guarding you for seven years

Tragedy falls in love with comedy. When the curtain ends, the tragedy disappears in the tears of the audience, while the comedy continues and the next scene begins.What is the same in great diameter is sorrow, and what is very different is joy.

The third year (Part [-])

The weather in August is still very hot, and the students entering the third year of senior high school have started to study intensely.Xia Lu sat alone in the corner of the playground stand, this is the place where Xia Lu often came to for the past six months, where she could see the most beautiful sunrise and sunset in the entire campus.After running in the morning, Xia Lu will sit here and wait for the sun to rise slowly, and after dinner in the evening, she will also sit here and wait for the sunset to set.Xia Lu feels that she and Xiao Zi are like the morning sun and the setting sun, Xiao Zi is the morning sun, bright and moving, and she is the setting sun, gloomy and gloomy.Xiao Zi and Sun Shike walked together, and he never understood why they, who were strangers a few days ago, suddenly became acquainted.Xia Lu wouldn't ask Xiao Zi, it was undoubtedly stabbing herself in the heart.After thinking about it, it's not surprising that someone likes such an excellent Xiao Zi.

Looking at the fiery red sunset, Xia Lu remembered the night of Xiao Zi's birthday two months ago.After Xia Lu missed Xiao Zi's birthday last year due to illness, she felt a little guilty and decided to prepare a birthday present for Xiao Zi this time.Xiao Zi likes to watch anime and has been collecting anime badges. Xia Lu went to many shops in the city and only bought 5. This complete set is 12. Children of this age seem to like watching anime.

Xia Lu went home a little depressed, there was still a week before Xiao Zi's birthday, and she might not be able to get it all together.Her feet were a little swollen from running all day, so she put the five badges on the bed, Xia Lu looked at them secretly sad, and scratched her messy hair irritably.

"Xia Lu, your brother is here." Mother's voice came from the living room, and there was the sound of opening the door and talking to her brother. Xia Lu sat up from the bed, rubbed her messy long hair, and was about to get off the bed. bed, there was a knock on the door, "Xia Lu, I'm coming in." My cousin didn't wait for Xia Lu to make a sound, he pushed the door open, and saw Xia Lu on the bed with a chicken nest head on it, and burst out laughing "Xia Lu, after all, you are also a girl, although this is at home, but your hair..." My cousin couldn't continue laughing, Xia Lu quickly covered her head.

"What are you laughing at?" An elegant female voice came, Xia Lu broke down a bit, and her cousin's girlfriend also came.Xia Lu covered her face and began to crawl under the quilt.My cousin's girlfriend had already seen Xia Lu's embarrassment, and smiled softly, "It's okay, you should relax at home and don't listen to your cousin." Green also likes her very much.Xia Lu poked her head out from under the quilt, and smiled awkwardly at her future sister-in-law.

"Oh? Does Xia Lu also like to collect anime badges?" The future sister-in-law saw the badges placed by Xia Lu beside the bed, walked in, sat down by the bed and picked up the badges. "A classmate celebrated her birthday, and she likes it better. I collected them and gave them to her. But it's hard to find, I just found these after a day of running around today." Xia Lu was a little depressed, "A classmate with a good relationship? Or... the male classmate you like?" The future sister-in-law whispered the last sentence in Xia Lu's ear, Xia Lu shook her head quickly, "A female classmate who has a good relationship." Cousin laughed beside him, Xia Lu Staring at him, the future sister-in-law also stared at the cousin, but the cousin had no choice but to raise his hands in surrender and left the room. "I have a set for you." The future sister-in-law looked at the five badges on her hand, "Really?" Xia Lu hugged the arm of the future sister-in-law excitedly, and then found that she seemed a bit abrupt, and she felt embarrassed immediately. Let go, "Of course, I'll ask your brother to send you to school tomorrow." "Thank you sister-in-law." Xia Lu really couldn't restrain her excitement this time.

