wind child

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It's social class time again at Bamboo Girls' Campus, and the airwaves are the same as in the past, leading the basketball school team to practice.Halfway through the training, no matter what, I couldn't concentrate and my mind was in a mess.

Thinking of the fierce quarrel with Huiru a few days ago, Dian Bo didn't know whether what she did was right or wrong. Should she blame herself or complain?

Ever since Dianbo embarrassed Huiru in front of everyone the day before yesterday, Huiru had asked for leave the next day and did not come to class. Dianbo naturally knew the reason, but her strong self-doubt also made her feel guilty and dare not contact Huiru.

Under the influence of distracting thoughts, Dian Bo's training on the basketball court was completely out of control, and the team members advised her to take a rest.Think about it on the radio, it's good to go out to take a breath, and walk out of the basketball court to drink mineral water.Suddenly, a strong wind came in front of her, blowing her hair into chaos.

This gust of wind seemed to have blown away a trace of demonic barriers in her heart. When her self-defense was relieved a little, the light found a gap and shone into the darkness in her heart.

The electric wave was like waking up from a big dream, running and flying, instinctively moved his feet, and rushed to another venue on the campus, the mineral water bottle in his hand fell inadvertently, and he didn't know it was spilled on the ground.

Dianbo came to the building where the Wind Orchestra is located, and wanted to ask the members of the Wind Orchestra about Huiru's news.Dian Bo stood by the window outside the club classroom and looked in, but he couldn't find Huiru's figure. He didn't know who to ask for a while, and suddenly, whispers came from his ears.

"Hey, why did you dare to come after doing such an outrageous thing?"

"Yeah, the whole image is shattered, the more I look at her, the more I hate her!" 』

"Who does she think she is, to treat Senior Xiaoru like this?"

"Go away, bastard"

"..."

Radio waves were greatly surprised. All along, it should be said that since she was born and had memories, she can hear others talking about her, always full of praise. Praise her athletic talent, academic excellence, outstanding temperament, etc... Hearing the words that have long been numb.Why today, it was such an unbearable comment that was heard in my ears.

Dian Bo turned his head and glared at the group of gossiping school girls.With Dian Bo's usual arrogance, just looking at her eyes is enough to kill people. Unexpectedly, the group of school girls were completely unmoved. Not only were they fearless, but their momentum became even louder. Several people even directly scolded her.

"What a shame!Damn stuff! 』

"Go back to the basketball team!Don't play wild with us! 』

"bad people!I feel like vomiting after seeing it! 』

There was no reason for the radio waves to yell at someone like this, and he didn't know where to vent his anger. He clenched his fists and froze in place.

Suddenly, a figure flashed by, dragging her to the corridor next to the group training classroom.Being forcibly dragged away from the inexplicable flames of war, Dian Bo came to his senses and saw that the one who pulled him here was the school girl who was publicly scolded by Huiru the day before yesterday, and she couldn't see it, and she stood up for her.

Dian Bo noticed that the junior girl's slender and soft hand was still holding his own, so he flinched and released his hand.

"You..., what do you want me for?"

"Dianbo is great..., I have something to tell you." The school girl took Dianpa's hand again.

(In Bamboo Girl, the school girls privately call Dianbo "Master Dianbo", "Dianbo Great God" and so on... Because based on their admiration for her, it is not appropriate to call her a senior, and it is not right to call her a senior, so they are all like this Call her respectfully. However, many people simply call her "Da Da" for short.)

"What, what's the matter. I have nothing to say to you." Seeing the excited expression of the junior girl, Dian Bo hurriedly shook her hand away again in order to prevent the junior girl from having some unreasonable thoughts.

"Oh no.You are mistaken! ’ The school girl seemed a little anxious, ‘What I want to tell you is about sister Xiaoru! ".

"Oh!?" Dian Bo's eyes lit up.

