[Idol trainee] Aifushi and the cat

After the performance, the next ranking will be announced.

Chen Ningxuan walked alone outside the big factory at night, staring at the shadow in a daze.He stepped forward with his left foot and followed his right foot, with the shadow of a tree shaking behind him to accompany him.

He seemed to like the game of stepping on shadows a little bit. The tree shadows that swayed when the wind blew were clearly illuminated by the street lights. He just hopped around with one foot, having fun with himself.

Until Fan Chengcheng appeared in sight.

Fan Chengcheng just took off his performance clothes, he will go back to the company to celebrate the annual meeting tomorrow, this is the little free time he has left.

The two looked at each other speechlessly, Chen Ningxuan put away his smile and turned to walk towards the path, Fan Chengcheng followed him step by step.

The dim street lights on both sides made them feel a little dazed. When they were not in a state of turmoil, they often secretly went to buy supper full-time at night, and then took a walk to digest food slowly.At that time, everyone's atmosphere was very good, there was only a stream of warmth, and the ambiguity was still buried in the soil and had not sprouted.

It has just rained, and the path in Dachang is a bit muddy.Accompanied by the night fog, Chen Ningxuan suddenly slowed down his pace.

In the humid air, his words were clear and indifferent:

"Chengcheng, why do you like me?"

He didn't understand that such a cowardly and boring self would be liked.

Then he met Fan Chengcheng's eyes.

Fan Chengcheng stared straight at him, only Chen Ningxuan's figure was in his pupils.

What kind of eyes are those, even for Chen Ningxuan who is used to writing lyrics, it is really indescribable.The eyes still shining under the night sky are like a cute big dog, Chen Ningxuan feels that all the beautiful adjectives he has in his life are not enough to match Fan Chengcheng's eyes.He is like the little flying witch, the whole is made up of all good things.When he looked into such a pair of eyes, he felt that all the haze and filth in his heart would be hit by the direct sunlight and he couldn't dodge it, and he would be beaten back to its original shape like a monster.

He couldn't help lowering his head so that he wouldn't look at Fan Chengcheng.He didn't raise his head all the time, as if the ground was not muddy mud, but covered with gold, silver and jewels.

Chen Ningxuan felt that he had lived in vain for the past 23 years, and it was not that he had never been in love, but now he was at a loss like a child in his first love.

It must be because the starry sky is so beautiful today, so he couldn't help but look at it a few more times.

Seeing that Chen Ningxuan lowered his head not to look at him, Fan Chengcheng's shining eyes dimmed a bit.Regardless of Chen Ningxuan's struggle, he held his hand and gently placed it on his chest.Chen Ningxuan could feel how fierce the beating heart in Fan Chengcheng's chest was, how desperately he wanted to jump out.His momentary blushing was not exposed by Fan Chengcheng, Fan Chengcheng just smiled softly, crushing the tenderness:

"You are the first person I like."

"If you say that I am still too young to distinguish liking, and that my current liking is just dependence and habit. Then I want to tell you that my chest is beating now because of you."

"I don't want to be the kind of person who, because of cowardice, takes retreat as maturity and letting go as liking."

"I really like you, Chen Ningxuan."

He was born in Qingdao in 2000, growing up with cynicism.He is used to calculating the purpose of the people who come to him and what they want.Until my sister found out that something was wrong with her and took herself out of that environment.Putting himself in a crystal cage protected by his family, he pretended that he didn't know the maliciousness of the outside world, and only let himself live like an ordinary child.Even if he knows the rumors outside in his heart, he knows that his every move will hurt his sister.Every late at night, he would turn on Weibo to abuse himself, so that his newly grown heart would be torn apart again, so that he could mature ahead of time.Then secretly vowed to let my sister and parents live a better life, so that I can ignore the gossip of those irrelevant people.

But he failed, he still can't be so strong.

So he locked himself firmly in a cage, not going anywhere.Until this show, he participated without hesitation in order to have a better path in the future and to become a better person than his sister.

Then he met Chen Ningxuan.

For the first time, he felt that he had someone he wanted to take the initiative to meet.

For the first time, he didn't want to pretend how naive he was.

For the first time, he wanted to indulge his waywardness.

Don't give me a chance in the first place.

The young man held his true heart and cried about his love that seemed to be withering.

Chen Ningxuan raised his head that was lowered, he was completely at a loss, he didn't know how to comfort Fan Chengcheng who was crying now.

He has been hiding, wanting to wait for Fan Chengcheng to understand that the liking for him now is just the attachment of a teenager who has not yet awakened, just his immature joy.It's fine for a teenager to be ignorant, but he can't let people go astray, that's wrong.

Even though the flames in his heart were already raging, threatening to start a prairie fire.So he turned into rain with tears that no one could see, and quenched all the fires.

I shouldn't even let you know about that ridiculous feeling.

But this time, it seems that there is no escape.

Chen Ningxuan watched Fan Chengcheng's tears swirl in his eyes, bit his lip, desperately trying not to let him fall.

Chen Ningxuan's heart seemed to be caught by someone, it shrank without warning, and there was a faint pain in his heart.

He watched Fan Chengcheng staring at him, shivering slightly in the cold wind, with unreserved love in his eyes, eagerly looking forward to it.

Only the hand he was holding onto Chen Ningxuan was trembling slightly, with a little bit of caution and unknowing anticipation.

How did that happen?

How can the person he puts on the tip of his heart and is held in the palm of his hand be as at a loss as a child who can't find his way?

Chen Ningxuan looked at Fan Chengcheng, not knowing how to open his mouth.

Fan Chengcheng was very stubborn, he kept his tightly clenched hands on his chest to prevent Chen Ningxuan from escaping.It looked so strong as to die, but the tears still fell down.

Chen Ningxuan surrendered.

He really couldn't see Fan Chengcheng crying.

"It's not that I don't like you."

It's not that I don't like it...that is, I like it?

Fan Chengcheng felt that the world in front of him suddenly lit up.

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It’s time for a holiday~ I don’t know if it’s worth it orz

After this chapter and the next chapter, it will be sweet.After the show ends, everyone’s life will continue, I think the development will be very exciting wwww