "Jian Zhu" by others. She only refers to herself as Jane, and her signature is only the letter J.

It was tough at first, of course, and children are always being targeted when they are alone.At the very beginning, Marin had to come out to deal with emergencies almost every day, and Jian Zhu would see bumps and bumps on his body every night, and in severe cases, he would even bleed.Jian Zhu knew from the small book that he carried with him that it was Marin who helped him drive away the troublemakers, and that it was always whoever walked sideways here.

This book was used by Jian Zhu and Jian Lanzhou to remember things after discussing it. This is also the habit Jian Lanzhou cultivated for him long ago, so that they can find back the lost time.But the disadvantage is that Jian Zhu cannot rely on the notebook 100%, there are still many things that have not been written down, and Marin actually did some things without telling them.This concealment also caused Jian Zhu a big loss in the future.

After a while, Jian Lanzhou said to Marin, "It's time for you to strengthen your body."

"what?"

"We really need to plan ahead. Apart from Sanda and Escape, you should learn more things to give full play to your advantages. We need your protection." Jian Lanzhou said, "No one can say for sure what will happen in the future. All we can do is to extend our ability as much as possible, so that we can help Xiaozhu when the storm comes, and help us survive."

Marin shrugged in agreement.A few days later, Jian Zhu found the guns that had been disassembled all over the place at home. He was shocked, but was told by Jian Lanzhou that it was just Marin's study.However, he also had to admit that Marin was simply a born criminal. With their current situation, she had gotten all the things that were so hard to get.

After that, Jian Zhu wandered around, and finally settled down in a bakery and dessert shop.Slowly saving money, Jian Zhu rented a house.The landlord is a very enthusiastic man who claims to be Ge Feiliu and basically lives on rent.After learning about Jian Zhu's situation, Ge Feiliu insisted on reducing the rent by a part.Jian Zhu couldn't shirk it, a warm current flowed through her heart.

At night, he lay on the small iron bed and muttered to the air: "Lanzhou, everything will be alright?"

He can now hear his personality speak.

"Time can heal everything." Jian Lanzhou replied.

Jian Zhu couldn't fall asleep, but luckily got up, turned on the light and took out the drawing board.Holding a pencil, he asked, "Lan Zhou, what do you look like?"

Following Jian Lanzhou's answer, the image of a gentle man with long hair appeared on the paper.Jian Zhu stared obsessively at the sea-like soft eyes of the person in the painting, and slowly pressed his face against it, not caring about the pencil dust on his face.

Jian Lanzhou was puzzled after not hearing the voice for a long time, "Xiao Zhu?"

Jian Zhu seemed to wake up suddenly, and her fair face quickly heated up.He was a little ignorant, he still didn't know that the secret feelings in his heart were about to move, he just felt that he was in a daze for a while.Probably because Jian Lanzhou has been with him for too long, he has watched him grow up from a child to a half-grown boy, from the orphanage to Jian's house and then to the East Third District, he has participated in all of Jian Zhu's growth, and all his innocence The help and hardship are all appeased by the man. It can be said that his life is full of this man's breath.Jian Lanzhou has become an inseparable part of his life, both father and brother, teacher and friend, filling all the emotions he longs for the elderly.

He secretly hid the drawing paper behind his back. Even though no one knew what he was doing, Jian Zhu still felt shy.

When he was sleeping at night, he had a charming dream, which was his first erotic dream after his first nocturnal emission.But when he woke up, his face turned pale, because the one who was lingering with him in the dream was not a woman, but a man.

It's Jian Lanzhou.

Jian Zhu's experience in the past few years made him fearful and repelled this aspect. He never thought that the dream including the nocturnal emission was all about Jian Lanzhou.He didn't tell anyone about this matter, and the strange thing is that he didn't have any fear or nausea in his heart, probably because the soothing hand in the dream was very gentle, with cherished feelings.

But this made Jian Zhu despise himself even more, he grabbed the quilt and bit his lip hard, feeling lost and empty.The vague feeling in his heart made him unable to deceive himself anymore.

They said that homosexuality is a disease and a perversion, and he always thought that he didn't like men.

Now fate made a big joke with him, and he had a good impression of his brother who had been with him all the time.Jian Zhu buried her face in the quilt, curled up again to hide her fragility.

Now he has really become the pervert in those populations.

When I was going downstairs during the day, I met Ge Feiliu. He was wearing a wide vest and shorts, and he was walking downstairs in flip flops.After seeing Jian Zhu, he had a warm smile on his face, and he put his arm on Jian Zhu's shoulder full of energy and said in concern: "Didn't sleep well last night? I think you look very bad."

Jian Zhu's body froze when Ge Feiliu touched him, and the heat from his shoulders made Jian Zhu's face turn red and white, and he couldn't help but lower his head.

Ge Feiliu smiled and rubbed his hair, "I said, why are you always so shy, kid, you are easily bullied when you go out like this." Jian Zhu knew that he meant well, and tried to relax his body and told himself to get used to it.Gradually his body softened, and he protested softly: "Brother Fei Liu, don't rub my hair."

"Who told you to be so short?" Ge Feiliu couldn't help laughing when he saw him staring at him with small eyes.He took out two bottles of milk from his bag, and stuffed them into Jian Zhu's bag without any explanation, "Drink more milk to grow taller~" Then he swaggered away, leaving Jian Zhu standing there holding the milk, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

He thought about it all night last night, and finally he decided that Jian Lanzhou should not let Jian Lanzhou find out that he liked Lanzhou, nor let other people know. He was terribly afraid.He felt that he couldn't bear all the slander and abuse from the outside world, and he was also afraid that the comfort he had finally stolen would be wiped out.

If Ge Feiliu, who treated him well, the store manager who took care of him, and some kind people who had helped him despised him with disgust in the future, Jian Zhu would definitely not be able to bear it.

But love is never something you want to do.

Today, there are a lot of guests in the store, and Jian Zhu has been busy until very late.The boss asked him if he wanted to stay on the second floor of the shop overnight, but he still insisted on going back.He is also thinking about the two stray dogs who have to wait to be fed every night at the door of the house.

There was a small garbage alley behind the dessert shop, and Jian Zhu went to the back door of the shop as usual to take out the trash.He had just finished falling when his ankle suddenly felt cold.He yelled and jumped up, and when he looked carefully, he found that it was a cold and stiff hand that was holding him.It turned out that someone had been lying next to the trash can before, but it was blocked by the trash.It was dark and Jian Zhu didn't notice him.Now that the person was brought out by his jump and fell to the ground, he could vaguely see that the other person was a very embarrassed man.

Jian Zhu let out a long breath, bent down and wanted to break his hand away, but the hand was grasping tightly like a mechanical hand.Jian Zhu tried several times without success, so he had no choice but to say: "Sir, what can you do?"

The man gave a low □□ sound, and said hoarsely: "Help me..."

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