charming and harmful

"Not enough, get up!"

It's no wonder that Coach Keda was the coach his father found for him, and he couldn't find a second one in Beidao Church in terms of severity.Li Mu rubbed his numb shoulders, supported his knees and continued to stand up.

He secretly stored up his energy and found the right time to launch an attack towards Coach Keda's left side, but he was still easily avoided.Coach Keda turned around and caught Li Mu, and Li Mu was thrown to the ground heavily, and the left side of his body was so painful that he lost consciousness for a moment.

"The movement is too slow!" Coach Keda's stern voice sounded above his head. He stared at Li Mu who was lying on the ground sweating profusely, and said after a while: "Enough for today, continue tomorrow!"

Li Muqiang propped up his body: "Thank you coach."

After Coach Keda left, Li Mu immediately collapsed on the ground and gasped for breath. After resting for about half an hour, he went to the shower room to take a shower, and went to the dressing room to change into a long-sleeved shirt. His arms were either red or blue. It's best not to let his mother see, otherwise unnecessary worry and nagging will be inevitable.

Li Mu walked back step by step, but stopped ten meters away from the door of his house.Kiyono leaned against the stone pillar of his house's gate, looking as if he was waiting for him.

Sure enough, as soon as Qingye saw him, he walked towards him, "Do you have time to have a drink with me?" Qingye smiled, but the smile sank before reaching his eyes.

Li Mu rarely saw this kind of expression on Qing Ye's face, or never had it.

"Let's go." Li Mu said.

The two then walked to the bar area on West Bridge North Street and chose a high-end and quiet open-air bar.

Kiyono's favorite Mojito, has already drunk six cups, but he still doesn't say a word.

Li Mu took a puff of smoke, and glanced at Qing Ye in the drifting smoke, "Tell me, what do you want from me?"

"I'm fine, can I have a drink with you?" Qing Ye smiled, took a glass of mojito from the waiter's new hand and handed it to Li Mu.

Li Mu took it, raised his head and drank it, the square ice cubes clanging in the glass.

The two drank in silence until an hour later, when Li Mu felt that Qingye was getting drunk, he suddenly asked, "What do you need to do for your daily training?"

Li Mu turned his head and glanced at him, and found that his eyes were a little drunk. This is why he came to him today. "Every morning, I take turns to attend training in each subsidiary company, familiarize myself with the operation process, and go to the bodyguard training hall in the afternoon. Training." Li Mu said truthfully.

"Oh, is that so..." Kiyono drooped his head and picked up a cup again, "Is it difficult to learn?"

Li Mu reached out and snatched his wine glass, "Don't drink it, you have to go to school tomorrow."

"Go to school?" Kiyono suddenly stretched out his hand to cover his face as if he had been stabbed in some sore spot.

Seeing him like this, Li Mu felt uncomfortable. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, "Have you... made a decision?"

"Decision? I don't know...Maybe," Qing Ye slid his hand from his face, picked up the wine on the table again and downed it in one gulp, then stared blankly at the melting ice in the glass, "I must , make a choice? No matter what, you will lose it..."

Li Mu wanted to say something, but found that he had been silent for too long, and could no longer say any comforting words.

"I really hate the college entrance examination," Kiyono murmured as if talking to himself, "I really envy you all, you all have clear goals, and you don't have to make choices..."

Just as Li Mu was about to say no, Qingye suddenly leaned over, tilted his head, and passed out drunk.

Li Mu didn't move for a long time, letting Qing Ye lean on him, even if his shoulder was numb to the point of losing consciousness, he didn't move.When the last cigarette was burned out, he exhaled a long puff and threw the cigarette butt into the wine glass.

With a sound of "chi", the cigarette butt went out instantly and slowly sank, but the memory gradually rose with the bubbles of alcohol.

-

"Hey! Let's drive, I want this car!"

When I first saw you, I was surprised. How could a boy be so handsome?The second glance is arrogance.You are waving a tree branch you picked up from nowhere, trying to snatch my electric sports car. This is my mother bought it for my 6th birthday. Although my father just told me that I want to get along with you, but I Why did I give you a loving toy when we first met?

Of course I refused, but what surprised me was that you beat me with that branch, branded a few bright red marks on my arm, and you pulled me down with incredible brute force, you won, triumphant Sitting in my sports car, I cried and complained to my mother, but my father actually asked me to apologize to you. From then on, our relationship was formed, or I secretly formed it in my heart. After all, you are so He is defiant and nervous.

