tenderness is impossible

As a third-year old bacon, He Jingyu is still full of energy and refuses to accept his old age. He found a part-time job for himself and went to students' homes twice a week for one-on-one tutoring.

Whenever He Jingyu went out, he had to carry a bag. He carefully checked the schoolbag, umbrella, water cup, key wallet, tissues, pen and ink, power bank data cable, and went out after confirming everything was correct.

The tutor is a little boy in the first grade of junior high school. He is quite cute, but he is lazy and unwilling to do homework.

"Teacher, I can't finish so much homework. Can you help me write an English composition? Please, I'll give you chocolate, it's delicious."

"It's easy to say, I will contract all your English compositions in the future, but you have to finish all your homework on the same day."

The little boy thought that his Chinglish composition was still the one with pinyin, and he would feel bad if he was read out loud by the teacher and publicly punished. He hurriedly made a deal and signed the contract written by He Jingyu heroically.

He Jingyu opened the English paper. The topic was that Li Hua was addicted to computer games, which affected his study.As your good friend, how are you going to help him?

He Jingyu conceived briefly in his mind, picked up a pen and began to write. It started with a beautiful long and difficult sentence, and then randomly added a little high-level vocabulary, and thoughtfully marked Chinese under the low-frequency words.In the end, it summarizes the full text, sublimates the theme, and echoes the beginning. It is really a full-score composition.

The young boy was immersed in the joy of getting rid of the nightmare, but he didn't know that he had fallen into another, more terrifying nightmare.

When He Jingyu returned home from work, he still had three ideological reports to write, so he took a shortcut and turned on the lights with his mobile phone.

Five figures rushed out from the woods, blocking He Jingyu's way.

Those who come are not good, and those who are kind do not come.

A sultry voice came over: "Student, the phone is so bright and flashy, let me borrow it from my brother."

When encountering such a situation, people will be more or less afraid, let alone He Jingyu, who has no strength to restrain a chicken. His heart is beating thumpingly. After a while, he calms down, thinking that his mobile phone has a positioning system. They didn't have a big problem, so they looked around again and found that there was a surveillance camera at four o'clock, but he didn't know if he could capture the faces of the robbers. He tried his best to take photos of the faces of the five people with the light of his mobile phone.

If these people are students, no accident, their academic career is over.

"Don't look, even if someone can't save you, just obediently take out your mobile phone and all the money on your body, just to recharge the phone bill for my brothers."

The person who spoke showed a wretched look under the faint light of the mobile phone.

Just as He Jingyu was about to hand in his mobile phone, the man standing in the middle suddenly staggered forward and fell in front of him.A black shadow rushed from behind them, kicked the man on the back, and then went to blow the heads of the other four, and a fierce four-on-one battle started.

Unexpectedly, it was Lu Zhongyao.

Lu Zhongyao's moves were fierce and accurate, and he was not soft at all. He knocked down two, grabbed the hair of the other two, and smashed their heads like cymbals.

The man under He Jingyu's feet saw that he was not Lu Zhongyao's opponent, so he got up and squeezed a soft persimmon, locked He Jingyu's shoulder with one hand, poured all his strength into his right hand and stabbed He Jingyu's soft abdomen.

The sharp-eyed Lu Zhongyao came over and threw the man to the ground with one hand, grabbed his collar and punched him in the face.

"Hey, classmate, don't hit me, save me first." He Jingyu squatted down slowly, clutching his belly.

Lu Zhongyao stopped his hands when he heard the sound, and walked over to pick up the miserable He Jingyu and walked out of the path.

"are you OK?"

"It's okay, but my stomach is a little uncomfortable now, just take it easy."

"Oh, my name is Lu Zhongyao, not hello, you didn't recognize me?"

He Jingyu explained: "I'm afraid that if they know your name, they will trouble you in the future. Thank you today."

"I'm not afraid." After Lu Zhongyao listened to the explanation, his little emotions disappeared immediately, and he happily supported He Jingyu's little buttocks with his hands and lifted him up.

A warm current flowed into He Jingyu's heart. He listened to Lu Zhongyao's big and small gossip in the class for three years.He Jingyu's knowledge of him is all from other people's mouths, and he has never really come into contact with him. Now because he saved himself from danger, the antipathy of three years has disappeared like a puff of green smoke with the wind.

This feeling is amazing. Sometimes a small action can instantly destroy that person's gentle, charming, handsome and elegant image in your heart. Sometimes it's just because that person said something that pierced your heart, and you regard it as a confidant. Heart out.Probably this is the legendary love and hate in an instant.

Lu Zhongyao carried him to a small clinic near the school. After some examinations, the doctor said that He Jingyu hadn't hurt his internal organs and should not do strenuous exercise in the near future, and then prescribed some medicine for him.

Walking out of the door, the two realized a problem - the door was locked.Normally, Lu Zhongyao would have gone to the Internet cafe all night, but now it is not appropriate to drag a patient.

So they opened a room in a nearby small hotel, and it was only when Lu Zhongyao took out his ID card that he realized that it was respectful respect, jade jade, and he read his name word by word.

He Jingyu was a little confused when his name was pronounced out so perfectly.

Lu Zhongyao originally wanted to pay the room fee by himself, but He Jingyu insisted on refusing to agree, rushing to pay, and finally followed his suggestion of AA system, so he added WeChat logically.

The environment of the small hotel is good, it looks hygienic and tidy, and all kinds of facilities are well equipped, but only this set of single rooms is left, which means that tonight He Jingyu will share a room with someone who hasn't talked to him a few times. Sleep in a bed.

