Lucid dreaming

Li Zhaowei was leaning on the soft pillow, with a long hanging needle attached to his left hand, and a bandage on his right eye hit by the cupboard door. His left eye turned around, looking at the people in the ward in turn.

Ever since the doctor announced her illness, her mother has been crying, pulling out tissues one by one from the tissue box in Li Zhaomin's arms to wipe her tears; Mr. Li looked tired and helpless, as if he had aged two or three years overnight; He leaned back very far, and turned his eyes from side to side, looking at his sister and then at him.

Mr. Li heaved a long sigh, raised his hand and pressed the center of his brows: "It's decided now. Zhaowei will go to the United States and live with Xiao Min's mother. Xiao Min, help him clean up, and get familiar with the environment as soon as possible. Let Xiao Min's mother contact the school for help."

"I'm not going." Li Zhaowei said.

No one responded to this sentence.He has said these words a thousand times, the thousand and first time, and still no one listens to what he is saying.

"Why do you have to go to the United States?" Mom said sobbingly, "Zhaowei has always been a good boy, how can I take care of him when he goes to the United States? I will go to Moon City, and I will live with him."

She was the one who insisted on going abroad to study before, and she is the one who can't say it now.What a fickle woman.

"Mom, I think it's better for Zhaowei to be with my mother." Li Zhaomin said politely, "My mother is strict with her children, she has a way of educating them, and she is not afraid of being a stepmother for her children's success. Brother Zhaowei will become a good boy when he is with my mother."

Mother Li paused when she heard the sound, and took a look at Li Zhaomin from the paper towel, as if she wanted to eat her alive.Li Zhaomin only smiled slightly, opened a paper bag and held it in his hand, tilting the mouth of the paper bag towards Li's mother: "Mom, this is a garbage bag, it is not good to throw away tissues in the ward."

"I'm not going." Li Zhaowei said again.

"That's it." Mr. Li didn't seem to hear him, "Zhaohe, you too, follow my sister well in the future. Having your brother is enough to worry about. You have to refer to his past mistakes. You can't become like him. people."

Li Zhaohe glanced at his brother, and nodded carefully to Mr. Li.

Li Zhaowei asked again, "Where's Ke Xi?"

His throat became more and more hoarse, and the hoarse voice floated in the air for a moment, then disappeared delicately.Everyone pretended not to hear, only Li Zhaomin smiled into his gaze, but obviously did not intend to answer him in front of the public.

"I'll go to the United States when Xiao Wei is almost ready." Mr. Li said, "Xiao Min will help him look over the visa documents for the past two days, and you should pay more attention to my brother's affairs."

"Okay." Li Zhaomin's eyes became two crescent buds with a smile.Li Zhaowei couldn't understand why she was so happy.Mother Li cried even more sadly on the side.Li Zhaohyuk looked timidly for a while, and tentatively put his hand on his mother's arm. His mother held his hand tightly behind her back, and wiped her eyes with a tissue.

Mr. Li waved his hands and stood up: "Xiaowei, please rest. Don't make noise here, cry and cry."

Seeing that they were about to leave, Li Zhaowei hurriedly raised his voice: "Li Zhao...Sister! I have something to tell you!"

Li Zhaomin glanced at Mr. Li, who nodded to her.Li Zhaomin sat on the chair, and when everyone had left, she stood up, closed the door, stood at the door, with her back to the transparent glass of the ward, and looked at him with her arms folded.

Standing in the shadow where no one can see, standing in the line of sight of one eye of Li Zhaowei, the gentle smile on her face disappeared, and she no longer looked like a good sister who set an example, but a demon far beyond her age.

Before meeting Li Zhaomin, Li Zhaowei never thought that there would be people in the world who are so deliberate.Now that I think about it, her methods are nothing extraordinary, even crude and ridiculous. I am the one who is ignorant. I will be led by this kind of person, and I will guide you when I am most helpless. It would be great if I listened to my sister.

For Li Zhaomin, he has no greetings or foreshadowing at all.Li Zhaowei took a deep breath, and there was a sharp pain in his chest.The effect of the anesthetic had passed, and it was hard to tell whether the pain in his chest came from the wound, or it might come from his heart.

"Where's Kosh?"

Li Zhaomin couldn't help but sneered: "You're like a bodhisattva crossing the river, and you can't protect yourself, so why do you care about others?"

"I'm asking you, Ke Xi!" Li Zhaowei roared.However, the roar at the exit was not half as loud as the usual speaking voice.Li Zhaomin was not afraid at all, and sneered a few times: "Speak well, how about being polite?"

