Mr. Orange

This season, there are really no people in the water town, and the shallower rivers are frozen.

Gu Fei also came here at this time, not for any other reason—waiting in the hospital is also a waste, going out to look for it is also a waste, at least going out for a walk will save him from having nothing to do even if he does it. Dilemma.

The last time I went to the town to find someone, Pan Yan took the first step. There may be two reasons.

First, someone actually knew of Pan Yan's whereabouts and was following Gu Feiye's search for someone, so they tipped off the news in advance.

But this possibility is unlikely, because the news arrived overnight when I learned it that day, not to mention whether there are many people who know about it online, at least what they know in reality is trustworthy, and not many.

If they really wanted to tell whether there was someone who tipped off the people they asked for help, Gu Fei also asked himself that everyone was ordinary and didn't have that much supernatural power to do this kind of nonsense.

The second one might be more unlucky. They had passed near Pan Yan's residence. Maybe Pan Yan changed places immediately after seeing them. This is more likely.

Gu Fei also preferred the possibility that Pan Yan saw them that day. At the same time, he was also thinking, did Pan Yan really not find someone to stare at him?

Before, she was afraid that Pan Yan would have nothing to love and didn't pay attention to anything. Since she received Pan Yan's message, Gu Fei didn't worry about it anymore. She didn't give up at all, but she changed from passive resistance to active attack.

If she had a purpose, why didn't she watch the process?

Gu Fei also knew that Pan Yan would definitely see the compromise message he sent, so there might be two reasons why she didn't show up.

The first one was a bit negative, that is, Pan Yan probably didn't see her compromise because something happened to her.

The second one is not negative, but it's not good either—Pan Yan hasn't confirmed whether Gu Fei has lied to her, so he won't appear or give an answer until he observes well.

This is also the reason why Gu Feiye and Nie Xiqing wanted to separate.

To be honest, Gu Fei didn't have a sense of reality on the day they broke up, and he still doesn't have it now.

It's just that I feel a little confused and can't get excited about doing anything.

Gu Fei also stayed in the water village for two days, and Gu Zhou and Gu Ling blew up his phone halfway through, demanding that he go back to the hospital immediately.

If I go back to the hospital, I will definitely not go back. It’s okay to hang around outside and bring enough medicine. In the hospital, it’s unspeakably depressed, and the body will be affected even more if you are in a bad mood.

Gu Fei who turned on the wayward mode also refused, the reason is that he knows it well.

Nothing was found in the water town, so Gu Fei went to the ancient town again.

He arrived in the ancient town one night, found a place to eat, stuffed himself with something, and then fell asleep, ignoring personal hygiene issues such as whether to wash or brush his teeth.

After waking up at one o'clock in the morning, Gu Fei also walked around the room twice, and for some unknown reason, he suddenly wanted to call Nie Xiqing, even if it was just to hear him say a word.

It's okay when you can't think about it, but once you start thinking about it, the urge to make a phone call becomes stronger and stronger, and it hurts to press down on your chest forcibly.

Gu Fei also admitted that in such a deep night, the dark side of his heart was about to move, and he suddenly thought, leave her alone, let her do whatever, I'll go back and find Brother Nie.

Opening the window, a gust of cold wind blows in, and the street lamps downstairs are dimly lit.

As the chill hit his face, Gu Fei couldn't help shivering, and his movements gradually slowed down.

No matter how crazy his thoughts are at the moment, once the day comes, once he is "normal", he will still want to get Pan Yan back.

He closed the window, ran to the bathroom to wash his face, remembered that he hadn't washed yet, and took another shower.

Now I can't sleep even more.

Some people are afraid of ghosts and the dark when they are in a good mood, but when they are in a bad mood, they don’t even feel like walking barefoot through a cemetery in the dark.

Gu Fei was also probably in this state, so he couldn't sleep, took out his mobile phone and bought the electronic version of the suspenseful reasoning book written by Nie Xiqing, and started to read it.

This time, I actually watched it.

At four o'clock in the morning, Gu Fei also fell asleep, and woke up at six o'clock in good spirits.

At noon that day, he received Pan Yan's reply for the first time. The reply was very short, only 6 words: Did you really break up?

Gu Fei also called back immediately, this time the phone was not turned off, but no one answered until he hung up naturally, Gu Fei also called again.

After trying four times in a row, they all ended in failure. For the fifth time, someone answered the call.

After waiting for so long, he finally got in touch with Pan Yan. Gu Fei thought he would be very excited, but he didn't. After the call was connected, he just said calmly: "Mom."

Pan Yan replied, "It's me."

It was as if the mother and son, who had an ordinary relationship, greeted each other, and there seemed to be nothing extra to say to each other.

After a few seconds of silence, Pan Yan spoke first: "Is it really divided?"

