guarding you for seven years

If you take a step forward and cross life and death, will you be liberated?Tragedy is probably formed in this way.

NO.17 in the fourth year

Xia Lu's life seems to have returned to the time when she first entered school. She took tutoring on weekends and studied quietly at ordinary times. During the rainy season, Xia Lu rarely saw the sunset, and it was mostly raining, which made Xia Lu a little annoyed.

It is rare that today is a sunny day, Xia Lu looked at the sun that was about to set in the west, she was a little melancholy and a little confused.A month has passed, and Xia Lu has never been to the tennis court again, nor has he seen Bian Yang, and Bian Yang seems to know that Xia Lu is avoiding her, so he didn't call Xia Lu, nor came to look for her, the tennis team Bian Yang was always silent when his teammates asked "Why doesn't Xia Lu come to practice?"Over time, everyone stopped asking.No one knew what happened between them, maybe even Xia Lu couldn't figure out what happened to herself and Bian Yang.

Xia Lu felt a little sad, she must have done something bad in her previous life, which made her suffer a lot in this life.I remembered that when she called Xiao Zi back, when Xiao Zi asked her why she was drinking, she remained silent except for being silent. Fortunately, Xiao Zi didn’t ask the bottom line, otherwise he really didn’t know what to say. Xia Lu is not a liar in the first place. , but Xiao Zi's last words deeply hurt her nerves, and the commands from the nervous system caused pain in her whole heart and chills all over her body.Xiao Zi said: Xia Lu, have you changed? I am no longer your closest and best friend.

Xia Lu froze holding the phone, and what Xiao Zi waited for was not Xia Lu's explanation but Xia Lu's silence. Lu looked at Xiao Zi's number, and lost the courage to call it. The two of them just had a cold war, not like a cold war.This is the first cold war between the two of them since they met four years ago.

Compared to Xiao Zi, Liu Yao knew Xia Lu well. He never mentioned Xia Lu's drunkenness once, and he was sensible enough not to ask anything, although he really wanted to know the cause and effect of the matter.Thinking of Liu Yao, Xia Lu's heart ached so badly, she looked at the fiery red sunset and wanted to cry, but her eyes were like a dry river, not a single tear could flow out.

Xia Lu thinks that she likes tennis quite a bit. Although she can no longer go to the court to play, she often watches games online in her spare time and also reads some books on tennis skills. An inexplicable sense of loss.

Xia Lu covered her face with her hands, Xiao Zi was gone, tennis was gone, Bian Yang, a friend, was gone, and the only Liu Yao who was willing to care about her was injured badly by herself, and her heart was so blocked, Xia Lu felt that she had to Crazy, she stood up slowly and walked to the highest point of the stands.

Xia Lu, you are a failure in life, you don't fight with others, and you have reached this situation even if you don't fight with others, now you have tasted the consequences, there is nothing to complain about, nothing to say.

Every word Xia Lu said hurt her heart. She suddenly missed home, her parents, the little world in her bedroom, and her young and indifferent self. But it's so bitter and unspeakable.

Looking at the railing of the stand in front of her, Xia Lu became inexplicably excited as she looked at the ground at a height of more than ten meters away from her.Xia Lu, jump down, jump down, it's all over.You won't be in pain, Liu Yao won't be in pain, and Xiao Zi won't worry about you, let's dance.

Xia Lu seemed to see something on the ground beckoning to her, and the calling sound controlled her mind, she blinked her round almond eyes, tears fell down, hit the ground, and got wet.Xia Lu stretched out her hand and tightly grasped the railing, her footsteps moved slightly.

Bian Yang looked at the person standing on the high place, the figure was thin and ethereal, as if it would fall from the top at any time.Today is a rare sunny day. The tennis team decided to have a relay race on the playground to practice their strength and speed. Everyone is preparing for it.

As soon as Bian Yang entered the playground, she saw Xia Lu in the corner of the stand. She knew that was where Xia Lu often went, although she didn't know why Xia Lu liked to sit there.A month has passed, and I didn't look for her, and I didn't say anything when she didn't come to practice. Sometimes she thinks that Xia Lu is a very simple girl, she can see everything clearly on a piece of white paper.But sometimes she thinks that Xia Lu is very difficult to understand, she is as deep as a black hole, and she can't see anything.

Lan Qi is already in groups, and mixed teams of men and women, which has greatly improved the speed of girls.Li Mojuan saw that Bian Yang was staring at the stands in a daze, and patted Bian Yang, "Bian Yang, what are you looking at? It's about to start." Li Mojuan looked in the direction Bian Yang was looking at, and saw a person standing there, because he couldn't see from a distance. Qing is who.Bian Yang looked back and saw that everyone was almost ready, and nodded to indicate that it was time to start.

Bian Yang glanced at the person standing by the railing again, feeling uneasy. The thin person was still thin and standing there alone. Bian Yang's heart tightened, and he turned to Li Mojuan and said, "I have something to do. Let me be in the last group." Before Li Mojuan could speak, she ran towards Xia Lu.

