Mr. Orange

Gu Fei also spent two long days, and on the third day, Pan Yan finally woke up.

This time Pan Yan had an accident, from being sent to the hospital for emergency treatment to being out of danger, relatives and friends basically did not notify, so not many people came to visit.

The patient needs to recuperate, and then the internal problems of the family also need to be resolved, and it will take another two days in a flash.

Strange to say, the mother and son were clearly aware of the inside story of the accident, and there were many opportunities for a showdown in the hospital, but no one mentioned it first. They just lay on the hospital bed and took care of the other.

Gu Fei didn't quite understand what Pan Yan was thinking, as far as he was concerned, there were plenty of reasons for not speaking first——

Pan Yan's body was still too weak, and everything had to wait for someone to recover a little.But if he really wanted to go deeper, he had to admit that the root cause of his silence still came down to four words: lack of confidence.

Yes, no confidence.

Gu Fei was also in an invisible state of anxiety. On the one hand, he hoped that he could communicate as soon as possible. The so-called end of today's affairs, it is not a problem to delay all the time; He couldn't even keep his eerie calm at present.

It's rare anyway.

Nie Xiqing walked aimlessly in the long darkness, her feet were floating, and after an unknown amount of time, she suddenly stepped on the ground, and in the next second, her whole body trembled, and she woke up with a start.

Unlike the dim dream just now, after waking up, the surrounding area was a vast expanse of whiteness, a mess.

Nie Xiqing closed her eyes, and took a long time to slow down, and then slowly saw the surroundings when she regained consciousness—he was in the hospital, and he slept very restlessly this time, and his body was very tired.

If it is said that misfortunes never come singly, it can probably be said that Gu Fei and Nie Xiqing also encountered troublesome things at the same time.

Besides, the word "heart-to-heart", if you have to force it to break up, it can also refer to the behavior of these two people who "don't want the other party to know the unoptimistic situation on their side and chose to lie" - Gu Feiye was too anxious to say more In a word, on Nie Xiqing's side, she was still lying in the hospital, pretending that she was busy with work, in the dark.

During this time period, neither of them can see each other, one really has no time, and the other is inconvenient.

So they were "busy" each other, and they hit it off.

It happened after Nie Xiqing returned to China. It was a rainy night. Nie Xiqing had a little fever and was suddenly attacked while walking alone in an alley.

Being attacked by someone also happened a year ago. In other words, since Nie Xiqing is so old, similar situations happen not to mention often, but definitely much more than ordinary people.

How many ways?It is mainly reflected in the years when his father Nie Changning passed away and Nie Wenqian married Lin Qiwu.

In the years when I was like a cabbage, fortunately there was Ding Yizhang by my side, otherwise the grass on the grave would have been 1.8 meters high.

It was raining, and there was a mist outside the window, Nie Xiqing withdrew her thoughts, suddenly missed Gu Feiye for no reason.

But during this period of time, he didn't dare to recruit Gu Feiye. According to the "bad deeds" of that person in the past, as long as he revealed that he wanted to see the other party, no matter how busy Gu Feiye was, he would find a way to find a way to spare some time.

Now Nie Xiqing is not in Ducheng, and Gu Fei is far away, relatively safe.But such a thing as driving overnight to see him and then returning to Ducheng, maybe Gu Fei can really do it.

Nie Xiqing suffered a knife wound. The wound looked terrible, but it was not fatal, but it was very painful, bleeding a lot, and needed to rest for a while.

The perpetrator has been caught, and according to the man's account, there is nothing else, the motive is nothing more than the recent shortage of money and the desire to rob a fortune.

Nie Xiqing pondered that it was not that simple, plus there was an obvious object of suspicion, just like □□, at this time, she definitely didn't want Gu Fei to be by her side.

Gu Fei also poured water, and suddenly, Pan Yan said: "I am dying."

Suddenly a sentence came over, without beginning or end, Gu Feiye's hand paused for a second in mid-air, and then he filled up the water glass: "How do you say such a thing?"

Maybe it was because of his frail body, Pan Yan didn't have much energy, and replied weakly: "I'm already in my sixties. If I had a short lifespan, I would have left long ago."

If it was normal, Gu Fei would definitely say something like "my queen mother is in such good health that she can be as good as a hundred years old", but if you want to say this briskly, you have to look at the surrounding air first.

Gu Fei also helped Pan Yan tuck the quilt: "Mom, the doctor said you are recovering well."

Pan Yan didn't know whether he had listened to it or not, so he just said to himself, "No, no."

"Well, I'm here."

"Is it true?" Pan Yan asked.

In fact, she knew very well whether it was true, otherwise she would not have reached that step, but she still wanted to ask and hear it herself.

This was the sixth day of Pan Yan's hospitalization. Before that, the two of them hardly spoke.

After so long, Pan Yan finally brought up this matter, and Gu Fei also looked at her and nodded: "It's true."

Pan Yan didn't speak, she curled her arms and legs slightly sideways, and closed her eyes.

Quietly, seems to be extremely tired.

After a while, just when Gu Fei thought she might have fallen asleep, Pan Yan said again: "Wait a little longer, okay?" After a pause, "You will be free when I'm gone."

Pan Yan's face was bloodless, and her white hair at the temples was a little dazzling. Combined with what she said, people would really feel that she would die soon after seeing her.

Her tone was very soft and slow, but like a blunt knife, sawing and tearing, without ambiguity.

