Not Like the World·Part 2

Sex doesn't start with rebellion, but— after all this time the bitch has gotten used to it, does that guy miss me a little bit?

Qiu Jie gave himself the answer: Of course not.He didn't see a single phone call or text message, he didn't care about himself at all.The heart was pinched severely, and the tears fell down without disappointment.He hurriedly turned sideways and retracted under the quilt.This was the first day he left Wang Xiaobai, he didn't understand why it ended up crying.When Chu Hengli woke him up the next morning, his eyes felt sore.

"It's only now..." Qiu Jie rubbed his eyes and looked at his watch, "It's not until seven o'clock, you set the alarm so early?"

Chu Hengli smiled, and meticulously buttoned his shirt to the top: "No, I have a biological clock and wake up early. Before I leave, I should call you. No matter how bad you are, the cafeteria will be empty."

——In high school, Qiu Jie was the last one to get up in the dormitory.No one called him, and he slept until noon.

The two fell into memories by coincidence, and laughed out loud.The strangeness from the previous night dissipated instantly.

Qiu Jie lifted off the quilt slowly, looked at the neatly dressed Chu Hengli, and said, "What time is your biological clock?"

"I got up at 6:20 today, and I'm usually home earlier..." Chu Hengli suddenly closed his mouth as he thought of something.

For the next two days, the phrase "it's earlier at home" kept echoing in Qiu Jie's mind.The lecturer was beaming and spitting on the podium, and he sat next to Chu Hengli and his mind wandered.Chu Hengli brought him an indescribable and inexplicable feeling of the same kind.He felt that Chu Hengli was a willing and dedicated character in the relationship he imagined.Otherwise, what would graduate students do when they wake up at 6 o'clock every day?Among all the occupations, he only knew that Xiao Ai and the others would get up so early every day.They juggle body cleansing, housekeeping, and breakfast preparations before their owners wake up.Even he had to bite the bullet and kneel in front of Wang Xiaobai's bed before 8 o'clock every day.So Chu Hengli's waking up so early must have something to do with his boyfriend!

That assertion was borne out on Thursday night.

The conscience of heaven and earth, the moment he carelessly pushed open the bathroom door, he did not expect such a picture inside - Chu Hengli's lower body was naked, her pale skin lost all blood in that instant; between her legs, The pitch-black jelly bites the genitals, and locks the object of man's dignity into a cage.

The four eyes met, and the air froze.

Qiu Jie stammered and babbled a few words, then retreated as if fleeing.

My mind was buzzing.In many cases, piercing the window paper is an enlightening feeling.Chu Hengli has always been a three-good student in his heart, even if he is a minority, he has always been an excellent elite. How could... how could he cater to a boyfriend with perverted hobbies?How far have they played, are they in love?Or was it forced like Wang Xiaobai and him?

He deluded himself into thinking that he must be abnormal, his body and mind were unclean, and others were also unclean through colored glasses.How could it be such a coincidence that there are two masochists in one dormitory?

"He... your boyfriend?" He asked Chu Hengli with an embarrassed smile.

"..." Chu Hengli looked a little unnatural, silent for two seconds, and shook his head slightly.

Qiu Jie felt his head exploded with a bang.He didn't give up, he stammered and asked a few more questions, his heart sank bit by bit-what's going on!So is Chu Hengli!How can it be!How did I never see it!More words choked in his throat, unable to swallow or spit out.

That night Qiu Jie successfully suffered from insomnia.It's not that he didn't realize that this was the third day he had left Wang Xiaobai, and it was also the third day he hadn't been released for so long.A hot desire arises spontaneously, ready to move like a flame.The picture of Chu Hengli's naked body was automatically played repeatedly in his mind.The black rubber cage locks the penis, and seals off the possible erection space of the genitals with icy temperature, and there seems to be barbs that are gently sunk into the skin.He was no stranger, and he had been locked before, but he had never watched such a scene so realistically and comprehensively.I have to admit that such a picture makes the heart beat faster and the blood spurt.

He suddenly realized that Wang Xiaobai is not a "pervert", nor are he and Chu Hengli. The world is big enough to accommodate all kinds of individuals; the Creator is merciful, there are those who love sadism, and there are those who are obsessed with masochism.It's just that Wang Xiaobai's methods are too fierce, his personality is too strong, and his emotions are too easily drained.Maybe fate can only support him to accompany Wang Xiaobai for a short period of time. Wang Xiaobai made him recognize himself, freed him from the psychological shackles of sexual guilt, and went to a wider world.

He had...lost him.

