Lucid dreaming

He used to like crabs very much, but when he heard that the crabs were bought by Li Zhaomin, he lost his appetite.He was just fiddling with two crab claws on the table, as if he had something in his hand all the time. My brother didn't notice that he hardly moved the crabs, and kept talking to him.

The study tour project will start in a few weeks, and the materials that need to be submitted to the school for a group visa have not been sorted out; the students in the new semester are very interesting people.The eldest sister is different from what he thinks, she is good at taking care of people, and she has no prejudice against others, even her mother likes her.My mother went on a trip again, being a full-time wife is a bit boring, she seems to be planning to be a proxy | shopping for fun...

Li Zhaowei listened intermittently, thinking about Ke Xi in his heart, wondering if he was alone at home, whether his ankle was fine, whether he ordered takeaway, whether Du Hang came to trouble him.

Speaking of which, why did Ke Xi shield Du Hang? What right does Du Hang have to treat Ke Xi like this?

Two days later, my younger brother did not develop any new incidents. It seems that I called him just to reminisce and persuade him to participate in the study tour program to go to the United States.I always felt that Li Zhaomin would come back suddenly, but Li Zhaowei couldn't stay still, so he bought the nearest ticket and went back to Moon City.

It was dusk when he left, and it was dusk when he came back, as if he had just gone for a walk, and the two days he was with his brother were hallucinations during the walk.

Feeling slightly dizzy, he pushed open the door, and was not surprised to see Ke Xi sitting horizontally on the sofa, still wearing his home clothes, with his injured leg stretched flat, and the other leg raised, holding the book " Americanpsycho", visual inspection has read three or four chapters.Hearing his return, he raised his head and his eyes sparkled: "Brother Yan!"

As soon as he raised his head, his cheeks were illuminated by the setting sun, and his hair was as soft as dandelions.Li Zhaowei smiled involuntarily, threw the key into the basket by the door, and asked, "What did you eat these two days?"

Ke Xi shrugged shruggingly. With this movement, the clothes on the shoulders showed obvious and smooth skeletal lines: "Those things in the refrigerator."

There seemed to be nothing in the refrigerator, probably only the snacks he bought at the supermarket last time.Li Zhaowei asked with some reproach: "Why don't you order takeaway?"

Ke Xi chuckled, but didn't answer.At the same time, his stomach let out a sound full of presence.

He might be... out of money.

Li Zhaowei felt like a bad owner who ran out to eat and drink, and left the kitten at home to starve.

He went to the storage basket in the entrance and found a large number of colorful takeout orders. He glanced at a cardboard box at the door, was taken aback, and then remembered that it was sent from the main house.Ko Xi followed his gaze and noticed the box, and said, "It was delivered this morning. I don't know what it is, so I left it at the door."

Li Zhaowei spread out the takeout list on the coffee table, and studied the contents of the dinner with Ke Xi. Ke Xi read every menu and insisted on ordering the cheapest vegetarian wonton. He couldn't help suspecting that Ke Xi's choice criterion was not the taste but the price .In order to balance the nutrition of Koshi's dinner, he ordered sushi himself.

After ordering takeaway, Li Zhaowei threw the takeaway order back into the storage basket, carried the box to the coffee table and opened it, and showed Ke Xi what Li Zhaomin had brought back.Ke Xi held his breath, picked up the enrollment brochure on the top, and looked at the well-known university in awe: "Did your sister give you all these?"

Ke Xi's expression made him suspect that Li Zhaomin might really want to make him happy.Seeing him nodding, Ke Xi didn't hide his envy: "It's great to have such a sister."

"Well...it's okay." Li Zhaowei replied vaguely.

Kosi looked at the booklets for a while, put them aside, and looked at the other things in the box.He didn't seem to be interested in comics and figurines. Instead, he took out the cream gun from the box and fiddled with it over and over in his hand: "What about this? What is this?"

