guarding you for seven years

It's not that hard to finally let go.

NO.36 in the fourth year

The cold body seemed to have lost his soul, Liu Yao tightly wrapped Xia Lu in his arms, warming Xia Lu with his own body temperature.At this time, he couldn't describe it with distress, but with the word despair.

After an unknown amount of time, the person in his arms moved slightly, Liu Yao let go of Xia Lu, and gently straightened her messy hair, his fingertips trembled slightly, and his heart ached with the trembling.

When the hand touched Xia Lu's cheek, it was cold again. Liu Yao covered Xia Lu's cheeks with the palm of his hand. The temperature in the palm slowly passed away, but Xia Lu's cheek was still cold. Focus distance, Liu Yao couldn't find the focus of Xia Lu's eyes, couldn't see Xia Lu's emotion, Liu Yao suddenly felt powerless, what happened to his Xia Lu?Even if she didn't see Xia Lu, it's impossible to become so confused, something must have happened, it must be.

The dark clouds have gone away, the eastern sky has turned white, and the dawn is coming. Will all the sorrows also pass away?

After the cold, Xia Lu began to have a fever. After a night of wind and rain, Xia Lu finally did not escape the palm of the disease. Her head was dizzy, her face turned from pale to flushed, and her cold cheeks also began to heat up.

Liu Yao held Xia Lu's forehead and knew that Xia Lu had started to have a fever. Xia Lu's body was already very weak, and she would definitely catch a cold after tossing around like this all night, "Xia Lu, I'll take you to the hospital, your body is starting to feel hot. " Liu Yao said anxiously, but Xia Lu still didn't respond.

Liu Yao didn't dare to force Xia Lu, so he had to gently wipe Xia Lu's forehead with his rain-wet clothes.When Liu Yao repeated this movement for the Nth time, Xia Lu raised her hand to block Liu Yao's movement, her drooping eyes opened slightly, the round almond eyes were still beautiful, but the eyeballs were bloodshot and red scary.

"Liu Yao, it's dawn." Xia Lu's voice was a little hoarse. Liu Yao held Xia Lu's still cold hand and nodded slightly. He didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that his choking voice would be discovered by Xia Lu.

Xia Lu turned her head to look at the cake on the stone table, with two numbers "18" stuck on it, Xia Lu looked at the purple box next to the cake, the hands were still ticking, "Do you have a lighter?"

Liu Yao was taken aback for a moment, then groped in his pocket for a while, and took out a lighter. Liu Yao didn't smoke, but Zhu Xu could smoke, so he often forgot to bring a lighter, so he kept a lighter in Liu Yao's pocket for emergencies. need.

Xia Lu's fingers were stiff from the cold, she lightly pressed the button, a flame flashed, the light blue flame wrapped the orange flame, Xia Lu's wooden expression had a slight smile.

A gust of cool wind blew, and the flames went out, just like the lights in the dormitory were turned off last night, Xia Lu felt that there was darkness in front of her eyes, but dawn had already arrived.

Xia Lu pressed it again, the flames flickered again, Xia Lu lit the candle, and the lavender numbers were burning faintly, very much like herself, but they had just started to burn, while she had already burned to nothing but ashes, but The ashes were also blown away by the night wind last night, and now, there is nothing, nothing.

Xia Lu clasped her hands between her eyebrows, recounted last night's wish in her heart, and then lightly blew out the burning candles. She didn't want these two candles to burn like herself, leaving no traces in the end.

Liu Yao watched Xia Lu quietly from the side. He didn't stop Xia Lu, nor did he speak. He knew that Xia Lu was completing the final ceremony of Xiao Zi's birthday. Although it was a bit late, the stubborn Xia Lu would still be complete. This is the end of Xia Lu, who will never give up on anything she wants to do easily.

After Xia Lu blew out the candles, she picked up the strawberry on the top of the cake and put it into her mouth. The sour and bitter taste spread on the tip of her tongue.Fortunately, Xiao Zi was not allowed to eat such a nasty thing, so let her eat it for her.

Xia Lu ate three slices of strawberries in a row, tears broke through the constraints of her eyes, and dripped down her cheeks onto her clothes.

Liu Yao took out a tissue and wanted to wipe Xia Lu's tears, but he couldn't do it. At this moment, Xia Lu was surrounded by sadness, and he couldn't get in or disturb her.

"Liu Yao." Xia Lu sobbed and called Liu Yao's name. Liu Yao slowly raised his hand and touched Xia Lu's tears with his fingertips. . "My leg hurts so much." Xia Lu's voice was choked with sobs, which made the listeners feel very sad.

