Xiyang Mourning

Qin Ling didn't care about Zheng Yang's obviously unhappy gaze, and asked with a professional smile as before, "Is there anything you can do to help me?"

Zheng Yang withdrew his thoughts, glanced at Qin Ling and stood up, "How about we go to the study?"

"Of course" Qin Ling smiled, but he kept feeling disgusted in his heart. As a host, he didn't prepare a glass of water for his guests. It's really... I don't know how to describe it.

"Ye Yu, bring two cups of tea to my study"

Qin Ling was still disgusted when he heard Zheng Yang's order. He looked up at Zheng Yang's back and sighed.So how can you not know if you were born in such a family, it just depends on whether you have the value of being a guest, which is very similar to his cousin Qin Haoling.

Qin Ling followed Zheng Yang into the study and watched Zheng Yang sit on the small sofa near the window.

"Doctor Qin, please sit down." Zheng Yang spread his hands and said to the sofa opposite him.

"Okay, thank you, Mr. Zheng." Qin Ling naturally sat on the small sofa.Looking at the upright Zheng Yang sitting across from him, I felt various feelings in my heart. Not long ago, I had given him psychological hints, and now I came to see him as a psychiatrist.Isn't this the fulfillment of the saying that you always have to pay back when you come out?

He didn't know whether he should be happy that his role was so important, important enough to save the Qin family from such a big loss, or he should be glad that what he gave was a psychological suggestion, so that Zheng Yang didn't remember his name at all.

Ye Yu came in with two cups of tea, carefully placed them on the glass coffee table between the two sofas, and then went out, leaving behind two men with different thoughts in the study.

Zheng Yang quietly observed the doctor Qing Ye found opposite him. Although the person Qing Ye found could not be said to be trustworthy, it was not harmful, but the person in front of him made him inexplicably disgusted.

Zheng Yang pressed his temples with his hands and felt a headache.Maybe it's just because of his name, Zheng Yang comforted himself like this.

When Qin Ling recovered from his self-mockery, what he saw was Zheng Yang frowning and pressing his temple.

"Mr. Zheng, now you can explain to me why you came to me."

"I had a dream for a week." Zheng Yang put down his hand pressing his temple, "I dreamed of the same person,"

"Then your mental exhaustion is due to those dreams?"

When Zheng Yang heard Qin Ling say this, he subconsciously wanted to refute, but he couldn't get out of his mouth, so he finally nodded silently.

"Did you have any symptoms before those dreams, or something different?"

"I found something about the person in the dream and learned something"

"So what do you think of the man in your dream? Is it annoying, or..."

"No!" Qin Ling was interrupted by Zheng Yang before he finished speaking, how could he hate his master? !Zheng Yang looked at Qin Ling, who looked a little embarrassed because of the sudden interruption, and took a deep breath.

"Sorry, I was a little excited just now"

"It's okay." Qin Ling looked at the opposite Zheng Yang with a deadpan face and an unapologetic tone. He didn't have any dissatisfaction with the apology, and of course he didn't dare to be dissatisfied.

Qin Ling thought for a while and continued to ask, "Then what was your dream like?"

"On and off, without any notion of time and place, but everything happens differently"

"So was there any sound in your dream?"

"At first it was there, but then it wasn't anymore"

"What kind of affection do you have for that man? Do you want to get close to him?"

Zheng Yang looked up at Qin Ling, got a perfect smile from Qin Ling, and then said "I think"

"So what about real life? Do you still want to be close to him?"

"I don't know..." Zheng Yang gradually became confused following Qin Ling's questions.

"Then..." Qin Ling looked at Zheng Yang's state and wanted to continue asking when he suddenly saw the confusion on Zheng Yang's face disappeared, and his eyes changed from blurry to clear.

Zheng Yang looked at Qin Ling dangerously, thinking of his state just now, his eyes turned cold unconsciously.

"Is this how you doctors treat patients?" "I'm sorry, Mr. Zheng, just now is just a means of our medical treatment, to make the patients..." Qin Ling looked at Zheng Yang's colder eyes in the middle of speaking and changed his words to "like You also need a way to actively cooperate with people who dispel doubts."