It seemed that Kosi didn't know the cream gun either.Li Zhaowei took the cream gun and explained to him how to use it. Ke Xi nodded numbly, obviously confused.Li Zhaowei wanted to find something to explain further, and saw a balloon in the air bomb carton at a glance, so he took out the balloon, put it on the muzzle of the cream gun, and pressed the wrench, and the balloon inflated with a squeak.

Ke Xi's eyes sparkled a little brighter: "So you were blowing up balloons?"

The balloon was almost inflated, Li Zhaowei squeezed the mouth of the balloon, took it off and handed it to him: "You try?"

Ke Xi took the balloon carefully - when catching the balloon, their fingers briefly rubbed against each other, and the warmth felt like spring water suddenly fluctuating.Kosi pinched the balloon like a dragonfly's wings, and looked at it dubiously, as if the gas inside would suddenly turn into something else.

Li Zhaowei made an inhalation gesture.Ke Xi hesitantly brought the balloon to his mouth, slowly let go of his hand, and took a shallow breath.His expression changed suddenly, as if there was an uncontrollable and gradually expanding joy in his chest.

Leaning back on the sofa cushions, he held the balloon up to his nose again, and took a deep breath, his expression becoming more dazed.

Seeing his appearance, Li Zhaowei couldn't help laughing, wondering what expression he would have when he heard his voice.

"say something."

Ke Xi looked at him, his eyes were foggy, as if he couldn't determine the focus, and asked in a low voice, "Well, what did you say?"

His voice has hardly changed, let alone Donald Duck's funny voice, but has an added layer of languid and charming tone.Li Zhaowei's heart was beating wildly unnaturally, watching Ke Xi take a final deep breath and suck the balloon clean.After a moment of trance, he suddenly couldn't help laughing.

He laughed so happily and suddenly, Li Zhaowei couldn't help laughing along with him: "What are you laughing at?"

Ke Xi shook his head, and suddenly he collapsed on the sofa laughing. Li Zhaowei was afraid that he might hurt his leg, so he hurried over to support him: "Sit properly, don't sprain again."

"I don't hurt," Kosh gasped.

The faces of the two were only less than ten centimeters apart. Li Zhaowei couldn't help looking at Ke Xi's lips, which were thin and soft, with a soft color. He wondered unexpectedly what it would be like to kiss his lips.

Suddenly feeling a gentle coolness on his lips, Ke Xi grabbed Li Zhaowei's collar and kissed him softly.

Li Zhaowei's sanity was gone, he couldn't feel anything, he could only feel Ke Xi's lips.

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Koshi let go of him.Only then did Li Zhaowei realize that he was breathing heavily like he was drowning, his head was buzzing, and he didn't know where he was, and what the harsh and monotonous voice he heard in his ears meant.It took a while for the wandering thoughts to return to his mind. He remembered the takeaway he ordered just now, and a strong malice rushed into his heart.

Don't send it early, don't send it later, but it happened to be delivered so soon.

He grabbed his wallet and keys to open the door, with a tingling feeling still on his lips.

It seemed that the kiss continued in the air.Kosh laughed again behind his back.He glanced back in embarrassment, and Kosi was lying on the sofa, smiling lazily at him.

No wonder Li Zhaomin said that they use this when they have a party, it is simply a sharp weapon to get closer.I don't know if he should also take a quick breath, pretend to be emotional, and pounce on him to reminisce about the tenderness just now.

He put the takeaway on the table, took the cream gun, and tried to blow up a balloon for himself, but this time he couldn't blow it up. Whatever gas was in the bomb had been used up.He tried to reload another air bomb, and the takeaway bag suddenly rustled. It was Ke Xi who reached out, took out a pair of disposable chopsticks from the takeaway bag, and gently slid the chopsticks across his cheeks.

Li Zhaowei raised his head, and Ke Xi was lying on his side on the sofa, with his injured leg stretched out straight, holding the sofa cushion with one hand, and the disposable chopsticks with the other, gently touching his forehead.

Cosi smiled at him.He probably took a bath again in the past two days, and his body smelled of coconut.Coconut is not as pungent as it smelled on the first day, and it blends with the taste of Kexi, which is sweet and greasy close to the taste of milk.There was a thousand words in his eyes.Li Zhaowei was almost lost in those deep black and gentle eyes.

