Fairy King's Handbook

From the eyes of others, Qianyun was almost grounded, but only he knew that it was not the case at all.Every night, he always had some strange dreams, and the scenes in the dreams were bizarre and unheard of.What was even more frightening was that in the past few days, he heard that voice again.

The voice he had heard in the deserted cave on Fusang Island, but it was clear and clear, with the unique agility of young people, it was his own voice.

That voice always makes him close his eyes, and then he will appear in all kinds of incredible places and do some incredible things.

For example, in the dream, he was holding a long purple sword surrounded by hostile energy. When he swung the long sword, his spiritual power was as majestic as a mountain. Seeing countless people fall under the long sword, he had no fear at all. The heart became more and more wanton and crazy, the long sword screamed bloodthirsty, and he sighed even more contentedly.

After waking up from the dream, he felt sleepy all over, and he couldn't remember all the scenes in the dream.

Qian Yun is not in good spirits recently, and Qian Qiyu just thinks that he is bored after staying in the palace for a long time, so he finds Qian Yu and Chia Ya.

The three siblings got together again, Qianyu saw that Qianyun was not in good spirits, and wanted to take him out, but Qianyun refused desperately.Chia Ya was also a little angry, Yanshan Jun was too harsh on Brother Yun.

Thinking of this, Chia Ya scolded Yan Chongming and vented her dissatisfaction.

Originally, Chia Ya was complaining about Qian Yun, but Qian Yu who was beside her was puzzled. Finally, she couldn't help asking: "Second Sister, do you hate Yan Tiger so much?"

What Qian Yu meant was that we can all say that Yan Chongming is not, but don't you have a crush on His Highness Chongming?

How could Chia Ya have misunderstood her meaning, and said more directly: "It's all my fault, I shouldn't belittle Yanshan Lord in front of my eldest sister."

Qian Yu finally realized what was wrong, and asked in surprise, "What is... in front of me?"

Chia Ya's face turned red when she asked her, and she couldn't control it much, so she simply said: "Don't you like Yanshan Jun?"

Qianyu: "!"

"Isn't it? Then, who is that..." Chia Ya also realized that something was wrong, and the two sisters were astonished.

"I like Your Highness Long Yu!" This was Qian Yu's first unreserved declaration, and every word was sonorous.

But Chia Ya's eyes were red and she almost couldn't help shedding tears. She looked at Qian Yu and said in a trembling voice, "Elder Sister, His Highness can't possibly like you!"

"If you don't like me, do you like you?" Qian Yu questioned without admitting defeat.

The two sisters who used to be close and depended on each other for life, but today because of this issue, they are arguing red-faced and refusing to give in.

Qian Yun looked very worried, but he couldn't intervene. He repeatedly thought about where this complicated relationship started to go wrong.Having no idea for a long time, Qian Yun suddenly remembered that time, he and Qian Qiyu went to look for His Highness Long Yu, unintentionally probing.

At that time, Qian Qiyu mentioned the name of the eldest sister, but His Royal Highness Long Yu didn't respond, but he only mentioned the second sister, and His Royal Highness Long Yu said Qian Ya.

It turned out to be the case.

If the relationship is not deep, it is better to cut it off as soon as possible.He couldn't watch his two closest sisters turn against each other for a man.

After a pause, Qian Yun tried to persuade: "Eldest sister, maybe the person His Royal Highness Long Yu likes is the second sister."

Qian Yu, who was still arguing, stopped, "How do you know?"

Qian Yun thought that Qian Yu would finally listen to his persuasion, so she spoke out about that temptation without reservation.

Unexpectedly, Qian Yu sneered and pointed at Qian Yun, "You, my beloved brother, you betrayed me like this!"

Qian Yun was at a loss for words for a while, Qian Yu was so emotional that she didn't listen to advice at all, she turned to point at Chia Ya, and said coldly: "Obviously I liked His Highness Long Yu first, why did you come to snatch it?"

Not to be outdone, Chia Ya said angrily, "Your Highness doesn't like you at all."

"It's not certain who wins and who loses, let's wait and see!"

"..."

The house was empty, and the two sisters had already left, breaking up unhappy.

Qian Yun's worry turned into a heavy sense of powerlessness.

These days, even if Qian Yun stays behind closed doors, he can vaguely feel the tense atmosphere of the Celestial Clan.Qian Qiyu came back very late, but she worked harder on the practice of magic.

Finally, that night, Qian Qiyu came back with a solemn expression, and told Qianyun a news: the West Sea was suddenly invaded by demons, and the people in the sea were brutally slaughtered.

Qian Qiyu frowned, and Princess Fengyang sent him a letter telling him to stay in the heaven temporarily and not return to Xihai.But at a time like this, how could Qian Qiyu sit still? As soon as he came back, he told Qianyun the news and prepared to return to Xihai.

At this moment, Qianyun did not hesitate, not for anything else.When he heard the news of the massacre of the people in the country, he might not be able to imagine such a tragic scene. He was just worried about his mother.

Qian Qiyu originally planned to let Qianyun stay in the heaven, but Qianyun insisted on following, so the two rushed back to Xihai overnight.

However, in just a few months, it is different from when he was leaving. Now the country is heavily guarded, all kinds of enchantment seals are added, and even the ports for foreign trade are tightly closed.

Qian Yun followed Qian Qiyu and went through many inspections before entering Xihai.His Royal Highness is like this, let alone others.

