What should I do if I don't want to listen?

Chapter 18

The wontons were ready to eat. After clearing the table, Boss Nie lit a cigarette and walked to Luo Xiaoxiao's side. He tilted his head and let out a puff of smoke. He asked, "Do you still want to eat?"

There was more than half of the wontons in the bowl opposite Luo Xiaoxiao, but the owner was no longer there.

"Eat, it's a waste if you don't eat it." Luo Xiaoxiao stuffed two wontons with no temperature, and swallowed them without chewing. Say to the boss, "It's really bad."

Boss Nie pinched her ear and said, "Don't be kidding, my wontons haven't changed from before." Holding a cigarette in one hand, he put away Chen Jing's bowl, but was stopped by Luo Xiaoxiao, "Give it to me, don't eat it." wasted."

Boss Nie looked at her and poured the wontons in the bowl over, "Eat, be careful of constipation after eating so much."

Luo smiled and said, "It's not that I won't give you money, I can eat whatever I like." She scooped up one and chewed it carefully, but still commented "it's unpalatable."

Boss Nie ignored her this time, a new customer came to the wonton shop, and he had to start working again.

Luo Xiaoxiao returned the same way with her schoolbag on her back, went upstairs, opened the door, changed her shoes, and lay down on the sofa.

There is a lot of homework that has not been done, and it is already dark, and there is only moonlight in the room, and there is no sound of people.

"I'm really nosy." Luo Xiaoxiao threw off her schoolbag, turned over on the sofa and said to herself, "Now I'm alone again."

The moonlight was silent, another sleepless night.

The chalk was tapped on the blackboard. The teacher was explaining a difficult math problem. She glanced around the stage and saw that most of the students were ignorant. She could only write down similar examples on the blackboard and pick out reliable ones. The classmate came to the stage to answer "Chen Jing, you come."

The students who were called stared at the podium in a daze, and were stunned for several seconds before recovering with the help of the students around them.

The question was not very difficult for Chen Jing. After finishing writing, the teacher asked her to talk about her thinking. Chen Jing got stuck in many aspects, making it difficult to straighten out the logic. The teacher had no choice but to let him go. very satisfied.

Normally, Chen Jing might feel sad, but now she doesn't care about the teacher's attitude at all, and she starts to be dazed again when she returns to her seat.

Last night, I ate half of the wontons with Luo Xiaoxiao and went home. I didn’t know if I was more angry and sad, or more wronged. I understood: Yes, I have no reason to stay anymore. I will go back sooner or later.At the same time, I couldn't help thinking: Why did you drive me away?Am I doing badly?

After I left, did she eat properly?Did you go to bed on time?Has the stomach healed?

The clothes that were soiled that day haven't been washed yet.

Chen Jing took a pen and clicked on the draft paper. She didn't write formulas, and felt that her thoughts were noisy, so she randomly drew lines on it, one by one, and filled the small half of the white paper.

Want to go... want to see Luo Xiaoxiao.

It's just that if I haven't seen her for a day, I feel very uncomfortable. I can't sleep at night, and I want to see her when I wake up in the morning.

Chen Jing regretted that she turned her head and ran away without saying a word last night.

Just make it clear, what if Xiaoxiao gets angry with me?

Can it still be as good as before?

Chen Jing didn't understand what was wrong with her, she just made this assumption, and her chest felt tight and painful.

She carefully sorted out her mental journey towards Luo Xiaoxiao, hoping to get an answer: At first, she felt that this little girl did not take an unusual path, was cheerful and optimistic, lived a free and easy life, and wanted to be friends with her. look forward to.

After getting in touch with her, I found out that it was not like that. The other party was a fragile and a little wayward girl who couldn't take care of herself, loved to act like a baby, and liked to talk about endless things.

After she became clear about these things, Chen Jing's yearning for Luo Xiaoxiao did not decrease but increased, and she was extremely longing for the days when she would be by her side, even if it was only a short four days, she was reluctant to part with her.

Chen Jing is a nostalgic person, she blames all this on the pain of separation from her friends, she doesn't think about it.

Because no one has ever been able to make friends with her like Luo Xiaoxiao, who brought him home the third time they met, and gave her encouragement when she didn't know what to do, never before, so it was very precious.

Chen Jing thought: Xiaoxiao and I are friends, even if she gets angry with me, I can't give up, we are friends now, we will be friends in the future, and we will be good friends for life.

