Acknowledge

One morning after returning home for a few days, Gu Xiao went out to play as usual, and his parents also went to work. Ji Jiuxia, who hadn't contacted for a while, suddenly called Gu Xi, with a tireless voice.

"He doesn't believe me, he doesn't believe me anymore..."

Gu Xi intuitively felt that it was Xiao Xun's business, "What happened to you and Xiao Xun?"

"...We agreed to do it all over again, but he still doesn't believe me, he wants to leave me." Ji Jiuxia said with a hint of tears.

"What happened?" Gu Xi was anxious.

"...I don't know, I don't know anything, he suddenly said that he wanted to separate, no, it wasn't suddenly, he was a little strange during this time, I thought it was because the previous things hadn't slowed down...but now I can't even I can't find him... Aren't you on good terms with him? He doesn't have any friends, has he contacted you?"

"No." Probably Xiao Xun really wanted to hide from Ji Jiuxia, even if he was nice to him, but after all he was also Ji Jiuxia's friend, he must know that he would not see the two of them separated like that, so how could it be possible Contact yourself. "But isn't he just a freshman? He has to go to school anyway. You can go to school to find him when school starts?"

"It's been too long... Forget it, I'll think of a way. If he contacts you someday, he must tell me."

"it is good."

Ji Jiuxia answered lightly and hung up the phone. Gu Xi tried to call Xiao Xun, but as expected, he didn't get through.

At noon, Gu Xiao came back and opened the refrigerator to find ingredients for cooking.After that night, the relationship between the two of them eased a little, and they didn't say a word about those taboo but well-known things, but everything couldn't get back on track, no one knew what belonged to them, what was on track.

After hesitating for a long time, Gu Xi slowly moved to the kitchen, hesitatingly said: "...Gu Xiao, do you know Xiao Xun from your school?"

Gu Xiao turned around, surprised at the person who was looking at him straight in front of him, Gu Xi would occasionally take the initiative to talk to him, but most of them were indifferent, let alone ask him for help, "I don't know, but I can ask for you."

Gu Xi twitched the corners of his mouth, "Well, thank you. I... have something to ask him, but I can't get in touch with him. I want to see... if I can ask his other friends."

If Gu Xiao knew that he was looking for someone for Ji Jiuxia, he would be mad.

During the meal, Gu Xiao told Gu Xi that Xiao Xun happened to be a friend of Tang Yao's friend Shen Yiwen, and Tang Yao and Xiao Xun also had some contact, Gu Xiao also gave him Shen Yiwen's number.

Gu Xi is not entirely helping Ji Jiuxia find someone, he also really wants to ask, what is it that makes the person who loves to the bone choose to let go after finally being together, what about the person who pretends to be strong but is covered in bruises? up.

"I won't go home for dinner tonight, it's the monkey's birthday." Gu Xiao said.

Gu Xi nodded, and began to eat silently with his head down.

After Gu Xiao went out in the afternoon, Gu Xicai called Shen Yiwen, but to no avail three times, he thought that Shen Yiwen would not answer the phone either.Unexpectedly, after a long time, the silent phone rang, and he hurriedly picked it up, "Shen Yiwen?"

"You are?" asked over there.

"Excuse me, I'm Xiao Xun's friend, Gu Xi, I want to ask you if Xiao Xun has contacted you?"

"It's a senior, Tang Yao often mentions you, are you looking for Xiao Xun?"

"Well, something."

"Xiao Xun him...We haven't had any contact after the holiday."

Gu Xi pondered for a while, hearing Shen Yiwen's tone, Xiao Xun was probably with him, "Then if he contacts you, can I trouble you to bring me something?"

"No trouble, tell me senior."

"Tell him for me that Ji Jiuxia is crying. Also, he is my important friend. I just want to know his plan and won't disturb his way of doing it."

Not long after hanging up the phone, Shen Yiwen sent him another message: Gu Xi, Jiu Xia must have looked for you, but I don't want to see him, and I don't want you to be in trouble between us, so I can only tell you that I am fine now.

It turned out that even if there were no obstacles, this road would be difficult.

Now Gu Xi is worried about Ji Jiuxia, he is afraid that Ji Jiuxia will go crazy just to find Xiao Xun.As ruthless as Ji Jiuxia, when was he ever in such embarrassment because of one person?

