[Funato] Dream Analysis

Ⅰ. Bai Qian’s notes:

I really didn't expect him to be the first visitor after the beginning of spring this year, it turned out to be him.I know him. He came to me for a period of counseling a few years ago, even if the results were minimal—yes, I have to admit that the previous psychological counseling had little success, and I had to face the fact that it was quite a blow.Everyone thinks that consultants are invincible. Slowly, I try my best to maintain the role of a good helper, good listener, and good proposer to every visitor.It's a pity that I held a handful of sincerity and theory in my hand, and after all, I didn't knock on the door and window that he deeply concealed me.

The inability to establish a peer-to-peer trust relationship with the client often marks the counseling failure for the counselor.When he finally decided not to come again, I was filled with regret.In fact, he is not the first case of failed counseling that I have taken over. Those people are always suspicious, paranoid, and even show more obvious bipolar disorder, but he never, he is too special, maybe I am so Have dealt with the most special visitors over the years.He is handsome, rich, sensitive and considerate. This is Oscar Wilde that so many people dream of, but I don't know why Nightingale stays where he is, and I can't show him the way out of the thorny bushes.

I haven't forgotten the day he proposed to terminate the doctor-patient relationship, and said to me "slowly get out of the same place". hold him.After that, he occasionally came to me to borrow some books on psychology, and then I heard that he was hospitalized twice, and my husband and I also visited him.He was covered in bandages and could only drink plain porridge. He lay weak and half-lying, but looked at me calmly and harmlessly.I can't see through him, but this doesn't stop me from feeling sorry for this child. I think, even if he does have a purpose in approaching me, it probably doesn't matter if I am upright and not afraid of the shadow.It has been about three years since then, and in the past three years, I can only maintain a "good teacher and helpful friend" relationship with him tacitly, and then, those entangled puzzles seem to slowly dissipate.

But dispersing does not mean dispersing, because of this, when I received a message from him on WeChat after a long absence, I almost accepted his request for a visit without hesitation.The day he came to the door was rainy, and the second solar term of the year, the melting of ice and snow, abundant precipitation, and endless growth of all things, is a good omen that is not easy to come by.He rang the doorbell with a pitch-black umbrella, and, as before, handed me a delicate little gift first.I was about to decline, but then I thought that this is his characteristic, so I had no choice but to accept it.

He is not what the news said. I looked at him and found that he still has half-length shawl hair and thin gold-rimmed glasses. His demeanor and appearance are not much different from three years ago. a ring.I am extremely happy. In just three years, the inhumanity mixed with his exquisiteness seems to have dropped a lot—this shows that at least someone, whether silently or beating gongs and drums, has successfully reached the sea area in his heart that has been confined for many years , Set off the whole world of fireworks for him.

And I've also heard about that guy, that's his same-sex lover.

When he took his seat, I realized that the purpose of his trip did not seem to be to ask me for help.He sat there, his posture correct and courteous.This made me suspect that he didn't seem to have changed, he was able to answer all questions head-on, with sharp eyesight, but he didn't take the initiative to draw the topics of the words to himself, and avoided them cleverly and cunningly.I can understand that most people are not ready to trust each other at the beginning of a doctor-patient relationship. Talk about someone you don't know.

So I was helpless again, for a full hour and a half, helpless.I can only follow his ideas with the instinct of a consultant, but how smart he is, I often think, what kind of environment has created a young man who is only 26 years old to nourish a tact that does not belong to this age, but the topic I may never be able to solve the answer.

After an hour and a half, he planned to leave.I wanted to keep him for dinner, but he refused with a smile, saying that the one at home was waiting.I was embarrassed to open the door for him, but at the same time, something seemed to catch all his eyes.I followed that extended gaze, and it fell with it on a book I had forgotten to put away.He stared at it for a moment, only for a moment, then suppressed all his emotions and asked if he could lend him the book.

I froze for a moment, and replied, of course.Freud's "The Interpretation of Dreams", to be honest, even professionals will inevitably find it difficult to read, but he did not expect him to be interested in it.I handed him the book and he smiled back and said he would return it in a week.I laughed and asked him if this was an agreement for us to meet again.He blinked and only answered three words: "Of course."

Holding an umbrella big enough to cover two of them, he left from the pouring and slanting rain, as if it was the same as when he came, but it didn't seem to be the same as when he came.

