Big brother is as beautiful as scum [Transmigration Book]

"Yes, I am his junior brother..."

Although the voice sounded like a whisper, Mingxuan still listened to it, nodded and said, "You are brothers from the same sect, and you are all from your own family, so you don't need to be polite."

Before I realized my thoughts, I didn't feel much when I heard this, I was only happy that I had a good brother; but once I understood the desire deep in my heart, I felt bitter when I heard this.

Yes, in front of our own people, there is also the prefix of fellow disciples.

Everyone said that the relationship between the two of them is good, and the relationship between teachers and brothers is deep, but if there is no such relationship, what is left between them?

If Cang Qi knew what kind of thoughts the junior brother he had always loved had towards him, would he still treat him as before?

He promised to stay by his side because he was his junior, the only fellow junior, but if he knew that he was not satisfied with just being his junior, wouldn't he change his original intention?

No, it won't.

Jing Li shook his head in a self-deprecating manner, a trace of bitterness crept up from the corner of his mouth.

He is not satisfied with being just that person's junior, but this is the only reason why he can stay by that person's side and enjoy that person's endless tenderness.

If it was in the game, Jing Li thought, he would definitely have the courage to confess, even if he failed, it would be a big deal to say "it's just a joke" - anyway, Jiansan has never lacked affection, even if the other party is really a Straight man, suddenly being confessed by the same sex, his first reaction was just to think it was a joke.

But here, Jing Li didn't have the courage to try, and he was afraid that if he was careless, he would lose everything.

He absolutely cannot bear to see disgust or blind indifference in that person's eyes one day.

It's bad.

When did you start having this idea?

Was it the person who taught him tirelessly; or was that white figure breaking through the air that day above the Nightmare Forest and pulled himself out of the quagmire of fear; , the cry to let oneself finally get out of the predicament; or, the heart-warming promises that those people once rang in their ears...

One after another, the past events are like a revolving lantern, constantly flashing and turning in my mind.

Jing Li became inexplicably panicked.

Because he found that since he crossed over, almost everything that happened and experienced around him has the shadow of Cang Qi.

What the man said, as well as the back that always stood in front of him, have long been deeply engraved in the deepest part of his memory, and he can't get rid of it.

When I found out, I was already deeply trapped in it, unable to break free.

Why, it must be Cang Qi?

If I hadn't thought about it, they would definitely be a pair of good brothers who will always be inseparable.

Can be biased.

There is a delusion in my heart.

Really, really bad.

Jing Li stared at the white storage bag in his hand, his fingertips began to turn white due to too much force, and his eyes couldn't help feeling sour from staring for a long time.

The cloth with cloud patterns on a white background is the same cloth as the clothes that the man usually wears.Holding a small one in your hand, it is almost weightless, but as long as you scan it with your spiritual sense, you can find that it is already stuffed to the brim.

For no reason, Jing Li hated that man's gentleness.

If everyone was treated equally from the very beginning, wouldn't it be like this?

As soon as this idea flashed through his mind, Jing Li himself rejected it in the next moment.

No, even then, the result is not necessarily good.

He knew all too well what he wanted.

I have lived alone for too long, and I have been lonely for too long.

If there is such a person who exists like light around you, it is almost an instinctive reaction to follow.

Perhaps, he should still be grateful for the status of his senior brother.

At least, he can make himself closer to him than anyone else.

But in the same way, let yourself be the farthest away from that person.

Really, sadly.

Mingxuan, who hadn't received a response from his little apprentice for a long time, raised his eyes strangely, and looked opposite.

A face-to-face, you can see the unguarded sadness and desolation on the face of the person seated opposite you.

Mingxuan's heart skipped a beat.

Mingxuan was not unfamiliar with such an expression, and it could even be said that he was quite familiar with it.

Although Mingxuan, who is an out-and-out cultivator, has spent most of his life on cultivation, he has never had a few pink peach blossoms in his life, and he doesn't know the pain of love in his life; There's a guy who's failed so badly at this.

As a typical example of failure, Ming Jing has been particularly successful in this aspect - it can be seen from the fact that Chen Sha has even blocked his summons so far.

Back then, after Ming Jing and Chan Yi separated, what Ming Xuan saw most in Ming Jing was this kind of look.

Struggling at a loss, as if lost.

It is because of this kind of eyes that Mingxuan is too familiar - he has been in contact with the owner of such eyes for decades.

That's why I was so surprised when I saw it on my apprentice now.

As an example of failure, Ming Jing is enough, and Ming Xuan absolutely does not want to see his talented apprentice also fall into the same quagmire, unable to extricate himself - Guan Jingli's expression, obviously, is another difficult karma.

Although Mingxuan was quite puzzled that the other party would be so ignorant on the condition of his little apprentice, he couldn't intervene rashly, so as not to cause Jing Li's emotional backlash.