It was quite late at night, and Gu Xiao hadn't come back yet, but Ji Jiuxia suddenly asked him to go out without any reason, but his tone was the same as before.

Gu Xi was puzzled, packed up his things and took a taxi to the place Ji Jiuxia gave him. It was a very popular bar on their side. Most of the customers were students, and the environment was relatively simple.

As soon as he entered the bar, Gu Xi saw the group of shouting people holding drinks.

Seeing him, Ji Jiuxia squeezed out of the crowd, put his arm around Gu Xi's shoulders, dragged him into the crowd himself, then gave Gu Xi a glass of wine, raised the wine in his hand above his head, and shouted loudly: "It's all here!" Come on! May I return to the ranks of single nobles!"

"it is good!"

"This is Ji Jiuxia!"

"Done!"

A group of people booed, and Gu Xi clinked glasses with everyone in a daze, frowning and drank a glass of wine.This was the first time he met Ji Jiuxia's friends, and he never had any friends with Ji Jiuxia in the past.His friends are very similar to him, and they all have a dandy atmosphere.

After a drink, everyone sat down, Ji Jiuxia's hand was still on Gu Xi's shoulder, but he didn't intend to take it off at all.He turned his head to look at Gu Xi, and said with some incomprehensible meaning: "How about it, I'm single, and that's all for yours, so why don't we get together as a couple!"

"Oh, I said it looks so familiar, isn't this a junior from his alma mater?" A boy stared at Gu Xi as if he was staring at something novel.

"Really, Jiu Xia, you can do it. Hey, elementary school boy, tell me, how did he hook up with you?" Another boy was curious.

Gu Xi was helpless, "You guys misunderstood, Ji Jiuxia and I are good friends."

"I've already called you by name, why are you still arguing?" The boy refused to let go.

Maybe Ji Jiuxia never mentioned himself to his friends, and it seems that these people don't quite understand the matter between Ji Jiuxia and Xiao Xun, so they made such a fuss, Gu Xi thought.

"We don't have that relationship," Ji Jiuxia helped to clarify, his tone was a bit strange, "but none of you should think about him, if it wasn't for my buddy being so happy today, I wouldn't let you see him!"

"Hey, is this still on?"

"Xiao Xi, we are all friends when we come out to play. Regardless of our age, Mu Qike is the one who likes to chatter the most..." Ji Jiuxia introduced his friends to Gu Xi one by one, and then everyone chatted They chatted wildly, such as where and who they fell in love with, what happened to who belonged to whom, and who broke up with whom.

They had a lot of fun, and they didn't have any scruples in what they said. There was also a pair of lovers who often became the object of jokes and were even forced to kiss in public.Gu Xi was the only person present who was not completely from the circle, and he was a little at a loss for such a scene, after all, the friends he had made in the past were relatively conservative.

Noisy and noisy, they played a game of truth or dare, Ji Jiuxia was a little drunk, and the whole person was talking crazy.Gu Xi didn't want to participate, he didn't like this kind of activities, but he knew that Ji Jiuxia asked him to come out because he wanted to accompany him crazy, so he couldn't just leave like this, just using the toilet to hide for a while.

A boy poured the last drop of wine from the wine bottle, looked around for wine, and found that it was all gone, so he yelled for wine.

At this time, Gu Xi, who had been hiding for a long time and was not spared in the end, became the target of public criticism gloriously. Under everyone's scorching gaze, he could only resign himself to his fate and say, "Let's take a big risk."

It's all fake anyway.

"I want to see kiss!" Someone booed.

"Right right! Kiss!" "Kiss!" "Kiss!"

No need to ask, they definitely want to see him kiss Ji Jiuxia.

Although the hall was full of noise everywhere, such a booing method also made Gu Xi very embarrassed. If someone accidentally heard and looked over curiously, it would not be worse.

Looking at Ji Jiuxia, the other party also had an expression of watching a show, obviously not wanting to help him.Heartbroken, he squeezed Ji Jiuxia's chin and approached him, and everyone immediately shouted excitedly.

However, when they were about to bump into each other, both of them turned around at the same time, leaving Gu Xi's back to the audience, creating a charming illusion.

"You're kidding." Ji Jiuxia smiled.

"Me too." After saying that, they let go of each other.

Both of them know the secrets in each other's heart, and in front of the sincerity, whoever has the heart to joke.

Only Gu Xi knew that Ji Jiuxia laughed bitterly that night and was in a panic, and he couldn't do anything except accompany him.

