dream winter

That night, people at the two tables in the lobby of the Haoting Hotel toasted and laughed. Their tables were filled with the most expensive dishes of the five-star hotel. Sister Xian and Meng Dongchu did not show up to accompany everyone.Sister Xian explained that Meng Dongchu couldn’t come because he wanted to meet a director temporarily. Everyone understood, taking selfies, taking pictures of food, posting on Weibo and WeChat, saying “chasing stars” and chasing local tyrants, so the treatment is different.

At this time, Meng Dongchu was sitting on the floor of the room with his back leaning against the bed, his whole body was weak, he lowered his head and said nothing.An empty wine bottle was poured by the side, which was hidden behind his back by the housekeeper.

He was going to the bar, but Yang Han sent people to follow him, how could he go, so he had to come back.

But coming back here is not his place.

For some reason, even though he had decorated the room according to his wishes, it still felt strange to him.

He curled up his body, hugged his knees with his arms, buried his head between his knees, and opened his mouth, unable to utter any cry.In fact, he was very, very sad, dizzy, his heart seemed to be clenched, his stomach was tangled up, and he was in unbearable pain both psychologically and physically.He wanted to cry, to cry, to cry and say something, even to himself.But the strangeness of this place made him restrain himself.People say that he is arrogant, but in fact he is so tolerant.

These years, he thought that as long as he didn't think about it, he could live in peace and harmony. He thought that he could just endure it. Even when he "secretly" found out that his mother was still alive, he felt that he could seal the box. in memory.The pain was so painful that he could still pretend to be calm and say "I don't care".

But today, he felt that he really couldn't bear it anymore.Zhang Peng said that he had no heart, and he felt the same way. At this moment, Meng Dongchu felt that his heart had returned, and it was clearly aching on the left side of his chest.

Maybe it's like this. For more than ten years, he has been pressing everything in his heart, building up stones one by one. In the end, his heart was shaking beyond the load. He wanted to say something in particular, and he felt his heart was shaking. The whole person was shaking... But what to say, these years, so many things buried in the dust, when he opened his mouth, he only uttered a monosyllable "uh--" with a crying sound, which was vague .

Mom—I don't have this strong...Mom...I've always been special and wanted to be weak...uh...weak...

At this time, the door opened.Light from outside filtered into the dark interior.

Meng Dongchu's back stiffened, and the cry was stopped by him.

"You are here." Yang Han's voice said.

"En." Meng Dongchu answered vaguely.

Yang Han knew that Meng Dongchu had met his biological mother, Jiang Rumei, this afternoon.

He thought that Meng Dongchu had long accepted the fact that his mother was still alive, because as far as he knew, Meng Dongchu had already met Jiang Rumei.Meng Dongchu turned his back to Yang Han, and Yang Han couldn't see his expression, so Yang Han thought that Meng Dongchu was just nestling by the bed and playing games to soothe his emotions as usual.

"You don't want to stay in this room if I'm in the capital." Yang Han said.

"Okay." Meng Dongchu opened his mouth wide, suppressed his emotions and answered him in a calm tone.

"Oh, by the way, I'm going back to Linhai City to manage Shengyun next. Others will take care of the inland affairs. I'll leave the day after tomorrow. You pack your things and come back to Linhai City with me." Yang Han said.

Meng Dongchu didn't realize that Yang Han's so-called management of Shengyun was such a major internal change in the company, he was always insensitive to this aspect, he only heard that he was asked to return to Linhai City, so he replied bluntly: "I won't go back. "

After Meng Dongchu finished speaking, he felt that the air was frozen. He didn't know whether it was an illusion caused by his own weakness or what.

"What?" The voice came quickly, and to Meng Dongchu's ears, it was full of danger.He simply replied loudly and crying: "I said I won't go back!" As he said, he turned around and looked at Yang Han.

Yang Han was startled by Meng Dongchu's suddenly louder voice.He didn't understand what Meng Dongchu was going to do at this time.The room was dark, with Meng Dongchu's back facing him, he couldn't see Meng Dongchu's expression clearly, so he turned on the light in the room and walked in, wanting to see Meng Dongchu.

The sound of Yang Han's footsteps approaching, oppressing Meng Dongchu's fragile nerves, his nerves that had been collapsing suddenly broke, and the tears that he was holding back fell down instantly.He subconsciously raised his eyes and looked at the person walking by with full of defense.

Yang Han's footsteps stopped, the despair, pain, and fear in Meng Dongchu's clear black and white eyes... projected like a light, like a close-up shot in a movie, with impact, Yang Han's heart shook, The footsteps stopped.

Yang Han didn't understand what happened to Meng Dongchu, this kind of undisguised sadness seemed to have only been seen for a fleeting moment in Meng Dongchu's studio in Linhai City.

Meng Dongchu suddenly lost the ability to suppress his emotions, cried "Wow", and almost ignored it.

Yang Han bent down, draped his shoulders and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Obviously it was Yang Han who lowered his voice and asked softly, but Meng Dongchu still sounded cold at this moment.He slapped Yang Han's hand off, and said, "What are you doing? I fucking said I won't go back, I won't go!!!" Meng Dongchu said while beating the mattress to vent his emotions.

Yang Han was forced to take a step back, his heel touched the overturned wine bottle, he glanced down, frowned and said, "Have you been drinking?"——Maybe he was drinking to relieve his worries, and now he is crazy about drinking, Yang Han think.

"How about my drink?" Meng Dongchu raised the corner of his eyes when he heard this, with a provocative expression on his face.

