forbidden love

Spring is passing quietly, and summer is getting hotter and hotter. The vegetables in the field grow one after another, and the days for small fish to go to the mountains are less, but the number of times they go to market towns is increasing.

After the early morning, Qingshan and Xiaoyu drove the carriage to the market as usual. As the weather became hot, Qingshan made a parasol for Xiaoyu, made of emerald green oil paper and bamboo lining, which was light and dexterous. A faint fragrance of bamboo leaves.

Xiaoyu sat on the carriage, holding a green bamboo umbrella, watching the strong and powerful back of Qingshan under the sun, Xiaoyu's face turned red involuntarily, and the love in his eyes was as hot and strong as the sun at this moment, if Qingshan could look back , will definitely burn the enthusiasm in Xiaoyu's eyes.

When we arrived at the market, we arranged the small fish next to Mrs. Wang's stall, and Qingshan went to deliver the goods by himself. First, he went to Dr. Sun to deliver some precious medicinal materials he picked on the mountain, and then he went to Donglaishun to deliver some dry goods and prey. When hunting, the shopkeeper asked Qingshan to bring some high-quality wild mushrooms to his ancestral home in a few days. He said that the old lady of the owner liked to eat fresh wild mushrooms, and Qingshan readily agreed.

Back in front of Mrs. Wang's pastry shop, Xiaoyu had already sold out her vegetables, and was looking around with a pair of black grape eyes.

Seeing Qingshan come back, Xiaoyu greeted him with a smile on his face: "Brother Qingshan, you are back."

"Hmm." Qing Shan touched Xiao Yu's flushed face, "Is it hot?"

"Not hot." Xiao Yu's face became even hotter.

"You're hungry." Qingshan escaped from the bag with a bright red apple and handed it to Xiaoyu: "We'll go eat later."

"it is good."

"Qingshan, great congratulations!" At this moment, Aunt Wang came over with a smile on her face, and opened her mouth to congratulate you, "Congratulations first, Auntie, your good deed is coming soon!"

Aoyama was stunned.

Xiaoyu stared at Aunt Wang curiously, not knowing what happy event Qingshan had, so he hurriedly asked with a smile: "Ma'am, what happy event is there for Brother Qingshan?"

"This is a great thing!" Aunt Wang's eyes lit up, and said with a smile, "Qingshan, after this event is completed, you have to thank aunt, aunt is thinking of you for all good things!"

But Xiaoyu had an ominous premonition in his heart, and hurriedly said, "What's good, Madam?"

Aunt Wang looked at the dazed Qingshan, and said, "Qingshan, you are 26 this year, right? You haven't married yet, but there is a girl from a good family here, Auntie, who just turned 21 this year. She is not only beautiful, but also knowledgeable, gentle and kind. , there is really no choice for a first-hand female celebrity, just because she has been mourning for the father of the family for three years, which delayed the marriage. It has only been two decades since Hua has not married. See if you marry late and marry late, this is not destined by God Because of fate, one is hardworking and the other is virtuous, the aunt thinks that you are not a perfect match!"

Qingshan just felt a little unbelievable, this good thing happened so suddenly, he couldn't react for a while.

Xiao Yu's heart was half cold, and he clenched the apple tightly in his hand, and asked in a panic: "Ma'am, is that girl willing to marry Brother Qingshan?"

"Why don't you want to!" Aunt Wang patted her chest and promised, "Yes! The girl has no requirements, as long as she doesn't dislike her age, the man has responsibilities and can live a down-to-earth life, she is willing to marry. The thing about beating bullies in the market, that girl is even more fond of you, brother Qingshan!"

Xiaoyu's heart suddenly sank to the bottom, the apple in his hand was clenched and then loosened, loosened and then clenched again and again, but he couldn't suppress the sadness in his heart.

"Xiaoyu, this girl and aunt know everything, and she can't be wrong. I also know Qingshan. One is virtuous and the other is hardworking. The two of them together are really suitable. It's really a match made in heaven and a great marriage, aunt I think the people must be right, there is no match more suitable than them! As long as you Qingshan brother agrees, their marriage will definitely come true." Aunt Wang looked at Xiaoyu who was stunned, patted Xiaoyu, and continued, " Xiaoyu, you Qingshan brother is going to marry a wife, are you so happy and silly! Why don’t you talk? Maybe in the next year you will be able to embrace a little nephew and become an uncle.”