Ⅱ. News that has been truncated:

"Today, three years have passed since the Yancheng police smashed the underworld organization called 'Long Reader', because several sensational cases involving it were announced to be solved, and the underworld capital behind the crime has also collapsed. However, under such circumstances, it is particularly intriguing that several inmates who currently belong to Yancheng No. [-] Prison openly appealed to the Fei Group. Professor Yao, do you think there is a so-called "Long Reader" and the Fei Group? Relationship chain? Do you think..."

Ⅲ. Luo Wenzhou's desktop document:

Fei Du always repeated to me that there is no need to be too nervous.

Nonsense, how could I not be nervous.This group of people really forgot themselves living in the prison, and only thought that it was a one-time thing-although Fei Du said that this was not a political issue, it was an opponent in the market who was deliberately finding fault with him, they were just pawns That's all.However, due to the relationship between us, I have to avoid suspicion. I can only watch him being investigated and watch him being forced to reveal part of his secrets to everyone.

One day when he came home, his shoulders and trouser legs were soaked, and even the temples of his glasses and the tips of his hair were covered with water mist.I was so angry that I brought him a dry towel and asked him where he was in such heavy rain.I was really angry and anxious that day. I was angry that he didn't reply to the message all afternoon, and I was anxious about the heavy rain. I don't know if I brought an umbrella.I understand, I have seen the formation of the special investigation team, the whole city bureau was included in the investigation list for the mess three years ago, and sometimes they were interrogated and couldn't get out for a whole day.

However, unexpectedly, he said that he went to the villa first, and then went to meet a friend.In his words, if the three words "go to the villa" were used in the past, I might have been talking to him for a long time. However, in special times, I know that he has one and only purpose for going to the villa, which is to find something that he has not been involved in. evidence.He reassured me that he had cleaned up the company long ago, but I was not worried about someone leaking the secrets, I was obviously worried that the gloomy and decadent place of the villa would displease him.

I can only write this here, and I dare not mention it to him.I know that he is very busy now, and his eyes are often black and blue from exhaustion in the middle of the night, and his heart aches, so I can only be careful like a grandson and do a good job of logistics and security.But one thing is worth noting - I have a hunch that something is not quite right.

He once bought a rattan recliner from nowhere, and placed it next to the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room. If he had nothing to do, he would take time to sit and read a book.Naturally, there is no time left now, so Luo Yiguo and his younger brother rose up, trying to occupy his feng shui treasure land.When did it start?It seemed that it was the day of the rain. Before the meal, he took away the sleeping cat. After the meal, he saw that they were climbing up shamelessly again, so he repeated the action before the meal.

Over and over again, until the cat dismisses it and gives up on the first step completely.This is very strange, human behavior has its corresponding purpose, I used to not let the cat crawl because I thought the cat lost its hair, but since Fei Du solved this problem with technology, we both just let it go.I've heard of cat food, but not human stools - there must be a reason for that.

Why?

Ⅳ. Excerpts from Fei Du:

Dreams are not groundless, meaningless, absurd, or a part of consciousness is lethargic.It is an entirely meaningful spiritual phenomenon, in fact, the fulfillment of a wish.It can be regarded as a continuation of mental activity in the waking state, which is produced by highly intricate intellectual activities. *

desire?

Another series is called "typical dreams", and its content is the death of a close relative, such as the death of parents, brothers, sisters, or children.Here we must divide such dreams into two categories: those in which the dreamer is not mourned; and those in which the dreamer is deeply moved by the death of a loved one, even crying in his sleep. sobbing. *

Absurd dreams often imply a kind of extreme denial, expressing a kind of dreamer (didn't even dare to think)?repressed thoughts.Unless we bear in mind the principle that dreams cannot distinguish between wish and reality, it is impossible to elucidate such dreams. *

A dream is the (modified) fulfillment of a (repressed) wish. *

Try recording your dreams:

The circular corridor, like Mobius can't go to the end, I was trapped in it.

Well... there are four doors that are too tall, or rather, everything in the scene is higher than the average height of things themselves.Two of the doors were sealed and one was locked.

...I seem to have locked them all up.

