The little wolf dog who has a crush on him says he has broken up

On the way back to his hometown, Xiang Changning was also thinking about serious things.

The ten-year deadline is up, and Xiang Changning wants to go home to renew his parents' cemetery.

I didn't think about how long it would last.

He actually wanted to take his parents back to City B, a place he could often see.

However, the matter of Ren Li and her household registration has not yet been settled, and moving the ashes rashly, Qianfeng County has only so few people, it is not good to say.There is no separate house to be divided into households, and it needs to go through the neighborhood committee. If Ren Li makes a fuss, she will have a bad impression and it will be difficult to move out.

Xiang Changning didn't think about how to continue this period.

And his teacher back then, he should go see it too.

During the last period of his senior year in Qianfeng County, he ate at Mr. Sun's house every day.

Ever since Ren Li knew his sexuality, the two of them hated each other.

Xiang Changning couldn't stand this kind of discrimination, while Ren Li always expressly hinted that he would find a girlfriend in the future and be straight.

In the end, Teacher Sun, the head teacher, took the initiative and asked him to go to her house for dinner after school.

He had another breathing room to escape from Ren Li.

I don't know if the class teacher has had a good year.

Thinking in such a daze, the scenery outside is changing, and when Xiang Changning woke up, he was woken up by patting his face, it was Yao Zhen.

Xiang Changning only heard a voice saying, "Second Brother, we're here."

As soon as Xiang Changning opened his eyes, he saw the tall trees that belonged exclusively to Qianfeng County.

I haven't been back for another year.

After getting out of the car, the three of them still parked in front of the hotel they had fixed in previous years, and this time they reserved three rooms from Changning.

Back here, Xiang Changning's heart was very calm, everyone had lunch together, Xiang Changning's eyes and brows were covered with frost and snow, and he went back to the house for a lunch break without saying a word.

Yao Zhen looked at the door in confusion.

Ran Si next to him lit a cigarette, and said quite understandingly: "It will be like this every year when I come back, it's okay.

"It will be fine in the afternoon or tomorrow."

Yao Zhen looked at Ran Si again, Ran Si smiled at him, Yao Zhen hesitated to speak.

Xiang Changning got up in the afternoon and pulled out a piece of clothing from the suitcase, took a shower and changed out, passing by the hall, just happened to be waiting for him.

Ran Si sat up and asked with a smile, "Who are you looking for? It just happened to be on the way—"

……

The two were walking on the streets of Qianfeng County, which they said was the county seat, but it has developed well in the past few years, and the three surrounding cities, ABC, have also progressed at the same time. Qianfeng County, to a certain extent, is a transit point, and its development is not bad.

There is no local development pressure, and the towering trees beside the streets in Changning's memory are more lush after so many years.

Qianfeng County is like a pile of trees, it has not been destroyed, and it is lush and cool.

When Xiang Changning returned to the county, he must go to see Teacher Sun first. This is the process every year. Ran Si and Xiang Changning walked side by side, holding two gifts in their hands, one was prepared by Xiang Changning, and the other was prepared by Ran Si. of.

Ran Si smoked a cigarette, he didn't say anything to Changning, he just looked at the cigarette a few more times.

Ran Si asked: "Huh? Want to smoke? Are your cigarettes and lighter still in Yao Zhen's hands?"

Xiang Changning said calmly, "Yes."

The hands in the trouser pockets were empty, unable to grab the cigarette case, it was a bit empty.

Ransi felt uncomfortable: "tsk! Why do you listen to him so much——"

He lowered his eyes to Changning, but didn't answer, and Ran Si winked and didn't continue with this excuse.

After walking a few more steps, Ran Si said with a smile in his voice, "By the way, this street seems to be the place where I first met you. I haven't told you, have I?"

Xiang Changning raised his eyes: "Didn't we meet in the game?"

Ran Si shook his head, grinning at the corner of his mouth, and said in a grumpy voice: "No, my hometown is from Qianfeng County. Your grades have been very good since childhood. In my eyes, you are someone else's child. I still remember junior high school, right? If you failed the exam, my aunt pointed at you and told me that your teachers in the county are not as good as mine, but your grades are not bad, let me study."

