Lesions

In the car, neither of them made a sound, and the atmosphere was quiet.

Until Teng Shan broke the silence and said, "Zhao Yuan is dead."

"……yes."

After glancing at Zhou Yinbai, Teng Shan asked, "You don't seem surprised?"

Zhou Yinbai said nothing.

Teng Shan asked concerned: "Are you okay? Is there something uncomfortable?"

"No. It's just that I've been trapped for a long time, and I'm not used to it..."

"...I came too late, I'm sorry." Teng Shan apologized to him.

Hearing what Teng Shan said, Zhou Yinbai turned his head and looked at him seriously.

Teng Shan didn't mind the other party's gaze, just asked: "Have you been trapped in that room all this time?"

"...I can't remember clearly, after all...the sanatorium is so big."

"That's the place where Zhao Yuan worked, and no one found out..." Teng Shan said softly.

Zhou Yinbai said: "Zhao Yuan doesn't like people going to his work area."

Teng Shan nodded: "Or maybe, he has a more hidden hiding place, the basement or something."

Zhou Yinbai didn't reply.

"But it's impossible," Teng Shan guessed: "It's unrealistic to move from the basement to upstairs."

"I don't think so," Zhou Yinbai said, "For those who are familiar with nursing homes, this distance is nothing."

"Have you ever been to the basement? Do you know how far it is?" Teng Shan asked.

Zhou Yinbai's face suddenly turned cold, and he pursed his lips tightly.

Teng Shan didn't speak anymore, yes, he was indeed probing all the way, and now it seems to have the result.

If Zhou Yinbai had been staying in Zhao Yuan's work area, it would be impossible for him to know about the existence of the basement.And the basement is so hidden that most people can't find it at all.

The atmosphere cooled down again.

This time it was Zhou Yinbai's turn to speak, and he asked Teng Shan, "When did you come to the nursing home?"

"...I searched for a long time before," Teng Shan said, "but I never found you."

"Did you not find it, or did you not want to find it?" Zhou Yinbai was very straightforward.

The fingers holding the steering wheel tightened, Teng Shan said calmly: "You are tired, it would be better to rest for a while."

Zhou Yinbai stared blankly at the winding mountain road in front of the car. He smiled without any emotion: "The answer you want is already there. Team leader, can I ask you a few questions?"

Hitting the brakes, they pulled over to the side of the road.

Zhou Yinbai's expression was empty, he said: "You have known Chen Weiyang for a long time, right?"

Teng Shan lowered her eyes and did not give an answer.

"You've also known for a long time that he has a mental illness."

"..." Teng Shan took a deep breath: "It's not important—"

"It's not important?!" Zhou Yinbai interrupted suddenly excitedly, he turned to face Teng Shan: "He locked me up for so long, why do you say it's not important?!"

Without waiting for Teng Shan to speak, he continued: "Because he is your brother, you have always known what he is doing, not only did you not stop it, but you are also an accomplice!"

"Zhou Yinbai," Teng Shan said, "That's enough."

By now, Teng Shan finally understands that Chen Weiyang's so-called other half of the gift does not refer to Zhou Yinbai, but refers to the truth that has been torn apart.

...It was indeed something Chen Weiyang would do.

Teng Shan actually wanted to laugh a little, he felt that maybe he was really abnormal.

At this moment, he was helpless and distressed.

Helpless, Chen Weiyang's incomplete trust from beginning to end made Chen Weiyang feel sorry for his cautiousness from beginning to end.

What a fool.

Sighing in his heart, Teng Shan restarted the car, and said to Zhou Yinbai: "Go back to the nursing home first, there are some things I want to talk to you about."

Zhou Yinbai's smile was more like crying, and he said, "You still chose him, he really didn't lie to me a second time..."

Teng Shan no longer explained.

While the car was driving, Zhou Yinbai seemed to have made up his mind, his expression became determined, and without warning, he suddenly grabbed the steering wheel.

