There is a kind of tease and don't run away

Yu Sheng didn't remember when Yu Tang came back, she only remembered the scene she saw when Yu Tang helped her up and pushed open the bedroom door.

Mom sat on the edge of the bed and cried, and Dad sat on a chair beside him and smoked.

Then Yu Tang closed the door, and when he turned around, he shook his head slightly at Yu Sheng.

Then Yu Sheng couldn't see anything.

Sticking to the door, you can only faintly hear the voices of Dad and Yu Tang talking, but you can't really hear them.

Yu Sheng slid slowly against the door and sat on the floor. The living room was empty. Normally, at this time, either mom would be watching urban ethics dramas with no acting skills in the living room, or dad would be watching spy war dramas on the sofa. , Occasionally, the two of them watch some unknown drama together, sometimes with some laughter.

But right now, there's nothing left.

Thinking that such a scene was all caused by himself, Yu Sheng's heart twitched.

Only now did Yu Sheng's thoughts slowly come back.

The elder brother's look before probably told him not to act rashly.

But right now Yu Sheng really didn't want to do anything, she just hoped that her parents would let her in, just talk.

Touching his face, there were no more tears.

At this moment, Yu Sheng could only look at his living room blankly.

Not long after the door opened, Yu Sheng was caught off guard and almost lay down on the ground, but she immediately realized and stood up.

It was Yu Tang who opened the door, looking at her with complicated eyes, Yu Sheng looked in over his shoulder, mom stopped crying, but still sat on the bed with her knees hugged, dad still sat on the chair On the ground, the two of them seemed to have never moved at all.

When Yu Sheng entered, Yu Tang patted her arm lightly, and heard a soft sigh.

"Dad," Yu Sheng said softly, "Mom."

Mom didn't speak or look at her, just sat on the bed with her knees hugged.

Dad didn't stand up either, he just sat on the chair and turned around to look at Yu Sheng, his voice had a different sense of majesty than usual: "Is what your mother said true?"

Yu Sheng raised his head and looked at his father.

"Do you like girls?" Dad spoke slowly, but each word was pressed firmly and heavily. The deep voice echoed in the small bedroom, and Yu Sheng felt that his breathing was blocked.

Yu Sheng nodded.

Don't dare to breathe too hard.

"Speak!" Dad slapped the table with his right hand, and Yu Sheng was startled.

"Dad..." Yu Tang was beside him trying to persuade him.

"Shut up!" Dad yelled, Yu Tang only had time to say a word before closing his mouth.

"Yes." Yu Sheng opened his mouth, but right now he couldn't speak a complete sentence, just opening his mouth felt like crying.

When he said this word, Yu Sheng heard his mother sobbing again on the bed, but before he could look over there, he was hit on the leg by a wooden box, just right on the ground that he had just knocked on. The position on Kan'er was so painful that Yu Sheng almost knelt down.

The thing that hit her was a box of paper towels. At first, her mother forced her to buy it after searching online for a long time. The workmanship is very good, although it is made of wood, it is solid.

When I received the express delivery, my mother took this and showed off her vision in front of my father for a long time.

It was just such a solid box, and Yu Sheng, who was smashed right now, frowned and bit his lip, but he didn't dare to cry out the pain.

I just felt the pain that I didn't feel when I hit the Kan'er before spreading from the knee with such a hit.

I could only grit my teeth and endure it.

Enduring the pain, also holding back the tears.

Looking down at the paper box on the ground, he blinked his eyes desperately to see the box clearly, but after blinking twice, the box was completely blurred.

"Who is it?" Dad lit another cigarette, Yu Sheng raised his head slightly, there were already 3 or 4 cigarette butts in the ashtray.

"I've seen it before." The old mother sitting on the bed glanced at Yu Sheng's knees, and the look of distressed sadness in her eyes made Yu Sheng feel that it was worthwhile for her to smash two more boxes. Yu Sheng was still a little startled by the words he said.

Expected.

But unexpected.

She just felt cold, from her toes to her fingertips.

Mom knew it a long time ago, and she saw it.

what did you see?

Hug with Xia Ran, or kiss Xia Ran?

No matter which scene it is, Yu Sheng can't imagine his mother's mood at the moment, and he doesn't know how his mother can still turn on the smiling sunflower mode when she comes back.

"I saw it when I was dancing that night," my mother said with a trembling voice, "The two of them went to eat skewers."

The mother behind didn't say anything, and Yu Sheng didn't need to listen anymore, she closed her eyes.

It turned out that it started so early.

It was also from that time that my mother began to worry more about her blind date.

"From today onwards, you are not allowed to go anywhere except for work," Dad stared at her and said with a suppressed voice, "Go back to your room."

"Dad..." Yu Sheng was very surprised, she didn't expect her father to have such a way.

"Go back!" Dad yelled as he pressed the unfinished half of a cigarette into the ashtray.

"Go back first," Yu Tang said softly, pulling her clothes from behind, "Don't stand here."

Yu Sheng nodded in a daze, glanced at his mother again, then turned around and left slowly.

"Oh my God!" Mom's crying sounded again in the room, "Why is this..."

What followed was Dad's sigh.

After Yu Sheng came out of his parents' room, he went straight into his bedroom, closed the door and sat on the bed, dazed.

why?

why?

In fact, Yu Sheng couldn't answer it himself, even though he had been dating Xia Ran for a while now.

Still can't answer.

She likes Xia Ran, Xia Ran is good-looking, strong at work, and has a good personality.

Why don't you like it?

But she is a woman.

Then why do you like women?

Maybe it's because she happens to be Xia Ran?

Apart from this, Yu Sheng didn't think of any other answers. I used to see sentences like "I just like the person who happens to be of the same sex" on the Internet and always felt hypocritical.

