I won't be a courtier anymore

"I don't regret killing him." Cheng Jing walked to the door, still turned around and said to Li Bai.

"But he is the master." Li Bai trembled.

"Even if Master kills your mother, will he kill you soon?" Cheng Jing turned to Li Bai and said, "Li Bai, sometimes your kindness makes me feel stupid."

After Cheng Jing finished speaking, he turned around and went out. Li Bai sat on the bed and didn't close his lips for a while, he didn't know how to face it.Even if the master deserves to die, but their senior brothers are probably the least qualified to kill him.Right from wrong, so difficult to tell.

"Okay, don't cry." Xie Feng patted Li Bai's back lightly, "Whether you should be killed or not, you have already been killed, your master has done too many things wrong, even if Cheng Jing doesn't kill, there will be someone Killed him."

"I know that I am the least qualified to speak of senior brother." Li Bai bowed his head, "Brother, I really don't want to grow up, I don't want to hear anything, I don't want to see anything. Without you, I would rather be made a poisonous person by senior brother."

"What did you say?" Xie Feng turned his head in disbelief and said, "Li Bai, why do you have such thoughts?"

"I was wrong." Li Bai stuck out his tongue coquettishly, but the smile in his eyes was so tired, faintly hollow, he sighed dejectedly, and lay softly in Xie Feng's arms.

"Li Bai, you must not have such thoughts." Xie Feng frowned, but Li Bai closed his eyes and did not speak. When Xie Feng pushed his arm again, he realized that Li Bai had fallen asleep. Squeeze tightly.

"Li Bai!" Xie Feng hugged Li Bai in his arms, and sternly shouted at Zhujiu beside him, "Bring Cheng Jing over here!"

Zhujiu was so frightened that he turned around and hurriedly chased after Cheng Jing. Fortunately, as soon as he went out, he saw Cheng Jing standing in the yard and did not go far.

"Sir, the young master has passed out." Zhujiu said to Cheng Jing while walking, Cheng Jing hurriedly turned around and followed Zhujiu back to the house. As soon as he entered the door, Xie Feng was so frightened that his face turned pale.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Jing asked, while quickly pulling Li Bai's wrist, and poking up with two fingers, his brows became more and more tightly frowned. When Xie Feng saw Cheng Jing's embarrassment, his heart became heavier.

"It's poisonous." Cheng Jing felt that his legs were a little weak, and his voice, which was always calm, inevitably trembled.

Xie Feng grabbed Cheng Jing's wrist fiercely, his eyes were tearing apart, and he gritted his teeth and said, "How could it be so sudden!"

"It's because Li Bai is tired, just like a depressed person who is prone to illness. This is also the time when his body is the weakest." Cheng Jing said, and he asked Xie Feng again, "Where is the antidote? Give it to me."

"Didn't you say that you are only [-]% sure?" Xie Feng frowned, "If there is a mistake..."

"Even if it's only [-]% sure, it's worth a try. If he doesn't use the medicine, he won't have a chance to breathe again." Cheng Jing said in a very fast tone, his eyes were slightly moist, "Even if he is a poisonous person, he is still alive, isn't he? "

"That's what you think!" Xie Feng said sharply. Could it be that it was the same in his previous life? At that time, Li Bai didn't know that he liked him too. The chance, turned into a living corpse that can only breathe...

"Xie Feng, you have no choice." Cheng Jing said, "If you hesitate any longer, you will have no chance."

Time seemed to turn into quicksand, slipping before Xie Feng's eyes, Xie Feng was hard to keep, and in the end he could only say: "Try it."

Try it.

This is to try again with Li Bai's life, but he has no choice.

The snow in front of the court resembled the fallen flowers at the beginning of his rebirth. Xie Feng didn't know what the meaning of his rebirth was, or if it was just a dream. If it was a dream, it would be too real.

"Try it." Xie Feng hugged Li Bai tightly, and watched Cheng Jing feed the unknown antidote into Li Bai's mouth. Li Bai's shallow breathing made Xie Feng feel as if he heard It's like a soul, but when you listen carefully, it's the sound of snow outside the window.

rustling.

"Li Bai, don't leave me behind." Xie Feng murmured.

Li Bai didn't wake up after taking the medicine, Xie Feng's heart became more and more heavy, he put Li Bai on the bed, and sat quietly looking at Li Bai's cheeks.While observing Li Bai's complexion, Cheng Jing checked his pulse.

"How is it?" Xie Feng asked.

Cheng Jing didn't speak, slightly loosened Li Bai's wrist, and stuffed that hand into the bed: "Add another pot of fire."

Zhujiu heard the words and hurried to do it.

"The situation is better than I expected, Li Bai will be fine." Cheng Jing said, "Maybe he will sleep for a long time, this poison is brought from the mother's womb, if it is completely removed, it is tantamount to changing the marrow, he needs a lot of time to himself adjust."

"Then how long can he sleep?" Xie Feng asked.

"Maybe a few days, maybe a few years." Cheng Jing said, "You have to talk to him more when you have time, and spend more time with him, so maybe he can wake up earlier."

"I can afford to wait all my life." Xie Feng said.

