My dragon

S01 Ruan Xin

Ruan Xin is a top student in the Directing Department of Beijing Film Academy. When he was a sophomore, he won the director award of a domestic film festival with a short film. After graduating from his senior year, he rejected the olive branches thrown by major film and television companies. Unexpectedly, he joined Mingxi Media... and became an assistant to the president.

This incident has always been one of the top ten unsolved mysteries in Ruan Xin's circle of friends. Friends suspect that he was either kicked in the head by a donkey or pierced by a soul. Whenever friends ask him why he would When making such an incredible choice, Ruan Xin never answered directly.

"Because I fell in love with a man, I will try my best to get close to him, attract him, and make him fall in love with me."—Ruan Xin couldn't say such words, it was too embarrassing.

That man's name is Fei Zheng.

The encounter between him and Fei Zheng was nothing new.

Fei Zheng was walking his dog in the park. He lost the dog and was picked up by Ruan Xin who was running at night. Fei Zheng came to look for it, and then they met like that.

It was an ordinary summer night, and the street lights in the park shrouded them. When their eyes met, Ruan Xin clearly saw the shock in each other's eyes.

Ruan Xin thought at the time: Why is this person staring at me so hard?

Then Ruan Xin stared back as if not to be outdone, and thought in a mess: This man is so handsome, the kind of handsome who knows how to strike... But, he seems to have seen it somewhere, he looks familiar... Why does his eyes look familiar? It's... so distressing?

Ruan Xin's heart stabbed inexplicably.

He subconsciously raised his hand to cover his heart, and the man opposite finally said the first sentence: "Are you... all right?"

He obviously cared about the words, but his tone was very cold, but his voice was very pleasant, as if he had heard it somewhere... Ruan Xin felt that he must be crazy.

Ruan Xin shook his head: "It's okay."

The man stopped talking and still looked at him steadfastly.

Ruan Xin felt uncomfortable when he looked at him: "Sir, it's very impolite for you to stare at others like this."

The man said, "My name is Fei Zheng."

That's how he knew his name.

Ruan Xin was stunned for two seconds, and said "oh".

Fei Zheng stared at him: "What's your name?"

A stranger who had just known each other for less than 2 minutes asked his name, knowing that he should not answer, but Ruan Xin said in a strange way: "Ruan Xin."

Ruan Xin clearly saw that when he heard his name, the eyes of this strange man named Fei Zheng showed obvious disappointment, and there were many emotions that he couldn't see clearly.

The tingling feeling came back in a flash.

Ruan Xin covered his heart, not knowing why he did this.

Fei Zheng dropped a cold "thank you", turned and left.

Ruan Xin looked at the back that was fading away, his heart was stabbing continuously, he finally couldn't hold it anymore, he bent down and squatted on the ground.

It was such a brief encounter that completely changed Ruan Xin's life.

After that day, he could no longer erase this man named Fei Zheng from his mind, as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit.

My friend said it was love at first sight.

Is it really?

Two days later, Ruan Xin saw Fei Zheng again under the same street lamp.

He didn't know whether to ignore it, or stop to say hello.

However, before he could figure it out, his legs stopped spontaneously.

Ruan Xin was embarrassed for two seconds, and searched his guts to find something to say: "It's such a coincidence, are you here to walk the dog again?"

The American bully dog ​​with a fierce face was squatting at Fei Zheng's feet, staring at him with piercing eyes.

Fei Zheng said, "I'm waiting for you."

Ruan Xin was surprised: "Wait, wait for me?"

Fei Zheng handed over a business card.

Ruan Xin reached out to take it, and looked at it by the light of the street lamp.

Mingxi Media, CEO, Fei Zheng.

Of course Ruan Xin knows that Mingxi Media is a leader in the industry.

It turns out that this person is the president of Mingxi Media, and he really has the temperament of a domineering president.

Fei Zheng said: "I want to hire you as my assistant, are you willing?"

Ruan Xin: "..."

At that time, Ruan Xin had just graduated from university, and many film and television companies offered him favorable terms to sign him, and he was considering which one to choose.

Ruan Xin was stunned when he heard the three words "I do" from his own mouth.

Crazy crazy crazy crazy!I must be crazy!

Fei Zheng seemed to smile, and said, "See you tomorrow."