From that day on, I took the initiative to find my father to teach me fighting skills, and practiced in secret.It happened to be summer vacation at that time, your father took you to my house for vacation, so sometimes I secretly followed you between practice, watched you go to the park to play, drove away all the children aggressively, monopolized the slide and sandcastle, Looking at your laughing expression, I decided that one day I will beat you to the teeth.

But I failed to realize this wish all summer vacation.

"Yo, how brave you are?"

"You're not far off."

"Come again? Is this not enough?"

Accompanied by my ridicule throughout the summer vacation, it didn’t end until the beginning of elementary school. We actually moved our family next door to your house, and we were going to be classmates with you. During that time, we would even wake up with nightmares at night.

But you seem to have been taught a lesson by your father for being too arrogant. On the first day of school, you had a miraculous change. Not only did you invite me to go to school together, you also said that you wanted to make friends with me.

However, as soon as I arrived at school, I realized that it was just an illusion you put on in front of your father. As soon as you arrived at school, your bad nature was revealed. That day, five classmates in the class cried. I really hate you. And a little scared.But I still haven't given up on my inner ideals, and I will still practice secretly, and one day I will defeat you and prevent you from riding on my head.

As a result, after a few days, there began to be two small followers who kept running behind your buttocks, namely Fatty and Mumu. You were so proud that you said you were going to form a small team, and you actually pulled me into it. Joining the team is actually just a bad organization that specializes in bullying, so I don't bother to be with you.But gradually, I also fell into this kind of fun of bullying under half-forcedness, and found that you are actually quite loyal during several fights, so I gradually blended in with you, and even called you brothers.

It wasn't until you entered middle school that your bad side began to be revealed day by day. You used your god-given face to attract people everywhere. After talking about this and dumping that, I was supposed to take care of it, but when I saw it for the first time When I was a girl, you snatched her away first. Although you didn't mean it, you dumped her within two months, which made her choose to go abroad in a fit of anger, so that I would never see her again.This incident started to cause my dissatisfaction with you from the bottom of my heart, coupled with the shadow of my childhood, so I began to think of ways to retaliate against you, among which I thought that the most effective and persistent one was to provoke you to make an appointment with me, Then use all kinds of unscrupulous projects to spoof you, look at your deflated expression, know for the first time what it feels like to be happy, and start to become addicted nervously, and then discover a hidden fact, that is——in fact, you are also quite easy to bully .

Until later, something happened that surprised me even more than the first time I saw you. Now that I think about it, it may be the beginning and turning point of everything that happened later. You said, you fell in love with a boy.

That happened within a few days of the beginning of the first year of high school. At that time, none of us, Fatty, and Mumu believed that you were spoofing that boy. His relentless pursuit and stalking make us speechless and curious about who is so divine.

That boy is Baili Zhan, a new transfer student.

Out of curiosity, I went to investigate in private, and found that the boy looked very aloof and unapproachable, even a little aloof. I don't know what you liked about him, but I was Make sure you're just having fun.

It's just who would have thought that you haven't had enough fun after a year. After I was surprised, I made another surprising discovery. I found that you have changed, and you seem to be completely different from before. When you are grilling When the uncle who spread the skewers said "thank you", I was so surprised that I almost poked my eyes with a bamboo stick.Maybe it was from then on that I noticed that you began to change rapidly. You no longer bullied others, and you even learned to ask others for their opinions. As compensation, there are so many kinds. For a period of time, I couldn’t help observing you every day, and even recorded every small change in your mind every day. Maybe it was this kind of perverted behavior that made me obsessed. Later, when I found that you showed behaviors that you would never show in front of outsiders, such as being well-behaved, flattering, and fooling around in front of that boy, I couldn't help it, and even felt a strange emotion in my heart. Like sharp thorns protruding from the heart, it grows wildly.

Until one day when I wanted to stop you from going to that boy to fight with you, I was shocked to find that my anger was so intense, what happened to me?

——I like you, this is the fact that I dared to admit after a long time, the fact that I didn't wake up until you showed off the photo of you and that boy in the same frame in front of us, in fact, I am just a coward, afraid of you I found out that I started to pretend, but in order to make you pay attention, I pretended to be more and more like that person. Until later, I didn't even know whether I was silent because of silence or to be like someone.

However, it is useless after all, even if I have endured for so long and pretended for so long, your eyes will always be locked on him.Even if you notice the change in me, you can't guess my mood at all, which makes me feel funny, but I can't change it again.

You like that person so much, I have no chance at all.

The author has something to say: not much to say, go to bed early and get up early to be in good health, I hope I can start drafting early tomorrow, oh yeah_(:з」∠)_