This expression is great, just like the second young master Meng that Yang Han saw in Linhai City.Yang Han didn't understand himself, he obviously liked the person who became "obedient" recently, but when Meng Dongchu returned to his previous state, he felt that this appearance was pretty good.

Yang Han saw Meng Dongchu's other hand covering his stomach, so he said, "I told you to drink less, your stomach is not good." He wanted to help Meng Dongchu up from the ground, after all, the ground was very cold .

Just as Yang Han's hand touched Meng Dongchu's shoulder, Meng Dongchu dodged like an electric shock. "Don't touch me! Giving me money is just sex with you, you care about me? Who are you, what do I like to do, what does it have to do with you?!"

Yang Han's frown deepened, and he directly pulled Meng Dongchu up and wanted to throw him on the bed. Meng Dongchu's words were harsh, and he didn't want to pretend to be gentle anymore.But at the moment he has no other intentions, but he can't get used to this drunken Meng Dongchu, and wants him to sober up, and the ground is too cold.

Meng Dongchu was drunk and had just kept one position for too long, his body was very stiff, and he couldn't resist Yang Han, but when he was "thrown" on the bed, Meng Dongchu pulled his arm hard, and Yang Han also fell down.Yang Han fell down, and naturally fell on Meng Dongchu's body. Taking advantage of Yang Han's distraction, Meng Dongchu turned over and pressed Yang Han under him. I'm not going back!" He was drunk, just wanted to vent his anger, and was unprepared, so Yang Han had room to fight back. He pulled Meng Dongchu's arm, and Meng Dongchu's body became unsteady and fell to the right, Yang Han took advantage of the situation Hold down his hand, turn over and press down, and grab Meng Dongchu's struggling hands. This posture is too similar to the posture when the two of them had sex in the past. Meng Dongchu vaguely thought that Yang Han had a next step, and subconsciously turned around. At the beginning, the drunk said with anger: "I, I'll tell you! I won't go back to Linhai City! I... I won't go back, I won't go back to that place in my life!!" Saying this, I suddenly felt that I Too humble, tears came down again.

Meng Dongchu has never been so vulnerable in his life, and he was overtaken by Yang Han.

Yang Han didn't understand why Linhai City became such a sensitive place, and it really hurt Meng Dongchu's nerve there.

He didn't understand Meng Dongchu.In his eyes, the business of the Yang family comes first.My company's business is second.Meng Dongchu is just a special person, this person can be a lover.He can also have other lovers, but in his heart, he prefers Meng Dongchu to act as her.It puts him in a good mood, and it's better to get this person than anyone else.Then, as for what he is thinking in his heart and what kind of person he is, it is actually not that important to Yang Han, anyway, he will listen to him and be by his side.

Drunken Meng Dongchu's consciousness was blurred, and someone held his hand and pressed him under his body. This extremely oppressive posture made him very uncomfortable. He resisted Yang Han instinctively, and said blindly there: " I won't go back..." He said while weeping.In fact, he no longer knew what he was talking about, but he had an obsession in his heart.

Yang Han didn't know why he was crazy, at first he only used his hands symbolically, until he realized that Meng Dongchu's punches and kicks were completely determined to fight with him, so he used all his strength - if he didn't fight , the one who hurts is himself.

After a few blows, Meng Dongchu was completely suppressed.Meng Dongchu was drunk and sad. After tossing for a long time, he didn't have the strength to resist anymore. The cry in his mouth was also low, and he just said softly: "I won't go back, I won't go back..."

He is showing weakness, he is desperate.Yang Han knew it clearly.So he gently loosened the grip on Meng Dongchu, lay down next to him, and stretched out his arms to comfort him.Meng Dongchu, who was let go, was already exhausted, and even his crying gradually became silent. When Yang Handong's hand touched him again, he didn't react violently, but turned over to avoid it.

Of course Yang Han could pull the person over regardless, as before, but he silently withdrew his hand.Just now, Meng Dongchu's defensive eyes and his subconscious dodge after drunk explained everything. The meekness before this was all a fake.

He sat up annoyed, propped his hands on the sheet, and looked at Meng Dongchu who was lying with his back facing him.He didn't understand why he was annoyed, Meng Dongchu should have listened to him, why did he care if he pretended or not.

If in the past, this kind of person took money and was still hypocritical over there, yelling why I don't want it, I won't go, Yang Han would just throw him out.But in Meng Dongchu, Yang Han clearly knew that he still didn't want to let go.

Thinking of this, Yang Han leaned down and turned Meng Dongchu's body over, afraid of hurting him, Yang Han used his strength carefully, this kind of gentle strength Yang Han thought was the only one in his life, so he leaned closer to Meng Dongchu Yang Han gently kissed his tears bit by bit on his cheek, the tears were salty, Yang Han didn't care, he tried his best to make his tone softer, and said: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here." He Kissing him softly, hugging him firmly, wanting him to feel his own existence, he has a longing in his heart, wanting Meng Dongchu to know that he, Yang Han, can be his most solid backer.For so many years, in the big family of the Yang family, he worked hard to grow himself. From a young boy without father and mother, he became the only irreplaceable successor of the Yang family in the family struggle. His achievements are obvious to all.He was also confused sometimes, why and for whom he did this.Now he knows that everything he owns is meaningful, what he can give to Meng Dongchu, that person named Song Yuan cannot.

With me...with me...Meng Dongchu.Yang Han was obsessed with thinking, the deepening of that kiss was probably influenced by the red-eyed, drunken and crazy Meng Dongchu. This night, Yang Han also lost his composure and reason, and he kissed hard. He said, put Meng Dongchu into his generous chest with his strong arms, I am here...you have me...don't be sad, look at me, you still have me, I...