[Idol trainee] Aifushi and the cat

Chen Ningxuan didn't care what happened on the Internet.

The most important thing now is the stage of "It'sok".He must not bring this stage down.

It not only carries the debut dreams of 9 people, but also supports the unfinished dreams of 80 people who left.

We will carry their dreams forward.

"Life is an art with regrets."

What Zhou Rui said when he left, and everyone's bitter smiles when they left, lingered in his mind all the time.

The decision was impulsive, even after careful thought, but he has no regrets.

The 23-year-old man also has blood that wants to boil once.

At this moment, the Internet has exploded.

The first to be exposed is #陈宁轩gay#

Forgive the world's intolerance of LGBT groups. There is never a shortage of various insults from various professional trolls on the Internet.

Idol Trainee is a popular program with constant topics since its inception, and Chen Ningxuan is a popular contestant in it. Many people will open this tag with a little interest and inquiry to find out.

The reason is that someone in a not-so-famous British Tucao circle posted an article saying that one of the idol trainees was gay and had a boyfriend who was younger than himself in the UK.And smoking and drinking, the focus is still a rich second generation.This immediately ignited the enthusiasm of netizens. The modern society is impetuous in everything. This contributor has clearly written the time and so on. The Internet melon eaters who are better than each other can be picked out from nowhere. Chen Ningxuan's early years Photos showing affection with ex-boyfriend.

In the photo, Chen Ningxuan, whose hair was only of normal length and parted in the middle, looked at the camera shyly. Under his youthful demeanor, he was still the familiar boy.On the other side was also a young boy, who looked tall and handsome, and was kissing Chen Ningxuan's earlobe with his head sideways, with one hand wrapped around Chen Ningxuan's waist.

Netizens came out of nowhere one after another. One said that he saw the two of them living together in England at the time. One said that Chen Ningxuan was lonely and had no friends since he was a child. One said that Chen Ningxuan was born gay.. ...In short, if you say something and I say it, it seems that Chen Ningxuan's life has become transparent and clearly visible.

Just when the popularity of this tag was gradually increasing, Chen Ningxuan's own Weibo seemed to confirm everyone's guess.

Countless so-called evidence, gossip and rumors were flooded with scolding, forcing everyone to lose their fans.

Last Man: A Celebrity Turns out to be a Gay... Disgusting! ! !

The cutest pig in the world: It's so funny! !A gay show in a show full of men, oops!It feels like everyone is not clean anymore! ! !

May has been popular: God gave you a shit stick, you have to use it to die b?Homosexuality is so disgusting, quit the program group!

User 15465465: I don't support or oppose homosexuality, but is it really good to promote it so much?Is this person a public figure? !The media hypes homosexuality every day, which will mislead young people into thinking that homosexuality is fashionable

It’s really fun to come out to be a chicken: I don’t support or oppose it, but is it not good for gays to live in their own circle and not appear in the public eye?no discrimination

Pan Chen didn't know what happened, but when he woke up, it was still an ordinary day, but it suddenly became ugly.Everyone was unscrupulous with malicious language, as if they saw what Chen Ningxuan did with their own eyes.Pan Chen suppressed the urge to cry, she knew she couldn't cry now, and now was not the time to cry.As Chen Ningxuan's fan, she must not break down by herself at this time.

No matter what happened, what Chen Ningxuan brought her was true.

She will never leave until she knows the truth.

After entering the fan group, everyone in it is like an ant that has lost its navigation, anxious but unable to find an exit, impetuous and impulsive, either rolling up their sleeves and wanting to have a fight with someone, or shaky and ready to take off fans, or just In the nervousness of Chen Ningxuan's Weibo content, everyone is in danger.After seeing Pan Chen finally go online, everyone frantically sent messages hoping to get some support, a support that could go on.

Pan Chen is a little fairy: Don't panic, everyone! !There is no proof that brother is gay yet! !And I have already learned from the frontline station sister that Chen Ningxuan has not left! !He will still participate in the final performance! ! !

Pan Chen is a little fairy: Don't panic, everyone! !There is no proof that brother is gay yet! !And I have already learned from the frontline station sister that Chen Ningxuan has not left! !He will still participate in the final performance! ! !

Pan Chen is a little fairy: Don't panic, everyone! !There is no proof that brother is gay yet! !And I have already learned from the frontline station sister that Chen Ningxuan has not left! !He will still participate in the final performance! ! !

After swiping the screen three times, the news of the explosion on the screen finally slowed down a little.But the panic inside was not eliminated. Everyone asked their own questions one by one, and the faces in front of the screen were full of urgency.

Chen Ningxuan, my male god: Now instead of talking about brother gay, what should I do if I just talk about the vote? ! !Are you really not voting? ! ! !