Gu Fei also took a deep breath, suppressing the sudden uneasiness in his heart: "I'm serious about him, Mom, I've never liked someone so much before."

It took a few seconds for Pan Yan to speak: "When I was alive, I didn't want to see you go this way. Just treat it as a charity, okay?"

Basically, the deepest obsession is here. Knowing that life and death are powerless to change anything, but still persist and refuse to let go.

This can probably be understood in this way-it is impossible for me to agree alive, but you can do what you want after I die, anyway, I will not be able to control it at that time.

And people who are not sick keep emphasizing that their time is running out. Can it also be regarded as another kind of soft knife threat?

If she can take the first step, she can take the second step, and once Gu Fei takes a step back, where will he end up?

Life was going well, but suddenly one day, someone threw a multiple-choice question and asked Gu Fei to give up one of them.

Pan Yan, or Brother Nie.

Gu Fei also spent a long time thinking about this question—why does the simple life have to be so murderous, why does he have to do this multiple choice question?

He is a normal and independent person. He has the most right to say who he chooses to spend his life with. It is not an unreasonable thing. Why does he have to listen to your opinion and his permission? Why is it so embarrassing?

It shouldn't be, it's ridiculous.

He is clear enough in his mind, but he will still be defeated by Pan Yan's getting thinner and haggard--knowing that he is not wrong, knowing that the other party can't figure it out, but he really can't see the 20-year mother-child relationship like this The skinny and helpless Pan Yan.

From Pan Yan's point of view, her life was really bumpy. The words "derailment" and "coming out" haunted her. After you sang, I appeared on the stage, and cut a few vertical and horizontal scars in her life. , ugly and ferocious, untouchable.

But what about Gu Feiye's own position?Where is his brother Nie?

Maybe people have obsessions, and they all have their own right and wrong.

On this day, neither mother nor son convinced anyone, and Gu Fei refused to let go of breaking up at all. Energy and ability, and secondly, I am afraid that the younger son will follow the old path of the older son.

So for the time being, the two sides saw each other like this.

In a blink of an eye, Pan Yan was discharged from the hospital.

After these things, Gu Feiye officially declared that the balance was insufficient during the summer vacation.

I'm about to be a senior.

Since Pan Yan's accident, Gu Fei has also been terrified for a long time. He can't sleep well every night and has the same nightmare forever.

In the dream, Pan Yan said to him: "Let's break up, aren't you afraid of my death?"

Then he said, "Are you really going to disregard your mother's life just because you're with a man?"

The scene changed, and Gu Fei went back to the day when he was supposed to fly to meet Nie Xiqing, and he also received a call from Pan Yan. But this time, when he got home, he didn't have time to send him to the hospital.

The liver and gallbladder split in the dream was not adulterated at all. When I woke up, I didn't know if it was sweat or what, and of course I was worried.

Gu Fei was also really afraid of Pan Yan, the kind who was afraid of being cruel, but he knew that once he seemed too nervous, let Pan Yan get even the slightest message that "he was very afraid that she would commit suicide", and he would be pinched. , then in the following tug-of-war, he will be in a passive position.

He didn't want to break up with Nie Xiqing, not at all.

When two people "want to avoid each other with ulterior motives", they will be relieved to see that the other party is also busy, such as Gu Feiye, such as Nie Xiqing.

And when Gu Fei was also preparing to start school here, and Pan Yan was not inseparable for half a step, Gu Fei also began to think that Nie Xiqing was too busy this time; Nie Xiqing also began to realize that the two of them seemed to be "light" a lot this time.

"Is something wrong?" - both of them thought so.

So on the day when Gu Fei started school, Nie Xiqing, who had been "busy" for almost the whole summer vacation, appeared at R University, and caught Gu Feiye, who was also "busy" for the whole summer vacation.

The moment he saw Nie Xiqing, Gu Fei almost cried, but somehow he suppressed it. When he looked at Nie Xiqing again, he lost a lot of weight and almost couldn't stretch himself anymore.

On campus, it’s not good to have too many movements, Nie Xiqing just stood there and looked at Gu Feiye: "Are you done with your work?"

Gu Fei also gave a vague "hmm".

"Come with me." Nie Xiqing took Gu Fei into the car parked not far away.

There was still that faint orange fragrance in the car, Gu Fei also took a deep breath.

The eyes saw the old man, and the unlucky smell of alcohol in the hospital that seemed to linger on the tip of the nose was driven away aggressively by the fragrance of love.

"Why are you here?" Gu Fei also pressed the center of his eyebrows, covering his eyes with the action of pressing the center of his eyebrows.

He felt helpless, how could it be like this as soon as we met, but there was water in his body that was rushing to participate in the atmospheric circulation, so what could he do if he couldn't keep it.

He didn't dare to make unnecessary movements, for fear that his stuff would be exposed if he moved, and his ears were burning.

A tissue was handed in front of her.

Gu Feiye, the unlucky child, took the tissue and cried for a minute.

When Nie Xiqing saw him earlier, she knew that this guy was bored, so she immediately took him into the car.

Crying in the car is better than receiving attention from others on campus.

After Gu Fei had finished crying and drank the water that Nie Xiqing handed over, and his emotions had basically calmed down, Nie Xiqing began to interrogate: "Tell me, what happened."

Gu Fei's nose and eyes were also red, and he began to think about what to say.