What should I do if I don't want to listen?

Chapter 9

Before stepping into the house, Chen Jing took a deep breath and adjusted her mentality to face the coming storm: the light in the living room was on, and Chen's mother sat quietly in the middle of the sofa, and Chen's father and younger brother were dragged by her to sit down on each side of the sofa. Look at the demeanor seems very reluctant.

Originally, everyone should be busy at this time, cooking, reading and reading newspapers, but now they look like they are in a society, and Chen Jing knows why.

Sure enough, as soon as Mother Chen saw her coming back, her expression became a little more mean, and she said sarcastically, "Oh, you know what to say, I thought you were playing your temper and running away from home."

A woman like Chen's mother has an extreme personality and takes care of everything in the family. After a long time, she will naturally become a little bit stronger, and she will also suffer from the evil disease that most women will more or less contract after marriage - nagging.

Chen Jing lowered her head and didn't speak, but Chen's mother felt that she didn't know what was wrong, so she insisted on scolding, "Don't you have a place to go? Why are you coming back? Aren't you going to choose science? You choose, choose it Don't come back!"

Chen Jing bit her lip, and Chen's mother continued to say, "Our family can't keep you under control, and I can't control you after 17 years. Anyway, I'm an old mother. I have been a cow and a horse in your Chen family for more than ten years. In the end, my daughter Still not obedient."

When she accused Sang and scolded Huai, not only Chen Jing felt uncomfortable, but also Chen's father couldn't stand it, and persuaded him, "Just say a few words less."

It was okay not to persuade her at first, but she let her vent with a few curses. This persuasion was like sparks igniting the fuse, causing the woman to jump off the sofa and say, "If you want me to say a few words less, do you mean that I am making trouble for no reason?"

Father Chen quickly defended, "I didn't say anything."

Mother Chen turned her ears off and lost her temper, saying, "I will help you take care of your daughter, and you treat me like this? If your daughter doesn't take care of her, she ran away from home yesterday, and tomorrow she can kill and set fire!"

This is a common problem that no parent will have when raising their children. It is a transitional brain supplement.

Chen's father said in his heart, "Isn't my daughter your daughter? It's as if she wasn't born by you." But he didn't dare to say it, so he ordered this bucket again.

Chen's mother didn't want him to point at him, pointed at Chen Jing and scolded, "Why are you coming back? Go out when you are so spineless, what do you want me to support you! Go, go and fool around with your dubious friends !"

Chen Jing's face turned pale, she knew she shouldn't, but she still argued, "I don't have any friends who are not good or bad."

When Mother Chen saw that she dared to talk back, she was furious and said angrily, "Didn't you go to sleep at someone's house last night? If it wasn't for a friend who was not a friend, she wouldn't have persuaded you to come back? Do you know that last night we How many people have been left to talk about!" Chen's mother was angry, she actually knew what happened last night in her heart, but she just wanted to talk and get angry.

After hearing her words, Chen Jing's face, which could barely maintain her calm, suddenly turned red. She wanted to explain what happened yesterday, but her blood was rushing up all over her body, and she couldn't organize her words. She stammered for a long time and only said loudly, " She is not a no-nonsense friend!"

Luo Xiaoxiao is such a good girl, so good, so good, why do you have to guess her so much!

The anger coming from the bottom of her heart made Chen Jing lose her mind. She didn't wait for Chen's mother to react, and rushed out of the house again without putting away her schoolbag this time.

When she was walking on the main road, it was too late to regret it. Chen Jing didn't understand why she got angry suddenly, and the matter of making her mother lose her temper was over.But as soon as he heard someone insulting Luo Xiaoxiao, he didn't know where he got the courage to do things that he didn't even dare to think about.

Chen Jing kept walking on the road, unable to tell what it was like in her heart. After walking for a long time, she took out her mobile phone and wanted to send a message to Luo Xiaoxiao, but after struggling for a long time, she didn't know what to send:

My mother and I quarreled and ran away from home?

Can you keep me one more night?

She squatted on the curb and put her mobile phone away, but she didn't have the courage to take the initiative to tell her own affairs, so she mustered up the courage to send a message "Are you there?" She was withdrawn by herself within 2 minutes.

Why are you struggling?

What am I trying to do?

Chen Jing pulled her hair and carried her schoolbag on her back and walked along the road. She thought that she would not be able to go back tonight, and she couldn't say what she said when she bowed her head.She didn't know where she was going now.

Just the thought of being homeless soon brought tears to my eyes: girls in middle school are always prone to taking their parents' jesting jokes seriously.

After shedding a few tears like this, she felt better, adjusted the straps of her schoolbag, and wandered casually on the street.

She thought: Look, I am also a bad boy now.

No wonder mom is so angry.

She held back her tears, took a deep breath, and for some reason, went to Luo Xiaoxiao's house according to her memory.

Luo Xiaoxiao didn't turn on the lights at home, Chen Jing thought, she should usually go home very late, otherwise why would she find herself in the middle of the night yesterday.

Chen Jing hesitated for a while downstairs in the community, and said in a voice: I was already troublesome yesterday, why come today.Another said: Anyway, Xiaoxiao lives alone, so I can accompany her and cook her breakfast.

She finally touched the door of Luo Xiaoxiao's house under the banner of making breakfast, and gradually squatted down against the cold iron door.

It's just... I don't know why, why come here again, Luo Xiaoxiao just met her by chance, and to her, he is only a half-faced friend. It was just a kind accident to take her in yesterday, and she has no such obligation to let her live.

But apart from here, Chen Jing thought, I have nowhere to go.

She curled up, wrapped her arms around her knees, recalled the cause of the farce, and made a deep self-criticism: She shouldn't disobey her mother's words, she shouldn't be angry, she shouldn't run out...

She thought a lot, but she still didn't understand where she was wrong: Is it because I want to do what I want to do?Because I want to protect my friend?Because I didn't obediently?

But why... can't I have these things?Why... can't I have a little bit of my own decision-making power?

Chen Jing buried her head lower, as long as she thought about these problems for a while, she would feel pain.

A 17-year-old girl wants to be herself, but unfortunately, the road ahead is difficult and blocked halfway, forcing her to leave that depressive place and find herself.

Is it just that the self is really so easy to find?Is the self what you want?Do you really know what it is that you want?

I don't know how long it took, until Chen Jing's lower body was almost crushed and lost consciousness. Lou Shuo's voice control light suddenly turned on, and Luo Xiaoxiao stepped on the stairs and came back with light steps.

She didn't hold on to the public handrail that hadn't been cleaned for a long time, and stepped up one level at a time. When she reached the stairs not far from her door, she suddenly found that there was an extra person.

This person's hair was disheveled, his cheeks were white, and his red nose seemed to cry not long ago. When he saw her back, his eyes were red as if he was about to cry again.

"What's the matter?" Luo Xiaoxiao hurried forward to hold Chen Jing's hand, and patted her on the back, trying to get her to get up first.

Chen Jing was crying and coughing, she didn't know where the tears came from, she seemed to be full of grievances at this moment, and she told Luo Xiaoxiao to listen.

She tried twice but couldn't stand up, and finally took a breath to speak, but she just said in a low voice, "My feet are numb."

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