forbidden love

On the second night, Qingshan woke up again from his sleep, Qingshan was sweating profusely, and he had a strange dream again, this time the scene in the dream was very clear, Xiaoyu gave him a very real feeling, he was excited, He actually kissed the whole body of Xiaoyu with red marks, Qingshan was like five thunderbolts, completely panicked, fear and anxiety made him dare not sleep anymore, before dawn, he went directly to the mountain to cut firewood.

When Xiaoyu came, he happened to see Qingshan coming down from the mountain with a load of firewood, and Xiaoyu went up to meet him: "Brother Qingshan, did you go to cut firewood so early?"

Qing Shan didn't dare to look at Xiao Yu, and said calmly: "It's hot, I want to go early."

Seeing that Qingshan was listless and his eyes were bloodshot, Xiaoyu said distressedly: "I can't get up so early because I'm afraid of the heat! Look, your eyes are all red, you must have not slept well last night! Put down the firewood quickly, Go back to the room and sleep for a while, and I will make breakfast."

Qingshan put the firewood in the storeroom, came back and passed the door of the kitchen, Xiaoyu was busy at the stove, the soft light shone on Xiaoyu, the little fish in the morning light, quiet and beautiful, made Qingshan almost bewildered, and felt extremely moved Lost, why is Xiaoyu not a woman!

"Brother Qingshan, go and rest." Xiaoyu smiled slightly at the dazed Qingshan, and said softly, "Breakfast is ready, I'll call you."

Qing Shan came back to his senses, his face turned red, and he fled into the bedroom in embarrassment.

After breakfast, Xiaoyu thought that Qingshan could not sleep well at night, probably because there were too many mosquitoes, so he sewed some mosquito repellent medicine bags for Qingshan, hung them around the bed net, and sewed them with calming herbs. A small and exquisite sachet, ready to be carried by Qing Shan.

"Brother Qingshan, come in." Xiaoyu called Qingshan who was working outside.

"Is there something wrong?" Qing Shan washed his hands and entered the bedroom.

Xiao Yu pushed Qing Shan to the side of the bed, and took out a small sachet that he sewed himself: "You wear this sachet on your body, it contains dried herbs that soothe the mind and calm the mind, which can help you sleep, so you won't be afraid of not being able to sleep well at night. "

Xiaoyu helped Qingshan tie the sachet around his waist, his body wanted to stick, his nose and breath touched, and the inexplicable restlessness made Qingshan instinctively want to stay away from Xiaoyu.

Qingshan got up suddenly, Xiaoyu was caught off guard and leaned back directly.

Qingshan's quick eyes and quick hands pulled Xiaoyu back and hugged him in his arms, and they both fell on the bed.

The soft lips kissed Qingshan's side face with a slightly moist breath, and the faint body fragrance surrounded his nose. Qingshan's brain became hot, and his body hadn't reacted yet, he had already panicked and pushed Xiaoyu away.In a panic, he took the sachet made by Xiaoyu and hung it on his waist, his face flushed.

Xiaoyu also blushed with embarrassment, bowed his head and said nothing, his heart beat very fast, he seemed to have kissed Brother Qingshan just now, Xiaoyu was extremely nervous, naturally he did not pay attention to Qingshan's unusual reaction.

In the quiet bedroom, there is only the sound of each other's breathing. The two sit on the edge of the bed, bowing their heads and thinking about their own thoughts. The afterglow of the setting sun shines in through the window. The time is so peaceful!

"Little fish." Qing Shan broke the silence in the room, "Tomorrow I will go out for a few days, so you have to be more careful when you go to the market and go up the mountain."

"Go out?" In Xiaoyu's memory, Qingshan has never traveled far, Xiaoyu asked in surprise, "Where are you going? What are you going to do?"

"It's not an important thing, just go to the county town to sell a batch of precious medicinal materials."

"When are you coming back?"

"It can be as long as ten days, or at least three to five days."

"Oh, it will take several days!" Xiaoyu felt a little disappointed, "Brother Qingshan, when will you leave tomorrow?"

"Leave early tomorrow morning."

"It's so early! Let me help you pack your luggage."