Xia Lu's knuckles turned white, the corner of her mouth smiled slightly, the clean ground seemed to be shining with dazzling golden light, another self slowly rose from that light, watching the person who was exactly the same as herself slowly rise up, and with herself Stop at the same height. "Xia Lu, Xia Lu, I will take you away, to a place where there is no pain." The person in the golden light stretched out his hand to himself, and Xia Lu stretched out his hand to grab her hand, She leaned forward and couldn't catch it. Xia Lu raised her foot and stepped on the beam at the bottom of the railing. Most of her body was out of the railing, but she still couldn't catch it. Xia Lu was a little anxious. The person in the light was slowly moving. Slowly faded, the person who was the same as herself loomed, Xia Lu felt that if she was not catching her, she would definitely disappear, "Don't disappear, take me away." Xia Lu's voice was choked, and she spread her fingers to grab her The man in the golden light.

Bian Yang saw that most of Xia Lu's body was sticking out of the railing, and she was about to fall a few centimeters forward, her heart tightened, and she hurriedly climbed up the dozens of steps at the fastest speed, "Xia Lu, Xia Lu." Bian Yang yelled loudly, but Xia Lu didn't respond at all, Bian Yang wished that he had the illusion of teleportation and could appear beside Xia Lu in the blink of an eye to stop her.

Xia Lu looked at the weaker and weaker light, and became more anxious. She raised her foot and stepped on the second beam of the railing, and stepped on the lower beam with the other foot. As long as she is stepping on the lower beam If you climb over the railing with your feet, you can successfully get close to the light.Xia Lu raised her foot to step on the top of the railing, and she could be relieved as long as she let go of her hand.Slightly loosening her fingers, Xia Lu smiled at the approaching light.

"Xia Lu." Bian Yang tightly hugged Xia Lu's waist from behind, and hugged her from the railing with all his strength, and walked a distance away from the railing with Xia Lu in his arms. Bian Yang tightly pressed Xia Lu on the railing. arms.Bian Yang's heart was beating fast, and he was panting heavily.She was really frightened, if it was a few seconds later, the person in her arms would definitely be gone, Bian Yang thought of the tightening of his hands, and hugged Xia Lu even tighter.

Xia Lu was still thinking about the scene just now, the golden light disappeared, and the person exactly like herself in that light also disappeared, where did she go?Didn't you say you want to take me away?Why did you abandon me again?

Bian Yang found that the person in his arms hadn't moved at all, and was a little worried. He looked down and saw Xia Lu's pale face without any expression, and there were still tears on his face. "Xia Lu, Xia Lu." Bian Yang let go of Xia Lu, grabbed Xia Lu's arm with both hands, and softly called Xia Lu's name.

Xia Lu's round apricot eyes didn't even blink, she stared at the front dully and without focus.Bian Yang was a little anxious, raised his hand to caress Xia Lu's face, a burst of coldness spread into his palm, Bian Yang gently wiped away the tears from Xia Lu's cheek, and warmed Xia Lu's cold face with the warmth of his palm.The other slipped from Xia Lu's arm to Xia Lu's hand, which was also cold, and Bian Yang held the temperatureless hand tightly, feeling a little helpless, "Xia Lu, you must be safe."

Bian Yang is very remorseful now, she is blaming herself for impulsively taking Xia Lu to Qiba, she thinks that those things stimulated Xia Lu, Xia Lu's silent month must be very tormented, but she has not paid attention to her , if she failed to stop Xia Lu today, she could hardly imagine what would happen to herself, maybe she would jump down with Xia Lu.

Xia Lu was in a daze, her eyes hurt, she blinked slightly, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, Bian Yang wiped Xia Lu's tears eagerly, "Xia Lu, don't cry, it's okay. I won't force you anymore , you are still the quiet Xia Lu, no one is disturbing you anymore, don't cry." Bian Yang's voice was very soft and soft, she was afraid that she might scare Xia Lu.

Xia Lu looked at the person in front of her and slowly came to her senses. Just now... what did she do?Golden light?The one who is the same as yourself?

Xia Lu pushed Bian Yang away, turned around and ran towards the railing where he was standing just now, Bian Yang didn't pay attention for a while, and was pushed to the ground by Xia Lu, his arm wiped a long bloodstain on the ground, scarlet blood flowed out instantly, Bian Yang Yang didn't care about his own arm, stood up and followed Xia Lu, reaching out to grab Xia Lu's arm.

"It's gone, it's gone, it's all gone. How could it not be there?" Xia Lu muttered to herself, Bian Yang was a little puzzled, there was nothing in front of her eyes, she didn't know what Xia Lu was looking at. "Xia Lu, what are you looking for, tell me, I'll help you find it." Bian Yang asked in a low voice.

"She's gone, the golden light is gone, they're all gone." Xia Lu grabbed Bian Yang's hand and pointed to the empty space in front of the railing. Bian Yang looked at the open space more than ten meters high and pulled Xia Lu took a step back, she was a little afraid of heights.

"It's okay, I'll take you to find, Xia Lu, follow me, I'll take you to find." Bian Yang guided Xia Lu forward step by step, and Xia Lu became abnormal after hearing the phrase "Follow me". Obediently, quietly followed Bian Yang down the steps step by step, away from the scary railing.

The setting sun had completely set, night fell, and the stars in the sky began to twinkle, but the dazed person hadn't recovered yet, Bian Yang took Xia Lu to the flat playground, Xia Lu sat there with her knees in her arms, still quietly My own world, quiet and silent.

Bian Yang looked at Xia Lu's dim almond eyes with distress, remembering how bright those eyes were when they first met, but now...