Then, without giving Ruan Xin a chance to refute, he led the dog and walked away.

Ruan Xin: "..."

What exactly is going on?

who I am?where am i?what am i doing?

I must have been bewitched by some sorcery!

However, the next morning, Ruan Xin still walked into the office building of Mingxi Media.

Then, I was never able to leave again, and stayed for five years.

He fell in love with Fei Zheng irresistibly in the day and night together, and he didn't want to go anywhere except Fei Zheng's side.

But Fei Zheng didn't love him.

Fei Zheng's heart was probably made of thousands of years of ice, so cold and hard, it couldn't be warmed or melted by covering it.

Ruan Xin thought about giving up countless times, but he couldn't let it go, he could only suffer and be happy in the love that never got a response.

Until, he discovered a rare heart disease.

Doctors say he won't live to be 28 without a heart transplant.

However, the chances of encountering a matching heart are very small, which is tantamount to a miracle.

Ruan Xin thought it was time to give up.

What kind of love does a dying person expect?

On the night of Ming Xi's [-]th anniversary reception, Ruan Xin first sent Fei Zheng to Yanxi Villa, and then sent him home.

Fei Zheng drank the wine, leaned on the seat and closed his eyes to rest.

Ruan Xin drove the car very slowly, and when he arrived downstairs at Fei Zheng's house, it was almost early morning.

As soon as the car stopped, Fei Zheng woke up.

He raised his hand and rubbed the center of his eyebrows: "Thanks for your hard work."

Ruan Xin was silent for a moment, then turned his head to look at Fei Zheng: "Mr. Fei, I want to ask you a question."

Fei Zheng's tone was tired and cold: "What?"

"Five years ago," Ruan Xin paused, "Why did you ask me to be your assistant?"

Fei Zheng froze when he heard the words, and did not answer for a long time.

When Ruan Xin thought he couldn't wait for an answer, Fei Zheng finally said, "Because you look a lot like a person."

"...Who do you look like?" Ruan Xin clenched his fists tightly as if he had fallen into an ice cellar, his nails piercing his palms with pain.

"Xu Shi," Fei Zheng said calmly, "the person I once loved deeply."

"Is...is he still alive?" Ruan Xin asked with difficulty.

"He died," Fei Zheng's voice remained calm, "a long time ago."

It was as if a knife had been inserted into his heart, stirring back and forth, Ruan Xin was so painful that he couldn't breathe, but his face was smiling.

It turned out that to Fei Zheng, he was just a substitute, no different from the potted plants in the office, just for viewing.

It's bloody.

"You should have told me earlier, so that I can give up earlier and don't have to waste so much time on you." Ruan Xin said with a smile, "But it's not too late to know now, and I can start again. Mr. Fei , I'm really sorry, my self-indulgence has caused you trouble."

Fei Zheng looked at him quietly, with a gloomy expression.

Ruan Xin turned his head to look at him, and said with a smile: "But I still want to ask you a very old-fashioned question. In the past few years, have you ever been attracted to me? Even for a minute or a second?"

Fei Zheng didn't answer.

"I understand." Ruan Xin said with a smile, "Mr. Fei, I want to ask for a day off tomorrow. I have some personal matters."

Fei Zheng said, "Okay."

Ruan Xin didn't say goodbye, just opened the door and got off the car, striding away.

He didn't cry, not a single tear, but his heart hurt so badly that it seemed like he was going to die.

As soon as he walked out of the gate of the community, his eyes suddenly went dark, and he lost consciousness clutching his painful heart.

Woke up in the hospital.

The doctor said that his condition was deteriorating so fast that he might not survive this year.

Hearing this news, Ruan Xin was not only not sad, but even a little happy.

It seems that death is not as terrible as imagined.

Ruan Xin only had a day off before going back to work.

He will not leave Mingxi until his body is completely unable to support himself.

He no longer extravagantly seeks love, he just wants to stay by Fei Zheng's side as much as possible at the end of his life, and he will be satisfied if he can hear and see him.

When people love to the extreme, they can really be humbled to an unimaginable level.

But Ruan Xin did not expect that his body would decay so quickly.

After only three months, he already felt physically and mentally exhausted, yet he still had to pretend to be a normal person in front of Fei Zheng.