Lu Zhongyao turned on the air conditioner, checked the palm-sized private room carefully, and took off his heavy coat, revealing a thick gold chain, which blinded He Jingyu's Kazilan's big eyes. The visual impact was hard to describe, social society.

Then he grabbed his pullover sweater and took it off his head in front of He Jingyu, slowly revealing his abdominal muscles and chest.

"What are you doing?"

"Take a shower."

"Oh, then you go, I have worked hard for you today."

The bathroom is separated by frosted glass. Although you can't see the light, you can clearly see the movements of the people inside.He Jingyu blatantly stared at the glass as if appreciating a work of art, a little fanciful.

He is gay, and this Lu Zhongyao is very suitable for him, exuding hormones all over his body, I really want to be indescribable to him, but the doctor said that he can't exercise vigorously.

If you can't do it, feast your eyes.

After taking a shower, Lu Zhongyao had no clothes on his upper body (if the big gold chain is not counted), his lower body was wrapped in a bath towel, and he shook the water droplets from his hair, and a few drops of water flowed down from his neck.

He Jingyu felt like he was going to get wet, but when he saw a few red scratches on his hands that were slowly swollen, he cursed himself as a beast in a low voice, then hurriedly got out of bed and went in to wash.

After washing up, the two of them lay on one side of the bed and turned off the lights to sleep.This time the fortune is gone, how could He Jingyu let go of such a good opportunity, and started acting like a monster, curling up his body and whispering in a barely audible voice, how could he have thought that it would sound like a wave to the tired Lu Zhongyao's ears The sound of mosquitoes that don't go is annoying.

"How are you?"

"It's okay, it would be great if there is a warm baby, it will feel better if you stick it on your stomach."

Lu Zhongyao didn't have the good intentions to buy warm babies for people in the middle of the night. It would be good if he didn't kick people down.Reluctantly turned over and put warm hands on He Jingyu's belly.

"Okay, you can go to sleep, stop whining."

Humming?I'm speechless for this kind of man who doesn't understand style, straight man of steel.

Lu Zhongyao was sleepy to death at first, but the soft and delicate touch of his belly made him a little distracted, and he could smell the fragrance of He Jingyu's body when he smelled it carefully.

After the second day, the unexplainable feeling was a little different after all, one was motivated by sex, and the other questioned his own orientation.The two waved goodbye with their little Jiujiu in their arms, and went back to their respective beds.

Lu Zhongyao went back to the dormitory and lay down in the dormitory, and entered in the search bar of his mobile phone: What should I do if a man reacts to another man?

He regretted that he didn't study hard in psychology class.

It is said on the Internet that homosexuality is determined by genes. We must face it squarely. It is not a disease. It is a normal phenomenon and a kind of love. Take part in more sports activities, stay away from those sensitive things, and show your masculinity. If you can, you can find a psychiatrist. 【1】

After browsing a few webpages here and there, the entries that appear are all irrelevant or analyzed by doctors and experts.There is no logic at all, and the examination questions are not clear, hot chicken.

Ding~ A wechat message was sent, and when I saw the words "he abstinence", my heart skipped a beat. Lu Zhongyao cleared his browsing records before clicking on the message: remember to apply ointment to the scratches on your arms. Note, sorry.

After Lu Zhongyao simply returned a dog emoji, he got out of bed and looked for the unopened ointment in the drawer. He opened it and squeezed some to apply on his arms. He Jingyu gave people the feeling.

Zhang Mingyu went back to the dormitory and saw Lu Zhongyao applying the ointment, he went up to hold his hand distressedly: "Dalu, what happened to your hand, which little bastard did it."

Lu Zhongyao slapped off the claw on his hand, hesitated and asked, "I have a serious question for you, is homosexuality a disease?"

"Of course homosexuality is not a disease. It is an objective existence of nature. What's wrong with liking men? Everyone has the right to pursue love. You don't have to support it, but don't look at it in a different way. Who doesn't want to find someone who likes each other? Lovers have finished this brief sound together, and abroad..."

Zhang Mingyu, who has always been weak in writing, suddenly slapped the table and spoke a series of impassioned words without pause. It's a pity that he didn't go to the Chinese Department with He Jingyu for this eloquence.

"Stop it, I have no problem with being gay, I'm just asking men and men how to do it?"

Zhang Mingyu looked at Lu Zhongyao, who was with him day and night, in disbelief, and his face immediately turned red like a big tomato.Could it be that he finally found out that his little thoughts were going to attack him, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so shy.

Rubbing his hands, he turned on the computer, clicked on a folder titled "Variational Methods for Inverse Problems of Parabolic Partial Differential Equations" that he had treasured for many years, and picked out his favorite movie, which is worth watching in high-definition. And apart from certain parts, it can be called a pure love idol inspirational film.

Lu Zhongyao knew that Zhang Mingyu was good at overcoming walls, finding various resources, selling movies online at a young age, and being active under various hot reviews, so after seeing hundreds of calcium tablets, he had no doubts.

Zhang Mingyu looked at Lu Zhongyao's crotch from time to time, and found that he had no tendency at all, and when he rubbed against him, he was ruthlessly pushed away, so depressing.I couldn't calm down, but the other party didn't change his face like an old monk in meditation. The straight man of steel was right, so he had no choice but to run to the toilet in desperation to solve himself.

On this sunny afternoon, Lu Zhongyao opened the door to the new world. Looking at the two applauding people on the screen, they were calm and did not feel impulsive.He convinced himself that he had no feelings for He Jingyu, the last time was just a normal reaction of a man.

It was only in a dream at night that he accidentally found himself stepping into the gate of a new world.

A spring dream awakened Lu Zhongyao, sweating all over his body, and there was nowhere to vent his anger, but he didn't know that the person in the dream was also thinking about his own...

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