"Oh..., Daddy, you really misunderstood Senior Sister Xiaoru this time. 』

"Although you are venting your anger on my account, Senior Sister Xiaoru is usually so kind to me, if I don't clarify the misunderstanding, then I really deserve to die!" 』

"Wait... what do you mean? Please explain clearly"

"The day before yesterday, you clashed with Senior Sister Xiaoru because she scolded me in public, but then again, if she scolded me, it was all my own fault!" 』

"Sister Xiaoru is the head teacher of our wind band. She values ​​the practice of our students the most on weekdays. Whether it is the assignment of homework or the progress of technical exercises, she is really meticulous. 』

"She won't look down on those of us who have relatively low skills. She often teaches one-on-one and practice with us, as if our progress is more important than her own. It is also because of her patience that we all respect her. I am sincerely grateful and admire

"Recently, our final technical assessment is coming, and Senior Sister Xiaoru is even more worried about the extent of each of us, because if you fail the final assessment, it is very likely that you will not be able to stay in the orchestra in the next semester. Senior Sister Xiaoru is a substitute Each of us is worried! 』

"However, I blame myself for being playful. I haven't practiced according to the progress for several weeks. During the group practice the day before yesterday, Senior Sister Xiaoru checked and accepted for us, but my progress was still stuck several weeks ago. I am a repeat offender. Elder sister was worried, and angrily wanted to drive me out of the classroom...』

"Although I was scolded by my sister like this, I really dare not have any complaints against my sister in my heart. I know that I am sorry for my sister, so how can I complain about my sister..."

"Wait, that's not right, then... Didn't Huiru call you "Indonesian girl" in a humiliating tone in front of everyone? Could it be that she was mocking and discriminating against your birth origin?"

"You are really mistaken!Sigh... Don't you understand what kind of person Senior Xiaoru is? "Indonesian girl" was originally my nickname, I let everyone call me that! 』

"What?" The radio waves were unbelievable.

"My mother is indeed an Indonesian bride. When I was a child, I was ridiculed and excluded by my classmates because of my mother's identity....I also used to dislike my bloodline, thinking, why can't I be like most of my classmates?Why, it happens to be me, to be treated as a different kind? 』

"However, as I grew up, I realized that only when you stop discriminating against yourself can you really eliminate all discrimination.After that, I will tell my classmates directly that my mother is from Indonesia, and she is now a veritable Taiwanese daughter-in-law, and I welcome everyone to call me Indonesian girl, I love my identity...』

After hearing all the statements of the Indonesian girl on the radio, he finally realized his stupidity.On the one hand, he was angry that he doubted Huiru's personality because of his distrust of Ben, and misunderstood her. On the other hand, he was secretly happy that it was all his misunderstanding...

Originally, when the electric wave came out of the gymnasium, he had already made up his mind to save Huiru. No matter whether Huiru was really that bad or not, he wanted to face and resolve it with Huiru.The electric wave, who has been unable to hold back his face, originally wanted to inquire about Huiru's news from the students in the wind band, but how did he know that he was rejected as soon as he came?

The school girls in the orchestra spoke ill of each other, and even heard the whole story from the mouth of the Indonesian girl with their own ears.

However, the damage has already been done, and the electric wave can't take any face into account now, so he took out his mobile phone and dialed Huiru's number.After several calls in a row, no one answered, and several text messages were sent, but there was no response. At this moment, the radio waves are really panicking!

Thinking back carefully, since the first day we met until now, when has Huiru not been completely selfless and honest with herself?It is himself, Dian Bo himself who has always set limits on himself, doubts and weighs Huiru, constantly worrying about gains and losses, and pushes Huiru further and further away step by step...

Facing a girl who handed over her heart naked (forbidden words), because of suspicion and mistrust, Dian Bo cruelly trampled on the other party's sincerity in full view (forbidden words), misinterpreted and humiliated her. .

Dian Bo really couldn't imagine what he had done to Huiru. With all kinds of self-blaming, self-deprecating, and criticism, Dian Bo ran out of the activity building like a collapse, running completely aimlessly, until his feet were confused and he tripped himself. fell to the ground...