Teng Shan was startled by the inexplicable action, and quickly pulled Zhou Yinbai away.

After all, Zhou Yinbai was weak and couldn't wrestle with him, but the road was already rugged, and this sudden incident still disturbed Teng Shan.

With a bang, the front of the car hit the guardrail on the side of the road.

******

When Zhou Yinbai woke up again, everything around him was still so familiar, the only difference was that his hands and feet were free.And Chen Weiyang was sitting on the chair next to him, as if he was waiting for him.

"You are satisfied." Staring at Chen Weiyang closely, Zhou Yinbai said, "You won to the end."

Chen Weiyang seemed to be in a particularly good mood, he was not stingy with his beautiful smile, "Thank you." He said this sincerely.

Zhou Yinbai looked at his smiling face, but couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, he just felt pain and emptiness: "I have already helped you, it is up to you whether you can keep him." The "he" naturally refers to Teng fir.

"You said," Zhou Yinbai said, "if he stays here, we will be free."

"Yes, I said it." Chen Weiyang nodded, he looked at the person in front of him silently for a while, and asked inexplicably: "Zhou Yinbai, do you hate me?"

Zhou Yinbai's eyes wavered, and he quickly turned away, not wanting to answer.

"If you don't hate me, you can try to like me." Chen Weiyang smiled.

Zhou Yinbai was very surprised, he opened his eyes round.

"I told you before," Chen Weiyang said, half false, "I like you."

"...I don't believe you." Zhou Yinbai had a painful expression on his face: "You've been lying to me..."

Chen Weiyang said: "I will only lie to you one last time, and I will never do it again."

"...What?" Zhou Yinbai was shocked, "What do you mean?"

"That's right—the freedom I said, actually doesn't exist."

Zhou Yinbai's blood turned cold in an instant, and he couldn't say anything for a while, except for sitting on the bed with a blank head, unable to think about anything.

It wasn't until he heard Chen Weiyang's laughter that he was filled with anger and wanted to get out of bed to settle accounts with that person regardless, but he still had no strength and fell to his knees as soon as his feet touched the ground.

The other party's appearance made Chen Weiyang smile even happier. He looked down at Zhou Yinbai who was kneeling in front of him, and said, "Don't get too excited, I will feel bad if I always kneel."

Zhou Yinbai raised his head and stared at him.

"It will be a long time in the future," Chen Weiyang bent over and said, "Let's play slowly. There are many interesting things, I am waiting to teach you."

Teng Shan's head hurts, and the little accident hurt his forehead a little.

He reached out to touch it, but he touched the wrapped gauze.

You don't need to think about it to know that Chen Weiyang did it.

There was no second person in the room, he got up slowly and thought about everything again.

At this moment, Chen Weiyang opened the door and walked in.

The eyes of the two met.

"Why did you get up?" Chen Weiyang walked to Teng Shan's side, he carefully looked at the other's wound, and then breathed out, "Would it be better, less painful?"

Teng Shan covered the wound and said, "It hurts so much, okay?"

Chen Weiyang sat in front of him, no longer speaking, with a downcast expression.

Teng Shan reached out and pinched his cheek: "I'm lying to you, it doesn't hurt."

"I know it will hurt," Chen Weiyang said with a rare calmness in his eyes, "I also know you won't understand why I did this."

Shaking his head, Teng Shan said: "I know everything. Chen Weiyang," he called the other party's name: "When can you stop competing with yourself?"

Chen Weiyang pursed his lips, as if he felt aggrieved.

"What else can I do?" Teng Shan asked.

"...I don't know," Chen Weiyang took a deep breath, "I don't even know myself."

Teng Shan looked at him: "I can't do anything for you anymore, because I have no reservations about you. You can take it all away."

"...What about me?" Chen Weiyang asked Teng Shan.

"You," Teng Shan said, "I don't know either, you are probably a fool."