Ran Si never forgot that day, and he went on to say: "At that time, when I took a look at you, I said that my aunt made a mistake. When you were more than ten years old, you didn't grow any hair, and the edges and corners on your face were not as sharp as they are now. I said you were clearly a little girl." Tell my aunt not to point out someone on the road and lie to me."

Xiang Changning didn't say a word, recalling for a moment, he was indeed a lot of people in elementary school and junior high school, and they couldn't recognize men and women from his face, but after getting along for a long time, his style of doing things and speaking didn't look like a girl.

"Well, what then? Did you say something to anger your aunt?"

Ran Si squinted at Chang Ning, and his smile widened: "Then I remembered that this little girl is pretty. I didn't know that my aunt was not lying until we met again. You are an out-and-out boy."

And it's a real-scholar!

Xiang Changning had a B number and didn't talk to him, and Ran Si couldn't help but talk to himself and finish provocatively: "Then you've been in my heart like a cat scratching for so many years—time is so fast——"

Ran Si turned his head and met Changning's eyes.

After a long while, Xiang Changning:

"……Oh"

The cold and indifferent expression was unmoved.

Ran Si still wanted to tease a few words, and Clinker Xiang Changning rarely started to answer: "Which city did we meet for the first time, I forgot."

"City B. I was studying in City B at the time. You are the closest to there. Why did Yao Zhen forget it when he came here?"

"Well," Xiang Changning's voice was rare and gentle, "I remember the first time I saw you, you were wearing very new clothes, and you were wearing a sports brand. You looked handsome."

Ran Si raised his eyebrows: "Is that so handsome to you?"

"Fortunately."

Xiang Changning only remembered Yao Zhen's cuteness, and Ran Si's memory was a little fuzzy.At that time, Rans should belong to that kind of boy who was a bit bad, with average grades and a good family background. This kind of boy was very lethal to little girls.

But he is a man, and he doesn't like this style very much.

Xiang Changning lost his mind for a moment, he seemed to be vague about his own orientation at the time, but—but Yao Zhen's appearance was like a hole in the blurry world, since Xiang Changning's heart was just divided into chaos, Hong Meng began to judge.

It all started with a bottle of water bought by Yao Zhen who ran two streets for him.

When Yao Zhen handed it to him, it was hot in summer and his forehead was covered with sweat, but his eyes were so shiny.

Ran Si was also caught in the memory, and added: "But I remembered you at the time, you were very good-looking, the kind that could make people bend. It's been nearly ten years, and you said it's fine if you rejected me at the beginning, Now that Bei Yinian has been tossing you on a blind date for so long and you haven't settled down, do you really not think about me?"

Xiang Changning was brought back to his senses by Ran Si's words, and he described it as a little dull in the interweaving of memory and reality. Ran Si was caught by this hazy eyes, and said by the way: "Eighteen centimeters, you can measure it yourself with a ruler. That kind of truth! You will be happy, and lying will pay you and me for the rest of your life!"

"..."

Four eyes facing each other.

I am most afraid of the sudden quietness of the air.

Rans is in despair: Seeing that he finally got to the point, the word slipped away——

Xiang Changning opened his mouth, hesitated to speak.

Stop talking and want.

Under Ran Si's faint expectation, Xiang Changning swallowed his words back.

"Teacher Sun's house is in front."

One sentence ends the topic.

Xiang Changning knocked on the door, and Teacher Sun opened it. After so many years, the teacher has retired. He squinted at Xiang Changning and clapped his hands for a moment, then said happily: "I said that the magpies kept calling this morning. It turns out that it is Changning. You should come back." .”

"Hurry up, come in quickly, Xiao Ran is too, come here, the teacher will pour water for you."

Teacher Sun's voice was still so soft: "Hey——you brought gifts again, and you said no, it's like this every year."

Although complaining, it is full of joy.

Unable to resist Teacher Sun's gracious hospitality, Xiang Changning and Ran Si stayed for dinner. Maybe they are really old. Teacher Sun's daughter even gave birth to a son this year. When it comes to this, it is inevitable to go around the topic of boyfriend.

Xiang Changning's sexuality, Mr. Sun, of course knew, even Ran Si's thoughts. When he told Changning that he had no match, Mr. Sun pointed to Ran Si and asked a few words, which was full of hints.