Li Bai hadn't woken up yet, and the first New Year had already ushered in. This was the first year of the new lord's accession to the throne. Although it was during the national mourning period, the whole capital was still glowing with joy.After the eldest prince ascended the throne, he aggressively implemented benevolent government, appeased the imperial court internally, reduced or exempted taxes, and communicated with each other externally. In just a few days, the court and the central government had stabilized, but Xie Feng knew that this was just the beginning.

Although the situation is good now, the Second Prince and the Marquis of Huaiyin are still wandering around the border of Xijiang with the rest of the party. Zhao Nan issued an edict to deprive Zhao Zi of all titles and demote him to a commoner, and ordered the secret guards to round up everywhere.It's just that Xijiang has a vast land and few people, so it's really hard to find someone.

The palace banquet on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month was cancelled, but Xie Feng was summoned into the palace.

Zhao Nan didn't wear court clothes, only ordinary clothes, and sat cross-legged before playing chess. When he saw Xie Feng coming in, he pushed the chess pieces away, rubbed his temples, and said a little irritably: " sit."

Xie Feng wanted to say hello, so he got up when he heard the words, and sat opposite Zhao Nan as he said.

"Your Majesty, is something bothering you?" Xie Feng asked.

"Qin'er clamored to leave the palace, and said she would go to Jiangnan to open an embroidery workshop. Now I don't force her to marry, what do you think she is going to do as an embroiderer as a princess?" Zhao Nan seemed a little irritable. Many people who are originally mild-mannered will inevitably feel a little irritable.

"Before the late emperor passed away, the princess said when she was in the minister's mansion that the minister thought that it was good for the princess to live a good life." Xie Feng said, his face was expressionless when he spoke, as if he was narrating.

Zhao Nan looked at Xie Feng's face, and said very depressedly: "Why are you so dark?"

"Chen Wei's face is dark." Xie Feng said.

Zhao Nan let out an "oh", turned around and threw the chess piece that she had been playing with with her fingertips into the box: "According to what you want, I will send Qin'er outside? Princess of Daqi, mess around."

"Your Majesty spoils her, it's okay for the princess to mess around." Xie Feng said.

Zhao Nan sighed helplessly: "My younger sister, although said to be born of the same mother, has been raised by the imperial concubine for so many years. She is very dissatisfied with me when the imperial concubine died."

"I have already retained the dignity of a noble concubine after death." Xie Feng also frowned slightly, "What about Zhao Zi, what did the princess say?"

"I didn't say that." Zhao Nan said, "Zhao Zi murdered the emperor, even Qin'er can't let him go."

"That's right." Xie Feng said.

While the two were talking, Zhao Qin walked in in plain clothes, and saw that Xie Feng was also there, the two of them met Li, and Zhao Nan was eager to find a place to hide himself.

"Brother Huang, please promise me quickly." Zhao Qin urged him as soon as he came in, and Zhao Nan said helplessly, "Then you have to spend the New Year at home?"

"It's already fifteen today." Zhao Qin said, "Brother Huang, don't worry, I will definitely not cause trouble when I go to Jiangnan, and I will find you a brother-in-law, okay?"

"You are safe and sound, I will be satisfied." Zhao Nan said helplessly, "My head is about to burst from the busyness."

Zhao Qin made a playful expression towards Xie Feng, thinking about Zhao Nan, "Brother Huang, I've already packed up, I'm going to Jiangnan tomorrow, come back in Qingming, come back in Mid-Autumn Festival, come back in Chinese New Year, okay?"

"What about Chongyang?" Zhao Nan asked.

"Just after Mid-Autumn Festival, Chongyang won't come back." Zhao Qin pinched his fingers and said, "The south of the Yangtze River is so far away, it takes half a month to go directly from the canal to the capital."

"Then go after the Double Ninth Festival." Zhao Nan said.

"I still want to make money!" Zhao Qin said, "At that time, the embroidery workshop must have just started, how could it be in time?"

"How about setting up a food town for you in the south of the Yangtze River?" Zhao Nan discussed with his own sister, but Zhao Qin completely ignored him, "I don't want it."

"Do you want what I gave you?" Zhao Nan said seriously.

"No." Zhao Qin said mischievously, "An old princess still wants to eat, and it seems that she can't get married. This princess doesn't want it."

"Why can't you get married? The princes in the capital are waiting in line to marry you." Zhao Nan became sad again when he mentioned this matter. The case, now that Xu Jiwu is in white clothes, the marriage will naturally be abandoned.

This fulfilled the meaning of the two of them, but now that Zhao Qin's marriage has not been settled, and there is still a national funeral, what will happen in two years?

"The queen mother left early, and I only told you about your life before my father died. Now there are only two brothers and sisters left. If you don't worry about your affairs, the emperor doesn't worry about you. Who else will worry about you?" Zhao Qin pulled to her side, "You have been spoiled and spoiled since you were a child, and now you are going out to wander, how can I rest assured?"

Just as Zhao Qin wanted to persuade Zhao Nan not to worry, Zhao Nan continued, "If you don't, then don't go."

Zhao Qin: ...

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