"No, you don't need to bring anything, I've already packed it." Qing Shan said, "It's getting dark, you should go back early, I have to hurry tomorrow, so I won't see you off."

"...Okay." Xiaoyu felt a little sad, "Brother Qingshan, take care on the way!"

Qingshan stood in front of the window, watching Xiaoyu's back that kept turning his head, unable to regain his senses for a long time.

He was extremely confused and terrified, what happened to him, how could he have these inexplicable thoughts about Xiaoyu, when he was hugging Xiaoyu just now, he actually reacted to Xiaoyu.

How could he have such nasty thoughts about Xiaoyu?How could he have such shameful desire/desire for Xiaoyu?Is he still human?He is simply inferior to a beast!He hoped to kill all these unbearable thoughts, so he seemed to be running away, so he had to go out for a few days to calm himself down!

The next day, Xiaoyu got up very early, baked some scallion pancakes, and prepared to eat them on Qingshan Road.

When Xiaoyu came to the middle of the mountain with the cake, Qingshan had already left. Xiaoyu pulled the locked gate. He didn't find the key where Qingshan always put the key, so Xiaoyu went back in a daze.

"I knew you were here." Wang Jizhao, with his schoolbag on his back, stopped the absent-minded little fish at the foot of the mountain, and said dissatisfiedly, "I thought your pancakes were for me early in the morning, but I didn't expect that they were for Qingshan , My mother said that you are right about eating inside and outside, how can I say that I am also your nephew, and I am going to study in school today, why don't you care about it! Bake some cakes for me too?"

"Here you are." Xiaoyu gave the pancake to Wang Jizhao, "Go to school."

"Just send me away like this!" Wang Jizhao took the pancakes and threw them into the river casually, "I don't care for things that others don't want."

"Wang Jizhao, why are you making trouble for no reason? Can you be more mature?"

"Why am I immature!" Wang Jizhao came to Xiaoyu, "You go around Qingshan all day long, trying to curry favor with him, like his daughter-in-law, isn't Qingshan still refusing to eat your cakes?"

".....What nonsense are you talking about!" Xiao Yu became furious at being told, feeling uncomfortable, her eyes turned red instantly, and she turned her head and left.

"...Hey...why are you crying!" Seeing Xiaoyu crying, Wang Jizhao was a little at a loss, and shouted at Xiaoyu's back, "...I'm crying again!" Didn't say anything, what a small mind!"

Xiaoyu always came over every night to see if Qingshan came back. One or two days passed, and the gate of Qingshan was still locked. It was not until the eighth day that Qingshan did not come back. Only after being separated for such a long time did Xiaoyu realize that there was something wrong in his heart. I miss Aoyama so much!

During these days, Qingshan tried to keep himself as busy as possible in the county town, and didn't want to remind himself of anything about Xiaoyu, but it was useless, Xiaoyu seemed to have taken root in his mind, and he couldn't pull it out, and couldn't wipe it off .

He can no longer face Xiaoyu calmly like before, without any distracting thoughts. Xiaoyu's casual eyes and faint smile can make him blush and his heart beat, and a casual touch can make his blood boil, inexplicably. excited.

His heart is particularly painful, because these days, Qingshan can dream of Xiaoyu every night, dreaming that he hugs Xiaoyu, dreams that he kisses Xiaoyu, and dreams that he does some unbearable love/things to Xiaoyu.

From the vague impression of the little fish in his dream for the first time, and then the picture became more and more clear. A terrible idea appeared in his mind, and he was covered in cold sweat. Suddenly, he seemed to fall into the abyss It plunged him into endless darkness, and made him suddenly understand a truth, he was moved by the love between men and women for Xiaoyu, he fell in love with Xiaoyu!It turned out that he had fallen in love with Xiaoyu very early on!

It's just that this feeling has been hidden in my heart, and I haven't figured it out. When I saw the incident between the master and the servant, it made him understand that men and men can also have desires and feelings, and his feelings for Xiaoyu suddenly became clear, as if The enlightenment was out of control.

After understanding his thoughts, Qingshan was in great pain. Even though he could not read a few words, he knew that it was abnormal for a man to be with a man. dark road.