Qiu Jie's hand holding the utensils under his body slowly dropped.There are unsatisfied desires every day, and they can't be dismissed every time.Pleasure accumulated little by little, and then, the pleasure of extinction did not appear in the fantasy, the candlelight flickered, and it was just extinguished in the darkness. —he cannot climax without violence and humiliation.

No sleep for one night.

Friday, the last day of training and assessment.He leaned on the bed, silently watching Chu Hengli put on his shirt refreshed.It's not hard to see that he has called his boyfriend again... no, it's the master.Qiu Jie couldn't help but look down at his mobile phone that had been silent for four days.Proud as Wang Xiaobai, even if his pet ran away from home, wouldn't he put down his dignity and ask questions?Once he was imprisoned with sincerity, now he is released with sincerity, or does Wang Xiaobai think he will go back by himself?

go back.

As soon as this thought appeared, it kept coming up and turned into a long-lasting longing.He began to miss the pain, the hands that gave him pain.No, not only pain, but also pleasure.But in most cases, he deliberately ignored the latter.

"Cough, that, Chu Hengli..." Qiu Jie said nonchalantly.

Chu Hengli slowed down his neckline adjustment, and glanced at him lightly.

In an instant, Qiu Jie pressed several words on the tip of his tongue, and finally spit out the last one: "...can you introduce your master to me?"

"..." Chu Hengli looked strange.

Qiu Jie stared at the other party, expecting an affirmation, but also welcoming a negation.

"Qiu Jie, don't even think about it."

Sure enough, he flatly refused.After the nasty confession, he began to persuade Qiu Jie earnestly.

"Qiu Jie, you are nothing more than interested and want to join in the fun, right? I have seen many people who had a happy childhood and grew up in high positions. Domestic violence and love pain, looking forward to the abuse of M, no matter which one of them, it is difficult to maintain a balance between SM and life. Once you set foot in this circle, you will fall into it, and it is better to find a partner who sinks together It's still difficult. You are living a good life, why can't you think about it?"

"..." Qiu Jie thought to himself: You may have misunderstood my life.

Chu Hengli continued the old mother's long-winded: "Everyone's preferences follow their heart, and everyone's heart is the embodiment of childhood experience. Qiu Jie, don't be fooled by the world of the outside world, just follow your heart. Ask yourself : Do you really need an S in your life?"

"..."

Chu Hengli seemed to feel that he had moved, and retired with satisfaction, leaving Qiu Jie alone in the room to think.

I don't need S.It's just that I need Wang Xiaobai.I love him and for that I put up with him pushing my boundaries and will continue to do so.This is my own heart.Qiu Jie thought blankly.

Many years later, Chu Hengli, who was full of guilt, recalled the past, and suddenly realized how much "reaction" her words had had, and her strength forced her friends to jump back into the quagmire.

(I.e.

On the train back to Yandu, Qiu Jie trembled all the way.Since he deluded himself into thinking that he would stay in other provinces after his studies, the resignation application was written and he did not buy a business class flight in advance.Last night, I got red-eyed in the second half of the night before grabbing a hard seat on the green leather train. Today, for the first time, I got up earlier than Chu Hengli, and went to catch the train at dawn.

As the train goes all the way south, the feeling of nostalgia becomes more timid.The distance calms him down and gives him time to listen to his heart.

Then he found out dumbfoundingly that there was a murmur in his heart.

The regret of "If you don't die, you won't die" and the lofty ambition of "I can die for him" alternately appeared, and there were bursts of cold sweat.Only Wang Xiaobai, who is thousands of miles away from home, can show his presence in this way.

Qiu Jie took out his mobile phone and swiped through Moments with intermittent signals.

"Dingling." The message reminded.

He was startled, and belatedly turned to the message board——Wang Xiaobai's WeChat had already been blocked by him.

A soft and lovely rabbit head flashes in the list.

Xiao Ai.

"Are you here?"

"How are you and the master doing recently? Sister Xia said that he is not well recently, but she didn't tell me the details."

"What's the matter with you guys? Let me know!"

"..." Qiu Jie had a complicated expression.After thinking about it, he typed slowly: "Are you still thinking about Wang Xiaobai?"

"Yeah, yeah~ But I've been thinking about it for a year and I haven't succeeded, so I know myself. Don't worry!"

"Xiao Ai, you have followed many S, don't you think Wang Xiaobai's methods are too vicious?"

"No, are you still thinking about running? Don't really run, Mr. Wang is really cruel to the pets that run away. 【/Frightened/Frightened/Frightened】"

Qiu Jie's heart skipped a beat, he stood up instantly, and his knee hit the table with a loud "boom".Several aunts around shivered in unison.He bit the tip of his tongue to restrain his desire to get off the train.Turning over the phone, there were several messages again.

Xiao Ai: "Whether fierce or not is always a comparison~