guarding you for seven years

Xia Lu looked at Yunzhu and Yunpiao's hut, a simple two-bedroom, clean and tidy.Yun Piao was busy pouring water and fruit for Xia Lu.

"Miss Xia, just rest here tonight, and we'll talk about it tomorrow if you have anything to do." Yun Zhu lightly glanced at the nympho Yun Piao beside him.

Xia Lu didn't know what to say other than thanking, she looked at Yun Zhu and Yun Piao gratefully.

"Then go to bed early, water and some food are put on the table, let's go out first, good night." Seeing that Xia Lu was tired, Yun Piao tactfully followed Yun Zhu out of the room.

Quiet nights are especially easy to wake up. Xia Lu sat on the edge of the bed, looking out the window, the crescent moon curved, Xia Lu's messy heart finally calmed down, Xia Lu felt that based on what she knew about Bian Yang, Bian Yang would not Do such a thing, but, what I saw with my own eyes can be false?Xia Lu couldn't figure it out, what went wrong?

Bian Yang sat powerlessly at the gate of the community, An Qing was a little at a loss, she didn't expect things to develop like this, she really regretted not stopping Xia Lu at that time.

"Bian Yang, I'm sorry, it's all my bad idea. Now I don't know where Xia Lu has gone, and she hasn't come back so late." An Qing sighed softly, she hasn't returned to China for so long, and she made so many things when she just came back. .

"An Qing, do you think it's because I'm obsessed with Xia Lu too deeply? Now we are both in such pain. If I let go, will Xia Lu's life be better?" Bian Yang's voice was very soft, like Like feathers falling.

An Qing looked at the frail Bian Yang at this moment, suffocating in distress. The Bian Yang she knew had never been so fragile, "An Qing, I'm tired, so tired. The years I've been with Xia Lv have really hurt my body and mind. I'm exhausted, I'm not worried for a moment that Xia Lu will leave me, I always feel that Xia Lu was snatched by me, I want to hide her well, but after all, I can't hide her anymore." After Bian Yang finished speaking, With a self-deprecating smile, crystal tears rolled down the corners of his eyes.

"Bian Yang, if you feel tired, let go, you are so good, losing you is Xia Lu's loss, come back to Italy with me, okay?" An Qing hugged Bian Yang softly.

Xia Lu felt that she was extremely tired, but she couldn't sleep no matter what, the faces of Bian Yang and Wang Yueyue kept flashing in her mind, Xia Lu felt her heart hurt so much that it was difficult to breathe.

Xia Lu got up and opened the door. In the quiet living room, there was only a faint moonlight. Xia Lu poured a glass of water, and walked slowly to the balcony, feeling at a loss.

"Why aren't you asleep yet?" Yun Zhu's voice came from behind.

Xia Lu turned around, Yun Zhu was wearing beige home clothes, her hair was loose behind her back, and the moonlight stretched her shadow very long. "Thirsty, come out and get a glass of water." Xia Lu raised his water glass.

Yunzhu pondered for a few seconds, then raised her head and said to Xia Lu: "I think you are a very good girl, I can now understand why Ah Piao likes you, you have a touch of melancholy and mystery, people can't help thinking Exploration, I'm not a troublesome person, but I want to chat with you, do you mind?"

Xia Lu was startled, and opened her mouth, not knowing what to say.

"A Piao and I have known each other since we were young. She is the closest person to me besides my parents. When I was admitted to university, A Piao left home and came here with me. She has no academic qualifications or professional knowledge. The first person she found One job is a waiter in a restaurant, and she wakes up early and works late every day. A Piao is also a big lady at home. She has never suffered from this kind of suffering, and she can't continue working in a few days. Later, A Piao changed many jobs, and she was numb to herself , During those days, the two of us had a very hard time. I had to work part-time to earn living expenses for the two of us. A Piao and I were squeezed into a small bed in my dormitory. The roommate also introduced her to a job, doing sales, Ah Piao is good at communication, and her performance is very good, so our lives have been improved." When Yun Zhu was speaking, her face was emitting a soft light, and Xia Lu stared blankly. Looking at Yunzhu, she seemed to be able to think of the hardships of the two girls.

"Xia Lu, everyone has an unknown past. These pasts may be disgraceful or brilliant. In fact, when you think about it carefully, life is long and short. Live the present and pay attention to the people around you. It is the best responsibility for oneself." Yun Zhu's words seemed to be said to Xia Lu, but also seemed to be said to herself.

"What about you? You and Yun Piao, will you two continue like this?" Xia Lu asked.She could see that Yun Zhu cared about Yun Piao a lot. This kind of caring might not have anything to do with love, but it surpassed love.

"I don't know, I don't know which day we will be separated from A Piao, and I don't know where we will each go. I just want to be happy and wholehearted in the days we get along. Even if we separate in the future, A Piao He is also the most important person in life." Yun Zhu smiled indifferently, when movies end, people also end.

