Acknowledge

All kinds of feelings are chaotically entangled together, making people happy and at a loss, but also painful.

Abandoned, forgotten, sinking, hopeless.

This mixed joy and sorrow was soaked in tears and went crazy all night. In the early morning, Gu Xiao used a wet towel to clean up the sweat of the two of them before falling into a deep sleep, and they didn't wake up until the afternoon.

Gu Xiao forced Gu Xi into his arms, took a deep breath, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth into an arc that he couldn't control, "Xiaoxi..."

Gu Xi also smiled, brushed aside Gu Xiao's bangs, and sent a soft kiss to his smooth forehead, "Are you awake?"

Don't think about the past, don't talk about the future, just live this moment well. As for the end point that is within reach, both of them choose to turn a blind eye and tacitly absorb more happiness.

"En." Gu Xiao responded lazily, raised his head slightly, raised his chin, and said, "Kiss here."

Gu Xi responded by sucking a sip on the moist and red soft thin lips, Gu Xiao was dissatisfied and said, "Kiss for a little longer..."

"No more kisses, I'm so hungry." Gu Xi smiled.

"Dear... No kiss, I won't let you get out of bed today..." Gu Xiao acted like a baby.

"No, I'm afraid you won't be able to control it." Gu Xi looked away awkwardly, "I can't control it either." But his body couldn't take it anymore.

Gu Xiao happily laughed a few times, buried her head and left a few marks on Gu Xi's neck, "Okay, I'll let you go, I'll go get some food, and you lie down for a while."

"Ah."

After Gu Xiao went out, Gu Xi crawled to the bedside table to get his mobile phone with his sore waist, and missed his shift all morning, and now he might be late too.

It was past three o'clock in the afternoon, so I could only make a phone call to the secretary, "Xiao Yang, I'm in a hurry today, so I can't go to the company, so please help me watch."

"Okay boss, is it okay?"

"It's okay, let's do this first."

Putting down the phone, Gu Xi crouched under the quilt and squinted for a while, the corners of his eyes unknowingly became a little moist, and the oozing sparkle drew a fine mark on his cheek.

Gu Xiao went into the kitchen, put his hands on the kitchen counter in a daze for a long time, then ordered some noodles casually, and it was cooked in a short time, then went to the room to dig Gu Xi out of the quilt, and waited for him to get dressed, Gu Xicai Limply dragging the cotton mop, she followed Gu Xiao out.

"Look, it's all noodles, is there any difference?" Gu Xiao asked triumphantly seeing that Gu Xi had already chewed a mouthful of noodles.

Gu Xi hummed lightly, and took a sip of the noodle soup with relish, "So don't sleep in if you dislike my cooking?"

"Enjoy my baby's love once in a while, even if it's unpalatable." Gu Xiao smiled and said dotingly, bending his eyes.

"Where is it so bad..." Gu Xi muttered unconvinced, thought of something, and asked, "Want to go out and play later?"

Gu Xiao's gaze seemed to be able to penetrate the table and reach Gu Xi's waist, "Can you go out?"

The old man blushed, Gu Xi pretended to be calm and replied: "You can go on a trip."

"That's what you said," Gu Xiao raised the corners of his mouth, and stared evilly at the stubborn person, "You still have to work for three days, please ask for leave, we will play until the official holiday on the 28th of the lunar calendar, and then go home together."

Gu Xi thought for a while and nodded.

Due to time constraints, the two did not go far, but went to City A where their university was located, a place where too many things happened.

It was already late when they arrived that night, so they went directly to a hotel to rest.I got up early the next day and went to F University and G University successively.

The two schools have not changed much, the vegetation and buildings are the same as before, only some banners and wall posters have been jumping with a strange atmosphere.Since there was almost no one in the school in recent years, the two held hands generously and walked slowly through every road in the school, chatting about interesting things that happened in the classroom, talking about some wonderful professors and lecturers, and talking about themselves. The mood when I was a senior.

The library was also closed. At that time, in order to complete the credits ahead of time, Gu Xi stayed here for many days and nights. He came almost as soon as he woke up, and only went back when it was dark to sleep.

As for F University, Gu Xi never came back after graduation, and only had occasional contact with Liu Ning and others, and Gu Xi never went to the party in the class, because sometimes touching the scene is a terrible thing.Moreover, he was afraid of seeing Zheng Jianqi, and the little nerve seemed to never give up the idea of ​​making Gu Xiao his brother-in-law, and would always ask him a lot about Gu Xiao's situation.

They walked around G Dali again, and the two went up to the dormitory to have a look, but the key had already been taken away, so they could only stand at the door. A group of teenagers who don't know their personalities.Will there be a gentle scum like Tang Yao, a hidden knife in a smile like Qin Fei, and a cute and funny guy like Yang Kai?