Ran Si Daen didn't say thank you, and hurriedly picked up the meat for Mr. Sun.

Xiang Changning lowered his eyes, only smiled, and still didn't speak.

It's not that he can't say it, but he doesn't know how to tell Rans about it formally.

Coming out of Mr. Sun's house, talking about many old things, Xiang Changning was immersed in the past and the present, and the dividing line was blurred, as if he was still the boy who had just lost his father back then.

Ran Si and Xiang Changning walked all the way to the only cemetery in Qianfeng County as usual. It was dark and usually closed at this time.

In the past, Xiang Changning just walked by the door to take a look, and Ran Si only accompanied him.

This year, Xiang Changning went to the gate guard to ask about the renewal. The guard negotiated a few words with him, but he was about to leave work. The inner door of the mausoleum was locked, and the outer door was the only one left. The guard pushed a notebook to Xiang Changning. Chang Ning said: "You can write it first, register it, and continue talking tomorrow."

"Okay." After talking about his parents, Xiang Changning's hands trembled a little.

When writing and grasping the pen, it was wrong several times.

Rans: "Let me sign for you."

Xiang Changning simply let go and let Ran Si write for him.

With his hands in his trouser pockets, he was still trembling involuntarily.

It is the sequelae of the car accident, and the mood swings are common.

Looking at Ran Si's serious and straight back, Xiang Changning frowned helplessly.

It's not that he didn't try to accept new people, but since the car accident, he lived alone for too long, and he didn't think about it in college, he just wanted to make money. It wasn't until he met Lao Chen as a graduate student that he realized that it seemed difficult for him to be imprisoned for too long. Open your heart again.

In all aspects, Lao Chen is really good, and Lao Chen didn't lie, the person who really started chasing him was Xiang Changning.

Xiang Changning... Xiang Changning just couldn't be tempted.

His heart probably died after the car accident.

Later, Bei Yinian always helped Lao Chen. During the process, Bei Yinian didn't realize the changes in his mind, but Xiang Changning could see it.

Bei Yinian liked Lao Chen very much.

He was always technically absent from the dates of the three of them, and Lao Chen chased after them, so he and Bei Yinian came together.

Regardless of Lao Wang or Ran Si, no matter how close they were or how ambiguous their movements were, Xiang Changning seemed to have a broken piece of perception in his heart.

He doesn't feel anything.

Yao Zhen compared them, but there was a time difference. Yao Zhen was the one who walked in before he turned himself off.

The one who kept him when he wanted to die.

So it became the one he can't forget.

On the way back, Chang Ning asked Ran Si, "Can you lend me a cigarette?"

Ran Si looked at Chang Ning and teased, "Then please beg me."

"..."

"Don't make such a face! Come on, brother will light the fire for you personally."

The two of them were holding a cigarette in their hands, the sky was overcast, Ran Si murmured: "Damn, it looks like it's going to rain today—"

After saying this, a bright flash of lightning flashed from the sky.

Xiang Changning concluded: "The good ones are not the bad ones, but it looks quite far away, and it should rain for a while."

Rans shut up, took out his phone and sent a message.

There are still two streets to go back to the hotel.

Xiang Changning's language was also organized.

Xiang Changning asked: "Well, brother, do you still want to try with me?

"Don't talk about the past few years, it's the year you said I had a car accident, that kind of feeling?"

After a moment of silence, Ran Si said in a deep voice, "You know it well."

"Haven't you found someone you like for so many years?"

There was another moment of silence, Ran Si concluded: "It's not long."

That year when Ran Si said that he liked Xiang Changning, it was a kind of light liking, the kind that could fall in love.

Between them, Ran Si has this kind of affection for Xiang Changning, but like Yao Zhen, Ran Si also has love for Xiang Changning.

Maybe it was just that Xiang Changning rejected him back then, and he couldn't help teasing Xiang Changning.

I like to reach the full level, but I still fail to love deeply.

It is probably such an adult complex feeling, the throbbing of puberty, it is really not clear.

Ran Si always felt that if he nodded to Changning, if they got along, he would fall in love with Changning.

But Xiang Changning just didn't click on this head.

