my prime minister my wife

Listening to Mu Yan's description, Xia Qing knew that at yesterday's conferment ceremony, Mu Yan's mood must have fluctuated greatly, and this feeling became the introduction of "The Other Shore", and gave this "The Other Shore" chance of spreading the poison.

After a long time, Xia Qing's eyes slowly lowered, only to hear him read: "Blood is the medium, love is the guide, the other side of life..."

"I know." Mu Yan interrupted Xia Qing with a smile: "The poison from the other shore, right?"

"You already knew?" Xia Qing was a little surprised.

"No." Mu Yan shook his head: "I didn't know it before. It was only at the closing ceremony yesterday that I saw it spread. The poison from the other side."

When he said this, Mu Yan couldn't help but chuckled, and there was endless silence in that smile: "No wonder Qian'an would say that day that he didn't lose. It turned out that he had made up his mind a long time ago. ...If I had known the poison of the other side in my body, I would never have married Jiuge..."

"Why?" Xia Qing was a little surprised. He looked at Mu Yan, but because Mu Yan lowered his head, Xia Qing couldn't see Mu Yan's expression at this time.

"I can't drag him down..." Mu Yan raised his head and looked at Xia Qing.

It was only now that Xia Qing saw the look in Mu Yan's eyes at this time. There was unwillingness and remorse, but more of it was nostalgia.

"When I marry him, it is equivalent to announcing to the whole world that I have tied Jiuge up as a queen. If I... leave, what will Jiuge do..." Mu Yan said "Let's go When the word "has been reached", his words stopped for a moment.

"Mu San, there will definitely be a way to cure this poison, absolutely!" Xia Qing looked at Mu Yan. Although Xia Qing's tone was so firm at this time, in his heart, there was still no bottom line. Saying this is just to comfort Mu Yan.

Mu Yan could see what Xia Qing was thinking: "Don't comfort me, I know this poison, there is no medicine to cure it, once you step on the ark to the other shore, how can you turn back? But, Xia Qing, I beg you something..."

When he said this, Mu Yan paused and looked at Xia Qing solemnly.

"Tell me." Looking at Mu Yan's current appearance, Xia Qing knew that Mu Yan was about to explain something.

After seeing Xia Qing agreeing, Mu Yan slowly closed his eyes, blocking all the emotions in his eyes.

When he opened it again, the emotion in Mu Yan's eyes had disappeared completely, and he only heard him say: "After I leave, you tell Jiu Ge that I, Mu Yan... am tired of him... feel ...I think it's better to be a woman, and I already have a sweetheart in my heart. She told me that she doesn't want to compete with other women, she just wants to be monogamous and stay away from the palace, so I decided to take her to live in seclusion in the mountains for her sake. Ask about world affairs. I just feel guilty about Jiu Ge, so I gave him the throne to comfort my guilty and restless heart..."

When Mu Yan said this, his heart was already in extreme pain. Mu Yan held the position of his heart, only feeling that he was about to suffocate because of the pain.

Afterwards, the corners of Mu Yan's lips curled up reluctantly, but the smile was so bleak in Xia Qing's eyes, and Mu Yan said, "Jiu Ge was a prime minister and knew state affairs, and the ministers also I will surrender to him, but if Jiu Ge doesn't want to be the emperor, don't force him, help me find a capable person who can handle state affairs, and become the emperor..."

At this time, Xia Qing couldn't sit still anymore. He pointed at Mu Yan repeatedly and said, "What do you think Xiao Jiuge thinks of you? It's not that you don't know Xiao Jiuge's feelings for you. You let me be a bad person." , Saying this to him is equivalent to killing Xiao Jiuge half of his life. You let Xiao Jiuge spend the rest of his life in a muddle with hatred for you, Mu Yan! What are you thinking? Can you say that a capable person who handles state affairs will be the emperor? If this person is so easy to find, then everyone in the world will be the emperor!"

"I can't help it, I can't help it...Knowing that I will definitely die, this is all I can do, and..." When he said this, Mu Yan's tears ran across his face silently.

Then, he looked at Xia Qing and smiled, and the tears slowly fell with Mu Yan's smile: "If Jiu Ge knew the truth, with his temper, he would definitely leave with me, because he told me before He originally planned to find a place to kill himself after destroying Nanyue. If I empathize with him and make Jiu Ge hate me, he can still..."

Mu Yan stopped talking at this time, but Xia Qing already understood what Mu Yan meant.

"I can't... watch him die..." Mu Yan's voice sounded in the empty room.

Xia Qing's heart was shocked by Mu Yan's tears in his smile. He had never seen a smile that could be so painful and desolate.

"please……"

Before Xia Qing could reply, there was only a "bang".