Ⅴ. Bai Qian's notes:

A week later, he came on time.He said that the purpose of his trip was to return the books, so I opened the door and let him come in and sit down.By the way, I don't seem to have recorded this incident, although it is only a small thing-I often suspect that he has a superpower, which can keep the book that has been flipped through without any trace, as if it has not been passed through his hands of.I used to think that he didn't read carefully, after all, these books are too obscure for laymen, but he can not only answer the questions fluently, but even produce unique insights.Such a smart child must be the one whom the whole class held dear to him when he was in school.

...Look at me, almost forgot.

I don't know whether I should thank those so-called "informed people" in a gesture of pity, for allowing me to understand a little bit of his buried past belatedly.The gear is placed on the line of fate intentionally or unintentionally, and the fate is hanging by a thread, and it will fall down in the next frame.It is difficult for me to empathize with and imagine his specific experience, nor can I fully believe the analysis of the so-called professionals broadcast on TV in turn, as well as the attitudes of various people on the Internet towards him.He looked exhausted, but he didn't care about any words around him, and I, I believed him.Because whether it is a newspaper or an expert, it doesn't matter what anyone says. No one can define another person, only he himself can do it.

This is the first time I didn't dare to take the initiative to mention his past when I faced him. He noticed it, so we didn't take the initiative to touch it.He was talking and laughing, and it was all about Freud's The Interpretation of Dreams, and I saw his interest in dreams, so we started talking.In this regard, I am not afraid. I know the most famous hypnotist in China, and none of the patients treated by him using hypnotherapy are still troubled by illness.I also told him that even though it sounds miraculous-by constructing a dream, entering the dream, and helping the seeker untie the knot in the dream, this is already a technology that can be done.He seems to have known it for a long time, which makes me very puzzled, but on second thought, as a leader in the business field, it is understandable that he knows more.

I changed the subject and asked him if he had a dream after reading the book.He replied with a pleasant face, yes, but he didn't do it after reading a book, but repeated the same dream for many years.Then at my request, he gave a rough description: in the dream, he was the most famous psychiatrist on a small island, met his lover and his lover's parents by chance, and me——I turned out to be his former teacher , it's incredible.You must know that a dream is the fulfillment of a wish. Assuming that his expression is complete and flawless, what kind of wish does this illusory dream represent?I once heard a case where a man with a thriving career always dreamed that he killed his wife and children.He felt uneasy, so he went to find a "wild fortune teller".The fortune teller saw that he spent a lot of money, so he would say anything good.However, his good words did not help the man at all. In the end, he really killed his wife and children.

It sounds scary, but it's surprisingly easy to explain.In some academic terms, it is an idea with weaker potential - "Kill your wife and son", you must slowly absorb energy from the idea with stronger potential at the beginning, and only when it is strong enough to a certain extent can it stand out and emerge to the At the level of consciousness.Therefore, strange dreams that are difficult to explain and understand are often the breakthrough point of everything.I recorded his absurd dream. Sorry, we are not a doctor-patient relationship, but based on my experience for so many years, I am sure that he still has a bell that cannot be untied, and I am eager to provide him with a way to understand him. some help.

Child, I don't know if you are still stuck in the same place, or if you have left, how far you have left, and what forces have dragged your steps. I just want you to understand that you are worthy of mountains and rivers, whispering in the stars, worthy of standing in the world The sunny side of life deserves a chance to reconcile with the past.

Ⅵ. Fei Du's memory:

It's been a week since I brought her back from the empty villa.Recently, so-called investigators have been coming in and out of the villa, so crowded that she often can only stand.This is actually nothing, everything related to Fei Chengyu has been cleaned up by me, and occasionally I will remove myself early.

And she—it's hard for me to remember when I saw her, anyway, when I realized it, she had already moved into the villa quietly.She couldn't hear me and was always sitting alone on the recliner, so I'm glad I didn't dispose of the recliner as well.She seemed quite comfortable with her new chair, and the figure with her back to me, looking out the window from there, was quiet and slender.But occasionally Luo Yiguo went to sleep, and she could only stand aside.Alas, how to balance the two is really a science.

But she can't stay here for too long, I have to send her back to the villa once the storm is over.I think she can understand it too, it’s not that people and ghosts have different paths, but I don’t want to make any side effects and let Luo Wenzhou notice something.