Fortunately, he was squatting tremblingly, and his almost unbalanced legs woke him up from his dream.He threw the cream gun and air bombs back into the box, took a pair of chopsticks for himself, and said, "How can you eat while lying down?"

"I'll sit up now." Ke Xi slowly sat up straight, and leaned over to hold a wonton.Li Zhaowei couldn't help laughing in a posture like a ballet girl pressing her legs, and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go to the kitchen and get you a bowl, don't bother."

Li Zhaowei found a noodle bowl and handed it to Ke Xi, feeling a little sleepy, he yawned slightly.Thinking of going to school again tomorrow, my mood immediately became gloomy.Going to school is really troublesome. He has been tossing back and forth these days so that he is about to fall apart. Now he just wants to lie down and rest at home for a few days.

I don't know why Kosi was poked into laughter by this yawn, saying that he yawned like a dog.Li Zhaowei couldn't help touching his chin.Dogs stick out their tongues so long when they yawn, but he doesn't stick out his tongue so long.

Ke Xi laughed even harder after hearing this, until he covered his stomach, laughing until Li Zhaowei was at a loss.He didn't think he was so funny, the culprit must be the balloon.

Ke Xi laughed until tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, and finally calmed down, he asked, "Brother Yan, why do you live alone?"

This question is very difficult to answer.

Ke Xi couldn't wait for an answer, so he smiled and said, "Does it have something to do with that Zhou Mingyuan?...It really has something to do with it. Brother Yan, do you know that your thoughts are written on your face?"

Li Zhaowei's cheeks were hot uncontrollably, so he knew how he felt for him from the first day he saw him.Ke Xi looked at his face and burst out laughing.

"You're blushing, Brother Yan. It's okay, I'm not boasting, I'm probably pretty good-looking? It can be said that I was chased from childhood to adulthood. It's no surprise that you like me, and there are many people who like you. Are you gay? "

Li Zhaowei still didn't want to answer, and Ke Xi didn't force it, and said to himself: "I have known that I like boys a long time ago. It may have been in the first grade of junior high school. My father took me to the public bathroom to take a bath. There were many people in the bathhouse at that time. I I saw the neighbor’s little brother. I didn’t have any feelings for him before, but that day when he turned his back to me, and the hot water flowed down the hollow of his back, I suddenly understood everything. After that, I never experienced enlightenment again. a feeling of."

He stretched his shoulders a little and said, "My throat was thirsty, so I drank some hot water from the shower in the bathroom. Dad saw it and said the water was too dirty and told me not to drink it. He didn't know why I drank it."

Li Zhaowei couldn't help staring at his lips that kept opening and closing slightly.

A smile appeared on the corner of Ke Xi's mouth, and said: "Du Hang always thought that he could use his identity as a homosexual to scare me, but I'm not afraid at all. He himself drools when he sees me. I guess, in their eyes, as long as I grow up It's good looking, it doesn't matter if it's male or female. I caught Du Hang staring at me several times. He's a pervert."

He leaned up slightly and said, "Brother Yan, are you gay?"

There are countless things implied in the soft voice.

Li Zhaowei didn't dare to move, and didn't know what to say.Ke Xi suddenly patted the sofa lightly and said, "Brother Yan, come to me."

Seeing the astonishment on Li Zhaowei's face, Ke Xi smiled slightly and said, "Brother Yan, come here and kneel in front of me."

He could disobey Kosh's instructions, but he couldn't refuse that soft voice.Li Zhaowei put down his chopsticks, walked over stiffly, and knelt down on the carpet in front of Ke Xi.Ke Xi looked down at him, in the dark twilight, the small canine teeth protruding from the left corner of his mouth gleamed delicately.

"You can sit down, I'm afraid your legs will go numb."