Before Pan Chen could reply, someone replied: Don't think about it, Chen Ningxuan's voting channel has been closed.Chen Ningxuan really didn't want anyone to vote for him, so he was ready to be at the bottom.

On the public screen, someone said sourly: This is why he himself admitted that he is gay!Because of sexual orientation, I can't join the nine-member group, so I simply gave up voting! ! !The person I have liked for so long is actually gay! !nausea! ! !Will not like him anymore!

This person just thought that someone would come to scold her, and he was ready for a [-]-round scolding battle.Unexpectedly, she was directly removed from the fan group by the administrator, and she was not the only one who received such treatment.This fan group that used to be chatting with enthusiasm in the past, only a few diehard administrators left in a blink of an eye.The noisy fan group became deserted in an instant, but they had no time to be sentimental.

Pan Chen is a little fairy: I hope everyone can guide other fans not to mess up at this time, now Chen Ningxuan has not clearly stated his sexual orientation!And the withdrawal was also proved to be false! !As fans, we must never leave, brother now is the time when we are most needed!

Chen Ningxuan in my arms: That's what I said, but I can't vote now, what should I do when my brother leaves the factory in the future... A lot of people have already lost their fans today.

Chen Ningxuan is my male god: Don't worry about those passer-by fans, just ensure the movements of diehard fans.Now we can only try our best to guide the message to purify Weibo. Remember to be rational and clean when you speak!You must never take the initiative to start a scolding battle, and then you must apologize to the person who was accidentally injured! !

Everyone who was still flustered at this moment obeyed the command of "Chen Ningxuan is my male god".If someone scolds in the name of Xingyuan, he goes to apologize and purifies Weibo on the homepage. Every sentence comes from the heart instead of swiping the screen.Gradually, everyone calmed down.

What some people have noticed more sensitively is the strange drop in popularity numbers.In the end, the insults in the tag are almost invisible.

On the Chaohua homepage, a star wish was placed on the top of the fan circle:

Walk the flowery road together v:

After all, we will never know what kind of people they are and what kind of life they lead.We enjoy their beauty, but we cannot afford their reality.The world tries to lead us a certain way, and we just take it for granted that we see what we want to see.Even the world of Truman created by those self-righteous sympathies, if it can make us more determined and calm, that's enough.

no matter what.

No matter how scorched the earth was in the fan circle on the Internet, it didn't affect Chen Ningxuan.

What bothers him most now is how he should tell Fan Chengcheng about this.

Chengcheng, I just posted a Weibo telling everyone not to vote for me.

I'm afraid I won't be beaten to death.

It's a pity that Chen Ningxuan, who had been struggling for a long time, didn't think about what to do until today's training ended, so he had to hide it from Fan Chengcheng.Under the gaze of Fan Chengcheng's big eyes, he always felt guilty, but he couldn't find the reason and courage, and the result of procrastinating all this time was the rehearsal day.

That was already April 4rd.

And Chen Ningxuan finally made up his mind.

After finally finishing the rehearsal and having time to catch his breath, Chen Ningxuan caught Fan Chengcheng to the back garden of Dachang, where they confessed their love.Fan Chengcheng was a little happy when he revisited his old place.In the past few days, everyone is busy with training, and even talking has become extravagant.He had already accumulated a lot of interesting things that he wanted to share with Chen Ningxuan, but was interrupted by Chen Ningxuan's words:

"Chengcheng, I won't be able to join the nine-member group."

At first, he thought it was Chen Ningxuan who was nervous, but Fan Chengcheng, who felt that he would not be able to join the Nine-member Group, only thought that Chen Ningxuan was joking, but when he saw Chen Ningxuan's serious expression, he finally became enlightened and panicked: "Why don't you join the Nine-member Group?! !Why?!!! Your current ranking is clearly advancing!!!!"

He also looks forward to the future when they join the group together and participate in activities together.He could even imagine that when two people participated in an event together and were interviewed, he would raise Chen Ningxuan's ring-wearing hand and tell the world that we are together.And now, his illusions were shattered again.

Chen Ningxuan couldn't bear to see Fan Chengcheng's red eyes, and wanted to reach out to hug him, but Fan Chengcheng slapped him away: "If you don't explain it clearly to me, Chen Ningxuan, I'll tell you, this matter is endless."

His pride and fragility were all condensed in his trembling voice, tearing at Chen Ningxuan's heart fiercely.But he has no choice, after all, he is really not suitable to be an idol:

"Chengcheng, answer me seriously. Do you think I'm suitable to be a singer or an idol?"

Fan Chengcheng was about to talk about idols, but fell silent.