Li Zhaowei gritted his molars and said, "Alright, Li Zhaomin, please tell me where Ke Xi is."

Li Zhaomin shrugged: "What do you think? Do you think he will wait for you to go back at my house?"

Just now, the wound on his chest was sore by pulling his neck and shouting. The wound was so painful that even breathing was a searing pain. Li Zhaowei didn't dare to shout any more, and said in a low voice, "Tell me."

Li Zhaomin changed his posture, leaned against the door, and looked down at him from top to bottom: "Li Zhaowei, when you wake up, the first thing you do is to oppose your father's arrangement; the second thing is to ask your boyfriend Where is it? As for how tired I was and how I saved you, I didn’t even say a word of thanks. Without me sending you to the hospital, you would have lost too much blood and couldn’t see the sun today. Say, thank you sister.”

"Thank you sister." Li Zhaowei gritted his teeth, "Can you tell me now?"

The corners of Li Zhaomin's mouth turned up, and he looked at him with a half-smile: "I don't think you have the courage to know."

The blood pressure pounded his temples, and Li Zhaowei's eyes turned black.If Li Zhaomin continues to tease him, he must not have the physical strength to support him, "Say it quickly."

Li Zhaomin put away his smile: "He's dead."

A small steel claw grabbed Li Zhaowei's heart, and the sharp tip of the claw was deeply embedded in his heart.This is impossible.Li Zhaomin is a liar.

"What did you say?"

"Ke Xi is dead." Li Zhaomin said condescendingly and unquestionably, "Vomit blocked the respiratory tract, and multiple organs in the whole body failed. When I heard that you two had an accident, I called an ambulance immediately, but I was powerless. Just you During the operation, the doctor told me he was dead."

Li Zhaowei couldn't say a word.Li Zhaomin looked at him sideways, she never liked being cute before.This movement looks familiar for no reason, but Li Zhaowei can't remember who saw this movement.Now Li Zhaomin is like a cat that has finally caught its prey, playing with the mouse with great interest.He didn't think he'd ever know someone as vicious as her.

Her speculation about the relationship between him and Koshi was completely wrong, absurd, and not worth mentioning.How could Ke Xi die? Although he is thin and small, he is very healthy. He can run third in the 400 meters with a twisted foot.He was so healthy, just a little addicted.It's just a month's time.

The words of rebuttal stuck in Li Zhaowei's throat, as if as long as he refuted a word, this matter would become a reality.

Li Zhaomin waited for a while and said, "If this is all you have to do, then I will leave."

Li Zhaowei hurriedly yelled "Wait" on the hospital bed, panted for a while, pressed his chest, and said, "Tell the truth, are you lying to me? This is a trap. Everything you said is a trap."

Li Zhaomin looked at him, as if he didn't understand what he was talking about, and seemed to be waiting for him to explain further.Li Zhaowei clutched his collarbone, controlled the opening and closing of his chest, panted for a while trying not to drag the wound, and said: "You gave me a cream gun from the beginning, it was a trap, you hoped that I was the one who used excessive laughing gas, It's a pity that I'm not interested in this thing. Later, on the day of the hurricane, you ordered Du Hang to come, as long as you hurt Ke Xi and trick me out, you will take him away immediately, so I followed him downstairs but couldn't find him You took this opportunity to go in and gave the cream gun to Coxi."

Li Zhaomin's expression and body didn't fluctuate at all, and he replied as if admitting all the facts: "...so?"

"So?" Li Zhaowei repeated, "All of this is your trap. You are perverted, you lied, you lied, and now... you took another life. What did I do to you? Do you want to treat me like this?"

Li Zhaomin put down his hands, instead of hugging his chest, he stuffed them into his trouser pockets.

"I'm not that perverted. I don't have the ability to kill people." She said crisply, "You gave Ke Xi the gas bomb, and you mortgaged the car to Manager Huang to buy the gas bomb. It was you who tied him to the sofa for detoxification." .What does all this have to do with me?"

"But you gave me these things." Li Zhaowei said, "You guided me to use these things to harm people."

"I guide you?" Li Zhaomin repeated in disbelief, "I guide you to use laughing gas to harm people? You found that Ke Xi was addicted to this thing, and instead of trying to help him quit, you used this to keep him and not let him go , I didn’t even think about telling my family when I was riding a tiger. Are these all my responsibilities now?”

Li Zhaowei wanted to refute her but held back, he finally learned to ignore her. "You gave Lee Jo Hyuk laughing gas too, didn't you? You showed him photos of your party, but you didn't inhale, you just took pictures of others inhaling balloons."

