[Idol trainee] Aifushi and the cat

They didn't tell anyone what happened that night.

They still get along as usual, even though they know that something has passed.

That's a different relationship from pure love.

The days are still passing.Chen Ningxuan and Fan Chengcheng are still separated from each other.Life is not only about love, but also about career.And their career is also a necessary catalyst for love.

It's just that sometimes, one of them will fly over when the other is not busy.Take a vacation for yourself, make a date, and enjoy some alone time.

Sometimes, they all think back to the days in Dachang, the only time they spent next to each other every day.

Still in Beijing, Chen Ningxuan spent his rest days in Fan Chengcheng's apartment.

When he wakes up in the morning, Fan Chengcheng will gently press a kiss on Chen Ningxuan's forehead.Wish him a good day today.

After all, today is a big day.

Chen Ningxuan bid farewell to Fan Chengcheng and got on the plane to Changsha, Hunan.As soon as he got off the plane, he was dragged out by the VIP road by the bodyguards. In fact, Chen Ningxuan didn't think it was necessary.After all, his whereabouts have not been informed to the public, so there are no fans who pick him up at the airport.

As soon as I got into a nanny car, there was a familiar face inside.

Chen Ningxuan bowed his head and said hello: "Mr. Hong Tao is good."

The one wearing the gray hat was Hong Tao, the gold-lettered signboard of Hunan Satellite TV, with a relaxed expression on his face.After all, the person in front of me now symbolizes traffic in the entertainment circle, and is the most powerful one in traffic.With him participating in the latest season of "Singer", there is no need to worry about losing ratings.Coupled with the help of those bigwigs, the ratings of the new season of the show will not be bad.

To say where Chen Ningxuan got the opportunity to meet Hong Tao from the Mainland after staying in Hong Kong for a long time, we have to start with his ICANSPEAK concert at Hong Kong Coliseum in June.Hong Tao had noticed Chen Ningxuan since "Idol Trainee", but it was just as an ordinary attention.After Chen Ningxuan released "Forbidden Color", he discovered that this singer has a lot of accomplishments.So he took time out of his busy schedule to fly to Hong Kong to watch Chen Ningxuan's concert and thoroughly reviewed it.Only then did they decide to invite Chen Ningxuan to participate in the program recording.

At the beginning, Chen Ningxuan was hesitant about agreeing to the recording, but he was quite satisfied with his current living conditions.But after discussing with his mother-in-law, he decided to come to the recording.

Not for popularity, but to prove one's ability as a singer, which is absolutely qualified.

Today is an ordinary day, but it is different because of a program.

The third season and the first issue of "Singer" are officially aired.

Countless people are waiting in front of the TV, looking forward to which familiar singers will appear in the new season, or which dark horses will appear again.As for those excellent music, they are ready to listen to and welcome a new round of music festival.

The first place to appear is the director system of the program group, everyone's old face——Hong Tao:

"Hi everyone, I'm Hong Tao. Thank you for your applause."

"Looking back on "Singer", this is the seventh year we have walked together. Thank you for your support and company."

A good man with strong bones, he couldn't help but suffocate his throat when he was deeply in love.The auditorium full of seats in front of him was a silent encouragement to him.

"We hope that this season of the show will bring you a new experience. At the same time, we would like to thank those singers who have the courage to come to this stage. Thank you for your courage."

[What do you think is the reason why you came to this program? ]

The person in front of the camera still looks like that boy, even though it has been half a year since he last appeared in the public eye, he still looks calm and breezy.Wearing a black turtleneck sweater to cover up the marks left by Fan Chengcheng, Chen Ningxuan replied:

"Because I feel that I want to sing for everyone. I want to know better. As a singer, I am completely qualified."

[Is it just qualified? ]

Hearing this, Chen Ningxuan couldn't help laughing:

"There's always an opportunity to be humble."

"After "Forbidden Color" was released, I didn't have any new works, and I even stayed at home to read other people's comments on me. Some people said that I was short-lived, and some people said that I was disgusting. But I want to tell everyone that I am standing here."

"Life does not need anyone's approval to continue to live. I hope everyone can cherish their time and live in the present. Don't care too much about other people's opinions. You live for yourself, not for others."

