Lawless

It's really Phoenix falling into the pheasant flock.

Qi Yi was lying on the floor in Room 105, thinking of Xiao Yunyan's performance yesterday, he sighed sincerely in his heart.

Everyone in the band had lessons today, including Qi Yi, but he didn't go.

He went out to pick up a commercial performance in the morning, so he didn't want to go to class, and he wouldn't listen to it anyway.

Yao Ming told him yesterday that there was a national competition that was the last day to register. He thanked him, but he didn't go.

He knew about it earlier than Yao Ming, but he won't go.

Don't you want to?Not counting.I just don't know what I would do if I went there.

Even he himself almost didn't know the purpose of living.

"Hey—" Qi Yi propped himself up lazily and sat up, reached out to take a bottle of beer from the snack pile, and opened it.

The power of alcohol to paralyze the brain is still strong, he drank a bottle in a few sips, and reached out to take another can.

When Yao Ming came to the activity room to look for him, what he saw was Qi Yiyi's drunken and decadent look.

"Fuck..." The strong smell of alcohol filled his nostrils, Yao Ming frowned, wiped his nose, walked inside, bypassed the drum set, and kicked the person on the ground, "Hey, are you dead? "

Qi Yi actually has a moderate capacity for alcohol. After drinking so many cans, his face was a little red, his mind was confused, and he couldn't quite hear who was speaking. He raised his eyelids with great effort, and when he saw Yao Ming, he closed his eyes again, but I didn't forget to say: "Soon."

"Get up." Yao Ming said with a cold face.

Qi Yi didn't open his eyes, and smiled inappropriately.

This smile really angered Yao Ming. He turned his head to look, and suddenly walked towards the drum set. Cicada's drum sticks were made of good walnut wood. She usually put them in a black box and put them next to the frame.

Yao Ming directly opened the box, took out the drum stick, and hit the cymbal hard!The loud and bright sound finally opened Qi Zhang's eyes.

But Yao Ming didn't stop there, he sat down and played a simple rhythm.

"How about it, I haven't forgotten." Yao Ming stopped to look at him.

"I know you taught me well." Qi Yi propped up half of his body with his hands.

This time it was Yao Ming who laughed, he stood up, threw the drumsticks on the stool, and walked towards Qi Yi.

"You're really old. Did I say this is what I forgot?" Yao Ming knelt down opposite him, looked at him expressionlessly, and said, "You don't remember this is your song anymore, do you?"

Qi Yi raised his eyelids to look at him, scratched his teeth with his tongue, and spoke for a while: "You don't have to say that."

These words made Yao Ming's face darken immediately, he stood up suddenly, and headed towards the door, ready to leave.

"No." Qi Yi raised his hand and stroked his hair.

"Oh!"

Yao Ming kicked hard at the door, the door panel hit the wall and was bounced back, Yao Ming pressed it back to the wall with one hand, making another "dong" tremor.

"Qi Yi!" His chest was heaving with anger, he knew that Qi Yi just satirized him for not being qualified to sing and sing, and he also knew that he gave up the band first, and he was willing to bear all the consequences afterwards.

But he really can't see that the once so frivolous person has become so self-defeating now. He believes that everyone in the world may stop moving forward, only this person will not give up.

"I know you blame me!" Yao Ming was standing at the door, and he was standing there, just saying that, "Leaving the band...but you know why I am, you don't have to laugh like that! I tell you, every day you People who pretend to be not tired like this are also tired!"

The corners of Qi Yi's mouth seemed to freeze, and he didn't raise it up, nor put it down.

"Do you think I don't know about the things you think in your heart? Do you think that those scores you secretly burned at the beginning of school this year did not leave any traces, are you surprised? Then don't use my pot to burn it! Although I don't use that pot, But it's under my bed, you can't smell that smell, but I can really smell it!"

Qi Yi laughed twice sullenly.

"Listen," Yao Ming said, "I love Wang Wenli, and I am willing to give up everything for her, including music... I know you can't understand, but have you thought about the reason why you can't understand? Ah? Because of you You have never met someone you want to cherish, you have never met someone who can exceed your dream and rank first in your heart, you only have rock and roll in your heart, and you have no feelings."

Qi Yi finally raised his head, squinted at him, and said, "Why can't we have both."

Yao Ming was taken aback, and suddenly smiled: "I forgot, you are different from me. Why don't I want to have both? But how did Wang Wenli's father treat me and us, you haven't forgotten, right? I have no choice."