I can't contact Huiru anymore...Huiru is going to leave me...Huiru is such a kind girl, not only did I fail to protect her, but I hurt her like this...It's all my fault...Huiru...Huiru... …

After accumulating several days of depression, an outbreak broke out, and the electric wave lay on the ground, buried his face in the soil, and unexpectedly, he burst into tears!At this moment, the electric wave blamed himself and was helpless, so he could only cry loudly. What he cried was his apology to Huiru, his fear of not being able to get Huiru back, and the venting of his uneasiness about this relationship for a long time...

It's been a long time, and I have no experience of tears coming out of my eyes. The first time I can remember crying was when I was in the third grade of elementary school, when I had a fight with Hanlin and broke up with Hanlin, and when I reconciled with Hershey, I cried.For the next eight years, I no longer have any memories of crying. This feeling is so strange but so happy.

After crying for a while, Dianbo suddenly heard a delicate laugh from above his head.

"Oh, why are you crying?"Isn't it ashamed to be so big? 』

Dianbo raised his head and looked up, his whole face was covered with tears and mud, extremely dirty.Following the direction of the sound, I saw a figure sitting on the wall at the upper left. It was a young girl. Against the light, the surroundings of the young girl seemed to be surrounded by a circle of light, shining brightly.

Dianbo couldn't stop crying for a while, looking up at the figure, he cried even harder.

The glowing girl jumped down from the wall, walked to Dian Bo, gently helped her up, and carefully wiped away the tears and sand from her face.

"Where did you go..., where did you run off...?"

The glowing girl didn't answer, she just wiped away her tears for the electric wave.

"Why are you wearing a uniform? Didn't you ask for leave... Ru"

The girl was indeed Huiru, she finished tidying up the radio waves, so she smiled and said

"Learn from you!"Coming to school doesn't mean you have to go into the classroom, right?ha"

Dianbo looked at Huiru, Huiru was really beautiful, exuding a strong light from the inside out, she still had neat and stylish short cheek-length hair, and a custom-made uniform that was pure white and flawless, but she didn't know that this uniform Is it the one you splashed all over with milk tea?Or is it a brand new one?In short, there is no trace of it. . . .

"What are you looking at, isn't it so pretty?" 』

"Okay, okay, of course it looks good." The radio wave was a bit incoherent.

"I..., I" the radio hesitated to speak, not knowing how to speak, "I'm sorry, I blamed you..."

"You think I look good now, don't you? 』Hui Ru interrupted the radio waves.

"Ok…"

"What about my people?Do you still like me now? 』

"Of course I like it!"

"I really don't know what I should look like, that's what I should look like. I'm not a person like you who is born with such a strong thinking ability.I'm just an ordinary being, I live with the trend every day, I grow when I grow up, and I can't do anything when I'm stagnant..., I'm happy with the situation, I don't insist on anything, are you still willing to stay by my side...? 』

Tears fell from Dianbo's eyes again.

Dianbo suddenly understood that what he really loved was not the most simple and simple Huiru when he first met, nor was he cherishing the feeling of being "needed" by the other party as he thought before.

At this moment, Dian Bo really understood that he was completely fascinated by the girl in front of him, what she loved was everything about this girl, no matter what kind of appearance this girl presented, she loved her deeply.Only by giving yourself to the other party without reservation can you make yourself worthy of all this.

However, are you really good enough?Seeing Huiru in front of him made Dianbo feel ashamed. Do I really deserve her?Thinking of this episode, Dianbo couldn't help but take a step back...The more he wants to catch, the more he instinctively wants to escape.

Suddenly, Huiru grabbed Dianbo's collar, pulled it towards her, and hugged her tightly.The plaster and sand covered Dian Bo's body, staining Hui Ru's pure white uniform.

"This time, you are not allowed to escape again"

The eye sockets felt wet again, Dian Bo whispered in Huiru's ear

"I really love you so much"

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