Chasing Tides

The moment Ning Lan approached, there were clusters of unknown perfume smells that entered Sui Yi's nose with rapid breathing, and the fragrance was disgusting.

At this time, it had been an hour and a half since Ning Lan sent him a text message to end work, even if he walked from the northernmost part of the film and television city, it would not take so long.

He didn't want to come out to look for him, but Ning Lan was still a little thing he kept, no matter how disobedient he was, he had to take care of it.So he searched all the alleys around the hotel, and even went to the studio, but he couldn't find anyone.

Sui Yi grew up smoothly, and all he learned about the dark side of society was in the news. He thought through all the terrible situations in his mind, including kidnapping, robbery, and even rape.Although Ning Lan is a boy, but he has a charming face, and his small arms and legs are weak, so it's hard to guarantee that no one will be tempted.The more Sui Yi thought about it, the more frightened she became, and she almost called 110 to call the police.

In the end, his worries were all superfluous, this little thing was fooling around with others outside, and it also smelled disgusting.

Sui Yi felt that she was really stupid. No matter how many times, she would still be deceived by his innocent face and played around by him.

Ning Lan looked up and saw that it was Sui Yi, and immediately laughed: "Why did you come out? It's just right, hold it for me, I'll send a message."

Sui Yi didn't pick up the plastic bags Ning Lan handed over, and let them fall on the ground.

"Hey, why don't you pick it up?"

Ning Lan felt sorry for his strawberries and mangoes, and knelt down to pick them up. Sui Yi pulled him up, pinched his chin, and looked at his face carefully.

Ning Lan was a little flustered and shy, and whispered, "What are you doing? Don't be here, someone will pass by."

Sui Yi's head became hot from the strong aroma, and he grabbed Ning Lan's arm and went behind the bushes on the roadside.

As soon as he stood still, Sui Yi asked, "Where did you go?"

"Go and buy food." Ning Lan took out two boxes from her arms as if offering a treasure, "Let's go up quickly, it won't taste good if it's cold."

Sui Yi sneered: "I thought you were already full."

Ning Lan didn't understand what he meant, but felt that Sui Yi's appearance was a little scary, just like when he was used as a tool to vent his anger, there was a chilly aura all over his body.

Did he know about Ji Zhinan's marriage?

Ning Lan swallowed, and asked nervously, "You know?"

Sui Yi's gaze deepened, and without further ado, he tore Ning Lan's clothes and took off his jacket. There was still that scent inside, on his face, on his neck, on his chest, everywhere.

Ning Lan was taken aback by his hasty action, thinking that he wanted something suddenly, and pushed him hastily: "Don't stay here?"

The life assistant of the crew said that there are many fans and paparazzi nearby, what if there is a second Xue Ying?

A stabbing pain in his neck answered him.

Sui Yi bit down on his exposed slender neck.

Ning Lan finally realized dully that something was wrong.He had walked a long way just now, and his ankle that hadn't healed felt like a pinprick. Now Sui Yi's whole body was on top of him, biting and gnawing on his shoulder. He couldn't take it anymore, and begged: "Let's go back to the house, and you can do whatever you want when you get back to the house... okay, huh?"

Sui Yi suddenly stopped moving, pinched the back of Ning Lan's neck, took control of Ning Lan's whole body, took a few breaths, and whispered in his ear: "Why, Lu Xiaozhou can do it outside/you, but I can't? "

Ning Lan murmured for a moment with her mouth open, and immediately explained: "No, he didn't...uh..."

Sui Yi put his hands into his pants recklessly, and burrowed his fingers into the crevice of his buttocks, as if to check something.

In this chaotic moment, Ning Lan's mind was empty instead, and there was almost no feedback.Only the heart seemed to be clenched by both hands. The strength was too great, and a piece of the heart collapsed, rumbling.

"It will be seen by others... I really didn't mean it, trust me..." He instinctively refused, and he didn't even know what he was talking about. If he didn't say anything at this time, he was afraid that he would cry Come out, "My feet hurt, it hurts..."

In fact, what hurts more is the heart.