Sometimes what others say is self-effacing, and you say it is self-defeating. This is the truth that took him a long time to understand.

"You don't need to do this, I will cooperate with you." Zheng Yang's face turned yellow when he heard the explanation, but before Qin Ling breathed a sigh of relief, he continued, "But the premise is that you can help me."

"Of course, then can I continue to understand the situation?"

"Of course, please continue"

"Okay, so why do you say you don't know if you want to get close to that person in reality?"

"Hmm..." Zheng Yang was silent for a long time before continuing, "That was also because of a dream."

"A dream?" It shouldn't be, Qin Ling continued to ask, "Can you describe it to me?"

"Yes." Zheng Yang thought for a while, "It can't be called a dream, but as long as I want to approach him, there will be a voice in my heart that rejects me and makes me feel that I shouldn't meet him."

"Then I would like to ask when did that voice start appearing?" Of course, Qin Ling knew that the obstacle in his heart was not a voice at all, but as a doctor who doesn't know anything now, he could only follow Zheng Yang's train of thought. Walk.

"It was an accident, and that voice appeared by itself." Zheng Yang thought of that "accident", and his heart couldn't help the pain.

"Did the accident have anything to do with him?"

"Now I'll ask you a few questions, you just need to say yes or no, can you, Mr. Zheng."

"Is that person important to you?"

"You can do anything for him?"

"You long to be close to him, to be by his side forever?"

"You want to be by his side forever, no matter what embarrassing things happen?"

"..." Zheng Yang was silent, but Qin Ling didn't bother him either.Qin Ling felt that at that moment, the man on the opposite side who had been acting straight all the time suddenly relaxed. It can't be said that he was relaxed, but he should have let go.

"Yes..." His head slowly lowered.

"You don't want him to be sad, anyone is not allowed to make him sad"

"But you made him sad, Zheng Yang..."

"Yes……"

Zheng Yang raised his head fiercely, and what caught his eyes was a sad or pity smile on Qin Ling's gentle face.

"who are you"

Qin Ling didn't speak, he really wanted to tell him that all the conflicts between him and Cheng Xi for so long were because of him, he wanted to tell him everything about that day, but he couldn't, he was from the Qin family...

When Zheng Yang was about to lose his patience, Qin Ling said softly, "I know him"

"Who?" Zheng Yang's voice trembled uncontrollably.

"Cheng Xi" Qin Ling raised his head and looked at Zheng Yang, and found the hidden smile again, "We met in his coffee shop. The clerk told me something. The second time was at the bar, he got drunk, mistook someone and told me something crying, and then we became friends."

"Master...he asked you to come?"

"Of course not, it's just that he called your name when he was drunk." Qin Ling looked at Zheng Yang's surprised expression, and continued, "He said he knew a liar named Zheng Yang."

"Really..." Zheng Yang lowered his head and looked at his fingers quietly like a child who made a mistake, completely ignoring the fact that there was a person he didn't know at all.

"He also said he was sorry for you, and..." Qin Ling looked at the man who was slightly trembling because of that sorry sentence, "He loves you"

"Can I go out, please?"

When he heard the sound of closing the door, Zheng Yang couldn't sit upright at all, he slid down the sofa to the floor, and pressed his mouth tightly with both hands, but still couldn't stop the leakage of the slightest cry.

Slowly, tears wet my palms, I tasted salty in my mouth, and my face felt uncomfortable.

"You want to be by his side forever, no matter what embarrassing things happen?"

"Yes……"

"You don't want him to be sad, anyone is not allowed to make him sad"

"Yes……"

"But you made him sad, Zheng Yang..."

"Master, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"He also said sorry for you, and...he loves you"

Zheng Yang felt that no matter how guilty and sad he was, when he heard these words, the seed in his heart finally broke out and grew into a towering tree in an instant.

Its roots spread to his entire heart, and every branch and leaf of it was engraved with Cheng Xi.

Those two words will eventually take root in his heart forever and flourish in the end.