The next day, my brother brought a set of 12 badges to Xia Lu. Xia Lu looked at the box in her hand excitedly, words could not describe her excitement. "Thank you brother, and thank my sister-in-law for me when I go back." Cousin patted Xia Lu on the head, "Xia Lu, let your sister-in-law make up for you during the holidays. You will be promoted to a third grade soon, and work hard to get into a good school. People's expectations of you are the same as those of me back then, you have been well-behaved and sensible since childhood, and you won't let everyone down this time, right?"

Xia Lu looked at her cousin in a daze, wondering why her cousin would say these words, her cousin is 7 years older than herself, neither of them has brothers and sisters, they grew up together, Xia Lu followed her cousin like a follower , my cousin is very smart and excellent in studies, and Xia Lu is also smart, but his academic performance is always in the upper middle position. Mom and Dad let their children develop freely and basically don't care about learning problems. Except this time when they entered the experimental middle school, Dad Found a relationship,.Xia Lu always thought that her parents wouldn't care about these things, but it didn't seem to be the case. Parents cared a lot, but they never told Xia Lu that Xia Lu's grades were still not up or down in such a state of stocking. For this major exam in life, parents can no longer give and take relationships like choosing high school. The only thing they can rely on is themselves.This time they must have asked their cousin to tell them that the college entrance examination is getting closer, and they can no longer slack off like this.

"Okay, let my sister-in-law make up lessons for me during the holidays. I heard that my sister-in-law used to be a top student, and now she is a teacher in No. [-] Middle School in the city. With my sister-in-law giving me extra lessons, I will definitely study hard." Xia Lu said obediently, Facing the family's arrangements and expectations, Xia Lu couldn't say no to it.The cousin loves Xia Lu, and hopes that this only cousin can have a bright future.

Xiao Zi's birthday is June 6th, which is a Saturday. Xia Lu thought for a long time how to give Xiao Zi a gift. After struggling for an hour, she decided to send it to Xiao Zi's house, and then celebrate her birthday with her.It was about an hour from Chengdong Development Zone to the west of the city. Xia Lu wanted to go there after lunch, but couldn't restrain her excitement, and went out after ten o'clock. After an hour's drive, it was close to 16 o'clock when she arrived at Xiao Zi's house. up.

Xia Lu stood at the door of Xiao Zi's house, thinking that Xiao Zi would be very happy when she saw the gift she gave her. Xia Lu looked at the box in her hand, and the light purple glowed with happiness. Yes, for Xia Lu In other words, Xiao Zi's smile is Xia Lu's happiness.

The doorbell rang, and it was Xiao Zi's mother who opened the door, "Xia Lu, come in quickly." Xiao's mother was very enthusiastic, "Hello, Auntie, is Xiao Zi in?" Xia Lu looked into the room, but did not see anyone Come out, "Xiao Zi, she went out with her classmates just now, I thought she was with you, why aren't you together." Xiao's mother said with some doubts, bent down to get Xia Lu's slippers from the shoe cabinet, " Auntie, don’t take it anymore, I’ll go back to school now that Xiao Zi isn’t here, there’s nothing wrong with looking for her, see you, Auntie.” The smile on Xia Lu’s face gradually froze, and she hurried downstairs without waiting for Xiao Zi’s mother to speak.Xiao's mother looked at the girl who left in a hurry, feeling a little unclear.

Xia Lu ran to the park opposite the community in one breath and sat on the bench to rest. Xia Lu already thought of who Xiao Zi was with. Today is Xiao Zi's birthday, how could Sun Shike be missing.

Xia Lu felt a little ridiculous, she should have thought of it a long time ago, the familiar pain spread from the bottom of her heart, Xia Lu found that every time she thought of Xiao Zi and Sun Shike together, her heart ached like a lack of oxygen, and felt like Wan Ants devouring so restless.Xia Lu knew that she was jealous, which almost broke her.Shouldn't you get used to it in the past six months?Why is it still so painful?