Mingxuan pondered for a while, and decided to find out the younger apprentice's tone first. If the younger apprentice was really tight-lipped, it would not be too late to inquire after the older apprentice left the customs—the two apprentices have always been inseparable. It is impossible for Cang Qi not to know that Li has someone he yearns for.

The last time I returned from going out, I haven't seen the little apprentice like this. Presumably, I met him this time.Thinking about it this way, Mingxuan couldn't help but feel a little suspicious. In this trial, the two apprentices quit early to solve the problem of the strange fire.

In the process of coming here to heal, did you ever have any romantic encounters, and that is what you saw during the trial?

Could it be that he took a fancy to a female disciple from the same sect?

Given Jing Li's conditions, Mingxuan really couldn't think of any female disciple in the Jiuhua Sect with such a vision that even Jing Li couldn't see her in high regard. Could it be that the other party is better than Jing Li?

Mingxuan carefully recalled the list of disciples who participated in this trial that he had seen before.

But after much deliberation, it still failed.

It's not that Mingxuan is boasting, in his opinion, the two who participated in the training this time are the two better ones from his own family.

And the others, such as Chen Sha and the others, were known by Jing Li early in the morning, and Jing Li did not see any special reaction. After thinking for a long time, he really couldn't think of any clues.

Simply asked straightforwardly, "Li'er went out this time, but who did he meet?"

Jing Li was in a trance, suddenly heard Ming Xuan, and was a little too late to react, recalling Ming Xuan's question, still puzzled, "I don't know what Master is referring to...?"

Mingxuan gossips with a smile, "Did you meet someone special?"

special person?

Jing Li hesitated for a while, wondering if the Fairy Qianxi whose land was destroyed by them was considered one of them. As far as his heart was concerned, this one was indeed very generous, but they were really unfamiliar with each other, and they didn't even know each other's name. I don't know; but other than that, I don't seem to have seen anyone special.

Ming Xuan, who has been observing Jing Li, naturally sees the confusion that flashed in Jing Li's eyes, and the doubts in his heart can't help but get worse.

Could it be that I was thinking about it before?

Mingxuan has always been straightforward, since he couldn't guess, he didn't waste any more time and went straight to the topic. "If Li'er has someone he likes, why not bring them back and let him have a look as a teacher."

After thinking about it, Jing Li's bitter face was exactly the same as Ming Jing's back then, maybe something happened in the middle of it, so he followed his advice as a bystander. "Although being a teacher is not as experienced as your uncle Mingjing," said the experience of being dumped, "but at least I have learned a lot. If there is a misunderstanding between the two of you, it is better to resolve it early." Don't learn from Mingjing. and Chanyi.

The moment he heard Mingxuan mention his favorite person, Jing Li's heart skipped a beat, thinking that Mingxuan had discovered his thoughts, he was so frightened that he held his breath, and didn't realize it was a false alarm until Mingxuan finished speaking. After one game, he breathed a sigh of relief.

It doesn't matter if Mingxuan knows that there is someone in his heart, as long as he doesn't know who the other party is, that's fine...

"Thank you, Master, for your kindness." Jing Li twitched the corners of his mouth and forced a smile, but his facial muscles were a little stiff. "It's just that the person I admire..." After a pause, she really didn't know what to say, and in the end, she just smiled awkwardly.

In Mingxuan's eyes, this is the proof of broken love.

While Mingxuan was dissatisfied with that ignorant person in his heart, he frowned worriedly. He was a little worried that Jing Li would be hit because of this. I really don't know which one Jing Li has his eyes on... Wait, Mingxuan recalled Jing Li's half-sentence just now suddenly came back to his mind.

Admiration...Could it be that the person Jing Li has his eye on is a man?

Mingxuan has no objection to disciples finding a same-sex Taoist couple, as long as they are like-minded and have the same ambitions, it doesn't make any difference whether they are male or female.

And similar situations, although not many in the cultivation world, are not without exception.

What he was worried about was whether the person Jing Li admired had the same thoughts as Jing Li, and if Jing Li was the only one who was tempted...

Ming Xuan couldn't help but two wrinkles rose between his brows, he pondered for a while, and then said. "Does your senior brother know about this?"

Mingxuan's original intention was that Jing Li fell in love with that person, did Cang Qi know, and what attitude did he have towards it? On the other hand, he couldn't help but feel a little depressed. None of the two apprentices told him about such a big event. , if it wasn't for his own observations, he would probably have been kept in the dark.

He was a little dissatisfied in his heart, but he suddenly saw the face of the young apprentice sitting opposite him turn pale with all the blood on his face.

Ming Xuanzheng wondered why Jing Li's face was so ugly, could it be that Cang Qi didn't like that person at all, and the two brothers and sisters had disputes because of this?

Just as he was about to ask what happened, he suddenly noticed the panic in Jing Li's eyes, mixed with a trace of despair.

The words that had already come to his lips suddenly stopped.

In the blink of an eye, Ming Xuan fully understood.

Because he was so shocked, he almost knocked the teacup in his hand, and said in surprise. "Is it Qi'er?"