"Just today, regardless of tomorrow, it's fine." Xia Lu smiled slightly, her heart ached, she really couldn't do it.

"Yunzhu, can you lend me 100 yuan?" Xia Lu asked.

"Okay. You wait for a while." Yun Zhu got up and took out 100 yuan from the drawer under the TV cabinet in the living room and handed it to Xia Lu.

"I'm leaving, thank you and Yunpiao tonight." Xia Lu looked at Yunzhu gratefully.

Xia Lu went to the door to change her shoes, Yun Piao came out of the bedroom sleepily, "Xia Lu, are you leaving? But it's not yet dawn!"

"I'm leaving, Yun Piao, thank you, I have a word for you, 'The rivers and mountains are full of empty thoughts, and the falling flowers and wind and rain hurt the spring even more', goodbye." After Xia Lu finished speaking, she turned her head and glanced at Yun who was standing in the living room. Candle, I hope she can be happy.

The street lights at night were dim, Xia Lu sat on the taxi, thinking about all the things she might face when she went back, Xia Lu slightly closed her eyes, she couldn't escape what should come.

Xia Lu walked downstairs in the community, the lights in the apartment were turned off, Xia Lu remembered that when she came out, Bian Yang was chasing after her, she didn't bring a mobile phone, she didn't bring a wallet, Bian Yang couldn't find her, he must be in a hurry Alright.

Xia Lu went upstairs step by step, and knocked on the door, but there was no answer, Bian Yang should not be at home, Xia Lu sat down against the door, exhausted, Xia Lu thought, wait a little longer, maybe Bian Yang will be back in a while.

Bian Yang got drunk at Bar No. [-], An Qing couldn't persuade him no matter what, she could only let Bian Yang drink wildly, An Qing was worried about Xia Lu, wondering if Xia Lu had returned home.

"Yuka, I'll take Bian Yang home. If Xia Lu comes here, you should call me in time." An Qing helped Bian Yang who was staggering to go out, Bian Yang was so drunk that he almost lost his consciousness.

Xia Lu woke up, it was already dawn, Xia Lu's feet were numb, she stood up against the wall to move her feet, and knocked on the door again, but still no one opened the door.

An Qing dragged Bian Yang up the stairs with difficulty, Xia Lu heard movement in the stairwell, she walked down one floor, and saw a delicate girl supporting a thin figure, that figure was the one she was familiar with and could never The familiar Bian Yang, and the delicate girl next to her turned out to be An Qing.

"Xia Lu?" An Qing looked at Xia Lu standing in front of her in surprise, and was stunned for a moment, "Help me up Bian Yang, he is really dead."

Xia Lu came back to her senses and hurriedly supported Bian Yang who was stumbling around, and the two brought Bian Yang home together.

Xia Lu looked at Bian Yang who was sleeping soundly, and then at An Qing who was panting, not knowing what to say.

"Xia Lu." An Qing broke the embarrassment. She always thought that the reunion between her and Xia Lu would be a big hug, or Xia Lu's expression of surprise and joy. She didn't expect that she would die, and the matter would develop into such a dilemma. the point.

"I'm sorry, Xia Lu, what happened last night was my idea..." An Qing explained the matter to Xia Lu thoroughly.

Xia Lu was very calm, she glanced at An Qing lightly, not knowing what to say, Xia Lu bowed her head in silence for a long time, and asked, "Are you okay?"

An Qing was taken aback, she didn't know if Xia Lu's "are you okay" was Bian Yang okay, or was she okay?

"Are you okay abroad?" Xia Lu asked again.

"I'm fine." An Qing was touched in her heart, Xia Lu was the one who really cared about her.

"An Qing, congratulations. You have found your happiness. From now on, you will always be happy." Xia Lv smiled with crooked eyes.

An Qing's eyes were sore, and she stretched out her arms to hug Xia Lu. The person in her arms was so thin that only a bone remained. She saw Bian Yang hurt before, and she still blamed Xia Lu in her heart, why was she so cruel to Bian Yang, but the real When she saw Xia Lu, she realized that Xia Lu was the one who lived the most painful life.

"Xia Lu, don't torture yourself, don't torture Bian Yang, you two should be together, Bian Yang will definitely make you happy, Xia Lu, Xia Lu, Xia Lu." An Qing kept choking Calling Xia Lu's name.

The smile on the corner of Xia Lu's mouth was stiff. In fact, she had accepted Bian Yang a long time ago, but her obsession hurt people. She hurt too many people. Does she still have the right to be happy?If it wasn't for her obsession at the beginning, Xiao Zi would definitely be happily married and have children with Sun Shike now, and she wouldn't marry someone she doesn't love. If it wasn't for her obsession at the beginning, Bian Yang and Fang Xiao would also be able to live happily. It is not her obsession, Liu Yao will not be hurt by her, all the causes are caused by her, and all the consequences must be ended by her.