The door of the imperial study room was pushed open, followed by Xiao Jiuge's out-of-control shout: "Mu Yan, if I hadn't heard your conversation today, would I have lived in the Xia Dynasty from now on?" In the lies you made up, Qing and you will live your whole life under your deception and hate you all your life, but you will never know the truth behind the lies, and you will never know that the person I Xiao Jiuge loved with my life is long gone world?"

Mu Yan looked at Xiao Jiuge who was walking towards him step by step, his tears had already slowly rolled down his face.

When Xiao Jiuge walked in front of Mu Yan, Mu Yan stood up from his chair. He looked at Xiao Jiuge standing in front of him, with his cold eyes and slightly wrinkled eyebrows.

"Don't frown, you will grow old..." Mu Yan said softly.

Before Mu Yan finished speaking, Xiao Jiuge had already stepped forward and hugged Mu Yan. Xiao Jiuge nestled in Mu Yan's arms, but there was no movement for a long time.

But Mu Yan felt that the skirt of his chest was already a little wet.

Mu Yan was taken aback for a moment, then he stretched out his right hand and patted Xiao Jiuge's back.

"There must be a way to untie it. Without my permission, you are not allowed to leave me!" Xiao Jiuge's voice sounded in Mu Yan's arms, with a slight sob in his words.

"Okay, I..." Before Mu Yan could finish his sentence, his hand patting Xiao Jiuge's back suddenly stopped.

Xiao Jiuge only felt his hands sink, and Mu Yan had already passed out in his arms.

Xiao Jiuge fell to the ground together with Mu Yan's unconscious body, then Xiao Jiuge sat on the ground quickly, hugged the unconscious Mu Yan in his arms, and softly called: "Mu...Mu Yan... "

At this time Xiao Jiuge's voice was so soft, he was afraid that the thing he was most afraid of would happen.

Xiao Jiuge's trembling hand gently caught Mu Yan's pulse, and the slight beating of that pulse rekindled Xiao Jiuge's hope.

He hurriedly told Ye Feng who was in the dark: "Go find old Jianghua!"

After speaking, there was a gust of wind in the imperial study, and Xiao Jiuge knew that Ye Feng had left.

Xia Qing looked at Ye Feng's leaving figure, and lowered his eyes slightly. After the Battle of Xiluo, the old man Jianghua had already left Dongli and returned to his small courtyard. Now, with Ye Feng's footsteps, the fastest It is estimated that it will take three days to return to Dongli Palace.

When Xia Qing was deep in thought, Xiao Jiuge's coughing by his side interrupted Xia Qing's thoughts.

When Xia Qing came back to his senses, he realized that a stream of blood was slowly flowing out of Xiao Jiuge's lips.

When Xiao Jiuge was about to wipe away the wisp of blood with his hands, he only felt a pain in his heart and couldn't help opening his mouth to spit out a mouthful of blood.

Drops of blood hit Xiao Jiuge's skirt, staining the snow-white clothes with spots of plum blossoms, making it look so bleak.

Seeing the worry in Xia Qing's eyes, Xiao Jiuge smiled and said, "It's okay, it's just the fire poison left in the body from the previous "Purgatory". When the mood fluctuates greatly, the fire poison will be serious Just a few."

Xia Qing looked at Xiao Jiuge's appearance, but he didn't know how to start a conversation, so he could only say, "Take Mu San to Yuyu Palace first."

"Okay." Xiao Jiuge replied, he wanted to hug Mu Yan and get up, but he found that because of the invasion of fire poison, he was so weak that he was not as good as ordinary people.

Xia Qing knew the power of the fire poison, and then he quickly picked up Mu Yan and helped Xiao Jiuge who was on the ground.

Xiao Jiuge let go of Xia Qing's hand and said, "It's all right, it's just that I'm a little weaker, and I can still walk."

Xia Qing saw that Xiao Jiuge stood up and there was no difference, so he nodded and let Xiao Jiuge go by himself.

Jade Rain Palace.

Xiao Jiuge watched Xia Qing slowly put Mu Yan on the bed, and on the bed, Mu Yan lay quietly, as if he had fallen asleep.

Xiao Jiuge walked forward slowly, holding Mu Yan's hand. The moment Xiao Jiuge held Mu Yan's hand, he realized that the hand that kept warming him was actually so cold. It was so cold that he almost stopped breathing.

"Mu Yan..." Xiao Jiuge looked at Mu Yan's face and whispered.

But Mu Yan, who was unconscious on the bed, didn't make a sound. The man who would talk to him with a smile and caress his face gently was so cold at this moment.

"I'm so scared..." Xiao Jiuge's tears had already fallen, and there was a "tick" sound on the ground.

He was afraid that he would return to the boundless cold, he was afraid of the days without him, he was afraid that he would never see that man's face again, and he was even more afraid that everything about that man would disappear from his life... …

God, why do you want me to feel the feeling of loss after giving me warmth and letting me feel the warmth?

Then why, you didn't let me have it back then, and let me stay in that icy state, at least I won't have that unrealistic fantasy...