Rans had never tasted what it was like to love someone deeply.

He exhaled to Chang Ning, and said directly: "I may have a problem, and I don't feel very obvious about people."

"Your words—" Ran Si raised his eyebrows, "are you really trying to trick me?"

Xiang Changning said directly: "When did you get close to me and blushed when you saw my heart beating faster?"

Ran Si was not satisfied: "Then what's going on with Yao Zhen? You can't say that you fell in love early, can you?"

Standing still at Changning, there was a moment of silence as they looked at each other.

Ran Si realized later: "Mom, am I the truth?"

Xiang Changjing looked at him quietly, and said honestly, "I only discovered this problem after I wanted to fall in love after graduate school."

"Which question?"

"Heart is like stagnant water."

"...fuck"

Rans suddenly took a puff on his cigarette, threw the cigarette butt on the trash can beside him, and said fiercely, "I don't believe it."

Xiang Changning didn't even change his voice: "I really want you to be my brother for the rest of my life, the two of us lack fate."

"Stop, don't issue me a card, I don't want it."

The four eyes met, Xiang Changning finished the cigarette in his hand, crushed it on the trash can, took a deep breath: "How can you believe it? Otherwise, you can get closer and try, I really, my heart can't beat alive."

After listening to Ran Si, he decisively got very close, his eyes met, and whoever went further would be close enough to kiss.

In just a few tens of seconds, Ran Si's breathing was already rough, and Xiang Changning was steady, without any change in his complexion.

Ran Si's breath brushed Xiang Changning's face, and Xiang Changning could smell the same smoke.

Seeing that Ran Si did not give up, Xiang Changning resolutely said:

"Give me your hand."

Two people, one is wearing a T-shirt, the other is wearing a shirt, both thin.

Holding Ransi's hand to the doctor, he pressed it accurately on his heart, which was beating slowly and rhythmically.

As for the owner of the hand, his heartbeat is already chaotic.

No contrast, no harm.

Ran Si frowned, stepped back a little, and Xiang Changning heard the first thunder at this moment.

Ran Si's expression was the same as if he had been slashed. Jiang looked at Chang Ning with his eyes wide open.

"I-I don't believe it!" Rans repeated.

Doctors also study psychology, and this kind of denial often represents a psychological admission.

Xiang Changning didn't say anything, he just let go of Ran Si's hand, and his expression didn't change much from the beginning to the end.

Seeing Xiang Changning's calm expression, Ran Si suddenly broke his boat and said, "You give me a kiss and try!"

Xiang Changning's eyes were wide open. The two of them hadn't separated yet. Ran Si reached out and hugged him tightly. He just reached the injured waist. It didn't hurt but was uncomfortable.

Xiang Changning's hands were quicker than his brains, and his half-closed phoenix eyes were completely opened. The moment before Ran Si kissed him, Xiang Changning covered his mouth with the back of his hand.

The moment they kissed, Ran Si's long eyelashes were tightly closed, and Xiang Changning's naturally long and narrow eyes opened wide.

There was a few seconds of silence, Ran Si's hand rested on Xiang Changning's heart.

No matter where the kiss is, normal people always react a bit. Xiang Changning was frightened, and his heart beat faster, but not to the extent that Ran Si could tell. The heart under Ran Si's hands still followed its pace, slow as usual beating.

After more than ten seconds, Xiang Changning regained his senses and suddenly pushed Ransi, and the rain began to fall.

Angry at Changning: "Let me go!"

Ran Si was pushed a few steps away from Chang Ning as if lost in his soul.

Xiang Changning put down his hand, and there was the temperature of Ran Si's lips on it.

Xiang Changning frowned, he was angry at this moment.

Ran Si rarely rolled his eyes, stopped in mid-air, and asked disheartenedly, "When did you come?"

???

Ran Si took out a cigarette and lit it, the light in his eyes had disappeared, and he looked behind Changning.

With a stiff neck, Xiang Changning slowly turned his head back.

Yao Zhenzhen, whose expression was also split by lightning, appeared not far away.

Yao Zhen looked at them without saying a word.

Looking at him, Xiang Changning's heart jumped from a slow stream to a rushing speed in a few moments.