Acknowledge

Gu Xi said he was not hungry, and Gu Xi said he was not sleepy, so let's go back to the room.

Once you have something that you have cherished for too long, no way of expressing it is enough.And once I look forward to the future that I will always have, everything is resolved again.

Looking at Gu Xi who was leaning on his shoulder and playing with his mobile phone, Gu Xiao felt a little resentful, "You have already figured it out, why do you keep hiding it from me, this kind of pain can make you grow older every day, don't you know?"

Gu Xi raised his head, glanced at Gu Xiao, then put the phone aside, climbed onto Gu Xiao, and poked Gu Xiao's face into baby fat with two index fingers, "I haven't filed a complaint yet, you blame me first. "

"What complaint?" Gu Xiao put his hand on Gu Xi's back.

"I specially calculated the time to call you, originally I wanted to tell you directly, but the person who answered the phone was not you," Gu Xi held his mouth slightly, "He told me, 'Hello, my dear has not yet Wake up, do you need something from me?' What do you think I'm going to think..."

Gu Xiao was ashamed, he thought that Gu Xi might misunderstand something, but because he never thought that Gu Xi would figure it out, he didn't rush to clarify anything.

"I thought you had given up on me and had a new person, so I had to take a look at the situation before I could figure out how to get you back..."

Knocking on Gu Xi's head, Gu Xiao said with fear in his heart: "Fortunately, you finally didn't think of turning your head this time."

"Then who the hell is he? He actually called you my dear." Gu Xi asked with a twist.

"Hehe," Gu Xiao laughed, "Is it delicious?"

"...so what..."

"When I was studying here, he shared the dormitory with me. He is Chinese. He chased me for a long time. If I didn't already have a little Xi, I would have agreed to him long ago." Gu Xiao pinched Gu Xi's face.

"Thank you, brother." Gu Xi touched Gu Xiao with a kiss.

Gu Xiao's face darkened, and he said seriously: "Don't call him brother." This name is a terrible existence in memory, and every time Gu Xi calls him that, it means separation.

"Just call, anyway, I have decided to be with my brother for the rest of my life." Gu Xi giggled.

"Then don't call it that, it's like a spell." Gu Xiao's face softened.

"I've been thinking about it for more than ten years, brother, you used to be too annoying."

"Little villain, didn't you say you don't hate it?"

"I'm simply and objectively talking about your previous appearance. It's not about expressing my feelings, it's just that you hate me. You obviously like me, but you keep bullying me!"

Gu Xiao smiled, "You are becoming more and more narrow-minded."

"I'm obviously very big, okay? You would make me cry when I was a child, and you would start teasing me when I was a little older. How many times did you turn off the light for me when I took a shower, and draw villains on my new clothes, secretly Add liquor to my water glass, I have never seen such a nasty person."

"It seems really annoying, but you still like me."

"I'm stupid."

"Then be a little more stupid, call me dear."

"Haha, I don't, Brother Gu Xiao, Brother Gu Xiao, Brother Xiao Xiao, Big Brother No. [-] Xiao Gu..."

Gu Xiao turned over all of a sudden and pressed Gu Xi under him, "If you say that again, I'll eat you."

"Brother, you are a bit fierce like this, brother, I suddenly found that your collarbone is a bit sexy... Haha, Gu Xiao Gu Xiao, I was wrong, haha, can I be wrong... Gu Xiao, don't, I won't be able to get out of bed Yes." Gu Xiao tickled him and moved irregularly, causing Gu Xi to beg for mercy.

"Anyway, you're so lazy, isn't it good to lie on the bed?" Gu Xiao ignored it, becoming more and more unruly.

"... I really don't want it anymore... I'm too tired." Gu Xi blushed.

"I'll forgive you for changing the name."

"Then..." Gu Xi's expression softened, he touched Gu Xiao's cheek with both hands, and said softly, "My Xiao Xiao."

Gu Xiao choked for breath, the person in front of him smiled softly, his eyes almost bent into crescent moons, and there was only a fiery self inside.

After the rain has cleared, the embarrassment in the rainstorm can become a calm conversation.

No matter how painful things were in the past, now you can laugh and blame the other party, because these are no longer nightmares, and you will no longer struggle with fear over these things in the days to come.

There is no taboo, which proves that he is really relieved.

In his heart, finally, there was only their future, the future of two people being together.

Gu Xi was sleepy and tired, but he was woken up by Gu Xiao after only two hours of sleep, and for Gu Xi, it was undoubtedly being woken up in the middle of the night.

"Baby, get up and have dinner, and go to bed at night if you're sleepy, or you won't be jet-lagged in class next week."

"...Gu Xiao, you don't keep your word." Gu Xi cursed softly, pulled his hands out of the quilt, and slowly struggled to get up.

"Why don't you do it next time." Gu Xiao supported him and sat on the edge of the bed, wanting him to lean against her, but Gu Xi refused and insisted on getting out of bed.

"I'm going out to eat."

Gu Xiao supported him distressedly, "Are you hungry?"

"I'm hungry, I'm so hungry, I'm so hungry." Gu Xi replied.

"You are sleepy!" Gu Xiao teased this person who yawned every step of the way.

"Is jet lag painful?" Gu Xi asked.