That night, Ruan Xin went to Fei Zheng's house because of work, and he felt uncomfortable in the middle of the conversation, so he forced himself to finish speaking, and left immediately.

As soon as he entered the elevator, he slid against the elevator wall and sat on the floor, his heart aching like a torn heart. He gritted his teeth and reached out from his pocket to find a small square box containing his medicine.

But he didn't last long enough to feed the medicine into his mouth, and passed out in the heart-piercing pain.

The second before he lost consciousness, what he thought was: Don't be discovered by Fei Zheng, don't...

When he woke up, the person guarding the bed was not Fei Zheng, but a strange beautiful woman.

The woman smiled and said, "Do you remember me? You saw me, at Yanxi Villa."

Ruan Xin searched in memory and remembered: "Ah, hello, why are you..."

"My name is Lancelot, you can just call me Xiaolan." Lancelot's voice was between men and women, very nice, "I was going to say goodbye to Brother Zheng, but I found you passed out in the elevator , and sent you to the hospital."

Ruan Xin was suddenly nervous: "You didn't tell him, did you?"

Lan Silot said: "I called brother Zheng, he should be here soon."

Just as he was speaking, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and Fei Zheng strode in with a terribly gloomy expression.

Lan Silot stepped aside spontaneously, and Fei Zheng stood by the hospital bed, staring at Ruan Xin's pale face, and asked in a deep voice, "What's wrong?"

Ruan Xin said weakly, "It has nothing to do with you."

Fei Zheng yelled: "I ask what disease you have!"

All the pretense and strength collapsed the moment he heard this angry shout, and tears welled up in his eyes. Ruan Xin closed his eyes tightly and gritted his teeth to prevent himself from crying.

Fei Zheng turned his head and went out.

Lan Silot returned to the hospital bed and took out a tissue to wipe Ruan Xin's tears.

Ruan Xin quickly returned to normal.

He smiled and said to Lancelot, "Please call the doctor for me, I'm leaving the hospital."

Before Lan Silot could speak, Fei Zheng came back again.

Without saying a word, he directly picked up Ruan Xin and strode out.

"What are you doing?" Ruan Xin yelled weakly, "Put me down!"

"Transfer." Fei Zheng replied.

"It's useless to transfer to another hospital," Ruan Xin said, "My illness can't be cured."

Fei Zheng stopped suddenly and looked down at Ruan Xin: "Do you still love me?"

Ruan Xin opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

Fei Zheng waited for a while, and then said: "We will be together when your illness recovers."

Ruan Xin looked at him in shock: "...I don't need you to pity me."

Fei Zheng said: "You know, I'm not a sympathetic person, and I won't stay with you just because I feel sorry for you."

Ruan Xin was stunned: "What do you mean?"

Fei Zheng gave the most powerful answer with his actions. He lowered his head and kissed Ruan Xin's lips.

Ruan Xin, who had already given up treatment, was admitted to the best cardiovascular hospital in Beijing under Fei Zheng's arrangement, and received the best treatment.

His desire to survive is stronger than ever. He wants to live and be with the person he loves the most.

However, existing treatments can only prolong his life slightly, and without a suitable heart for transplantation, he will still die in the near future.

Fei Zheng searched all over China's hospitals, but found nothing.

Just when he was desperate, a hospital called and said that they had a brain-dead patient whose heart matched Ruan Xin's, and that the patient's family was willing to donate the heart.

Surviving a desperate situation, Fei Zheng immediately asked the doctor to prepare for a heart transplant.

On the day of the operation, before entering the operating room, Ruan Xin grabbed Fei Zheng's hand and asked, "What you said...you can't go back on it."

Fei Zheng smiled softly and rarely: "I will never regret it, I will wait for you."

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S02 Fei Zheng

When the person you love dies and loses the support of one party, how long can love survive?

Fei Zheng didn't know.

All he knew was that after Xu Shi left, his world had undergone earth-shaking changes.

He completely changed a person, became cold, gloomy, taciturn, and completely lost the warmth of life.

Philly said he misses the warm, crying and laughing older brother he used to be.

However, that Fei Zheng had been buried with Xu Shi and could never be found again. The remaining Fei Zheng could only live in this way of self-torture, just like two completely different parts of an individual, one part was destroyed. Peel off and a part is left behind.

