Rebirth of the humble subject will eventually become scum

When Fu Dongchen opened his eyes, he saw only a snow-white ceiling. At this time, the door of the ward was also pushed open, followed by Shen Ran's surprised voice.

"you're awake!"

Fu Dongchen wanted to get up subconsciously, but suddenly found that his body was out of his control. He wanted to speak, but he couldn't. However, what made him panic was that he felt that his body, which was unable to move just now, turned his head, followed by With this movement, he finally saw Shen Ran who was walking quickly. He saw that Shen Ran was still holding a thermos bottle, as if he had just gone to fetch hot water.What shocked him the most was that he found that Shen Ran had become younger and his temperament had changed drastically.

Fu Dongchen felt himself open his mouth, and he heard himself say, "Xiao Ran, are you okay?"

"Thanks to you, I'm fine." Shen Ran put down the water bottle, helped Fu Dongchen sit up, and put a pillow on his back, "How are you? Is there any discomfort?"

Fu Dongchen didn't know what expression he made, he seemed to smile, and then he heard himself say: "I have rough skin and thick flesh, what can I do? As long as you are fine, it is the best for me."

Fu Dongchen was stunned when he saw Shen Ran, and then sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes were full of seriousness, he said: "Dongchen, I know what you have done for me during this time, without your help, maybe I... I have never done it before." I thought that one day I would have fetters with a man in the future, and maybe from the day my father died, my life could no longer be decided by me." Shen Ran paused, and said, "Actually, when you first pursued me, I I don’t believe it. I think you’re just looking for novelty, just chasing after fun. I even feel a little...disgusting. But from the accident in my family to the present, you have helped me time and time again, and you were even almost expelled from the family. Save me, you almost..."

Shen Ran raised his hand to stop Fu Dongchen from speaking, and said with a smile: "You have taken 99 steps, and I should take this last step. In fact, I don't know if I have fallen in love with you now, but I just feel that , if you continue to refuse like this, there will always be an indescribable feeling that I am very sorry for you."

Fu Dongchen was stunned, only then did he realize that he seemed to be trapped in the memory of the past, he could see and hear, but he couldn't participate in it.

It turned out that the medicine could really help him restore his memory.

After figuring out the reason, Fu Dongchen regarded himself as a spectator. He saw himself hugging Shen Ran tightly, and he heard that he promised to be good to Shen Ran. When possessing Shen Ran, Fu Dongchen felt that he also fell into the ecstasy of finally getting it.

Day by day, Fu Dongchen watched himself and Shen Ran get along like ordinary lovers, they would hug, kiss, and do more intimate things.When Shen Ran has classes, he will personally pick up Shen Ran, and when Shen Ran has no classes, he will bring Shen Ran to the company to teach Shen Ran some useful knowledge in business, such as how to maximize his own interests in negotiations , For example, how to tell whether the other party really wants to cooperate, and he will also teach Shen Ran how to analyze the stock market.To him, these were trivial, but Shen Ran studied them seriously.

The days were harmonious and beautiful, almost making Fu Dongchen addicted to it.However, accidents are often caught off guard. It was a night after he and Shen Ran had been together for half a year. On this day, Shen Ran was busy revising his graduation thesis and did not come to the company. Fu Dongchen did not go back with the excuse of working overtime, but drove directly to the night show.

The venue is under Luo Cheng's name. Since he was with Shen Ran, 'Fu Dongchen' has not stepped into this place. This time, he came here because Luo Cheng invited him repeatedly. After all, he and Luo Cheng are in a cooperative relationship.

When 'Fu Dongchen' arrived, Luo Cheng was already waiting at the gate. He was wearing a black shirt with a cigarette in his hand. When he saw 'Fu Dongchen''s car, he quickly stepped forward to drive it for 'Fu Dongchen' himself. He opened the car door and threw the car keys that Fu Dongchen had just held to the parking attendant.

"I've asked you out so many times, you're finally willing to come."

'Fu Dongchen' smiled and said, "I've been busy recently."

"Busy?" Luo Cheng snorted, "I think you have lost your soul because of being fascinated by others. It's been more than half a year, and you still haven't gotten tired of it?"

'Fu Dongchen' smiled, did not speak, followed Luo Cheng through the hall and went upstairs to the private room.The glare lights in the private room kept flickering, and accompanied by deafening music, three high school girls in sailor suits danced in front of the screen, occasionally whistling loudly.