Life at the age of 17 is so simple, just like the first time I thought of "forever" in my heart, I thought about it when I thought about it, and did it when I did it.

At noon, Chen Jing went to the door of the classroom of the third year of high school and squatted. The teacher inside waited for a while, and she assumed in her heart how she would respond when she was rejected by the little girl countless times, until Luo Xiao laughed.

It seems that I haven't slept well, and there are dark marks under my eyes.Chen Jing frowned, a little distressed.

When the little girl stopped in front of her, Chen Jing opened her mouth to ask her about the situation last night, why she didn't sleep well, but it collided with the invitation to have lunch, and she didn't say a word.

Luo Xiaoxiao passed in front of her, Chen Jing was a little anxious, just wanted to keep her, but saw her walking back "dengdengdeng", she stared and said, "Why are you still standing there, if you don't go to the cafeteria, you will have nothing to eat !"

Chen Jing was taken aback for a moment, and followed her happily.

There was still some braised pork in the school cafeteria. Luo Xiaoxiao, who hadn’t touched any meat in three days, ordered three meat dishes and mixed rice with oil soup, saying “a bit greasy” while eating.

Chen Jing picked up a chopstick of spinach for her and said, "Eat less."

Luo Xiaoxiao dialed it in disgust, and picked up a leaf to eat. From the change of expression on her face, it could be seen that the taste was not good, but she didn't say anything.

Chen Jing's food was tasteless, and after two mouthfuls of rice, she suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

Luo Xiaoxiao didn't understand, so "I'm sorry? To whom?"

Chen Jing said, "I left without saying hello yesterday, I didn't mean it." Her peripheral vision rested on the familiar dirt on Luo Xiaoxiao's school pants, which was stained the day before yesterday.

Luo Xiaoxiao smiled and said, "What's that?" Chen Jing heard her tone a little unhappy

Luo smiled and said, "I'm sorry, don't say these three words easily in the future, you didn't apologize to me, you just did what you wanted to do."

"Yes..." Chen Jing came back to her senses, "I see."

Luo smiled and said, "That's right, good boy, let's eat."

She spread the spinach leaves with chopsticks and ate them wrapped in oil soup and bibimbap. This time, there was no uncomfortable expression on her face.

After the two had finished eating, Chen Jing wanted to send Luo Xiaoxiao back to class, but they were stopped by someone as soon as they left the cafeteria.

It was a thin male student wearing glasses, holding a book in his hand, and fixed his eyes on Chen Jing.

Luo Xiaoxiao voluntarily left the stage, wanting to go back to the classroom first, but before she could take a few steps, Chen Jing caught up.

Luo Xiaoxiao wondered at her speed, and asked, "What's the situation? Why did you come back so soon?"

Chen Jing shook her head and said, "I don't know."

Luo Xiaoxiao looked at her suspiciously, and Chen Jing explained, "He wanted to be my friend, but I refused."

Luo Xiaoxiao was even more surprised, "Friend? What kind of friend?"

Chen Jing shook her head, and answered the wrong question, "I don't want to be friends with him, I don't know him." After thinking for a while, she rarely said coldly and humorously, "My mother said that you can't make friends with people you don't know, and you can't just hand over your notebook and homework to him." other people."

Luo Xiaoxiao thought for a long time and didn't get what Chen Jing said, but was amused by her serious expression.

She covered her stomach and laughed happily. Chen Jing was afraid that she would have a stomachache again, so she stood at a loss.

After laughing for a while, Luo Xiaoxiao stopped and said to Chen Jing, "Do you really not know, or are you pretending not to know?"

Seeing that Chen Jing still looked confused, Luo Xiaoxiao suddenly said, "Chen Jing, you don't like boys, do you?"

Chen Jing didn't know how to react to her words, Luo Xiaoxiao stared at her for a while, and let her go, "Forget it, let's go."

They walked up the stairs leading to the classroom, and Luo Xiaoxiao asked, "Why don't you make friends with people you don't know? Aren't we friends?"

Chen Jing thought for a while and said, "You are different." I can chat with you, do anything for you, copy the notes for you, and it doesn't even matter if I break them.

Luo smiled and wanted to ask, where is it different?But she held back and said nothing.

I'm afraid I asked, but Chen Jing didn't have an answer.