Lucid dreaming

Wang Jiayi turned her head in the direction Du Hang pointed, and almost sprained her own neck.On the other side of the lake, under the willow tree, there was a man in a wheelchair.

Is that Koshi?

Wang Jiayi unconsciously took a deep breath and walked towards Ke Xi.Halfway there, a nurse stopped him.She scanned Wang Jiayi's clothes up and down, and said cautiously: "Sir, visitors are not allowed over there."

Wang Jiayi looked at her, then at Ke Xi, raised his hand and pointed in Ke Xi's direction, and said, "I'm not a visitor, if I'm looking for someone, I'll find Ke Xi."

The nurse didn't even look back and said, "Sorry, patients are not allowed to meet strangers."

"I'm not a stranger." Wang Jiayi said, "Li Zhaowei asked me to come. Do you know Li Zhaowei? Li Zhaomin's younger brother. If you don't believe me, call her now and ask her."

The nurse hesitated, looking around, obviously wanting to ask other colleagues for help.It turned out that she was a little nurse who was ordered to take care of the patients, so she couldn't talk to Li Zhaomin directly.Not to miss this opportunity, Wang Jiayi patted the nurse on the shoulder and said, "Just ask, I'll go first. If you have something to do, come and find me." Taking advantage of her being at a loss, she walked towards Ke Xi openly from her side.

Du Hang also wanted to follow, but was stopped by the nurse.Du Hang made a loud noise, but Wang Jiayi turned a deaf ear to it.The closer he got, the more violently his heart beat, as if hitting his ribs, making a pounding sound.

Ke Xi looked at the lake, the wind blowing from the lake shook his shoulder-length black hair, and one could see his slenderness from such a distance. It was just early autumn, and Wang Jiayi was still wearing a shirt and a thin coat, while that man Wearing a loose gray sweater.

Wang Jiayi stopped a meter away from him, and Ke Xi finally noticed someone approaching, and turned to look at him.

He was so beautiful, without any fat, and his bones were so smooth that he could be drawn with a pencil.Pale face, high nose and thin lips, deep eyebrows and eyes, black and thick eyelashes, like two black eyeliners haloed around the eyes.

To say he looks like Ke Xi is not sure if it is an insult or a compliment.Wang Jiayi's fitness is quite effective, and his abdominal muscles are beginning to show. His figure is much better than that of the frail Ke Xi, but he definitely does not have the subtle androgynous temperament of Ke Xi.

Wang Jiayi reminded himself that this person is the young master's first love, they must be about the same age, and Ke Xi should be 30 years old.But he really doesn't look like a man in his thirties.His shoulder-length black hair surrounds his face. If it weren't for his shoulders and chest with obvious masculine features, Wang Jiayi might have mistaken him for a mother-in-law.

The two looked at each other, Ko Xi lowered his eyes first and asked, "Did you look for me?"

"Yes." Wang Jiayi said, "You are Ke Xi?"

Cosi looked up at him again. "I am, who are you?"

"I……"

This time Wang Jiayi didn't know how to introduce herself, whether it was a lie or the truth, she had already used up all of them.He sat down on the bench next to the wheelchair, crossed his hands and fingers on his lap, and said, "My name is Wang Jiayi. Now I work in Li Zhaowei's company, which is also his... um..."

He parted his hands briefly and raised them outward.Ke Xi smiled lightly and said, "Oh, now boyfriend?"

Wang Jiayi shrugged ambiguously, not because he wanted to obscure his identity, but because he really didn't know how to say it.

"Skip my part over, let's make a long story short, less... Li Zhaowei always thought you were dead, and I thought so too, because I haven't seen you. I wanted to know what happened back then, did some research, and, uh ,You understand."

Hearing the news of his death from others, Ke Xi nodded without changing his expression.Wang Jiayi smiled awkwardly at him, and continued: "I used to just want to know what happened between you, but now... now I don't know what to do. Why are you here?"

Kosi lightly brushed his legs, which were covered with a lilac-coloured coral fleece blanket.Wang Jiayi looked at his gestures and asked, "What's wrong with your legs? Can autism cause...can't walk?"

Ke Xi glanced at him and said, "Autistic? I'm not."

It's not autism, why is it in Anning Hospital?Judging by his appearance, his mental state is quite normal.Could it be that he pretended to be a mental patient again to escape the punishment of the law and was thrown in by Li Zhaomin?

"Then...why are you here?"

"Rehabilitation," said Kosh.

"Rehabilitation." Wang Jiayi repeated, and Ke Xi patted his leg and said, "I'm not born this way. It is said that doing rehabilitation can make me stand up again."

"Then when will you be able to stand up?"

This time his question was not answered by Koshi.He just looked at the lake with a sad expression.Wang Jiayi vaguely had a terrible answer in his heart, he didn't dare to say it out loud, and said cautiously: "It's okay... you will stand up sooner or later."

"Improbable," said Cosi.

Wang Jiayi did not continue to speak.Ke Xi took a deep breath, let out a long breath, leaned back in the wheelchair, and said, "You are Brother Yan's current boyfriend...how is Brother Yan now?"

Who is Brother Yan?Wang Jiayi was taken aback for a moment before realizing that it should be Li Zhaowei's nickname when he flirted with Ke Xi back then.But is it the swallow of the swallow?It won't be called "Brother Yan", or "Brother Yan".

"It's pretty good." Wang Jiayi said, "Facial paralysis, he doesn't like to talk, and the relationship with his sister is tense."

Ke Xi smiled, as if the ice and snow had just melted, and the lake and the sky were bright.He turned his head and looked at Wang Jiayi: "He has facial paralysis now? I haven't seen brother Yan with facial paralysis."