Really?Of course it was true, he felt like he hadn't seen Nie Xiqing for a long time.

Gu Fei also replied: "Yes."

Pan Yan was silent, and asked again: "How can I believe that you didn't lie to me?"

really.

Gu Fei also tightened his hand holding the phone, feeling a dense net wrapped around his head, blocking his breathing and making it hard to breathe.

He tried his best to suppress the strange depression in his heart: "It's true, everything I said to you is true. Can you tell me now, where are you?"

Pan Yan still didn't tell him the answer, but just asked: "Is your health not good recently?"

Gu Fei also asked, "Why do you say that?"

Pan Yan didn't speak.

Gu Feiye: "Very good."

The previous dialogue between the mother and child was definitely not like this question and answer, without any redundant communication.

Pan Yan sighed: "I'll send you the location on WeChat, you can check it yourself, when you're free, and when you'll pick it up." Then he hung up the phone.

Gu Fei also clicked on WeChat, saw the address clearly, and found that the residential area where Pan Yan lived was not far from where he was. It turned out that she was in this ancient town, and the distance between the two was only two or three kilometers.

Useless coincidence.

It's strange to say that last time he heard about her, Gu Fei was also eager to find her and talk to her a lot.

This time I saw a clear address, but I was numb and couldn't feel any joy.

Gu Fei also sent a screenshot of the address to Gu Zhou, telling him that Pan Yan was here.

Gu Zhou responded quickly, saying that he would rush over immediately.

After finishing all this, Gu Fei also packed up his things and prepared to see Pan Yan.

However, just as he was about to leave the room, unforeseen discomfort made him drop his bag and rush into the bathroom.

It was another round of vomiting in the dark, until the tears almost came out.

Gu Fei didn't know what was wrong, he only knew that he was very uncomfortable, and after thinking about it, he thought it might be due to lack of sleep, so he gave up the plan to go out immediately, and lay down on the bed after simply rinsing his mouth.

It wasn't that he ran away, it was just that he was not in a good state, and meeting Pan Yan this time generally required a lot of energy.

He seemed to be about to fight a battle, and before that, he wanted to rest for a while.

An hour later, Gu Fei also got up from the bed, took a rest for a while, and then went out to Pan Yan's place.

Two or three kilometers, the car drove over, and then went to the residential area to find the building and the floor accurately. It took a total of 10 minutes.

Standing in front of the door, Gu Fei also reached out to knock on the door.

"Who?"

"I."

The door opened, and Gu Fei also saw Pan Yan who hadn't seen him for a long time.

Pan Yan was even thinner than in the photo of the vegetable market last time. She was already skinny and her hair had turned gray a lot. At first glance, she looked almost ten years older.

It's strange, old age is sometimes a pass to gain sympathy, such a difference before and after, it would be false to say that Gu Fei doesn't feel bad either.

Pan Yan seemed a little surprised: "Why so fast?"

"Soon?" Gu Fei also replied, he couldn't smile, but he tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth.

"come in."

"Ah."

After sitting for 5 minutes and drinking half a glass of water, Gu Fei also said, "Go back today, you have to go to the hospital quickly."

From the looks of it now, the battle between mother and son started with Pan Yan winning.

Usually the victorious side would want to take advantage of the victory and pursue it in order to break through in one fell swoop and avoid future troubles. The same is true for Pan Yan.

"It's fine to go back, we need to talk first." Pan Yan said.

Gu Fei also nodded: "Say it."

"First, are you sure you've sorted it out?"

"Yeah." Gu Fei also replied.

"Second, get rid of this problem."

What's wrong?It's nothing more than liking men, Gu Fei didn't say anything.

Sister Pan glanced at him, saw that he didn't have any expression, and continued to say, with the intention of taking him seriously this time: "Third, after you go back, you will start a blind date. I will give you half a year to talk about a girl." Friends get married."

Gu Fei still didn't speak.

In fact, Gu Fei also had a lot of things going through his mind in just twenty seconds.

Breaking up, retreating, Brother Nie waiting for him, it seems to be of no use. When I met a temporary price increase, he was asked to sign an unequal treaty and go back to get married.

But he couldn't change it and didn't want to change it.

He can't get married either, and doesn't want to harm anyone.

Is it so difficult?

When he saw Pan Yan who was sick so thin, he would feel pity. Why couldn't she think about him at all?

Gu Fei also suddenly thought: Does she really treat me as a person?

Pan Yan said softly: "If you still have contact with him after you go back, mom is already so old anyway, so there's no guarantee..."

Not sure there won't be a next time?

Gu Fei also put down the water glass slowly, tasted the words, and found it interesting, so he laughed: "Do you hate me, Mom?"

"Why do you say that, I..." Pan Yan looked at him, and suddenly swallowed the last words - she saw that Gu Feiye's eyes were full of tears.