The white spotlight hit Chen Ningxuan's body. He was wearing an ordinary white sweater on his upper body and simple suit pants on his lower body. He looked like an ordinary literary youth.There was a black grand piano beside him, and he just sat down with his hands clasped.

He lowered his head, the light was so gentle, and his voice followed the sound of the piano in his hand:

"Hi, you who are reading this letter now

Where and what are you doing?"

The 15-year-old me has troubles that I can't tell others

But if I write a letter to my future self, I might be able to say it honestly.”

Everyone's life is unique.It's only once, no chance to do it again.

Chen Ningxuan's low-pitched singing echoed on the stage with the soothing and warm power of the piano.

"At this moment, I feel like I'm about to lose, like I'm about to cry, like I'm about to disappear

Who should we trust to move forward? "

The gradually rapid piano sound is about to quickly mature something.

An emotion that is about to collapse is conveyed from the singing, grabbing the hearts of the audience.

"This unique heart has been torn apart countless times

I'm still living this moment in endless pain

Living in the moment"

Chen Ningxuan's voice was still so soft, but the despair in the singing could be heard deeply.

I don't know what to do in the future, where to go.I am like this, what should I do?

"Hi thank you so much I have something to say to 15 year old you

What are you and where should you go? As long as you keep asking, you will eventually see the answer.

Youth at a loss is like riding the wind and waves from the sea

Let’s set off on the ship of dreams towards the other shore of tomorrow”

In the fading piano sound, it is strangely inspiring.People can't help but wave their hands and want to shout loudly.

Chen Ningxuan's voice is so gentle, but it doesn't give the impression of weakness.In the gradually rising singing voice, the inspiring power is conveyed.

"Don't throw in the towel don't cry right now when it seems like it's about to go away

Just trust your own voice and move on

Even as an adult, I still get hurt and have sleepless nights

But I'm still living in this bitter and sweet moment"

Chen Ningxuan picked up the microphone and stood up from the piano bench, facing all the audience.Some people stood up and waved for him, and some gently wiped away their tears.At least let Chen Ningxuan know that his singing is not without strength.

His song at the moment will definitely move and empower some people, and that is enough.

"No matter when it comes to grief, there is no getting around it

But put your smile on your face and live in this moment

Living in the moment"

This is a song that is unfamiliar to most people.Full of emotions but understood by everyone.

In the music review, someone commented:

When we were young, we always wanted to go to the future; but now, we always want to go back to the past.

People are always used to replaying what happened with various assumptions, and they used to enjoy it and resent the irreversibility of their own experience. After all, they are young and frivolous and always think that time is so great.When we encountered the unavoidable thing of growing up, we realized that our 15-year-old self had already become an extremely blurred shadow in the bright spring afternoon.

What kind of person did I want to be?Did I expect my life to kick off in such a hurry?Did I ever think that nothing would stop me from running towards my dream?

My favorite lyric in this song is [Among the endless pain I am still living in this moment], in every moment when the sad mood almost swallows me, if there is anything that can make me believe , I think it is only clear at hand now.Yes, I am living in this moment, I am so real in this moment, I am suffering and this pain is a more real reflection of my existence.let me know i'm alive.

This song by Chen Ningxuan gave me the courage to continue living.

He told me that those small things in life, those trivial powers, have indeed left traces in your life and become part of the weight on your shoulders, directly or indirectly changing you, allowing you to accept baptism again and again, Reborn again and again.So you have to learn to face those weights and cherish those weights, no matter they have brought wounds or smiles to you.

Believe in the present.Believe that pain is life.I can't stop believing, because I need the strength to believe to keep going.If I can face the present honestly, then I don't need to repeat the past with "if then".

Please live in this moment.

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The Japanese name of this song is too complicated for my mobile phone to send it. The key word is Handwritten Shiwujun. Its Chinese version includes Liu Ruoying's "Continue to 15-year-old Me" and "Letter to Myself". Consider using Liu Ruoying's Chinese version, the lyrics are more suitable.But... I think the original version is more powerful.

In fact, from childhood to adulthood, whether it is the previous growth manual or something, there is a link to write letters to my future self.In fact, just like handbooks and diaries, you will have feelings in retrospect.There are many covers of this song, and my lyrics are modified after referring to many translations.

Please cherish the time, after all, it only comes once.

I really want to go back to the last half of my senior year in high school.Seriously, live life to the fullest, for yourself.