Ning Lan's entreaties didn't work until someone passed by outside the bushes.

Sui Yi covered his mouth to prevent him from making a sound.Ning Lan took advantage of the opportunity to lift up the half-faded trousers, her hands were shaking badly, and it took her a long time to fasten the trousers.

He followed Sui Yi's gaze and looked out through the gaps in the bushes, and he realized that it was Ji Zhinan who stopped by the roadside and looked this way.

Ning Lan went to break Sui Yi's hand, approached him and whispered, "I'll go out first, you wait for him to go out before going out."

Sui Yi looked at him with dark eyes, maybe because he felt that there was no better way, he hesitated for a moment and let go of his hand.

Ning Lan tidied up her clothes, and walked out to greet Ji Zhinan.

Ji Zhinan obviously heard something, he was not stupid, his doubts and worries were written all over his face.Ning Lan pretended to be open-minded, and talked to him with a smile, Ji Zhinan looked behind him twice, finally held back and said nothing, and the two walked into the hotel together.

Not long after entering the house, Sui Yi followed behind.Ning Lan sat by the bed for a while before standing up in a panic.

Sui Yi grabbed him: "What are you doing out there?"

"Food, fruit, I threw it outside, I'll give you something to eat." Ning Lan said.

Sui Yi's complexion was very bad, and he said impatiently, "I won't eat."

"Oh." Ning Lan sat down with her shoulders slumped, her brain was as dull as if it was rusted, and she was stunned for a long time, not knowing where to start.

Sui Yi's mind was also a mess, but anger had already gained the upper hand.He thought of Ning Lan's pitiful resignation just now, and his anger boiled like boiling water in his chest.

Does he treat others like this?

How much does he want?

Why is he so mean?

The remaining rationality made him hold these words in his heart and did not say them out, but Ning Lan's next sentence broke his last ray of rationality in an instant.

"Do you like Ji Zhinan?"

Ning Lan's voice was so low that it was almost inaudible in a room where needles could be heard.After he finished speaking, he raised his head, raised the corner of his mouth, and pulled out a smile that he had practiced countless times, "Do you think I look like him?"

There was no mirror in the room, so Sui Yi didn't know how ferocious his expression had become at the moment.

According to Ning Lan's past behavior and actions, a terrible idea immediately popped up in his mind.

"Are you approaching him on purpose?" Sui Yi approached him step by step. At first, she still asked, but later she became determined, "You snatched this role to get close to him."

Ning Lan didn't answer, her smile froze on her lips, it was uglier than crying.

Look, this person is full of his little stars, and no one else can tolerate him.

"What exactly do you want to do?" Sui Yi asked through gritted teeth.

Ning Lan felt that she should be happy. This was the first time that Sui Yi had spoken so many words to him on her own initiative.But his eye sockets became hot for no reason, and the things in front of him gradually blurred, and soon they all turned into shaking phantoms.

What do I want to do?

He shook his head slowly, and he didn't know either.

Suddenly there was a crisp sound of glass falling to the ground, Sui Yi kicked the suitcase on the ground, and something rolled out from the unzipped gap

Ning Lan suddenly raised her head and stood up to pick it up, but she was a step too late, and Sui Yi who was closer picked it up first.

When Sui Yi saw what was on Ping, his expression could no longer be described as terrifying, as if anyone who touched him again would make him go mad with murderous intent, and asked word by word: "What is this?"

Ning Lan was speechless, Sui Yi sneered, and answered for him: "For Lu Xiaozhou? Are you afraid he won't be hard?"

"No……"

"Didn't expect me to come over suddenly? Didn't expect me to interrupt your good business again?"

Ning Lan gritted his teeth and swallowed back his tears. Even in such a situation that was very unfavorable to him, he didn't want to win sympathy with his misery and embarrassment.

He sat back on the bed, quietly curled his shoulders and shrank into the bed: "No."

His voice was very low, because even if he said that, Sui Yi wouldn't believe it.

In Sui Yi's heart, Ning Lan was dirty and vulgar, and now he added an evil intention, so it was useless to say anything.

