Xiao Qin

At night, Wen Renyi came home early in the morning.

The plaster had been removed in the hospital, Xiao Qin asked him to sit on the sofa and stretched his arms: "Does it hurt?"

"No pain."

"Who accompanied you?"

"Zhang Yang."

"have you eaten?"

"Eat." Wen Renyi looked at him, and suddenly touched his face with his hand.

Xiao Qin did not escape.

"When I went back to the company to pick up the documents today, the boss told me that he wanted me to go to Shanghai." Wen Renyi said.

"when to go?"

"I don't know." Wen Renyi looked at him, "They let me go for two years."

Xiao Qin's hand stopped slightly, and he maintained his composure: "Do you want to go?"

"do not know."

"It's good to go." Xiao Qin lowered his head and packed his things, "Traveling around is good for your career."

"Xiao Qin, you said something to me last night."

Xiao Qin remained silent.

Wen Renyi looked at him: "Xiao Qin, you said you like me, is it true?"

Xiao Qin still did not speak.

"Xiao Qin, let me let go, okay?" Wen Renyi went to stroke his hair again, and his eyes couldn't help getting wet, "I left the company today and drove along the fifth ring road, and I thought a lot about it. .If I stay here, I can’t help running to you every day. I think, if I leave, you can also find someone who can make you happy.”

Xiao Qin lowered his head.

Wen Renyi continued: "I feel so sad, I want to let you go, but I don't want to, and I don't know if you can find someone who will make you happy... What if he bullies you again? I think I I can treat you well, but you no longer trust me...Xiao Qin, I'm really sad, what should I do?"

Xiao Qin still did not speak.

"Or, I'd better go." Wen Renyi stood up, smiling with tears, "Xiao Qin, I'm sorry, my mistakes are irreparable, but you will always be my first love. It is my loss that I missed you. If there is anything I will definitely help, just ask me, okay?"

Xiao Qin's eye circles were red.

Wen Renyi walked to the door and turned around: "Take care of yourself, I'm sorry."

The door is closed.

Xiao Qin sat quietly for a long time, then suddenly opened the door and ran downstairs.

As soon as he got out of the elevator door, Wen Renyi didn't leave, his eyes were red, and he stood downstairs the whole time.

"Aren't you going to leave?" Xiao Qin's chest felt suffocated for a moment.

Wen Renyi stared at him blankly: "I don't want to part with it."

"idiot."

"I'm."

Xiao Qin walked in front of him, his eyes were moist: "If we do it all over again, you have to be nice to me."

Wen Renyi's voice choked up: "I will."

Xiao Qin lowered his head, tears streaming down his face: "I don't ask too much, just a little bit, for the sake of my liking you, and for the sake of my lack of parents, you should be nice to me, okay Is it?"

Wen Renyi hugged him.

"Wenrenyi, I love you." Xiao Qin burst into tears, "I hate that I like you, but I still like you. You can see that I like you so much and are so useless. It will be painful to leave you , you should be considerate of me and feel sorry for me."

"Xiao Qin, I'm sorry." Wen Renyi's tears fell on his face, "I'm a bastard, I treated you so badly, I'm a damn bastard."

"You are."

Wen Renyi lowered his head and kissed Xiao Qin eagerly: "You still like me, really?"

"Ah."

"Give me another chance." Wen Renyi hugged him in tears, and smiled like a fool, "Xiao Qin, I really, I will listen to you in everything from now on."

Xiao Qin wiped his tears: "Where are you going in Shanghai?"

"Let Guan Meng go, anyway, she likes to mess around."

The two were sitting and cuddling on the bench downstairs, and it began to rain unknowingly. Wen Renyi yelled badly, and dragged Xiao Qin to the building of the community.They hurried home and took off their wet shirts, Wen Renyi suddenly picked him up and walked into the bathroom.

The overhead shower was unscrewed, and water droplets fell like raindrops.Xiao Qin's hands scratched wildly, but Wen Renyi held his body up in the air, with the cold tiles on his back, and the precarious feeling made him feel hot for a moment.

The feeling suddenly felt like returning to the first time many years ago.

Neither of them spoke, but the atmosphere was a bit unusual, Xiao Qin lightly touched his forehead: "Wen Renyi, how long have you liked me?"

"Seven years." His voice trembled.

"One year more than last night."

Wen Renyi suddenly suppressed him: "I knew it, I knew you remembered everything."

"Like me for another seven years, okay? Treat me well this time."

"I can."

Maybe love does not come back again, and the damage that has been done cannot be erased, but it is like a castle after a storm, even if the ruins are everywhere, green shoots can always grow slowly again.

Old pains are superimposed with new memories. People live like this. One day, he will leave Xiao Qin with only happy memories.