He is not stupid, he knows exactly what Chen Ningxuan is good at and what he is not good at.Dancing is at an elementary level so far, and it can kill him when singing and dancing.All his skill points are related to singers. It is a joke to ask a singer to sing and dance.

He suddenly understood that Chen Ningxuan never thought about becoming an idol and debuting on the show from the beginning to the end.

He is a passer-by on this show, participating seriously and leaving at will.

Again.

Clearly knowing that person is right, but there is no reason to stop it.Obviously I am not reconciled, but I know this is the right way.

What should I do.

Fan Chengcheng's weeping voice echoed under the street lamp:

"Chen Ningxuan, what should I do?"

Chen Ningxuan sighed, and hugged Fan Chengcheng forcefully:

"Chengcheng, I hope you believe that everything I do is for our future."

Fan Chengcheng is still young, he has not thought about the conditions needed to get together.His own family, his family, the recognition of the society...all of these need to be prepared, and there is no reason to be together easily.

There is always one party who has to bear responsibilities and obligations. At this stage, only he has the ability to pave the way for him so that he can go on smoothly.

As the older one, he was willing to go first.

If you're willing to keep up, go ahead and take that step.I will walk with you for the remaining 99 steps.

Just let me be selfish.

The author has something to say:

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In the last chapter, a lot of people were blown up, thinking that I was messing around, thinking that I was going to be abused, thinking that I was skinny, and thinking that I was poisonous.That's right, I'm Pikachu, and I'm Vicious Girl.

In this chapter, I didn’t quite convey what I wanted to convey. I wonder if you can understand it? The plot of gay is something I have had since the early days of my imagination. The trainees are all in the public eye, and anything that is explosive can be exposed.Chen Ningxuan's matter is not small, and he will definitely not let him go.

Some people say that retiring (refusing to vote but not retiring) is sudden, so I hope you will look back.Did I mention Chen Ningxuan's meditation on people's departure (maybe I didn't write it properly and I reflect on it)

He is not suitable for an idol, we know it from the fact that every time he chooses a song, he is vocal.Whether it's the original eiei or the later dream, he is struggling. He can't do idol-type singing and dancing.If I like spicy food, I insist on eating sweet ones. This is impossible, because it cannot be done.

In the same way, Chen Ningxuan would not choose to be an idol when he clearly knew what he was good at and what he was suitable for.He can make his debut in the current ranking, and when the time comes to squeeze out a more suitable person, if he doesn't perform well, or if he has a better choice, he can't do that.

Let's talk about homosexuality.

From what the netizens said in this chapter of mine, we can see the current society's attitude towards homosexuality.I clearly know that there are only two artists who are gay and have been exposed, one is Leslie Cheung and the other is Cai Kangyong.As for the reports, situation and treatment of the two of them at that time, you can check it yourself.

I write about danmei, and most of the time, danmei articles are very acceptable for two men to be together.But in our reality, this is impossible.How many celebrities have you seen coming out?How many were killed by public opinion?Gay people who are known in many circles can only pretend that they have girlfriends, or they don't fall in love at all.Because they have no possibility of exposure.Chen Ningxuan wants to be with Fan Chengcheng forever, but Chengcheng is still young, he really doesn't know what to do with his future.His future is involved with Sister Bing Bing, and his whole body is affected by his movement. It is really like walking on thin ice.

Chen Ningxuan is willing, he is a free soul in his bones.He is not afraid of anyone or anything he doesn't care about.But he has strength and has people who love him, so he is willing to make arrangements in advance and expose himself so that the storm will be smaller and more prepared.He took this idea for granted and was too selfish, but his original intention was good.

Of course, the explosion here also involves a small setting in the later article, so I won’t mention it for now.

The attitude of chasing stars, that walking the flowery road together is my true feelings.It is enough that I like the side of the star that I see. Zqsg's statement that chasing stars will always be struck by lightning is sarcasm, but it does not lose a bit of reality.My girlfriend is going to Korea to go to university, just to chase stars.Sometimes when traveling with idols, she will know the real side of idols that will not be exposed. On the one hand, she is happy with the truth of her brothers, but on the other hand, she feels that it is different from the show.Just choose what you like, everyone is not perfect.The most important thing is that you like it.As for liking face, talent, body, soul, it all depends on yourself.

I put a lot of effort into this article. I buried my head in typing for several hours every day, and my shoulders were sore, not to mention a rich bag growing on the back of my neck. When I went for a massage, I cried out in pain.Today's chapter is written with plaster on my shoulder. I will not change it randomly, because it involves what I want to write.

If there are little angels who can't accept it, please leave gently, and then we will see you in the next article wwww, thank you for your encouragement, I am very grateful.

I love Chen Ningxuan more than anyone else.I hope that he is real in the pen, not a puppet with a human template.

Comparing to you.