It was already late when they left, they all drank a lot of wine and took taxis to go home, but Ji Jiuxia insisted on sending Gu Xi home first, Gu Xi looked at the drunk but determined person, so he had to agree.

In the taxi, Ji Jiuxia put his head on his shoulder, and said a lot of words intermittently, which made Gu Xi feel mixed feelings.

Ji Jiuxia said that he actually knew himself earlier than he knew Xiao Xun. He said that he only met Xiao Xun because Xiao Xun resembled him. He said that he once tried to find his shadow in Xiao Xun. dawn.

People are so cheap sometimes, the more they ask for it, the more they persevere, but they dismiss it when they are around.

It turned out that the whole night of pretending to be chic was not caused by the pain of the loved one, but because of the entanglement.

It turned out that Xiao Xun was acting, and Ji Jiuxia was also acting. It took such a long time to seek a chance.

The taxi drove to the downstairs of Gu Xi's house, and all the residents had rested. There were still a few windows on the upper floor with lights on, and only one or two street lamps downstairs that were empty and bright all night.

Gu Xi was a little flustered, stayed in the car for a while, but couldn't think of anything to say to Ji Jiuxia, the driver had already looked at them strangely.In the end, he was in a hurry, said goodbye to Ji Jiuxia, and quickly opened the door to escape. Unexpectedly, Ji Jiuxia also ran down, grabbed his hand and took him into his arms.

"...Xiaoxi, if I dare to tell you that, I will really let go. I just thought, not as a friend, not joking, but seriously, to hug you once."

It was decided to let Ji Jiuxia hold it. After a long time, the driver poked his head out and asked if they still needed to take a taxi. Gu Xi hurriedly told the driver to let him wait, and then slowly said a few words to Ji Jiuxia: "I'm sorry."

He was wrong, wrong from the beginning.

He self-righteously regards Ji Jiuxia as a simple friend, and selfishly relies on him, letting him participate in the emotional entanglement between himself and his love... How can Ji Jiuxia endure to show that those things have nothing to do with him, and sincerely accompany him? Talk about those things by yourself?

"Don't apologize, I was the one who decided to provoke you, and you have no obligation to respond to me." Ji Jiuxia said.

Silent, unable to speak a word.

Ji Jiuxia smiled and continued, "Don't feel guilty, even if you say you want me to be with you now, I don't want you anymore, I'm going to find Xiao Xun."

Gu Xi choked with bitterness and said: "...Really? Then I won't embarrass you, I won't say that in my life, you have to find Xiao Xun quickly."

"You really..." Ji Jiuxia let go of Gu Xi, and looked at him with a wry smile, "Even at the last moment, it's still... forget it, I'm used to it, I advised you to separate from Gu Xiao before, it's somewhat... a bit personal Well, maybe, you can choose to work with him, nothing is insurmountable."

"Ji Jiuxia..." Don't talk to him anymore.

Ji Jiuxia held Gu Xi's face in his hands, and rubbed it lightly with his fingertips. He didn't know what he thought of, but he laughed.

Just when Gu Xi thought that Ji Jiuxia wanted to kiss him, and was hesitating whether to refuse, Ji Jiuxia let go, his eyes were half-drunk and half-awake, and he whispered softly: "Go up, rest early."

Gu Xi didn't leave, and kept watching Ji Jiuxia get into the car, the car slowly drove out of sight, and then turned around with mixed feelings.The shadow under the street lamp shortened and lengthened a little bit. He sat down at the stairs, and the sound sensor light turned on and off, leaving only darkness around him.

My mind is full of the little things between Ji Jiuxia and Ji Jiuxia. From the time we met to now, there are obviously many obvious things, such as why Ji Jiuxia can't get anything from him but still treats him well without hesitation, such as whatever he needs. Ji Jiuxia would always be there when he was with someone, for example, Ji Jiuxia would be so anxious about him in front of Xiao Xun... If it was just friends, if it was just loyalty, how could it be this level.

Why didn't I notice it at the time, and didn't hesitate at all.

Why do you always have to wait until the truth comes out before you realize that everything in the past has traces to follow.

But people will always stubbornly use what they think is the best way to treat the person they love, no matter whether the other person is willing or not, even if they end up regretting it in the end, they will still persist at first.

So what is he doing now?In the future, when Gu Xiao knows everything, will he understand him, or will he resent him?