Chen Weiyang threw himself into Teng Shan's arms, rubbing his face against the other's neck: "I don't want you to go, and I don't want you to accompany me like a patient. Do you know, from childhood to adulthood...for so long, I I only left you this time, for two whole years... I have been unhappy, and I don't know what went wrong."

He looked at Teng Shan again: "I've been looking for the crux. I can't find it."

"Don't think about it." Teng Shan rubbed his hair, "Don't think about it. I won't go, I won't go anywhere."

"I don't really want to imprison you forever." Chen Weiyang said, "Give me some more time."

"We will be together forever," Teng Shan kissed his forehead: "We will not be separated."

Chen Weiyang hugged him tightly again, without saying anything.

What exactly do I want?

I want……

For a long time, intimacy.

I want the light you left for me at night, I want the good morning you said to me every morning, and I want you to accompany me despite the wind and rain for my indomitable progress.

I want lots and lots of love from you, and I want...to love.

To love without hesitation.

These are things I just learned and you don't know yet.

******

After the wound healed a bit, Teng Shan would walk out of the room to get some air.

The sanatorium was restored to a tranquility it had never felt before.

He stood in the back garden, just looking into the distance.

Someone came up behind him, it was Yan Lou.

Teng Shan took a look, then turned his gaze back, and said, "Looking for me?"

Yan Lou looked at Teng Shan silently for a long time, until the wind knocked down several leaves.

The weather is getting colder, time flies by so fast.

"On the day Zhao Yuan died, Chen Weiyang said something," Yan Lou said suddenly, "I didn't understand it at the time, but now I finally understand it."

"I've thought about many possibilities, who does he really like. Is it Fu Lan, Qi Zixi, or Zhou Yinbai." Yan Lou smiled: "But I never thought about it, so I guessed wrong."

Teng Shan didn't look back, but also smiled.

"He said, if Zhao Yuan chose to take Fu Lan away, would it be different? That was probably the only time he showed mercy. However, Zhao Yuan couldn't act the love he wanted, and missed the chance to live." Yan Lou Said: "He imagined love as you, no one can meet the standard."

"...The love he wants is not just love." Teng Shan finally turned to look at Yan Lou: "What he wants is something more complicated. You don't need to know who he likes, all you have to do is love He is enough. He is actually like a child, easy to be happy, and more sensitive than anyone else."

"I understand," Yan Lou said without giving in in his eyes, "I will."

A burst of laughter from the second floor interrupted them.

The two looked together, Chen Weiyang was standing by the window, Qi Zixi was also smiling happily beside him, he didn't mind seeing Teng Shan and Yan Lou's eyes, and continued to pull Chen Weiyang to leave.

Yan Lou took one last look at Teng Shan and left the garden.

Teng Shan raised his head and looked at Chen Weiyang for a short moment.

When Qi Zixi wasn't paying attention, Chen Weiyang stuck out the tip of his tongue at Teng Shan.

Teng Shan liked to see that Chen Weiyang didn't seem to be troubled, so he also smiled, and then walked into the nursing home.

******

In the hospital in the city center, this ward recently admitted a patient with strange injuries.

He had horrific wounds on his body and was unconscious all the time.

In a quiet environment, only the sound of the instrument is the harshest.

Many days and nights were spent in this ignorance.

The nurse changed the medicine on time and left.

One very ordinary afternoon, the right hand of the body under the sheet suddenly moved.

Then, the eyes between the gauze slowly opened.

The tightly entangled face couldn't see the expression clearly, and the dark eyes rolled around to inspect the unfamiliar environment, and finally fixed on the snow-white wall directly in front of him.

He raised his hand little by little, regardless of the needle still inserted in it.When he came to his lips, he tore off the bandage covering his lips, and whispered softly and hoarsely: "...Isn't this a nursing home?"

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The author has something to say:

The ending is open, the person in the hospital must be Fu Lan~ You should have guessed it haha.

Everyone loves each other and lives happily together.Imagine the picture of the river crab by yourself→_→

If you write any further, it will be indescribable, so stop in time.

Well, compare your heart.