Just let her sit there, after all she is silent and does not disturb any substance.

Just let her exist.

Ⅶ. Visitor's psychological consultation diagnosis and treatment record form:

Name: Fei Du

Sex: Male

Age: 25

Number of consultations 1

Self-report by the help-seeker (the help-seeker refuses to fill in)

Self-evaluation of the help-seeker (the help-seeker refuses to fill in)

Preliminary diagnosis of general psychological problems personality disorder √neurosis

Severe psychological problems√Mental disordersOther√

Records of the consultation process 1. The visitor thinks he can see "ghosts". 2. The visitor has no obvious physical symptoms, but his reaction to anything is super indifferent. 3. In the visitor's systematic delusion, he is always at the very center of the relationship network, and all the objects he cares about will be "pinned" by him, even if the relationship and logic are carefully considered.

There is no obvious generalization of emotions in the consultation results, and it is still in the controllable stage.However, systematic delusions and instant vision have appeared, so it is recommended to go to the hospital for a systematic diagnosis and treatment.

Remarks No hypnotherapy can be considered

Ⅷ. Luo Yiguo's perspective:

"Let her go, let me go too, I'm very tired today, sorry."

"People are already dead, and the dead cannot be resurrected."

"I know, I know she's dead, and I'm not sick."

"But you didn't come out of it. I told you, you can always remember her, never give up the truth, but you can't trap yourself in it..."

"I didn't trap myself, she appeared out of nowhere, she stayed there, she didn't want to leave."

"She has been wronged and cleared. Her son is extremely good. What else can she not let go of for sending such a painful object of hers to the eighteenth level of hell?"

"Going to hell is too light a punishment for Fei Chengyu. He should kneel forever and repent for her together with his henchmen."

"Wake up, there is only one chair, no matter how many times you ask, the answer is always a chair..."

"Sleep, brother. It's late. I didn't mean to let you know, I'm sorry."

"I……"

"It is a sin for some to forget. Go to sleep and good night."

Ⅸ. Monitoring in Bai Qian's clinic:

"You mean, there is a way to help him..." Mu Xiaoqing's eyes were slightly red, but it didn't affect her looking hopefully at the person in front of her and the man next to her who claimed to be a hypnotist.Luo Cheng sighed, hugged her into his arms and gently comforted her, his brows never opened.

"Theoretically, that's the case." Bai Qian smiled at them, "Please don't worry too much. I have encountered some similar cases. They used to be very sad and they could only rely on luck. Now it's different. The last patient It’s an old lady in her 80s who always feels that her wife is still alive, but she has indeed passed away for many years.”

Mu Xiaoqing finally showed joy, "Then she..."

"Healed through hypnotherapy." Bai Qian replied, turning the tip of the pen in the direction of the hypnotist, "This is also the reason why I introduced him here. Therefore, please don't worry too much, there is no spring that will not come as promised."

"How exactly?"

Bai Qian looked at the woman who was about her age in front of her. She had imagined Luo Wenzhou's mother many times, gentle and elegant, and it was not much different from her imagination. "You must be his mother now." She said , "He in the dream is your student, so it can be seen that his trust in you is extremely deep."

"..."

Mu Xiaoqing was silent when he heard the words, then lowered his head again, trying to cover up the emotions in his eyes, "It's my fault."

"Listen to me." Bai Qian looked at her, "When I first started working as a consultant, I was extremely obsessed with rational logic and rationality. Later, after experiencing a lot, I gradually realized that small and inconspicuous feelings can often achieve Complimentary fueling."

She glanced at the wall clock, and then brought the topic back: "However, Fei Du is different from any case I have ever been in contact with. The current preliminary diagnosis and treatment plan is to put him into deep hypnosis first, and enter his dreams layer by layer. Find out why he really can't let go. In addition, I also need someone he trusts unconditionally to play a role that must be completely dependent on him..."

"Let me do it." Someone's voice sounded hoarse, steady and full of hope.

Luo Wenzhou got up and walked to the place closest to them.He stared at it for a long time with determined eyes, and repeated again: "Let me do it."

TBC.

Explain that "Zhan Ping Sheng" is just a romantic and decisive term for "suicide", so the title of this chapter refers to Fei's mother.

All sentences marked with * are from Freud's The Interpretation of Dreams.