Prince Han Sien

Hearing Han Sien's indifferent question, Bai Shu lost his mind slightly, and then buried his head in the quilt again, being stubborn and stubborn, as if that could stop all Han Sien's indifference.

Han Sien pursed his lips, when Bai Shu's voice came muffled: "I know it's none of your business, but that's what I'm thinking about. If you have someone you like, whether it's a woman, a couple or a man , I won't even show my heart to you, I won't disturb your life. But you didn't."

Bai Shu said the last two sentences very softly, as if he was muttering to himself, or whispering the most affectionate love words to a cold-hearted person.

After a long time, Bai Shu raised his face, and said to Han Sien word by word: "I just like you, it's a very good thing for me, even if you don't like me, that's okay. "

Han Sien avoided Bai Shu's eyes, rubbed his forehead, and heard Bai Shu's silent cry from the bottom of his heart. He tried his best to isolate himself from the heavy emotion, and said calmly, "You are now I think so, but when one day your feelings exceed the capacity of your heart, you will become dissatisfied. No one in this world will always be satisfied with a feeling that cannot be responded to. Bai Shu, you are still very Young people shouldn't like someone like me."

Bai Shu lowered his eyes and did not refute the words, but said softly: "Han Sien, you don't like anyone, you don't care about anything. You don't care about fame, power, or even life and death. In this world, except I don't have anyone who likes you that much."

If I don't even like you, what will happen to you in the future?You will live alone in this world, with no joy or sorrow in your life.You are just living in numbness, you don’t know when, death will come to you quietly, you close your eyes alone, there may be maids and servants around you, but there is no one you like.

Maybe one day the news of your death will reach my ears, and I might sigh because of this familiar name.Maybe I will be sad or inexplicably sad for a while, but after three or two days, I will continue to live after throwing away this love, and soon I will forget you, you have nothing to do with me from beginning to end.

You have been alone from beginning to end.

Thinking of that situation, Bai Shu felt very uncomfortable. Thinking that the lonely old man would be Han Si'en, he wondered how he would be willing to do so.

The first time he saw Han Sien, he felt that this person was different from others. After going around for a few years, this person walked into his heart and became the person he cared about the most. How could he give up so easily and let this person There is no color in my life at all.

Bai Shu endured the pain in his heart, and whispered, "I know I'm a man, and I like you not in line with etiquette, but I don't care about offspring, and you don't care, and you won't feel disgusted by it, so why can't I like you?"

What Bai Shu wanted to say was not these things, but when the words came to his lips, what he said was only these things.When he said this, what he was thinking was, how could Han Sien, who is so good at seeing the extreme, live alone in this world?How boring that would be, so it's just right to have someone who likes it.

Han Si'en felt that his ears hurt a little, and the words in Bai Shu's heart echoed in his ears over and over again, facing Bai Shu's aggrieved face with his lips pursed for a while, he couldn't speak for the first time.

He has always known that Bai Shu is straightforward, and he will do whatever he wants.But for this kind of thing, he thought that even if Bai Shu wanted to understand his secret thoughts, he would try his best to hide it.

After all, both of them are men, not one is a man and the other is a double. They can get married as a matter of course, give each other an upright identity in front of everyone, and be congratulated by everyone.

But Baishu is Baishu after all, and Bai Wenhan, who has gone through the Bai family incident, the two of them don't care about the issue of offspring at all.For a moment, Han Si'en didn't know that he would not regret the affair between Bai Jun and the Queen Mother.

But whether he regrets it or not, this is not the biggest problem he faces now.He looked at Bai Shu's extremely serious eyes, and he didn't use his future marriage, with a woman or a couple, to block Bai Shu's thoughts.

He once liked a man, he loved him from the bottom of his heart, even though that feeling eventually became so unbearable that he no longer believed in anyone, and no longer believed that there was love in this world, but he still didn't bother to use such a lie to refuse one person.

Bai Shu has been looking at Han Sien, and he can see every subtle expression in his eyes.He didn't know what Han Sien was thinking of, but he didn't like this person's expression now, so he whispered: "Han Sien, let's not discuss this now, okay? My back hurts a little and I want to sleep. "

When Han Sien heard this, he couldn't help but sarcastically replied: "Since you know it hurts, why did you do that?"

Bai Shu didn't know that Han Sien already knew all his little thoughts, and thought that Han Sien was asking him why he impulsively stabbed Zhou Ran. Bai Shu had ups and downs in his mind, and finally told a part of the truth: "He was talking about you at the time, and what he said was a bit ugly. In fact, according to my martial arts, I could directly abolish him at that time, but I didn't do that. After all, he was still an innocent deputy general at the time, but I didn't want to Then spare him and give him a sword." In the latter words, Bai Shu spoke with a bit of murderous intent.

In fact, according to Bai Shu's previous personality, he would not stab anyone, after all, he still wanted to use this matter to plot Han Sien's feelings.

Just like what Han Sien said at the beginning, no one would not want their feelings to be reciprocated, but Bai Shu knew that facing a person like Han Sien, he needed the utmost patience and took his time.

Han Sien won't like someone easily, he has plenty of opportunities and time, as long as Han Sien doesn't avoid him.After a long time, slowly, I can always survive in his heart.