But at this moment, apart from this answer, there is nothing left in my mind.

Sit on the bed for a while.

Yu Sheng felt that from just now until now, everything was like an illusion.

Everything has changed.

The matter that has been weighing on Yu Sheng's heart has been discussed.

But Yu Sheng felt heavier than before.

As if I was trapped in a huge mudslide, the more I struggled, the more I found that I couldn't breathe more and more, as if my mouth and nose were covered, making me dizzy.

The door was pushed open, it was Yu Tang.

Yu Sheng glanced at her, then lowered his head again: "How are parents doing?"

Yu Tang sighed, and sat next to her: "It's the same as before, mom just kept crying, dad didn't speak."

Yu Sheng didn't make a sound.

At this moment, she can do nothing but ask how her parents are doing.

"Are you sure?" Yu Tang looked at her.

Yu Sheng nodded.

"How long have we known each other?" Yu Tang asked.

"It's been half a year." Yu Sheng felt a little sad when she thought of Xia Ran. She was afraid that her parents would be sad, but she also didn't want Xia Ran to be hurt again, but there was still no way to balance the two sides.

Yu Tang sighed, he didn't say anything else, he just put his arms around Yu Sheng's shoulder.

For the elder brother who also has a negative comfort ability due to heredity, Yu Sheng thinks that Yu Tang is enough.

She didn't need any other comfort at the moment.

"Brother," Yu Sheng leaned into Yu Tang's arms, "do you think I'm disgusting?"

Yu Tang patted her on the back lightly: "How can a brother think that a sister is disgusting."

"Thank you." Yu Sheng smiled, this was probably the greatest comfort at the moment.

"Yu Sheng," Yu Tang said, "You hurt your parents so much because of that person, if she... what will you do?"

if....

What if?

Break up?

It's not that Yu Sheng hasn't thought about what to do if they break up.

But she didn't want to think about it, those things that couldn't be touched or seen were meaningless to the two of them, and had no effect except to make Yu Sheng lose a little courage every time he thought about it.

Yu Sheng didn't speak.

"You should rest for a while," Yu Tang patted her hand, "Parents are angry right now, whether they yelled at you or hit you just now, they are all angry, they will be fine tomorrow. "

"Yes," Yu Sheng nodded.

"Okay, let's go wash and sleep," Yu Tang stood up and rubbed her hair, "Do you want to take a day off tomorrow?"

"No need," Yu Sheng shook his head, "It's fine."

In contrast, Yu Sheng was even more afraid of staying at home with his mother.

Yu Tang took two steps outside, then turned to look at Yu Sheng: "During this time, you should come back directly after work, don't go looking for her."

Yu Sheng looked at his brother.

"Don't irritate your parents anymore," Yu Tang sighed, "at least stop for a while."

"How long does it take to stop?" Yu Sheng asked.

"I don't know..." Yu Tang looked at her for a while and then put the bottle of Yunnan Baiyao spray on the desk, "I almost forgot, remember to put some medicine on my legs after I take a shower." , That smashing was not light, I weighed that box before, it was quite heavy."

"En." Yu Sheng nodded, and when Yu Tang said this, she suddenly felt a sharp pain in her leg, as if someone had driven a nail into it.

Yu Tang didn't say that he almost forgot.

amazing.

While taking a shower, Yu Sheng looked at his legs and surprised himself.

I thought it would be a piece of bruise, but when I took off my pants, I found a large piece of bruise and green marks on the knee, which spread all the way to the side of the leg, and there was a small hole in the middle, which was probably smashed by the box later.

Yu Sheng touched it lightly with his hand, and thought that the leg was rotten at a glance without knowing it.

Holding the shower nozzle in the bathroom, I rushed at the piece, and Yu Sheng grinned at the pain and immediately took it away.

After taking a bath, Yu Sheng rolled up his trouser legs, applied medicine and a band-aid to himself, and then lay on the bed in a daze. The door of his parents' room hadn't been opened since just now, and Yu Sheng hadn't put it on to listen to it again. The movement inside.

The house was quiet.

No one speaks.

There was no sound.

Yu Sheng didn't dare to open the door, afraid of seeing her father or mother looking at her when they came out, but even more afraid that they wouldn't even look at her.

So just close the door.

Hold the phone in your hand and keep unlocking, turning off, and unlocking again.

It seems that only by constantly looking at Xia Ran's photos on the phone can I feel a little better about my guilt.

It has never been my own illusion.

Mom really knows.

So in the supermarket that day, my mother didn't say those words because of temptation, she really wanted to tell herself that.

After knowing that I like women.

Xia Ran was a little uneasy.

She was sitting on the bed watching the campus honey drama that she hadn't finished last time, and she had no report to watch, and no other business to do.

But she was a little restless.

When the puppy left just now, I had already told her not to show her cards, and the puppy agreed.

Why are you still unsteady?

Xia Ran sighed, picked up her phone and sent Yu Sheng a message.

-What are you doing.

Yu Sheng didn't reply immediately.

Xia Ran waited for a while and still didn't reply, so she put her phone aside and continued watching TV.

After watching several episodes, and almost going to sleep, Yu Sheng still didn't reply to the message.

Xia Ran frowned, feeling a little worried.

But it's already 11:30 now, I don't know if the puppy is asleep, what should I do if I wake up when I call.

I pinched the center of my eyebrows, did I think too much.

Maybe they are tired of taking care of themselves these days, and they have to go to work tomorrow, so they go to bed early.

Make a fuss.

Xia Ran warmed a glass of milk for herself, and washed the glass after drinking.

The pattern above was redesigned and printed by myself recently.

A girl wearing a puppy beanie is handing herself a packet of wife biscuits.

"Good night puppy." Xia Ran looked at the cup and smiled.

The author has something to say: continue tomorrow.

Sorry for the late update