Looking at the gift box in his hand, the lavender that was still shining with happiness just now is laughing at himself like a withered flower, laughing at his stupidity and stupidity?Xia Lu raised her head, her eyes were hot, tears flowed down her cheeks to her lips, seeped into her mouth, the salty taste spread in her mouth, became bitter and hard to swallow, it turned out that tears were salty.The salty bitterness, the salty want to escape.

Surrounded by lush green trees, showing the vigor of early summer, Xia Lu felt that she should not be called green, but should be called blue, blue, blue.He was not at all energetic, but was melancholy all day long.At noon, there were not many people in the park, but the hot weather made Xia Lu feel cold.

Xia Lu just sat quietly like this. When the sun sets and night falls, the stars and the moon slowly climb into the night sky. Xia Lu doesn't know what time it is. She is in a free state this afternoon. Dare to think about tomorrow, dare not think about anything, this is the first time I feel so cowardly.

Xia Lu took the purple box and walked towards the community where Xiao Zi's house is located. Whether Xiao Zi is there or not, today is Xiao Zi's birthday, and the birthday gift must be given out. After twelve o'clock tonight, Xiao Zi's birthday will be passed.

Xia Lu stood downstairs, looking at the burning lights, suddenly felt desolate, what was she doing?I was supposed to eat and watch TV with my parents at home, but I...

Xia Lu stood in front of the door again, but she didn't have the joyful mood at noon. It was Xiao's mother who opened the door. She looked at Xia Lu in surprise. Xia Lu gave the gift to Xiao's mother, explained a few words, let Xiao Mom wished Xiao Zi a happy birthday for herself and left in a hurry.Xia Lu felt that she didn't have the courage to continue to stay here, but she had already stayed for one afternoon and one night.

Xia Lu walked out of the community slowly, her heart was aching, her stomach was rumbling, except for breakfast, she didn't eat lunch or dinner, her stomach was aching.

Passing by the park where I sat all afternoon, two people came from a distance, Xia Lu dodged and hid in the surrounding bushes, the two people's footsteps were getting closer and closer, Xia Lu saw the person who was looking forward to the day, Sun Shike held her hand Holding a big gift box and holding Xiao Zi in one hand, the two spoke in a low voice, but Xiao Zi looked very happy, and her words were full of coquettishness, Xia Lu didn't know why she avoided it, afraid of embarrassment?Afraid of being sad?The last thing I want to see is such a scene.

The two stopped under a street lamp not far away, their figures stretched out by the dim light, and Sun Shike said something in a low voice, which made Xiao Zi giggle, and that laughter made Xia Lu dizzy.The faces of those two people got closer and closer, and finally Sun Shike kissed Xiao Zi's lips.Xia Lu watched this scene quietly, her dizzy head went blank, she wanted to move her eyes away from watching this scene, but she couldn't control her eyes, the image was transmitted to the My central nervous system and heart pain hit, Xia Lu felt extremely cold, just like this, she watched them kiss and embrace deeply, Sun Shike rubbed Xiao Zi's long hair with her hands, and watched Xiao Zi and Sun Shike wave goodbye.After both of them left, Xia Lu walked out of the bush, and the scene of the kiss seemed to be still in front of her eyes.Xia Lu suddenly realized that her own lovesickness would be so painful.

Xia Lu was a little lost, she seemed to understand something, but she was confused about something, she couldn't explain it herself, but she knew one thing, she had to stay away from Xiao Zi, otherwise she would die, she would die of pain.Sitting on the bus home, the cool night wind blows her long summer green hair, the stars and moon in the sky are beautiful, twinkling and twinkling, very much like Xiao Zi's eyes.Facing her pale face on the bus window, Xia Lu smiled slightly, her red lips slightly parted: "Xiao Zi, happy birthday, I love you."

It's like a confession from no one, but it's more like a farewell.

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