Jonson's Diary

2018年2月19日，凌晨3点18分

I woke up with a start.

I dreamed of Xue Lin.We were having a political class, and he crumpled up a piece of paper and threw it to me, on which was written in a flying pattern: My stomach hurts.I understood in seconds, looked at the teacher who was as beautiful as a flower but thin as a stickman on the podium, and nodded towards Xue Lin invisibly.

Xue Lin was about to lie down on the table, his face pale as if he would be led by a dog in the next second. It was the first time that the teacher was tricked by us, and he let us go easily, and asked me to take Xue Lin to the hospital. look.

As soon as I left the school, Xue Lin immediately became lively and asked me where I wanted to pass the time.

Everything was so real, the heavy shackles on my body suddenly disappeared, and it was so easy!I can smell the strong aroma of Yangzhou fried rice on the food stalls, and what I see is no longer a gray world, and there is no ear-piercing roar.

I was hungry, and the wind that poured into my clothes brought a chill, my eyes widened, thousands of clouds passed by, the tired birds in the distance flew over my head, and the moths returned to the forest like a flame.

The tense nerves suddenly relaxed, and I fell to my knees, crying and laughing while covering my face. Xue Lin was terrified, and wiped my tears carelessly with the rough school uniform sleeve.He asked me what was wrong, and I said that I had a very serious illness and was not far from death.

Without saying a word, he dragged me to the hospital for an examination, and I refused to die.

I said that people who are already working are not afraid of being laughed at by subordinates when they are chatting on the street?

"What are you crazy about?" Xue Lin punched me, "Are you awake? You dreamed of graduating after you entered high school?"

"Dream?"

Xue Rin rolled his eyes: "Yes, it's all a dream."

Are those painful struggles, those dark pasts all dreams?How could that dream be so horribly real?I crawled forward in the thorny bushes where I couldn't see my destination, and licked the bloody wound with a smile on my face. Was it just a nightmare?

I was in a trance, and let Xue Lin hold my hand through the crowded crowd and the narrow alley.

He took my hand to skip class, took my hand to escape from the encirclement of bad boys, took me to the game hall, and took me home... We have held hands countless times, from young and ignorant to young and frivolous.

The hustle and bustle of people gradually faded away, and the field of vision suddenly widened. Xue Lin nimbly jumped onto the broken wall and looked down at me from a height: "How is it? My new discovery."

Weeds are overgrown in a desolate place, and a solitary broken wall connects the dull sky and the withered earth. Xue Lin's back is facing me. There was a glare in the light.

The dark curtain instantly attacked the sky, and the gloomy sky made these beams of light even more dazzling.

The dark night is like sticky glue, nailing me in place.I watched Xue Lin disappear helplessly.

If I can't make a sound, I will drown in this dark world.My heart was clenched by despair, and it hurt to breathe.

Suddenly, the suffocation receded like a tide, Xue Lin came back at some point, he hugged me tightly from behind, I could feel him approaching little by little, his breath hitting my neck.

Before I could react, he bit my ear violently, grinding his sharp teeth lightly. I kept taking deep breaths, and he chuckled lightly, his voice low and sexy as hell.

He maliciously licked my cochlea with his tongue, and my legs became weak all of a sudden. If he hadn't hugged me, I would definitely have fallen to the ground.

As if the prank succeeded, Xue Rin leaned against my ear triumphantly and said, "It's still the same, the ears are extremely sensitive, and the reaction is too sexy."

When I woke up, I suspected I was having a nightmare.

This nightmare was quite realistic. I used the utility knife on the table and slashed myself hard.The sharp pain made me realize that I exist in this nightmare world.

I clearly felt the blood flowing from my arm, and the sticky, bright red blood rushed out and dripped on the floor. I hurried to find a wet tissue to wipe the blood on the floor, and then went to the bathroom with my arms covered.

I stood by the sink, looking indifferently at my scratched arm.

The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and I suddenly woke up!what to do? !

What to do, what to do, what to do, what to do, what to do

The door was pulled open vigorously, and I looked at Xue Lin with a cold face at a loss.

You will be disgusted, you will be disgusted, you will be feared, you will be discarded, you will be ridiculed, you will be treated as a different kind, you will lose Xue Lin...

I murmured an apology.Xue Rin's bandaged hands stopped, tied a knot very roughly, stood up, and punched me hard.

I was also very emotionally unstable at the time, and I was aroused by this punch.

I jumped up and grabbed his neck, he reacted quickly, and punched me in the abdomen, the pain forced me to let go, I bit my lip in cold sweat, and stared at Xue Rin viciously.

He lifted me up against the wall with red eyes, sneered, and gnawed my lips recklessly. Not to be outdone, I immediately counterattacked and kissed back tenderly. When he was relaxing, I gave him a slap on the head. Fist, he was a little dazed and didn't react, I bit his neck fiercely, warm blood flowed into my mouth.

His tongue slid across his neck from bottom to top, and then kissed his lips.The two of them fell on the sofa, and Xue Lin panted and said, "The technique is not bad." I smiled, stuck out my tongue and licked my lips slowly, unbuttoned him with one hand, and stroked his face with the other.

Xue Lin stopped supporting me with his hands, and his whole body was tightly against me. He turned my head forcefully, and put his mouth against my ear, "No one told you that the same trick can't be used twice. time?"

When he spoke, he kept exhaling into my ear, and his lips were pressed against my earlobe, like an accidental kiss and a gentle lick.

I panted heavily and said, "It's all because of you...uh, practicing." That bastard stuck his tongue into my ear again, stirred it inside, and sucked hard from time to time.I can even hear the sound of his tongue sliding in his ears, the sound of water when he sucks, ambiguous and lustful.

"Tsk." I put my hand into his clothes rather unhappily, and wandered around wantonly.

Hearing his muffled cries in my ear, I realized dully that this time, we had gone too far.

Backing away tacitly, he lay sideways next to me, grabbing my hand to prevent me from leaving.

"What? Are you still going to vent your anger?" Pretending not to care, prevaricating with jokes.

"Of course." His hand ran across his trousers, like some kind of depraved hint, "So, watchme, please."

Please watch me.