Xiaoyu is still so young, his life has just started, how could he lead Xiaoyu on this road of no return, how could he have the heart to let Xiaoyu's future life be stained and criticized by the world!He couldn't harm Xiaoyu, and he couldn't bear to let Xiaoyu bear such a heavy burden in his future life!

In the evening, as usual, Xiaoyu came to the middle of the mountain to see if Qingshan had returned. When he was almost halfway up the mountain, Xiaoyu saw the lights in Qingshan's house and ran up happily.

"Brother Qingshan!" Xiaoyu excitedly opened the door, Qingshan was sitting in the yard, Xiaoyu happily ran over, "Brother Qingshan, you are back!"

"Xiaoyu!" Xiaoyu suddenly appeared, Qingshan resisted the urge to hug Xiaoyu, "It's so late, why are you still going up the mountain?"

"Since you left, I have come to see if you have come back every night." Xiaoyu said happily, "Unexpectedly, I finally saw you come back today."

Hearing Xiaoyu's words, Qingshan touched Xiaoyu's head distressedly, met Xiaoyu's bright black eyes, quickly withdrew his hand, and said: "From now on, don't go up the mountain so late at night, the mountain road is slippery and dangerous."

"I'll be careful, you don't have to worry." Xiaoyu asked, "Are you tired? How did you get home? Have you had dinner yet?"

"I'm not tired, I got home in the morning." Qing Shan said, "I've already eaten."

Qingshan came back so early, but didn't tell Xiaoyu specifically, Xiaoyu felt a little sad, feeling that Qingshan didn't see him for so long, but actually he didn't miss him as much as he did.

"Did things go well?" Xiaoyu asked, "Will you go again in the future?"

"It's okay." Qing Shan said, "Yes, I may have to bring more goods when I go next time."

"I'll go with you next time." Xiaoyu didn't want to be separated from Qingshan again.

"Okay." Qingshan said, "When you get married, I will take you husband and wife together."

"I said, I don't want to have a family." Xiaoyu was angry.

"Men's college should be married, and female college's should be married! How can we not start a family?"

Xiaoyu didn't want to talk about getting married, so he was anxious to go back. Before leaving, Xiaoyu asked: "Brother Qingshan, when are we going to the market town the day after tomorrow?"

Qing Shan hesitated, and said: "I won't go to the market town the day after tomorrow, you should bring less things and be more careful by yourself."

Xiaoyu was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses: "...I'm not going, what's the matter?"

Qing Shan said: "Xiao Yu has grown up and should be independent."

That night, it was Xiaoyu who went home alone with a lantern. Later, when Xiaoyu went to Shanshui and the market, Xiaoyu went alone, and Qingshan never accompanied him again.

This day, it was the day of the market again. Qingshan waited until the end of the market before going out. After Qingshan delivered the goods, he came to Aunt Wang's dim sum shop. Seeing that Xiaoyu had left, Qingshan suddenly became nervous. He breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time felt that there was an inexplicable emptiness in his heart.

"Qingshan is here, why are you so late today?" Aunt Wang saw Qingshan coming, and hurriedly said, "Xiaoyu has already left."

"I'm not looking for Xiaoyu." Qingshan said, "Ma'am, I'm looking for you."

Aunt Wang joked with a smile: "Is it because of your marriage with Yuwan that you are looking for me?"

Aoyama nodded, acquiesced.

"A few days ago, Miss Yuwan came to see you specially, but it's a pity that you are not here." Aunt Wang said happily, "Don't worry about Qingshan, I can see that Miss Yuwan is very fond of you, Qingshan listens to Auntie, Make an appointment as soon as possible, and take Miss Yuwan to choose a token of love, your marriage is a certainty."

"Then, Madam Lao will take the trouble to help us choose a date as soon as possible."

"Okay, okay, Qingshan, seeing how impatient you are, the aunt will definitely choose the fastest and best day for you, just wait for the good news from the aunt!"

After Qingshan left, Xiaoyu, who had been hiding in the corner, had tears all over her face. Looking at Qingshan's back going further and further away, Xiaoyu's heart became colder and colder.