"An Qing, no one can redeem me. I will never be happy again." Xia Lu's voice trembled. For three years, her life was worse than death. No one could rescue her from the abyss of self-torture, even Neither can Bian Yang.

"No. Xia Lu, you can be happy. You have to let go of your inner obsessions, let go of all your entanglements, and walk with Bian Yang. You have to trust Bian Yang, Bian Yang will make you happy." An Qing felt distressed in her arms This girl, Xia Lu is such a kind girl, how could she not have a perfect life.

After an unknown amount of time, An Qing's cell phone rang, interrupting the silence of the two of them. An Qing let go of Xia Lu and went to the living room to answer the phone.

Xia Lu looked at Bian Yang who was sleeping soundly on the bed, with a cold face and a high nose bridge, Xia Lu raised her hand to caress, her fingertips trembling slightly, "Bian Yang, I'm sorry."

After An Qing answered the phone, Qiba had something to deal with, Xia Lu asked for leave from the company to take care of Bian Yang at home, Xia Lu lay gently in Bian Yang's arms, the faint scent of blue wine was familiar to her, It turned out that Bian Yang changed so much for her, even the wine he drank was Xia Lu's favorite Lan Fang.

Xia Lu raised her head slightly, kissed Bian Yang's cheek lightly, the soft touch brought a little warmth, Xia Lu thought, maybe this is the warmth that Bian Yang wanted.

Bian Yang seldom got drunk, and when he was drunk, he didn't make trouble, but just slept peacefully.The noon sun shone in the room, Bian Yang's sharp-edged face looked indifferent and beautiful, Xia Lu caressed Bian Yang's cheek, tears fell on the corner of Bian Yang's eyes, "Bian Yang, what should I do?" Xia Lu's voice trembled a little.

It was already evening when Bian Yang woke up, the splitting headache made Bian Yang feel like his head would explode, and the leaves outside the window were rustling, she really wanted to continue sleeping to death.

Bian Yang felt that his mouth was dry, so he got up and swayed to go to the refrigerator to get water. There was a clanging sound from the kitchen, and Bian Yang leaned against a corner of the refrigerator, "An Qing, I don't want to eat, so don't do it."

Xia Lu's hand that was filling the soup stopped, and turned to look at the door, but did not see Bian Yang's person, only heard the sound of closing the door.

Bian Yang threw himself on the bed, he couldn't tell the difference between east, west and north, what year it was, it seems that he really drank too much this time.

Xia Lu gently opened the door with the cooked porridge, and saw Bian Yang wrapping himself in the cup, the air conditioner in the room was turned on very low, and the air-conditioning came oncoming as soon as he entered the door.

"Have a headache? I cooked porridge for you, get up and eat some." Xia Lu said softly.

"I don't want to eat, my head hurts." Bian Yang made a dull voice from under the quilt.

Xia Lu put the porridge on the bedside table, walked to the air conditioner and adjusted the temperature to normal.Bian Yang sat up suddenly on the bed, looked at the familiar figure in front of him, and slowly tightened his fingers holding the quilt.

Xia Lu turned her head to meet Bian Yang on the bed. Bian Yang stood up and rushed over to hold Xia Lu tightly in his arms. She didn't know if it was a dream or real, she recognized it even if it was a dream, so she let herself sinking once.

"Xia Lu." Bian Yang's voice trembled.

Xia Lu felt that Bian Yang was holding her more and more strongly. This was the first time she faced Bian Yang's fear and Bian Yang's fragility.

Xia Lu hugged Bian Yang gently, as if to comfort her, or to respond to her. "Bian Yang."

"I'm sorry, I was wrong." Bian Yang just wanted to apologize, and then explained clearly to Xia Lu.

"Well, I know." Xia Lu smiled faintly.

Bian Yang seemed to wake up a lot, and slowly let go of his tightly held hands. The Xia Lu in front of him was real, she was not dreaming, and Xia Lu really came back.

"Let's eat something first. I made white porridge for you and put some honey in it. It's very good for hangover." Xia Lv Xing's eyes curved.

Bian Yang nodded, his eyes fixed on Xia Lu.

The fragrant white porridge exudes a touch of sweetness, Bian Yang drank the porridge quietly, Xia Lu chuckled, Bian Yang always ate with such elegance.

"Bian Yang, give me some time, I will be with you." Xia Lu said seriously.

Bian Yang shook his hand holding the bowl, almost spilling the porridge on the bed.She looked up at Xia Lu, and the dim light in the room did not affect her vision. She could see seriousness and determination from Xia Lu's face. Bian Yang put down the bowl in his hand, and suddenly there was a feeling of being so guarded that the clouds opened and the moon was bright. a feeling of.

Xia Lu gently leaned on Bian Yang's shoulder, this time let her be more selfish, let go of everything in the past, and give herself a chance to be happy.

Bian Yang smiled, "Okay, I'll give you time, as long as you want."