Acknowledge

Leaning against the cold wall and panting heavily, Gu Xi clenched his fists tightly, his whole body tensed.

He couldn't stop thinking about everything just now, and the changes in his body kept reminding him of the terrible thoughts he had about his brother.Fortunately, Gu Xiao only had his upper body pressing on him just now, and his lower body was staggered from him. Otherwise, how would he face Gu Xiao in the future, how would he explain this abnormal reaction? If you treat him as a pervert, you will definitely find him disgusting!

He ran so fast just now, and the lights were dim, Gu Xiao must not have seen it... He kept comforting himself in his heart.

Gu Xi couldn't help shivering as the cold water poured down his head. It was so cold, but it could make him feel better.

The feeling of Gu Xiao's lips passing by is still densely jumping on the neck, and the taste of Gu Xiao is also full of Gu Xiao's lips and teeth, and the body trembles and shouts.He leaned his hands against the wall, staring at all these shameful heat sources with hatred, and exhausted all his mental strength to suppress the urge to hold them up.

So embarrassing, so embarrassing, that's his brother!How could he be so shameless!

Time passed by, and he felt that his body was numb from the cold, so he slowly turned off the water, walked to the mirror, and looked at that hateful self.The water was hanging heavily from the ends of his hair, and the T-shirt was tightly wrapped around his body. The water marks all over him made him look even more embarrassed.The bright red and moist lips were still slightly swollen, and there was a reddish mark on his fair neck, like a criminal evidence printed on his body, which burned that piece of skin a little painfully.

But after calming down, Gu Xi was finally able to think clearly about all this. He uneasily recalled the past one by one, stared at the faint hickey in the mirror, and smiled desolately.

Gu Xiao understands...

He understands everything!

—Both of them are just deluding themselves.

He always thought that Gu Xiao was just curious, just impulsive, and he couldn't get enough of the novelty of this kind of stimulation, so he always used practice as an excuse to make trouble with him. Not mean to say sweet things to yourself, but not at all!Gu Xiao has always been very clear.

How can there be brothers who stick together like this, even if they are just curious, even if they think it is fun, they will not be so happy!At first it was just getting close, and then the behavior towards him became more and more daring, and he said sweet words to him just right, making him happy to be close to each other, and then he started kissing him, leading him to discover things that should not exist... ...All of this is like a traceable net, Gu Xiao guides him step by step as we weave it.

And Gu Xiao dealt with the people around him with ease, established the image of "a good brother who loves his brother" effortlessly, and could coordinate the relationship with his girlfriend well, leaving his heartbeat and panic to him.

He was the only one in the net, and the one who weaved the net never intended to come in.

It's just how could Gu Xiao treat him like this, knowing that it was an abyss, but pushing him to jump.

What is the sympathy these days, what is his struggle alone, what is his self-righteous compromise and fulfillment... all of this is nothing...

What kind of……

He walked out of the bathroom covered in water, and Gu Xiao was still sitting there quietly, as if waiting for him.But he didn't intend to say anything to Gu Xiao, he turned around and went to the closet to get his pajamas and went back to the bathroom to change.

When he came out again, he walked to his bed and sat face to face with Gu Xiao. He was silent for a while, but he still didn't want to speak too clearly, "Gu Xiao, don't tell me, that kind of thing... also needs to be practiced."

Gu Xiao tightly grabbed the sheet under his hand, his face faded a lot in an instant, "I, I am..."

"In the future, don't say whether you practice or not. If you want to practice, you should go to Zhao Qingqing. She loves you so much. She will like you no matter what you practice. After all, men and women are different. Besides, we are still brothers. " After Gu Xi finished speaking, he fell back on the bed and pulled up the quilt to wrap him tightly.

Gu Xiao looked at his back and knocked over a five-flavored bottle in his heart, God knows how much he regretted the impulsiveness just now!Originally, he just wanted to kiss the person he hadn't seen for a long time but missed every day, and then hugged him safely to sleep, and continued those warm and harmonious little days.

But... I didn't expect to lose my mind, and accidentally let him know how much I miss him.

But thinking about it, my actions towards him became more and more obvious, and there were some excuses that I couldn't even deceive myself, so how could I deceive Gu Xi?Maybe Gu Xi already knew about it, but he just didn't say anything.

Gu Xi opened his eyes without any sleepiness, Gu Xiao just sat there, looking at Gu Xi's back with a clear mind, both of them knew that the other was not asleep.

At three o'clock in the morning, Gu Xi couldn't help but say: "...Go to sleep."

Gu Xiao pursed her lips, moved her numb legs, and slowly rubbed past Gu Xi's bed while supporting the table.

When Gu Xi heard the movement, he turned his head quickly, and saw the man jumping towards him with one leg, so he quickly got up and was ready to help him at any time. "What are you doing?"

"Don't be angry with me..." Gu Xiao rubbed against Gu Xi for a long time and finally got to the side of Gu Xi. He tried to reach out to hug that person into his arms, but saw that person shrank back, and his half-stretched hand could only Putting it down embarrassingly, "...Gu Xi, don't be angry with me."

"Why do you think I'm angry?" Gu Xi asked coldly.

Gu Xiao was taken aback by his question, and stared at Gu Xi for a long time without being able to utter a word.He didn't know what Gu Xi wanted to ask, or rather, what he wanted to hear.

"Hehe," Gu Xi suddenly laughed, "Gu Xiao, you can always apologize to me before I give up completely, but you never know why I'm angry."

