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On the weekend, Gu Xi followed the address given by Ji Jiuxia to slowly find Xiao Xun's home. The location is next to G University. Except that the house and corridors are a bit congested and the location is not easy to find, the environment is not bad.

I heard from Gu Xiao before that there are many small apartments for students to rent nearby. The houses are relatively small, with only one bedroom and one bathroom, which can only meet basic daily needs. Many students who are willing to take the postgraduate entrance examination will rent a few there. The month is clean.

Gently knocked on the peeling iron door, and after waiting for a long time, the iron door opened with a "click", and green and indifferent faces appeared at the door. After seeing Gu Xi with those cold eyes, Wei Wei was surprised for a while.

Gu Xi hurriedly smiled and said: "Hello, I'm Gu Xi, can I go in and sit down?"

Xiao Xun was stunned for a moment, he seemed reluctant, but in the end he stepped aside, opened the door wider, turned around and walked back into the house.

After entering, Gu Xi closed the door, looked around the room, and could see all the furnishings at a glance. There was only a single bed, a wooden table, and a small stove.The pillows and quilts on the bed were stacked neatly, there was a stack of books on the table, and there were many books under the corner of the table, an induction cooker and a small electric cooker were on the stove, and there were clothes to dry on the window sill.Everything is spartan but clean.Xiao Xun lived in such a simple place for several years.

I remember Ji Jiuxia said that Xiao Xun's family was not well off, and he lost his parents since he was a child. His relatives were busy making a living by themselves and had no time to care about him. So he started working while studying in junior high school, and his closer relatives would occasionally give He sends some tuition and fees.Because of this, he had to rely on his excellent grades to fight for free tuition and scholarships since he was a child.

There was no place to sit in the room, Gu Xi hesitated whether to sit on the clean bed or not.

"Thank you for helping me last time." Gu Xi decided to speak standing up.

Xiao Xun didn't even look at him, and continued to wipe the window edge, "It's okay." Then he stopped talking.

Gu Xi remembered that Xiao Xun didn't feel so indifferent to him for the first time, he must have misunderstood something.

"I don't have that kind of relationship with Ji Jiuxia," Gu Xi said suddenly, seeing Xiao Xun paused, "Don't get me wrong."

"It's okay." Xiao Xun carried the water to the bathroom, "I don't mind."

"If you don't mind, why did you ignore him?" Gu Xi chased after him.

"Jiu Xia and I have been together for almost three years. Whether you have a relationship with him or not, you are not the only one. If you mind, why do you want to break up now?" Xiao Xun finally looked at Gu Xi squarely, "I'm just too lazy to continue .”

I don't know why, but Gu Xi felt that Xiao Xun's expression and words were so familiar, just like his response to the former Gu Xiao.Tired and painful.

Floating on the surface is all appearances, knowing it in the heart is the truth.

Ji Jiuxia only saw Xiao Xun who had no sincerity, but in fact it was Xiao Xun who pretended to be unintentional in order to match his flirtatiousness, and guarded their relationship with a heart.Now, this heart has suffered too much damage in the thorns of emotion, and it can no longer support it.

"Actually, you love him very much, right?" Gu Xi said affirmatively.

Xiao Xun's eyes were clouded with mist, and he awkwardly scrubbed the rag in his hand, "It doesn't matter if you love it or not, you can go, I believe you and Jiu Xia don't have that kind of relationship, you don't look like that. I know your intentions are good , I also know that you are here by yourself, Jiuxia will not let you explain these things to me, he never hides these things from me."

Gu Xi felt very sad when he heard that, Ji Jiuxia kept saying that he didn't play with his sincerity, but he didn't know it, and he didn't know who to blame in this deformed relationship.

"I love someone so much too," Gu Xi said suddenly, staring at the rag that was stained here and there in Xiao Xun's hand, this was the first time he dared to admit his feelings so bravely and frankly.Xiao Xun also looked up at him curiously, and he slowly shifted his gaze to Xiao Xun's face, "But I can't, I tried to draw a line, but it didn't work, Xiao Xun, Ji Jiuxia really likes to play, but I think , you may try to explain it clearly to him, he told me that everyone has a heart, and it will hurt if you have a heart, I believe that if he knows, he will seriously consider your relationship, instead of separating from you so easily."

Xiao Xun's expression finally softened, and he was no longer so cold. He asked carefully: "...that person..."

Gu Xi smiled, his gentle face was filled with sadness, as if time was frozen on these words:

"He's my brother."

Maybe from the bottom of my heart, I feel that this kind of depression can only be understood by people in similar situations, or maybe I have hidden it for too long, and my heart can no longer hold it, and it hurts too much.Somehow, I believed the person in front of me, so I told him that, and I just confide in him like that.