"Tang Yao, in my sophomore year, I was with a junior." Gu Xiao lay on the railing, looking at the familiar sky. After a long time, he turned his head to look at the surprised Gu Xi, "I didn't expect Right? We were also surprised at the time, but he took that junior back to the dormitory so openly, and told us openly that they are together."

"... Then you... Yang Kai and Qin Fei, can they accept it?"

"No," Gu Xiao turned his head back again, and his thoughts flew back to six or seven years ago, "Qin Fei is okay, Yang Kai and Tang Yao have a good relationship, and he didn't want to pay attention to Tang Yao for a long time, but gradually discovered that Tang Yao's relationship is actually not As long as it doesn't affect everyone's relationship too much, it will be fine."

"At that time, I also wanted to bring you in front of them openly, but at that time... although you knew that the person in your heart was me, but you avoided me so much and were so afraid of me, I dare not see you."

"Do you remember that I said something wrong during the National Day and drove you away from the hotel in anger. Then I ran into you at the school gate once, and you said you were looking for someone, but you didn't find out the address. During that time I I just walk out of the school gate every day, thinking that maybe I can meet you again, but I never meet you, maybe our fate is really not enough."

Gu Xi leaned over and pressed his face against Gu Xiao's back, "Gu Xiao, on the night of my birthday... why didn't you finish it?"

"...I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it after you wake up."

That night, Gu Xi and Gu Xiao strolled around the small red street that he was curious about when he first arrived here. When he and Ji Jiuxia came out of the movie theater, he really wanted to go for a walk.Later, Ji Jiuxia accompanied him once, and he thought about when he could take Gu Xiaoye for a stroll, but he ran aground after all.

The shops here are very characteristic, the decoration is either exaggerated or literary, very trendy.However, now that the university is on vacation, without the main source of tourists such as college students, this street is much deserted. There are no special snacks all over the street, and there are no college students singing and dancing on the street.

Gu Xiao said that they haven't had a photo together for a long time, and they should take some photos when they come out so rarely, but just as they were going to stop a passerby to help, Gu Xi stopped him and told him not to take pictures.

Gu Xiao's hand holding the phone froze, then smiled and said, "Okay, I won't take pictures."

The next day, the two of them drove for half a day to a small resort around the city. On Gu Xi's birthday, Gu Xiao wanted to take him here for a day or two, but Gu Xi didn't agree.This is an original ecological resort with strong folk customs, and its geographical location is quite unique, surrounded by mountains and rivers, with beautiful vegetation.It's a pity that they came at the wrong time, they couldn't go down the river to catch fish, and it wasn't suitable for boating on the river, so in the end they just strolled around. Anyway, as long as he was by his side, no matter where they were or what they were doing, they would feel inexplicably happy and comfortable.

After dinner, the two planned to climb to the top of the mountain to have a look. From the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain, a very neat and bright stone step road had been opened up. It took about an hour to reach the top of the mountain.The top of the mountain is relatively flat and surrounded by railings, but there are no street lights on the top of the mountain. It is all due to the lights along the way to even out some light, making the top of the mountain seem to be far away from the world, quite mysterious.There are many small glass bottles hanging on the railing, which seem to be some wish notes, presumably they are business opportunities derived from people's good expectations and wishes.

The night sky was so close, the dark blue and purple red outlined the entire sky, the wind that made the clouds moved quietly, covered the face coldly, and got into the neckline.After the young couple left behind, the top of the mountain seemed to be cut off from the world, Gu Xiao turned his head sideways, wrapped his other unclasped hand around the cold cheek of the person next to him, and moved closer.

At the bottom of the mountain is a piece of bright lights, and on the top of the mountain there is a space of warm memories.

On the morning of the third day, the two slept and made noise in the resort room, and prepared to go home after an early lunch. They didn't tell their family about this trip, so they had to get home before the evening.

On the train, Gu Xi leaned his head on Gu Xiao's shoulder, wearing a thick down jacket with a high collar half covering his face.Gu Xiao turned sideways slightly to make him lean more comfortably, grabbed his hand and hid it in his pocket, lowered his eyelashes contentedly, but his throat was sore and choked.

This is just a dream to make up for years of unrequited dreams, but they are all sober, and they have to clearly see the gap between the dream and the reality all the time, and all the satisfaction is accompanied by a huge pain.

But it's the 28th, and the dream is about to wake up.

What should he do when he wakes up from the dream?

In the evening, the family went shopping for new year's goods together. Gu Pingshao and Zhang Hui walked in front to look for various products, while Gu Xiao and Gu Xi helped carry the bags behind.Passing by the doll shop, Gu Xi saw the body pillow again, but at the moment his mood was relaxed and indifferent, he asked Gu Xiao curiously, did you really treat me as a pillow back then?

Gu Xiao looked at the pillows placed in the big glass window, and those childish but warm memories flooded into his mind.He leaned into Gu Xi's ear and said softly: "I didn't treat you as a pillow, but I took the pillow as you."