When he met Ruan Xin, Xu Shi had been away for nearly 200 years.

Fei Zheng couldn't remember Xu Shi's appearance for a long time, but the moment he saw Ruan Xin, it suddenly became clear again, and those memories that had been blurred for a long time also emerged sporadically.

But his heart was still dead, and he didn't throb again because of the identical face.

The love that was once unforgettable has finally disappeared in a time that is so long that there is no end in sight.

But why did he keep that boy with him?

Fei Zheng sometimes doesn't understand himself.

Perhaps, he just wanted to remember those distant past through that face.

But what he didn't expect was that the life that he thought was going to be bleak to death, was revived because of this boy named Ruan Xin. He was like light, covering him bit by bit and warming him.

However, he hurt him.

That day was Ruan Xin's birthday.

After get off work, Ruan Xin came to invite him: "Mr. Fei, today is my birthday, can I have a meal with you?"

Fei Zheng agreed.

The meal was eaten at a Japanese grocery store. After drinking two bottles of sake, Ruan Xin became drunk and the road was a little unstable. Fei Zheng helped him into the car and told the driver to go to Ruan Xin's house.

Ruan Xin leaned on his shoulder and slept all the way. After arriving at the destination, there was still no sign of waking up.

Fei Zheng asked the driver to get off work and leave without waking Ruan Xin, and just stayed there quietly.

After an unknown amount of time, Ruan Xin suddenly said, "Why didn't you wake me up?"

Fei Zheng was startled, and said flatly, "I want you to sleep a little longer. Now that you're awake, go home."

Ruan Xin sat up straight, was silent for a while, and then called out in a low voice, "Fei Zheng."

It was the first time he called him by his first name.

Fei Zheng looked over with a little surprise, Ruan Xin looked at him brightly, and said word by word: "I like you."

After a long absence, Fei Zheng felt his own heartbeat.

But he didn't like it, or rather, he was a little scared.

If you don't own it, you won't be afraid of losing it. He doesn't want to experience the same despair again.

Fei Zheng said blankly, "I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you."

The light in Ruan Xin's eyes dimmed instantly.

Fei Zheng stopped looking at him, and said flatly, "If you want to resign, I can accept it."

Ruan Xin didn't speak, he got out of the car silently, walked for a while, turned back, and knocked on Fei Zheng's car window.

Fei Zheng lowered the car window.

Ruan Xin looked at him: "Can I... kiss you?"

Fei Zheng was stunned for a moment, and just as he was about to answer, Ruan Xin lowered his head, kissed him lightly on the lips, stayed for two seconds, and then left.

Ruan Xin said with a smile: "You just think I'm crazy about drinking."

After saying that, he turned and walked away.

Fei Zheng raised his hand to caress the lips that had just been kissed, and his heart beat vigorously in his chest, making a sound of "plop, plop".

Ruan Xin did not resign.

He still worked hard, as if the confession and that superficial kiss that night didn't exist at all.

Fei Zheng felt that he was despicable.

He didn't dare to respond to Ruan Xin's feelings because he was afraid of losing again, but he was secretly happy because Ruan Xin chose to stay.

However, when the cruel fate really came again, he was suddenly not afraid of anything.

That day, in the doctor's office, he was told that Ruan Xin had a serious heart attack, and that Ruan Xin would not survive more than three months if he could not undergo a heart transplant in time.

Fei Zheng calmly said "I see", got up and left, and returned to the ward.

Maybe this is his fate, he thought.

Instead of avoiding shamefully, it is better to stand up and resist. Even if you are still defeated in the end, you will be painful and desperate, but at least you will not regret it.

As Alfred D'Souza said: Happiness is a journey, not a destination, so love as if you have never been hurt, and live as if today is the end of the world, so that you can die without regret.

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S03 Lancelot

Although Dragon Five has finally broken its shell, Dragon Six and Dragon Seven will have to hatch for another two months or so, so on the second day after getting the Dragon Girl, Philadelphia had to turn into a dragon as usual and swallowed two dragon eggs , incubating eggs conscientiously.

The newly born Long Wu was favored by his four elder brothers alone, and the four little ones were vying to play with his younger sister. Nan Huailin was worried that they would not seriously hurt Long Wu, so he had to hug him all the time. Shocked by the enthusiasm of the brothers, they hid in Nanhuailin's arms and shivered.