"It's not painful, just get some sleep." Gu Xiao replied.

Gu Xi kept yawning after eating, which made Gu Xiao feel a little sleepy.

After eating, Gu Xiao hugged Gu Xi and sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window to chat, pouring out the past of entanglement and tossing and tossing. Gu Xi became a little more energetic while talking, holding Gu Xiao's One hand fiddled with it over and over again.

Later, when talking about the parents at home, Gu Xi just looked at the colorful neon lights outside the window, and said calmly, "I think, if we are unhappy and unhappy all our lives, they will also worry and feel uncomfortable. People explain that we have at least a year to think slowly, big deal, I will stay in the United States with you, and when my parents retire, I will bring them too, because they love us very much and will eventually understand us.”

"Xiaoxi..." After hearing these words, Gu Xiao's nose became a little sore.

"Seeing that the friends around me are gradually getting married, and they also persuade me, I really want to come to you. In those five years, I actually bought several air tickets to the United States, but in the end I didn't dare to come. I don't know, you Are you with anyone, are you still willing to be with me, and am I really ready to be with you. Fortunately, you went back, and we have not changed... I have used all methods, But still, I can’t do without, I can’t stand it, I can’t see you all the time, or see someone beside you.”

Gu Xiao hugged the person in his arms tightly, and kept calling his name softly, as if he had obtained the greatest satisfaction in the world.

All this is not a dream, is it not that when he wakes up tomorrow morning, there will only be a wet pillow and a cold room; all this is not a hallucination from his exhaustion, he will not toss around and see only lifeless furniture and empty the palm of your hand.

Because Gu Xi was too sleepy, they rested early.

In the light of the next morning, Gu Xiao was woken up by the alarm clock. He asked for leave yesterday, but he still has to go to work today.He anxiously reached out to touch the phone, worried that the ringtone would make Gu Xi fall asleep.

However, when he moved his body, there was nothing beside him, and there was no warmth.

Gu Xi!

Gu Xiaomeng opened his eyes and sat up, looked around at everything in the room, then hurried to look in the closet.

Where are the clothes?Where is Gu Xi's clothes?Didn't they all hang out?He hung it up with his own hands yesterday!

Why can't I find it, where... where... Gu Xi's clothes...

suitcase!

Could it be that he misremembered, he was so happy yesterday that he forgot that he didn't actually take it out!Yes, must have forgotten!Go find the suitcase!

Gu Xiao ran to the living room and turned around, no, no guest room, no balcony, no where... nothing.

He fell onto the sofa numbly, with big tears welling up in his eyes, and there were bursts of sobbing in the empty house.

"Ding Dong"

The doorbell rang suddenly, Gu Xiao ran to open the door without thinking, startling the people outside.

"Xiao, what's wrong with you? Is it..."

"Eric, didn't I go drinking with you a few days ago?"

"What a few days ago, was it yesterday, okay? Xiao, are you drunk?"

"But, how do I remember... I went to your place after I got drunk?"

"Sure enough, you are drunk and confused. My dear, you forgot. You were unwilling to go with me last night. You said that you only have one person in your heart. I have no choice but to send you back. I just went out to buy breakfast and forgot to take it. I've got the key, I'm afraid you won't be able to wake up and open the door for me."

Gu Xiao froze, tears flowed out uncontrollably, and said in a daze: "...Really..."

really just a dream...

Gu Xi in reality is not so easy to figure out.

It's a dream.

"Honey, what's wrong with you, don't scare me!" Eric asked anxiously.

"It's nothing... sorry, let me... stay by myself for a while."

"Wait Xiao, tell me what's wrong with you?" The door gradually separated Eric from the door, but he still yelled worriedly, "Gu Xiao, don't think about it, Gu Xiao! I'll go in, can't I not trouble you? Gu Xiao! Gu Xiao!"

Gu Xiao turned a deaf ear, returned to the sofa and sat down in a daze, crossed his fingers and put his arms on his thighs, buried his head low, and his shoulders twitched with the broken sound.

The longing was too deep, and the sleep became terrible, and every time I opened my eyes, I was full of doubts, and I could only continue to confirm the past anxiously and suddenly.

Suddenly rushing back to the room in horror, hastily grabbed the mobile phone next to the bed, frantically turned on the screen, and breathed a sigh of relief.

Fortunately... it's still there.

Those eight days...wasn't a dream...

There was an unread message sent in the early morning on the phone, Gu Xiao opened it with trembling fingertips, it was sent by Zhang Hui.

——Xiao Xiao, a girl came looking for Xiaoxi just now. She looks good and has a good personality. Although Xiaoxi doesn't admit it, we think she should be Xiaoxi's date. You have to work harder!

Gu Xiaoruan fell on the bed, laughing miserably, tears bursting like a bank, the expression on his face was twisted to the extreme, the knuckles of his hand holding the quilt turned white, trembling until he couldn't breathe.

——I'm not here, my parents have to help Xiaoxi lock it up.

A message, sent for a day.

Gu Xi, what should I do, you teach me, life is still so long, how should I live in the days to come...

Why... can't you love me more...

The author has something to say: I feel sorry for Gu Xiao~~...

The most distressed thing in the whole text is him...