Aunt Wang's words were like stabbing Xiaoyu's heart with a knife, Xiaoyu was so heartbroken that he almost suffocated, seeing Qingshan's blank and expectant expression, his whole body was chilled.

Hearing this, Qingshan felt a little flustered, the matter of marrying a wife came too suddenly, he couldn't tell whether he was happy or worried, so he stammered involuntarily: "Then, I will have to worry about it."

"Oh!"

The apple in Xiaoyu's hand fell to the ground and rolled a long way.

The little fish bent down to pick up the apple on the ground, and a tear fell into the soil.

"Little fish!"

Xiaoyu turned his back to them and hurriedly wiped away his tears.

"This... the apple is dirty, I'm going to wash it."

The figure of Xiaoyu walking away in a hurry made Qingshan feel a little flustered.

"Qingshan, don't look at Xiaoyu, let me tell you." Aunt Wang pulled Qingshan and said with a smile, "With my aunt here, your marriage will never be blown away, you just wait to be the groom's official!

"Thank you, ma'am!"

Saying goodbye to Aunt Wang, Xiao Yu followed Qingshan in a desperate manner, and came to the shop where they often ate noodles. He felt that his whole body had fallen into a hole in the ice, and he couldn't feel the heat of blood flowing in his body. After having a child, the family is happy and harmonious, and there is no place for him in their hearts, so they feel infinitely desolate and hopeless.

Xiaoyu was so preoccupied that he didn't even think about eating, so Qing Shan asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you, Xiaoyu?"

"Brother Qingshan." Xiaoyu asked, "If that young lady is really as virtuous as the aunt said, would you fall in love with that young lady?"

Qing Shan was stunned, he had not seen that woman before, men should be married when they are married, and women should be married when they are married, besides marrying a wife and a virtuous person, does it matter whether you like it or not?He had never thought about this question, and for a while, he didn't know how to answer Xiaoyu.

Qingshan's silence made Xiaoyu feel extremely painful.

"Do you really want to marry a wife and start a family?"

Qingshan felt that Xiaoyu was very strange today, and the question he asked was also a bit inexplicable. A man is upright, and it is normal for people to start a family and start a business. Isn't it normal to get married?

"A man always has a family."

Xiaoyu lowered his head, his long eyelashes covered the uneasiness in his eyes, yes!Which normal man doesn't want to marry a wife and have children, and share the family happiness!But he didn't want to, he knew very early on that he was different from other men, that he fell in love with Qingshan, and that Qingshan was all in his heart and mind, leaving no room for other women.

"But I don't want to marry a wife." Xiaoyu said suddenly.

Qing Shan thought for a while, then thoughtfully said: "If it's about the bride price, you don't have to worry about it, even if your sister-in-law doesn't give it to you, I will..."

"It's not for the bride price!" Xiao Yu interrupted Qing Shan.

Qing Shan asked: "Why is that?"

Xiaoyu was very sad in his heart, he knew nothing about Qingshan's thoughts, and he really wanted to tell Qingshan that he liked him!He loves him!It's not the friendship between brothers, but the love between men and women!

But he couldn't say it out, he couldn't, he didn't dare, Qingshan was different from him, Qingshan was a normal man, and it was a normal life to marry a wife and have children in the future, he couldn't harm Qingshan, and he didn't have the right to stop Qingshan from looking for his own. happiness.

"I wish to have a person with one heart and one mind, never to be apart." Xiaoyu looked at Qingshan silently with affection, and said softly, "If I can't be with the person I like, I would rather not marry for the rest of my life."

Xiaoyu's eyes are full of emotion and he can't hide it, but Qingshan is dull about love, he doesn't understand it at all, but seeing Xiaoyu so sad, but for some reason, he feels uncomfortable, as if thousands of ants are eating into his heart .

"Brother Qingshan, after you get married, have your own children, and have your own home, will you still treat me well?"

"nature."

Qingshan nodded solemnly, Xiaoyu is his relative, his younger brother, and the most important person in his life, and this will never change.

Qingshan thought that he would never do anything to hurt Xiaoyu in this life, but he did not expect that because of his self-righteousness, he not only hurt Xiaoyu, but also almost separated Xiaoyu from him forever, and he would never see him again in this life to small fish.