Just as Li Zhaowei wanted to ask him why his legs were numb, he grabbed the back of his head with one hand, and pressed his soft lips against it.In the dark, Ke Xi was also a little unsure, and the tip of their lips and noses bumped into each other at the same time.Ke Xi let out an "ah", smiled lowly, and pressed his head against his lips again.

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Li Zhaowei panted, and looked at Ke Xi.

It shouldn't be like this.

Li Zhaowei slowly withdrew his hand from Ke Xi's clothes, and slowly retreated from the sofa, calming his chaotic breathing and thoughts.After a while, Kosh turned his head to the side, and the home clothes rubbed against the sofa, making a slight sound.He said in a low voice: "What's the matter, Brother Yan?"

Li Zhaowei raised his head and looked at Ke Xi's silhouette in the dim light: "Do you like me?"

"Of course. What's the matter?"

His voice sounded soft and sober.The sound lured him to him, and clearly illuminated his thirst.Li Zhaowei put away the messy clothes again, got up and turned on the light.

Ke Xi squinted his eyes because of the light, then straightened his half-open home clothes and sat up straight.Li Zhaowei fell onto the sofa next to Ke Xi, leaned his head on the back of the sofa, and lowered his eyes to look at him.

Ke Xi smiled faintly, but lost the seductive expression just now.

"If you don't eat, it will be cold," Li Zhaowei said.

He reached out and took the admission application brochure that had just been stacked aside and handed it to Kosh, asking him to put it on his knees so as not to burn his legs.Kosh hesitated for a moment.He took the manual and put it on his lap, put the takeaway into a bowl, and silently delivered the wontons to his mouth.

He ate without making any sound, but rather fast, and he ate like crazy. Obviously, he was about to starve to death by eating the snacks in the refrigerator these days.Seeing that he didn't move his chopsticks very much towards the sushi, Li Zhaowei offered to give him some.

When it comes to sushi, it doesn’t have much resemblance to the sushi in Japanese restaurants, it’s more like seaweed roll rice covered in mayonnaise.Ke Xi ate one by one, and as he ate, he raised his head: "Brother Yan, how much will I give you for this meal?"

Li Zhaowei shook his head and said, "Eat it, I'll treat you."

Ke Xi put down the bowl and said, "Then when shall I leave?"

Seeing that he brought out the aloof fan he met on the first day again, Li Zhaowei also put down his chopsticks and said, "Is it because my house is uncomfortable?"

Ke Xi looked at him stubbornly: "It's comfortable, but I'm afraid I can't afford the rent and meals."

Li Zhaowei was just about to say, "You don't need to pay for the meal", suddenly he had a flash of inspiration and said, "Were you paying the rent just now?"

Koshi lowered his eyes, then raised his head again.Silent words flowed in the air.Li Zhaowei suddenly remembered the bruises on his buttocks when he was changing clothes.At that time, I just thought how could there be such a strange looking wound, but now that I think about it, it is obviously a handprint left by someone forcibly.Since this kind of trace can be left, the scene at that time is ready to emerge.

"Du Hang...Did Du Hang ask you to do this?"

A twist quickly crossed Kosi's face.

"I have nothing else," he said as calmly as possible. "You like me, don't you? Why refuse me?"

"I……"

Li Zhaowei stopped after saying a word.He also wondered why he rejected Kosi.Indeed, he was always full of delusions about Ke Xi, taking advantage of it secretly through intentional or unintentional contact, but when Ke Xi really wanted to "pay the rent", he was not excited, but felt a burst of intense sadness.

It wasn't for that kind of thing that he approached Kosi.

As long as Koshi could live in his room, smile at him, wear his clothes, and eat the food he picked up, he was content.

"Just stay with me." Li Zhaowei said, "You don't have to worry about the rent and food expenses. I didn't bring you back for this."

Ke Xi's cheeks twitched, as if he wanted to laugh, but also seemed to want to cry.He picked up the chopsticks, picked up a piece of sushi with the most abundant ingredients, stuffed it whole into his mouth, and chewed, his expression brightened into a tearful smile.

"One day you will change this statement." He said vaguely, "At that time, let's eat vegetarian wanton together again."