The chatter box opened, and Xiao Xun talked more. The two exchanged their sad or sweet past events, and they talked for a whole day.

Xiao Xun asked Gu Xi if he wanted to stay with him overnight, but Gu Xi refused. In fact, Xiao Xun was going to work, but he wasted a day chatting with him. How could he stay and bother him.

"...Do you want to go to his place?" Xiao Xun seemed to hold back for a long time, and finally asked curiously, "It's only a few steps away..."

"Of course I want to." Gu Xi nodded, thought for a while, and said, "But hold back, this time...he is so cooperative."

Xiao Xun smiled helplessly: "Then be careful on the road. If you still want to chat with me in the future, you can come to my dormitory to find me. I'm going to quit the rent of this house."

"Well, you too." Gu Xi waved his hand to say goodbye to Xiao Xun, without thinking deeply about Xiao Xun's words, he ran downstairs.

After expressing what was in his heart, he felt a lot more comfortable. Gu Xi passed by the gate of G University again, without stopping, only glanced at the direction of Gu Xiao’s dormitory, and then walked towards the bus station without looking back. Maybe he could still catch up. The last bus.

After he walked for a while, the person who pretended to be walking slowly walked out of the school gate, swayed around several times, shook his head nervously and walked into the school again.

Gu Xi didn't tell the dormitory about taking credits in advance, because Zheng Jianqi and Gu Xiao's relationship is not bad on a certain level, and he didn't want this matter to leak to Gu Xiao's ears.Therefore, the people in the dormitory only knew that he was busy going out to read books every day, and at first they nagged and teased him a few words, but then everyone got used to it, and no one bothered to ask him when he left early and returned late every day.

After Ji Jiuxia finished writing his thesis, he went home to inherit the family business. He took over the business while practicing. There was no easy life anymore, so the contact with Gu Xi became rare.

Occasionally, Gu Xi would ask how he and Xiao Xun were doing, but Ji Jiuxia faltered and said a few words before fooling him.He didn't look for Xiao Xun again, because Xiao Xun was busy with his studies and part-time jobs, and secondly, he was afraid of running into Gu Xiao.

Gu Xi spends the whole day with books as companions, and his life is as smooth as water.Without the disturbance of that person, everything would not be able to stir up.He also began to become a little lonely, except for the people in the dormitory, he hardly interacted with other people, and he didn't have that kind of leisure time and mind.

Near the end of the semester, he was frequently bombarded by Zhang Hui and Gu Pingshao, and Qian urged Wan to go home on time. Gu Xi promised, but in his heart he had a small plan to buy the ticket later.But his parents seemed to see everything through, and directly said to help him buy tickets, let him concentrate on reviewing, and don't have to worry about buying tickets.A few days later, Gu Pingshao called him very considerately, telling him that the ticket had already been bought, and that he and Gu Xiao had lunch before getting on the bus for the 12:[-] noon ticket.

Gu Xi wanted to cry, but pretended to be extremely happy and grateful, and praised Gu Pingshao's efficiency, and then began to lay down on the table with his head in his hands and meditate.

Due to taking a few extra courses, Gu Xi passed the exam on the last day of the official holiday.The final exams were too intensive, and the preparation for the exams became stressful, so Gu Xi almost collapsed the moment he finished the exams.Fortunately, Gu Xiao's holiday date was later than his. Gu Pingshao bought the ticket a few days later, so he was able to spend two days in the dormitory before returning home.

The day before departure, Gu Xiao contacted him, instead of sending a text message, he made a phone call and told him to meet him at the station at eleven o'clock the next day, and then have lunch together.

A few words, blunt to embarrassing.

The next day, Gu Xi hesitated from the early morning on whether to bring some snacks to eat on the road. If he is hungry, he can fill his stomach. Gu Xiao is a bit picky eater. If the food in the restaurants near the station is not to his taste, he will definitely eat less.But he doesn't dare to face Gu Xiao now, wouldn't it be a little weird to be embarrassed to ask him to eat something he brought?

Although it was about noon, Gu Xi still went early, because after breakfast, he stared at the time in the dormitory, and didn't know what to do anymore, so he simply went to the station to wait for Gu Xiao.As the taxi made seven bends and eight turns on the busy road, Gu Xi's heart was restless as if being scratched by a kitten, and the buildings outside the window seemed familiar yet unfamiliar.

He walked into the station slowly, picked up the ticket leisurely, and then planned to find a random place to sit, and meet Gu Xiao at the gate of the station at the appointed time.However, who would have thought that he would meet Gu Xiao ahead of time without any precautions.