Bai Shu would not say these words with his own thoughts.He wouldn't lie to Han Sien, he just kept these words in his heart and didn't say them out, so it wouldn't count as cheating.

In a trance, Bai Shu thought of this very confidently.

Han Sien frowned, looking at Bai Shu's extremely pure face, he felt weird in his heart.But he didn't expose Bai Shu, he looked at the sky outside, because of the rainy weather, the outside of the house was so dark that people couldn't feel the time, Han Sien listened to the sound of the rain beating on the window, and said: " I'm afraid the rain won't stop today, you just finished applying medicine to your wound, so you can't get wet, so you'll have a good rest here today."

Seeing that Han Sien wanted to leave after saying this, Bai Shu hurriedly supported his upper body with his arms, and said a little anxiously: "Han Sien, this is your room now, where are you going?"

When Bai Shu said this, what suddenly came to his mind was that he was not kicked out last time when he didn't quite understand his intentions, but slept in the same bed with Han Sien. It's all said and done. Although the progress is not satisfactory, there is no reason to sleep separately.

Han Sien's breathing became heavier, and he said: "Bai Shu, for the sake of your injury, I will tolerate you this time, but it doesn't mean you can push your limits. There are a lot of empty rooms here. If you like this one, I can let you Here you go, rest, the rain has stopped, I will let your brother pick you up."

Hearing this, Bai Shu immediately sat up straight, got out of bed and said dryly: "Han Sien, this is your room, you are used to the decoration here, I'll go to another room."

Han Si'en changed his words in a polite manner: "That's good, and it will save you trouble."

Bai Shu: "..." Although he knew that Han Sien would not keep him from saying this, he still felt a little uncomfortable.

The slight discomfort in my heart when I was rejected in the past has been magnified countless times after I opened my mind. It was like thousands of silver needles piercing my heart at the same time, and dense pain covered my entire chest.

Bai Shu once again thought of Han Sien's words about unreciprocated feelings, and thought sullenly in his heart that he would never fall into that situation.

He stood there silently, with his head bowed, and the wound on his back was aching. Bai Shu didn't want to leave by himself, nor did he want Han Sien to leave.But he couldn't find a suitable method, so he had to use the most stupid method, standing here and silently expressing his inner thoughts.

This kind of wordless silence, in Han Sien's view, is a kind of wordless persecution.But in the end, he gave in.

Because the person who persecuted him was none other than Bai Shu, the person he owed a silver coin, the savior who shed blood for him, and for this reason, I gave him a special reason for close contact. , only now has the fruit.

Han Sien closed his eyes, thinking that he had never cut off the budding attachment, he said: "You rest, I won't leave."

Bai Shu heard the answer he wanted to hear the most, but his mood became even more uncomfortable, because when Han Sien said this, he inadvertently revealed the tiredness in his heart.

Bai Shu's heart was heavy, he refused to let Han Sien leave, Han Sien was unhappy, and he was reluctant to let Han Sien leave.

Everything really can not have both.

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Bai Shu lay on the bed and rested with his eyes closed, while Han Sien sat at the table reading a book, the sound of flipping pages page by page proved his seriousness, as if he was not the one who was forced to stay just now.

But Han Si'en was actually a little dissatisfied with his performance just now. He thought casually that he had lost his composure in front of Bai Shu. After all, it was just a feeling.

But Bai Shu never fell asleep. He listened to the sound of Han Sien lifting the book. After a long time, Bai Shu was about to fall asleep in a daze. He whispered what was in his heart, and said, "Han Sien, I didn't mean it just now."

When Han Sien under the candlelight heard this, he paused his fingers flipping the book, his eyes were extremely dark, and there was the sound of wind and rain outside the house.

That night, Bai Shu didn't sleep very well, and Han Sien didn't sleep all night, so he fed Bai Shu the medicine he had prepared on the way.

The next day was sunny, Han Si'en sent someone to go to the barracks to send a message to Bai Wenhan, asking him to pick up Baishu and go back.

But what surprised Han Sien was that Bai Wenhan, who had always been a younger brother, asked the messenger to bring him a sentence, saying that there have been many trivial matters in the army recently, and it is inconvenient for Bai Shu to recuperate in the military camp, so I hope Han Sien can Take Bai Shu in for a period of time, and when Bai Shu's injury is completely healed, Bai Wenhan will come to pick him up in person.

Han Si'en has mixed feelings about Bai Wenhan's decision.But Bai Shu was very happy, so full of joy that his bent eyes couldn't contain it.

So the bed that was put away in Han Sien's room was put back to its original place.

Bai Shu took the initiative to sleep on the bed, so although he couldn't sleep with Han Sien, he was still satisfied with being able to sleep in the same room.

Bai Shu's injury was slowly healing, and Ji Luo, who had set off from the capital, was getting closer and closer to Xijiang.

Along the way, Ji Luo's mood was very complicated. Near the capital, the rumors about Han Si'en were all treated as jokes. When mentioning Han Si'en, most people said that he was an ugly monster who didn't even have a relationship.

And the closer you were to the western border, the more people took the rumors seriously. Those people stubbornly believed that since there were such rumors, then Han Sien's appearance must be extraordinary. Ji Luo shook his head and smiled wryly.

Fortunately, they are about to reach the western border, and he will soon see what Han Sien looks like after taking off his mask.