'Fu Dongchen' didn't like this one, so he didn't look at it much.The moment he stepped into the private room, a dozen or so people sitting on the sofa stood up, and even a few dancing girls retreated aside with interest. 'Fu Dongchen' looked around, except for a few accompanying guests, he had seen most of them, they were all generations from S City, and had had a few drinks before.

After a brief greeting, 'Fu Dongchen' followed Luo Cheng and sat in the middle under the flattered gazes of the crowd, and several little girls returned to the screen and danced again with great insight.

'Fu Dongchen' and Luo Cheng toasted each other, and felt that their arms were being held by someone, and then a glass of wine came to their eyes. 'Fu Dongchen' turned his head and looked, he was a young man with a pretty good appearance.Seeing Fu Dongchen looking at him, the young man said, "Hi, Young Master Fu. My surname is Xu and my name is Xu You. Maybe you don't know me, but Young Master Fu helped our family a lot half a year ago. I respect you for this glass of wine."

Luo Cheng said in a timely manner: "This is the only son of the Xu family. He begged me many times to ask you out."

'Fu Dongchen' didn't stay outside that night, he was still thinking about Shen Ran, thinking that no matter how late he should go back.However, after this day, 'Fu Dongchen' no longer guarded Shen Ran every day as before. It happened that Shen Ran was also busy with his graduation thesis, so he went out to drink and socialize from time to time, and met Xu You a few times during the period. Second-rate.

The accident happened half a year later. Since Shen Ran was going to defend his thesis the next day, Shen Ran stayed at the school directly that night. 'Fu Dongchen' was alone at home, and it happened that Xu You asked him to go out for a drink. He thought he had nothing to do, so he went, but he got drunk, and Xu You deliberately teased him, and the two rolled together.

For all this, Fu Dongchen was shocked. He never thought that he would betray Shen Ran, but everything in front of him slapped him hard. What's even more ridiculous is that he actually felt that he in his memory That's how it should be.

After the first betrayal, there will be the second and third time gradually, like a flood that opened the floodgates. However, Shen Ran was kept in the dark from the beginning to the end, although Shen Ran began to doubt his frequent going out. , but every time I was deceived by myself with various excuses.

In the second year with Shen Ran, Fu Dongchen watched him bring Shen Ran back to the capital, he watched Shen Ran gradually throw away his doubts about himself, and watched Shen Ran being uncertain about himself every day I took him back to my hometown and worked hard.However, they stayed in the capital for a year, and he brought Shen Ran back to S city again.

In the third year of being together with Shen Ran, Fu Dongchen watched himself getting bored with Shen Ran day by day, and even pursued other people behind Shen Ran's back. leave.However, from the beginning to the end, he never said the word "breakup" to Shen Ran.Shen Ran may have noticed all this, he didn't even go to his company anymore, just stayed at home, but he never questioned himself, and he no longer called him every now and then like three years ago.

Fu Dongchen knew that Shen Ran might be waiting for a word from himself, for the final verdict.

'Fu Dongchen' spends less and less time going back, and sometimes he only goes back once in ten days and half a month. Every time he goes back, Shen Ran is pleasantly surprised and careful. A dish is his favorite taste, if he eats more, Shen Ran will smile very happily; if he eats less, Shen Ran will always look worried.Every time at this time, he would throw down a table of dishes and directly carry Shen Ran back to his room. Sometimes he couldn't even wait to go back to his room, so he would directly force Shen Ran to bear himself in the dining room.

At the beginning, Fu Dongchen would still spurn himself, but later he gradually became numb. He only hoped that this memory would end soon. He had done so many things to sorry Shen Ran, and he didn't know how he should face Shen Ran.He felt that he was really a scum, and he didn't believe the clumsy excuses again and again, but Shen Ran trusted him extremely.He obviously loves Shen Ran, but why, why did he have the heart to treat Shen Ran like this before?

This day 'Fu Dongchen' still didn't go to Shen Ran's place. He has been hanging out with Xu Yousi almost every day these days. I don't know where to go to get plastic surgery, and I also learned the ability to seduce people, and I don't know if he got it done according to Shen Ran's appearance, that face is actually three points like Shen Ran's, and he is especially relaxed on the bed.

Shen Ran has always been well-behaved in bed affairs, and even his screams are suppressed.But Xu You was completely different, not to mention his slutty voice, but also his strange posture, which made 'Fu Dongchen' want to stop, even the little star who had just been chased by him not long ago didn't care.