After lunch, the four little ones took a nap, and Nan Huailin finally relaxed. He had time to look at his phone, and then he was pleasantly surprised to see the email from Lan Silot. He held Long Wu in one hand, and Click on the email to start reading.

Konan:

Let me say a Happy New Year first.

Sorry again, I haven't contacted you for so long, because I just came back from Antarctica.

I left Beijing in July.

A week before leaving Beijing, Lowden came to see me.

Surely it was Philadelphia who told him I was in Beijing?

A guy who doesn't keep his word, told him to keep his mouth shut.

But I'm really happy to see Lowden again.

He is still so handsome, gentlemanly, charming, I almost fell for him.

Back then, the reason why I was with Lowden was just to use him to forget Brother Zheng.

Obviously, I failed.

Human nature is cheap, the more you can't get it, the heavier your obsession.

When I was just born, I was discarded by my parents as a monster, and when I grew up, I was bullied by my fellow clansmen again. Brother Zheng saved me and raised me. Without him, I'm afraid I would have died in the cold sea.

So my love for brother Zheng is not just love.

Brother Zheng is like a brother like a father to me, he is the most special existence in this world, how could I forget him so easily.

However, when I saw Ruan Xin, I really decided to give up, although I still love Brother Zheng deeply.

No matter how hard I struggle, I am no match for the power of fate. In the face of strange fate, anyone is insignificant.

So, when Lowden found me again after so many years and said that he still loves me and is willing to wait for me, I was really touched.

No one knows better than me how painful it is to wait for an impossible love.

He's really stupid, as stupid as I am.

Many people say that moving is not love.

But if there is no emotion, how can we talk about love?

Instead of giving Lowden a hasty answer, I told him, give me a little more time.

Because I need time to clean up my heart, I can't let him live in a messy heart, it's disrespectful to him.

Traveling is the best way.

I decided to go to Antarctica. In such a world of ice and snow, it should be easier to get purified, right?

Before leaving, I went to say goodbye to Brother Zheng.

Unexpectedly, she saw Ruan Xin who was unconscious in the elevator.

I sent him to the hospital and then notified Brother Zheng.

When Brother Zheng rushed over, I could tell at a glance that Brother Zheng really loved Ruan Xin, and he was not treating him as Xu Shi's substitute.

I'm really happy for him, really.

Am I out of bounds?Hahaha.

I left at the end of July.

From the Pacific Ocean to the Indian Ocean, and from the Indian Ocean to the Arctic Ocean.

By the way, when passing through the Strait of Magellan, I went to find the small island called Sugarloaf Rock again, and wanted to see if the big fiery red bird still lived there.

It is a pity that the island is gone. It may have drifted elsewhere, or it may have sunk into the sea.

It's December when we get to the South Pole.

There are only two seasons in Antarctica, one is the warm season and the other is the cold season.

I caught up with the warm season, what a pity, I still want to experience the extreme cold.

I stayed in Antarctica for over a month.

I met a humpback whale, oh my god, it's really big, but it's so gentle, I made friends with it, and I often ask it to swim with it.

I also rescued a human being who came to Antarctica to explore. He accidentally fell off the glacier and his head was broken. Fortunately, he met me, otherwise he would have died.

By the way, there is another very strange thing, an emperor penguin probably got mad and insisted on mating with me. Fortunately, I escaped wittily and kept my innocence, hahaha!

At this very moment, I am sitting in a cafe in Ushuaia, borrowing a laptop to write this email for you.

This is a very beautiful city, you must visit it if you have the chance.

I booked a flight to America tomorrow to find Lowden.

I think I'm ready to start a new life.

It's not too late, right?After all, I am still young and beautiful.

Xiao Nan, you and Philadelphia are really the best love I have ever seen.

You love him deeply, and he loves you deeply, and he is willing to do anything for each other.

I hope that one day in the future, I can also have a love as beautiful and nasty as you.

Please bless me hard, hahaha!

The moonlight is really beautiful tonight, I'm going out to bask in the moonlight for a while.

Wait until I go to the Underwater City to play with you.

I love you little blue

2019. 2, 15

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