"Let's meet together." Wang Jiayi immediately grasped the words.Ke Xi moved his eyes and stopped talking.After a while, he opened his mouth again and whispered to the air, "How long have you been with Brother Yan?"

Thinking about it this way, too many things happened in a month or two.

"A month or two."

"Is it so short..." Ke Xi seemed a little unhappy, "...Then, are you and him alumni?"

"No." Wang Jiayi said, "I only met him after I joined his company. On the first day we met, he even told me to resign. Because he thought I looked like a person."

Normally, Ke Xi should ask who he looks like, and he can bring up the topic smoothly.But Ke Xi didn't ask any questions, just raised his hand and brushed aside the hair that was blown in front of him.The loose sweater fell down the arm, revealing a slender and white wrist with well-defined joints. The thin wrist may only be as thick as Wang Jiayi's three fingers combined.

"You shouldn't have come." Ke Xi said, "You must have come here behind Brother Yan's back, right? Sister Li certainly didn't know you were here."

Being hit, Wang Jiayi smiled embarrassingly and said, "Shouldn't I come?"

"I have an agreement with Sister Li." Ke Xi said calmly, "I can never appear in front of Brother Yan. To him, I am already dead. And I am like this, what good is being alive?"

Wang Jiayi couldn't help but said: "But he loves you very much. You know what, he chased me because he thought I was like you. He definitely wants you to live, and he doesn't want you to die."

"I don't think we two look alike." Kosh said still calmly.

Wang Jiayi felt like he was stepping on the ground.

"That's not the point. The point is that Young Master likes you very, very much. Your death has caused him great harm, but you are actually still alive. Don't you think... don't you want to see him?"

Ke Xi stared at the blanket and thought for a moment, took off a leaf that fell on the blanket, threw it aside, watched the leaf swirling in the wind, and said, "I don't think much about it now. Besides, it is impossible to untie it when I see you." His knot."

"Then you're going to be in the hospital all the time?"

Cosi shrugged. "I didn't know where I could go after I was discharged from the hospital. The doctor said that my brain was permanently damaged. I was not smart at first, and now I am even stupider. What else can I do?"

Wang Jiayi suddenly heard words he didn't understand: "What is permanent damage?"

Ke Xi frowned slightly, but still explained: "Injured neurons, low IQ, or a disability, may never recover. Do you understand?"

He couldn't agree with this. Since entering the Hospice Hospital, Ke Xi was the most fluent speaker he had seen.

"I think it's okay." Wang Jiayi said, "You know Du Hang, right? I was still talking to him over there just now. I think he doesn't seem to have a high IQ."

He originally wanted to make Ke Xi laugh, but Ke Xi not only didn't smile, the original cheerfulness also disappeared.Turning his face away again, his expression was as cold as ice.

"That's the effect of neurological drugs on the brain. Do you know the medicine for depression? After taking that medicine, people will become demented, lethargic, addicted to eating, like a walking dead. Du Hang is really stupid, but he didn't before So stupid. You think he is stupid, what is the difference between me and him?"

Ke Xi has a very bad temper, and he keeps talking non-stop.Wang Jiayi tentatively put his hands on his legs. The bones under his palms were delicate and exquisite. It seemed that there was no flesh under the blanket. When he lifted the blanket, he would see white bones and plush slippers.

He found that he couldn't imagine the intimate and negative relationship between Ke Xi and the young master.The person in front of him is unable to connect with any lust in reality.Kosi looked at his hand with wide eyes, but said nothing.His gaze made Wang Jiayi feel as if he was insulting him, but his original intention was to pat Ke Xi's leg and shorten the distance between them.

"Okay, you're stupid." Wang Jiayi calmly withdrew his hands and put them on his lap, "Then are you going to stay here forever?"

"Otherwise?" Ke Xi asked back, "if I leave here, where else can I go? If there is any choice, what I desire most is death. Secondly, let me be alone and live forever without being disturbed by others Life."

"It shouldn't be possible to live alone." Wang Jiayi said, this time he sighed sincerely, "You are so beautiful, it is impossible to live a life without being disturbed by others."

The wind was strong again, blowing Ke Xi's hair fluttering, Ke Xi scratched a few strands of long hair blown to his mouth, and said: "I don't understand what you mean. You are his boyfriend now , but acted very hopeful that I would be with him again. Why can't you maintain a good relationship with him, but come to me?"

Wang Jiayi looked at Ke Xi's hand, wondering whether it was luck or misfortune. Ke Xi's hand was either a slender jade hand, or a boy's hand. The nails were clean but very short, like triangular shells attached to his hands.

"Because they don't want to mention it. Now that you're not dead, I'll say it normally: If your boyfriend's first love encounters an accident, although he doesn't want to mention it, he won't deliberately hide it. The more you hide it, the more it means it There's something wrong with it. I want to find out why you died before I'm the next victim."

This passage unexpectedly touched Ko Xi's hhp, he laughed out loud, the laughter stopped abruptly, and turned into a violent cough.A person actually choked himself laughing.

Wang Jiayi looked at him with half embarrassment and half wanting to laugh. Ke Xi wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes as if there was no one else around.

"No one has talked to me for a long time." Ke Xi said, "Of course Du Hang doesn't count. I know I shouldn't tell you, but...if I don't, maybe I won't have the chance to tell others."

He suddenly raised his head, smiled mischievously at Wang Jiayi, and said, "Before all this, go and buy me a bottle of beer, Roosevelt Ten. Without this bottle of beer, I won't tell you anything."