"So you must leave during the final." Qi Yi laughed emotionlessly, "You can't sing a single song."

"Wenli and Mengmeng were the two roads before me at that time!" Yao Ming roared, "I never force you if you don't understand, but can you and don't force me to understand you! You can be lawless, but I can't Awesome! You don’t have anyone you love, but I care about you!”

Qi Yi twitched his eyelashes, but said nothing.

Yao Ming calmed down for a while, and continued: "I came to see you today, just to thank you for being able to attend the party yesterday, Wen Li is very happy..."

"Old Yao," Qi Yi suddenly called him, "is there anything more important than music?"

This question from Qi Yi was unprecedented, Yao Ming was stunned for a long time before he confirmed that it was asking him.

"I have..." Yao Ming replied, "I don't know about you, but I think you don't have any at the moment, so let's make music seriously. If you keep doing it, you will definitely succeed."

Qi Yi sneered.

"You think it's okay to be hypocritical or fake, but Qi Yi," Yao Ming sniffed, and said, "When you decide to go on, please take my share. I think you will succeed because I wish you success."

When a person gives up what he wants to do due to external or personal reasons, his unwillingness and longing will definitely be placed on another person who has something in common with him, forming a kind of hope.

Qi Yi took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.Looking at the students passing by together outside the window, he slowly exhaled: "It's a beautiful thought."

Still had the strength to smoke and hate others, Yao Ming put some light on his mind, smiled helplessly, and left without saying hello.

For dozens of years of life, thinking takes up most of the time. If you don't make a decision, you may have to think for a lifetime.

"Ding--"

The notification tone of the mobile phone information interrupted Qi Yi's train of thought, he frowned, and after smoking all his cigarettes, he went to the charging place in the corner to pick up his mobile phone.

It was from the kid named Xiao Yunyan.Ask him when he has time, or when he has time.

He stared at the text message for a while before replying.

— Miss me again?

I don't know why, but he always likes to tease Xiao Yunyan, maybe because... he has a crush on him, he likes this kid quite a lot.

The other side came back quickly.

--No!I just want to treat you to a meal for the sake of sending books to you!

Qi Yi smiled, thinking it was very funny, it was obviously because of his mistake that he failed to pay the tuition fee, and he didn't find the books himself, yet this guy actually wanted to thank him and invite him to dinner, it's really funny.

The mood suddenly improved.He went back.

—Okay, I have time anytime.

——So free?

——It was also when I was invited to dinner.

——==[Contempt]

—Is it just today?night?

— Not tonight... Maybe this Friday night, which happens to be the following Saturday.

——Why, you are not ready to see me tonight.

--no!I just have class tonight.

Qi Yi kept smiling, feeling that he didn't want to think anymore while chatting with him.

...I don't want to think anymore.

This thought made him restrain his smile. Looking at the conversation between the two on the phone screen, from the perspective of a bystander, he suddenly realized that he seemed to be flirting.

However, the other party seemed to be a straight man.

In the next second, he put down his phone and didn't reply to any messages.Then, he fell into another thought.

Teaching building, classroom [-] on the fourth floor.

Xiao Yunyan sat in the last row, staring at the phone, but he didn't wait until the screen turned on.

"Buzz..." There is new information.

He immediately picked it up, but when he opened it, he found that it was a traffic reminder notification.

"Depend on……"

Qin Ping heard him talking, and leaned over: "What good things are there to watch alone?"

Xiao Yunyan immediately covered the phone, as if he had done something guilty: "It's nothing."

Qin Ping was startled: "What's the matter, it's still hidden, you... I really doubt what you're looking at."

"It's really nothing." Xiao Yunyan locked the phone screen and put it in his pocket.

Qin Ping squinted his eyes and squinted at him: "The child is old, and he secretly doesn't know what he is looking at. The parents are worried, afraid that he won't find good resources..."

"Get lost." Xiao Yunyan scolded him with a smile.

After studying the class seriously for a while, I started to lose my mind again.

Xiao Yunyan took out his mobile phone again, and clicked on the post bar to save it. It was a video of the party posted by a netizen yesterday.

It was the part where Qi Yi sang.

He secretly put on his earphones, and watched the video again in silence.

The singing entered his ears, and all other sounds were noises. He looked at the lead singer playing the bass on the stage, and couldn't take his eyes off it.

It seems that everyone is in the dark, only him, standing in the light.