After some intense exercise, 'Fu Dongchen' leaned against the bedside to calm down, when the cell phone on the bedside table rang, 'Fu Dongchen' glanced at it, saw it was an unfamiliar number and did not answer it.Unexpectedly, the caller was so persistent that he called again after the phone automatically hung up.

'Fu Dongchen' clicked his tongue and answered the phone impatiently.

"Fu Dongchen, your little lover is in my hands, if you want him to live, come to the western suburbs alone!"

Fu Dongchen was startled, panicked for no reason, he wanted to ask who it was, but he heard himself asking which little lover the other party was in a disdainful tone.He heard the other party announce Shen Ran's name, heard the sound of heavy objects hitting the ground, and even heard Shen Ran's painful moan. He desperately wanted to speak, desperately wanted to gain control of his body Quan, he has even forgotten that he is only in a memory now, he can't do anything, he can't do anything.

Fu Dongchen watched his disdain, and even at this juncture, he and Xu You got together again, and finally hung up the phone without any thought of saving Shen Ran.

An unprecedented despair swept over, it was a kind of despair that could only watch him do nothing to save Shen Ran.Although he knew that Shen Ran was not dead and that Shen Ran was still alive, he knew clearly that if he really didn't save Shen Ran, he and Shen Ran would really not be able to go back.

Fortunately, because of Xu You's words, he thought of the details of getting along with Shen Ran. Fu Dongchen saw that he had dialed Lu Ming himself and told him to rescue Shen Ran.

Fu Dongchen thought to himself, fortunately, he was assured of Lu Ming's work, and with Lu Ming's help, Shen Ran would definitely be rescued.

In the middle of the night, Lu Ming finally called. "Fu Dongchen" was very displeased, but Fu Dongchen had been looking forward to it for a long time, but this call did not bring good news.

Lu Ming said that Shen Ran died.

At that moment, Fu Dongchen felt that the sky was falling, and then he thought, how is it possible?Shen Ran is obviously living well, although he doesn't know what Shen Ran has experienced, but he knows very well that Shen Ran is not dead.Either Lu Ming lied about this matter, or Shen Ran was dropped.

Fu Dongchen watched himself anxiously rushing all the way to the western suburbs. At that time, Lu Ming and others were already guarding outside. Fu Dongchen watched himself struggle outside the dilapidated factory building for a long time, hesitated for a long time, and finally entered the factory building.

The corpse was placed on the ground with a coat covering its face. Looking at the unknown corpse, Fu Dongchen was inexplicably suffocated, and an absurd thought came to him spontaneously.

The moment the coat was uncovered, Fu Dongchen felt his eyes go dark.

——That's Shen Ran.

But how is it possible?During this period of time, he obviously lived with Shen Ran, so how could the corpse be Shen Ran?If it's Shen Ran, who lived with him during this time?If not, how to explain everything in front of you?

A kind of suffocating despair wrapped Fu Dongchen tightly. Even though he kept telling himself that Shen Ran was still alive, everything in front of him severely broke down the defense line in his heart.

At the moment when "Fu Dongchen" completely uncovered his clothes, Fu Dongchen only felt that something was broken in his mind. He felt that he was divided into two parts at this moment, one part looked at him numbly and cried bitterly, and the other part deeply Falling into the invisible abyss, with hatred for myself, guilt for Shen Ran, and despair of losing Shen Ran, there is no redemption.

Suddenly, Fu Dongchen felt that everything in front of him became distorted. Just when he thought he was going to return to reality from this distorted memory, the scene in front of him changed again.

Fu Dongchen saw himself turned into a child, he saw his grandfather, his father, and his mother, he saw himself dominating the courtyard, he saw himself growing up from a small child, he Seeing that he left the capital and came to S City, relying on his own means and background to gain a firm foothold in S City, he saw Shen Ran.

It had just entered summer that day, and he was going to a dinner. He didn't know why. When he walked to the door of the hotel, he turned his head, and happened to see Shen Ran getting out of the car. He was wearing a simple white shirt , the lower body is a pair of dark blue slacks, with one hand in his pocket, looking up at the name of the hotel slightly, the afterglow of the setting sun hit his face, so beautiful, so beautiful that his heart also leaked at that moment Jumped a beat.

The author has something to say: the next chapter returns to reality.