"No, Gu Xi, I..." Gu Xiao wanted to explain something, but Gu Xi had already raised a hand to gently cover his mouth, and kept covering it.

I saw Gu Xi's brows and eyes relaxed and then tightened, and his childish face was twisted by various emotions, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, he stopped talking for a long time, and finally only said softly: "Gu Xiao, brother, Come here, will you?"

He is so tired.

Looking forward to my brother's approval is very tiring, waiting for my brother's love is very tiring, avoiding my brother's closeness is very tiring, guessing my brother's thoughts is very tiring, and busy condemning myself who secretly likes my brother is even more tiring...

He didn't want to go on like this anymore, he wanted to beg God not to let him and Gu Xiao interact again, no matter whether Gu Xiao was intentional or unintentional, he was powerless to pursue it, he just wanted to escape to a place where there was no Gu Xiao. world.

They just stared at each other for a long time, one desolate and the other stupid.

Gu Xiao felt a little uncomfortable in his eyes, as if something hot had accumulated there, he shook his head around helplessly, but found that it was Gu Xi's eyes that made him feel the most uncomfortable.

He moved his body, rubbed back on his bed little by little, and then lay down on his stomach as fast as he could.The moment he turned his head to the wall, he felt something across his cheeks, and his chest seemed to be blocked by something, oppressing him uncomfortably.

Seeing that Gu Xiao had already returned to the bed, Gu Xi also lay down, closed his eyes, turned to the wall, and raised his hand to press down his already soaked eyes.

At the second breakfast table, Zhang Hui asked Gu Xi: "What time did Xiao Xi get home last night? I was trying to help Xiao Xiao cover the quilt, only to find that you have come back."

"It's not too late, probably after twelve o'clock." In fact, the sound of the door opening was not long after the two of them lay down respectively last night, but both of them were pretending to be asleep.

Zhang Hui nodded, and then began to ask: "I will try my best to come back at noon. If I don't come back, you can cook it with the dishes I prepared in the refrigerator. Xiaoxiao must pay special attention to her diet now, and you have to support him a lot." Walking around, sitting and lying down all the time is not good for your health."

"Yes, I see." Gu Xi obediently agreed after listening.

After Gu Pingshao and Zhang Hui went out, the room fell silent. Gu Xi didn't want to talk to Gu Xiao, and Gu Xiao wanted to talk but didn't know what to say.

Seemingly thinking for a long time, someone who was sitting on the sofa watching TV like a grandpa called to stop Gu Xi who was busy washing clothes and mopping the floor after washing the dishes, "Gu Xi, I'm so thirsty."

Hearing this, Gu Xi put down the mop, fetched a glass of water for Gu Xiao and put it on the coffee table in front of him, then went to mop the floor again without even looking at Gu Xiao.

Afterwards, Gu Xiao called Gu Xi several times for nothing, but Gu Xi silently fulfilled his request, and then turned back to do the housework.

After finishing the housework, Gu Xi hugged a book and sat on the small sofa to read, while Gu Xiao watched TV and him, wanting to speak but dared not.

After a stalemate for nearly an hour, Gu Xi put down the book helplessly, slowly raised his head, forced himself to look at Gu Xiao calmly, and asked, "Do you want to go?"

"Yes!" Gu Xiaokuang nodded.

Gu Xi walked over, holding Gu Xiao's arm and slowly helped him up. Gu Xiao couldn't stand on one foot, and the strength in his arm was not enough to support his whole body, so he barely moved a few steps and almost fell.Gu Xi could only lift Gu Xiao's arm and put it on his shoulder, letting him put the weight on his body.

10 minutes seemed as long as a century, Gu Xi really couldn't stand such a depressing atmosphere, now even touching Gu Xiao made him at a loss what to do.It didn't matter whether Gu Xiao was willing or not, he carried Gu Xiao to the sofa and took off Gu Xiao's arm, then walked back into the room by himself.

Gu Xiao stood there in a daze for a long time, then sat down on the sofa unsteadily.

Zhang Hui went home at noon, saw Gu Xi leaving Gu Xiao alone in the living room and scolded him a bit, and told him to stay with Gu Xiao before going out in the afternoon.Gu Xi repeatedly agreed, but as soon as Zhang Hui went out, he went back to his room, packed his books and prepared to go out as well.

"You want to go out?" Gu Xiao felt a suffocating breath stuck in his chest, which made him feel uncomfortable.

Gu Xi glanced at Gu Xiao, put the power bank into his bag, and said calmly: "I asked Zhao Qingqing, she will come to accompany you this afternoon when she is free."

"So you can leave me alone, right?" Gu Xiao gritted his teeth, his chest hurting like it was going to burst.

It was supposed to be like this, he and he, it's better to go back to the bridge and go back to the way.Why insist on getting involved in such an inextricable connection, and end up suffering from it in vain.

"I won't lock the door, she should be here soon." After speaking, Gu Xi went out without looking back.

"What if I want to break up with her!?" Gu Xiao suddenly asked loudly.

Gu Xi paused, closed the door, and left a harmless sentence.

"That's your business."

This indifferent answer pierced Gu Xiao's heart like a knife, and they were clearly fine a moment ago.Gu Xi would rush back to see him day and night, worried about his injuries, and compromised with his unreasonable troubles... It was all because he lost his head and exposed his thoughts for a while, and all these things he thought he could always have were gone.

Gu Xi didn't even want to stay with him for one more second.

But at that time, if one could think about it carefully, one would find that it was not that Gu Xi didn't want to stay with him, but that he didn't dare.

Because Gu Xi was afraid that he would follow suit and ignore him.