The people in the country were panicked and kept their doors behind closed doors.Back in the palace, before saying goodbye to Qian Qiyu, Qian Yun hurried back to the old courtyard.

On the old attic, the glass-colored house also dimmed its luster, only the white lily of the valley bloomed wantonly in the yard, just like in the past.

Qian Yun walked to the backyard, and the door was closed tightly.He looked at it for a while, and finally saw a vague silhouette through the window, and felt relieved.

He knelt outside the door and asked respectfully, "Mother, are you okay?"

There was no response for a long time, and it seemed to hear a sigh.

This also made Qian Yun's heart very excited.In the past, not only did his mother not want to see him, she would not talk to him.He didn't even have the chance to come to the backyard, and he had almost no memory of his mother. Maybe when he was very young, Qian Yu took him in and met his mother, but he was too young at that time to remember anything.

Qian Yun considered it several times, and finally couldn't help but beg: "Mother, can I go in?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Qianyun felt uneasy, he was afraid and looked forward to it at the same time.

He finally asked.

Will mother be angry?Angry at yourself knowing that you don't see it and still making a request?But how did the mother answer?Would you like to meet him a little bit?Although my own birth was so unbearable, my mother's current suffering is also brought about by myself.So, in my mother's heart, do you want to see yourself a little bit?He hasn't seen his mother's face yet, so what should it be like?It shouldn't be as strict as Princess Fengyang, but what about gentleness and kindness?Miss?

Qianyun repeatedly imagined questions in his mind, and it was only when the morning light was dim and the sky was bright that Qianyun realized that his mother had not answered.

Qian Yun still didn't give up, he felt that his mother must have not heard, and he humbly begged again: "Mom, can I see you?"

This time Qianyun didn't think wildly, and stared at the closed door, for fear of missing the answer.

After a long time, he finally heard the voice inside:

"It's better not to see you, let's go."

This was the first time Qianyun heard his mother's voice. It was not harsh or gentle, and it was not any kind he had ever seen. It was like a deserted waterwheel in the deep mountains, or like a glacier flowing in Qingyuan, he couldn't describe it.

But no matter which one it is, he was also sentenced to death when he heard this voice.

Mother didn't want to see him.

The sun shone on her body, but Qianyun couldn't feel any warmth.He even felt that winter was coming, otherwise why would his heart be cold.

Qian Yun didn't know how long she knelt outside the door, and finally stood up and walked out in a daze.

Weeds were overgrown, Qian Yun walked forward with one foot and one shallow foot, not far away was the sound of waves crashing on the shore, Qianyun didn't notice it, until the blades of grass in the field scratched his cheek, he suddenly woke up.

where is this?

Qian Yun frowned and stood there, looking around.Then, seeing the surrounding scene clearly, he took a deep breath.

Isn't this the holy land of the royal family, Changsheng Tianchi?

Changsheng Tianchi is located at the highest altitude in the West Sea. There is no snow or strange rocks on the top of the mountain, but a clear and clean lotus pond.It is rumored that the ancestors of the Qian clan first lived in seclusion here.

Countless remains of ancestors are buried in Changsheng Tianchi, which has been guarded by the holy beast of the royal family, the nine-tailed fish, for many years.

It was not the first time for Qianyun to come here, but he had not been here a few times in total.Every time there is a big event in the royal family that needs to be prayed for, or when an ancestor dies and comes here to sacrifice, Qian Yun has the opportunity to come with the clan.

But every time he stood far away at the end, not so close.

The Changsheng Tianchi in front of him was at his feet, and he stood by the pool, looking at the clear water, in awe.He prayed silently for a while before preparing to leave.

"Where else can you go? Go home? Where is your home? Your mother doesn't want you, and neither does your father! Are you going to heaven? Can you still go?"

A crisp voice suddenly sounded from his heart.

Qian Yun was no longer unfamiliar with this voice, but he also turned pale when he heard those questions.But that voice was still not enough, and continued to question:

"No one loves you, everyone hates you. What's the point of living..."

"Stop talking! Shut up!"

Qianyun covered his face and fell to the ground.

But the voice was still chattering, "Why don't you say it? Because that's what you think in your heart! Don't you dare to face it? Don't you dare to admit that you are a poor wretch that no one loves?"

"Please stop talking, get out!"

Qian Yun's face was full of tears, and he tore the clothes on his chest vigorously. He even scratched at his heart, and soon the skin on his chest was scratched, dripping with blood.

"I am you, I am in your heart. You see, I know everything about you. You are the evil seed born of sexual intercourse in other people's mouths, and everyone despises you. Qian Qiyu has bullied you a lot. You are the same A father, he can stand tall, but you can only linger on! What about your clansmen, who cares about you? They only think that your birth has brought shame to the family..."

"You're not me! You're not me! You're a devil! Come out!" Qian Yun grabbed his chest desperately and asked sharply.

"Look at you, you really look like a devil. It's better to be a devil. What's the point of living? It's all pain, why don't you die? Being a devil won't hurt you anymore."

The voice bombarded indiscriminately without stopping.

Qian Yun didn't have the energy to argue anymore, he suddenly became quiet.Because although this monster is hateful, what he said is basically correct.

I am a poor, homeless wretch with no one to love.

"Close your eyes," said the voice.

Qianyun closed his eyes wearily, perhaps, the dream would not be so painful, even though the dream was full of blood.

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