So what the hell am I doing now?Ning Lan suddenly became dazed.

Sui Yi approached him, pinched his chin, forced him to raise his head, and repeated the words that had left him dripping with blood: "Lu Xiaozhou can use this to fuck you, but I can't?"

Ning Lan looked at him without blinking. Even in this situation, he could stare at this face and see obsession and disorientation.

"Okay, whatever you want...you can."

Ning Lan heard herself say.

Sui Yi's anger had reached its peak, he suddenly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, unscrewed the cap of the glass bottle, then pinched Ning Lan's chin again, pressed his two fingers on his cheek, let his mouth open, and then Put the bottle in his mouth.

The cold liquid flowed down the throat into the esophagus, causing Ning Lan's empty stomach to quickly ignite a prairie fire, and it was like some kind of strong corrosive solvent, causing him pain like gut piercing.

He didn't struggle, but just grabbed Sui Yi's wrist tightly, physiological tears flowed from his slightly opened eyes, and wet the trembling eyelashes.

After pouring down half a bottle, Sui Yi stopped as if waking up from a dream, threw the bottle on the ground, and whispered: "No...don't get close to him again."

He justified his actions.It was Ning Lan who was disobedient and deceived him first. This is nothing more than a small punishment and a big warning.

Ning Lan defined the "he" in Sui Yi's mouth as Ji Zhinan, raised her hand to wipe the corners of her mouth, coughed a few times, opened the corners of her mouth with difficulty, and asked in a hoarse voice as if competing with him: "You haven't answered yet, Does this... look like him?"

Seeing the smile on his pale face, Sui Yi suddenly became dizzy, his body and mind shook, as if something was leaving his body, like a handful of sand in his hand, the tighter he held it, the faster it would flow away .

He didn't understand what this feeling was like, he just knew that he didn't want to see Ning Lan laughing like this, her beautiful eyes were lifeless, and there were only two black holes left.

"Don't compare yourself to him."

Sui Yi dropped these words, stopped looking at him, picked up his backpack and rushed out the door almost hastily.

It took a quarter of an hour for the strength of the medicine to appear. Ning Lan took off her upper body clothes, moved slowly to the bathroom, leaned on the sink, and looked at herself in the mirror.

His pale skin was covered with bruises. He hated this body so much that he couldn't hide anything, and when the marks disappeared, nothing would remain.

Sui Yi will only remember his filthiness, and regard this body as a place where all the filth is hidden, and he despises and loathes it.The gentleness bestowed unintentionally is nothing more than instinct.

In Sui Yi's eyes, his "intent" will always be "with ulterior motives". What's ridiculous is that he thought he could use his pride and sincerity to attract his attention to himself bit by bit.

Ning Lan couldn't bear it anymore, she sat slumped on the ground, covered her face with her hands, shook her shoulders and laughed.

That man is a star in the sky, and what about him?A handful of mud in the sewer, a blind man would look up at the stars instead of looking down at him.

Ning Lan couldn't bear it anymore, covered her mouth and vomited.He didn't want to vomit on the ground, but he couldn't get up. Whenever he felt that he couldn't vomit anything anymore, his stomach would still convulse, vowing to empty out all the internal organs in his body before giving up.

In the chaos of consciousness, he thought in a daze, this should be retribution, right?

It was because of his lack of greed that he got tenderness, wanted to be liked, and even missed love.But in Sui Yi's eyes, everything he said was false and a lie. Even if he was willing to say it, would anyone be willing to listen?

The body is very hot, but there seems to be a big hole in the heart. The wind blowing through the hall has completely consumed the little warmth left inside, and the bones are cold.

Ning Lan was lying on the ground, she didn't even have the strength to tremble.

A few drops of warm liquid passed across his cheeks. He tried twice, but he still couldn't lift his hands.He stuck out his tongue and licked it, and when the tip of his tongue touched it, it was already cold.

Ning Lan suddenly laughed, but no sound came out of her dry throat.

He laughed at himself for being fake, didn't he have no strength?Why are you still crying?