Li Zhaomin maintained a half-smile expression: "So?"

She insisted on telling Li Zhaowei about the obvious things.However, when Li Zhaowei actually said it, it sounded like something else. "So, you also want Lee Zhao Hyuk to be poisoned, you want to kill both of us."

"I understand." Li Zhaomin said sarcastically, "The choices you made were all because of me. Whether it was stabbing Zhou Mingyuan in Bailu Middle School, or instigating your little boyfriend to use addictive drugs, it was all my fault anyway. Then Can I ask you, maybe your homosexual orientation is also because of me. I am your sister and a woman, and you hate me so much that even your orientation has become a man. Is that so?"

The elevated blood pressure hit Li Zhaowei's head like a small hammer.He managed to squeeze out an answer: "You installed cameras and bugs in my room, and you guided things to happen. Do you want to push them all away now?"

Li Zhaomin took a step towards him, and the soles of his high heels hit the ground with a sound of gold and stone.

"First of all, Moon City is my house, not yours. Second, I'm not trying to shirk responsibility, but to tell you that this matter has nothing to do with me. It's what you did today. Let's not talk about the hurricane day. The classmate came to the door, and then Ke Xi wanted to leave, did you keep him, Ke Xi was not feeling well, and you didn't take him to the hospital? He didn't have money, and you didn't have money yet? Where did the flowers go?"

The pain in his chest became more and more painful. Li Zhaowei squeezed his sternum tightly, and with a movement of his wrist, the hanging bottle attached to his left hand kept shaking.

"You don't need to educate me! Without you, I wouldn't be what I am today!"

Li Zhaomin rolled his eyes unabashedly, and sneered: "What evidence do you have to slander me here? Let's talk about it today. Do you know what I see in you? I see that you have never experienced it since you were a child." Any high-quality education is full of unsettled violence, and those who are with you will suffer misfortune. Because you like violence too much, you never think about anyone, others are accommodating you, and you never know it. Ke Xi Zhou Mingyuan's misfortune, Zhou Mingyuan's misfortune, and even our mother's misfortune are all because of your arbitrariness and inability to save the situation. From now on, shut your mouth, clench your tail and live well, or I will not be the next time I saw you on the hospital bed, but I saw you across the prison."

Li Zhaowei pulled out the needle in his left hand and rushed towards Li Zhaomin.Li Zhaomin took a few steps forward, grabbed Li Zhaowei's wrist with one hand, and threw him back on the bed.

As a frequent award-winning tennis player, she is as powerful as a gorilla. Li Zhaowei fell on his back on the bed, feeling like a scarecrow stuffed with cotton.

Being so close, Li Zhaomin's affectation dissipated like mist, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, his eyes flickering, his breathing fluctuated rapidly, and hatred and anger overflowed from every word.

"You are rubbish. I have met so many people, and no one is more rubbish than you. I really don't understand why Dad thinks you are better than me. Is it true that I study hard and work hard, not as good as you who take drugs, kill people, and spend money like land?" A good boy? It’s gender, because of gender, Dad abandoned his original family, abandoned his mother, and brought you back, just because he thought I was a girl..."

She shook her head slightly and clenched her teeth, as if she wanted to bite these words to death.Li Zhaowei felt the force of her fingers penetrate deeply into his bones, her face slowly approached, and the low voice came to his tympanic membrane.

"I will always watch you. Do you think you can go to the United States to escape the limelight, graduate with glory, and return to China with glory? You stole my father, stole my house, and now you want to snatch my business? Ke Xi is just an example, take a good reference and think about how you should live."

Li Zhaomin squeezed it hard for the last time, let go of her hand and stood up straight, her short black hair swaying on both sides of her cheeks. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, reaching out her hand to ring the nurse's call bell on Li Zhaowei's bedside.

When she opened her eyes, it was full of romance and warmth again. She leaned down again, and touched Li Zhaowei's hair gently like a sister, with a smile on her mouth again, as if the game of cards was coming to an end, watching Li Zhaowei follow the cards to the end, She was finally able to calmly draw out the trump card she had kept for a long time.

"The nurse will come to help you insert the needle back in a while. Don't make trouble anymore, Zhaowei. Read more when you have time. Also, is this yours? You keep it for yourself."

She took out a book from her bag, and a golden bell worn in faded red silk, and put them on his quilt together.Li Zhaowei looked down at the quilt, and the eyes on the cover of "Americanpsycho" looked back at him lifelessly.