Gu Fei also opened his eyes wide, but the eye sockets are only so big, no matter how much he didn't want to cry, big tears still rolled down, he tried his best to restrain his mood at this moment, and asked her in a calm voice as much as possible: "Is it a threat?" Will it be addictive?"

Pan Yan frowned.

Gu Fei also put down his water glass, stood up, and looked into Pan Yan's eyes: "When I just finished the operation, I didn't recover very well. When I thought about how sad you would be if something happened to me, I didn't dare Pessimistic, I just hope that my body can win a bit."

Knowing that something happened to her, she will be sad, afraid that she will be sad, no matter how difficult it is, she will work harder and harder—this is a cherished relative.

During the days when Pan Yan could not be found, the medical certificate seemed to be transformed into an all-pervasive demon, reminding him every day that Pan Yan might go from the early stage to the middle stage, and then to the late stage, until the medicine stone was invalid, and he could not find anyone for a day. , the danger is one point more.

He was about to be tortured insane.

What now?He compromised, finally found someone, and was finally taken to the hospital for treatment, but what about the follow-up?

Is the essence just another way to continue the torture?

Just now, Pan Yan's questioning and suspicion, asking for marriage, and even giving him a verbal warning all showed her determination—once she found out that he had any relationship or contact with Nie Xiqing, or if he didn't get married, she would take measures at any time.

So, what measures?

In what way is she going to make him regret it for the rest of his life?

This kind of approach is probably not considered a family member. Regardless of the appearance or the essence, a life-and-death enemy is more suitable to explain such a relationship.

"I know what it's like to be threatened, so I can't bear to treat you like this, it's not that I don't dare to do anything to myself!" Gu Fei almost roared out the last sentence.

Pan Yan seemed to be stunned: "Feifei..."

"Why am I so worried about you?" Gu Fei also wiped his face and laughed at himself.

If you don't do some things, you will never know that you will regret it. Gu Fei also thought, why should he break up, and then thought, it would be better if he hadn't been born at all.

He raised his eyes to look at Pan Yan, and Pan Yan felt a strange chill in that gaze.

"What are you doing?" Pan Yan blurted out.

"What am I doing?" Gu Feiye glanced over, found a room with a key on the door, pulled out the key and opened the door, "You will find out later."

With a bang, the door closed, and then it was locked.

Pan Yan seemed to realize something, her face lost all color, she rushed over and knocked on the door: "What are you going to do! Open the door!"

Not so long ago, Gu Fei had been thinking about how he could persuade Pan Yan to accept his sexuality without hurting Pan Yan.

Later he figured it out, it was impossible to live up to Tathagata and Qing, and he was not a saint, so he couldn't handle these things perfectly.

Before coming here, he thought over and over whether he should take this step. In his opinion, it is best for everyone to be calm, and if there is an agreement, they should go to the hospital and get treatment.

But look, where is peace?

He and Nie Xiqing have broken up, literally, unless they get back together one day, they will be strangers until then.

He chose to be submissive to Pan Yan, and he was considered a wolf-hearted scum once.

This decision was not made when his mind was in a mess some time ago, but after Gu Zhou talked with him and made him clearly understand the current problems.

What does this show?It showed that he knew it was Pan Yan's problem, but he was still reluctant to leave her alone.

It has already reached this point, and the result is just waiting for this?

The lethality is really great, tons, not to mention after killing, he even opened his mouth and laughed at the decision he made.

Look, you idiot.

So, what if she would just fight back and let her experience what she had experienced?

Gu Fei also took out a pocket knife from his coat pocket.

He thought, maybe he actually held a grudge against Pan Yan, and made the decision to break up reluctantly. In the past, he would not take the initiative to break up with Nie Xiqing even if he died.

Two minutes later, Pan Yan received a series of bloody videos, and suddenly screamed: "Feifei! Open the door! Feifei..."

Gu Fei also blocked his ears, but his eyes were calm.

It turned out that the feeling of threatening a loved one was like this—it was not uncomfortable, and it could even be said to be a little pleasant. The crying outside the door, no matter how stern it was, could not move him, and could not prompt him to open the door.

It turned out that Pan Yan really hated him, and he did the same for Pan Yan.

The dark red blood dripped so fast that it was about to form a blood line, and blood flowers dripped into one piece on the ground.

He didn't want to seek death, but he really did it.

He thought: maybe I really had her blood in my body, and I even thought of taking revenge on her in this way.

In fact, he could contact Gu Zhou, or Gu Ling, or call 120, but he didn't move anything. It seemed that the remnant soldier rushed forward to attack the enemy with his last blood, without any style of play or strategy. After the momentum passed, he stopped, and did not continue to charge forward, let alone go back to make up some red or blue.

The man forced him and refused to let him go back to the base camp.

Gu Fei also thought: It's really boring.