Narcissism Code

Half an hour later, Xie An seemed to want to keep his promise, and he stubbornly pressed Qin Shengyan and couldn't get up.Qin Shengyan had no choice but to bear the humiliation and call out "boyfriend".

Xie An was quite trustworthy, he just pressed the person down and kissed the person's face forcefully, then honestly let go and got up.

Qin Shengyan wiped the saliva off his face angrily, got up from the ground, turned his head angrily and slammed the door towards the bedroom and left.

He hadn't even kissed this face before, let alone those soft lips that made people's heart flutter.

Qin Shengyan stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, looking at his face in the mirror, the person in the mirror looked at him with blushing cheeks, shame and resentment were hidden between his brows, like a pool of rippling spring water, the ripples gradually rising seemed to be affectionate, so His appearance, even if he was poor, he had never seen it in his previous life.

Looking directly at him, he felt very sad, why didn't he teach him to meet this Qin Shengyan first in his previous life?Ping Bai and Zhou Zihe wasted three years, harming himself and his family.

Qin Shengyan frowned and pursed his lips while staring at the person in the mirror, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that Xie An was not a thing.

Whether it's Xie An in this life, or... the him in his previous life.

Qin Shengyan suddenly felt a little depressed, and looked down at his hands.

These hands are different from the hands that he is familiar with, the palm lines are almost engraved in the bottom of his heart. They are very different from the hands that have been pampered by their master for 23 years. They are beautiful and strange, slender like girls' hands, However, there are calluses on the palms that don't go away, and the backs of the hands are rough and round with strong blue veins.

All of these are telling him that even though he tried his best to emphasize the hints, but...it's still different after all.

He is Xie An who can't go back, and Qin Shengyan whose future is unknown.

Past lives are hard to trace, old relatives and friends who used to pass by now are unknown, relatives are close but can’t recognize each other, a little intimacy will lead to strange eyes, or see him as someone who clings to the rich, or see him as a fool with a broken brain. Son, he hid his bewilderment in his heart, pretending to be stupid with a smile on his face, but in fact he was suffering and uncomfortable in his heart.

Nothing can be changed.

All he can do now is want to get closer, silently keep his relatives safe and happy, and then live a decent and decent life for Qin Shengyan who has given up.

But just as he made up his mind, Xie An came to make people hate him again.

Qin Shengyan cried, not sobbing with his head down, but weeping bitterly.

When Xie An pushed the door and came in, he was hugging his legs and curled up in the corner of the bathroom, biting his fists to swallow his crying.

Xie An became anxious immediately, and hurried over, bent over to pull him up, "What's the matter, why are you still crying? Get up quickly, don't sit on the ground, it's so cold on the ground."

Qin Shengyan couldn't breathe from crying, sobbing and hiccupping quickly, he finally stopped holding back his voice, and pushed Xie An away forcefully, "You, you go! Don't, don't bother me."

Of course Xie An wouldn't leave, he couldn't pull Qin Shengyan, so he had to sit down next to Qin Shengyan.

"Do you think I kissed you?" Xie An felt aggrieved, "That's the big deal, if you don't allow it in the future, I won't kiss you... You, don't be unhappy, seeing you cry, I, I also feel a little bit I want to cry."

As he said that, Xie An's eyes really turned red, and he looked helplessly at Qin Shengyan who was clenching his fists and crying bitterly beside him.

"... Xie An"

At this moment, Qin Shengyan was unable to think about what Xie An said, and called Xie An's name, but never looked at Xie An, and didn't know whether he was calling Xie An or himself.

He clenched his fists unconsciously, and bit his teeth into the flesh, but it couldn't withstand the pain in his heart.

he cries.

"Xie An... Xie An, I can't go back... I can't go back in the future, they... what should they do..."

Xie An had already roughly guessed who "they" Qin Shengyan was talking about, and felt uncomfortable in his heart. He turned around and hugged him forcefully, "Don't worry, don't be afraid, I'm here."

The clothes on his chest were instantly wet with tears, and the sound of sobbing choked his chest, which made Xie An's chest feel hot and painful.At this moment, Xie An wished he could drill a hole in his heart, cover Qin Shengyan in, and present the best of everything in the world to him.

Xie An didn't know how to comfort Qin Shengyan, his eyes were red, and he hated his poor language and clumsy tongue like never before.

"Cry, cry hard, I will be with you from now on, if you cry, I will cry with you, if you laugh, I will laugh with you. I will always be with you, and my parents will always be with you. If you If you want to tell them those things, I will help you...Even if they don't believe you, I will always believe in you, like you, love you...So, Xiaoyan, can you believe me too?"

Qin Shengyan was silent.

After a while, Xie An raised his head, blinked hard, took a deep breath, and forced a smile, "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't believe me now, I will—"

Before Xie An could finish his sentence, he felt the person in his arms move, and the next moment, a pair of thin arms struggled out and hugged him forcefully from behind.

The chest was even more wet, and those soft lips squirmed slightly unexpectedly, rubbing against the skin of his chest, instantly arousing infinite heat.

"I believe you."

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