"I'll take you to the hospital, okay? Go and check with the doctor. Apply some medicine and it won't hurt." Liu Yao coaxed in a low voice, but Xia Lu kept shaking her head, "I don't want to go to the hospital." Xia Lu warmed Nostrils sprayed on Liu Yao's fingertips. Liu Yao took Xia Lu into his arms, supported Xia Lu's back with one hand, and stroked her hair with the other. It hurts." Liu Yao's eyes were red with tears, Liu Yao closed his eyes lightly, forcing back the tears that were about to flow.

The sky was getting brighter and brighter, Liu Yao looked down at his phone, it was already six o'clock, and there was movement in the campus, some students who got up early had already started activities.Liu Yao held Xia Lu motionless, his body became stiff and numb, Xia Lu in his arms didn't know whether he was asleep or quietly in his own world, his eyes were slightly closed, and he remained motionless.

"Xia Lu, it's dawn, I'll take you to have breakfast, okay, it's been cold all night, you need to eat something warm to warm your body now." Liu Yao's cheek was pressed against Xia Lu's forehead, the slight heat made Liu Yao Yao is in a hurry.

"Okay." The person in his arms replied hoarsely.

Liu Yao let go of Xia Lu and stood up. His numb body made him a little unsteady. He moved his neck and arms by leaning against the pillar, and then helped Xia Lu up. Xia Lu, who had been sitting all night, had already had numb legs. Unbearable, unable to stand at all, Liu Yao held Xia Lu in his arms, bent down and gently kneaded Xia Lu's calf.

After Xia Lu stood firmly, Liu Yao led Xia Lu out of the gazebo. Xia Lu turned her head and glanced at the cake on the stone table, holding the purple gift box tightly in her hand, "Liu Yao, you will help me later." Give this to Sun Shike, let him pass it to Xiao Zi, and then we'll leave." Xia Lu handed the box to Liu Yao, Liu Yao hesitated, but still took the box from Xia Lu's hand.

Liu Yao took Xia Lu for a walk before finding the location of the cafeteria. The cafeteria was already open, but breakfast was not ready yet. Liu Yao bought two cups of hot soy milk for Xia Lu to warm up first. After all, it had been freezing all night. The whole body is cold, and Xia Lu still has a fever.

"Xia Lu, since you're here, let's meet Xiao Zi before leaving." Although Liu Yao didn't know what happened to Xia Lu in those few hours, he guessed that Xia Lu definitely didn't see Xiao Zi.Maybe he saw it, but Xiao Zi definitely didn't know that Xia Lu was here, otherwise he would never have let Xia Lu go outside alone.

"It's gone. Go back early. You have to go to class tomorrow." Xia Lu looked extremely calm, which made Liu Yao very uneasy. I can't say anything.

Xiao Zi didn't sleep well all night, she got up early, and it rained at night, the air was very fresh.Xiao Zi decided to go for a run on the playground to feel the sun, because it was Xia Lu's favorite.

When Xiao Zi passed the gazebo, she accidentally saw the cake on the stone table with two numbers "18" stuck on it.Xiao Zi's eyes were red, the tip of his nose was sore, tears flowed uncontrollably.

Why?Why do I cry when I look at a cake?Is it because of the numbers above?Does that person share your birthday with yourself?But why no one eats the cake?Whose cake is this?

It was almost seven o'clock when Xia Lu and Liu Yao came out of the cafeteria. Liu Yao booked the return ticket at two o'clock in the afternoon. He wanted to send Xia Lu back, but Xia Lu firmly refused, insisting that she could do it alone. Liu Yao had never seen such a tough Xia Lu, so in the end he had no choice but to go his own way. His car was four or 10 minutes later than Xia Lu, and he just sent Xia Lu away, and he could check the ticket and enter the station.

During the morning, Liu Yao asked Xia Lu where she wanted to go, and Xia Lu said, "Let's go around D University. It's a rare time to come. If I hadn't changed our wishes back then, maybe we are all in D University now." There was a smile on the corner of Xia Lu's mouth, bitter and desolate.

Xia Lu was walking on the densely tree-lined campus path, wondering if Xiao Zi had walked here before?Did you go with Sun Shike?

The desks and chairs in the classroom are neat and tidy, and some students who arrived early have already started reading, and chalk powder is floating on the clean blackboard, Xia Lu thought, Xiao Zi must be very serious when she sat down to listen to the class, so is it true that Sun Shike is sitting on her desk? What about around?After all, she and Sun Shike are professionals.

The three words "library" are magnificent, showing the strength of this school. Does Xiao Zi often come here to read books?Then Sun Shike should help her occupy a seat.

Xia Lu finally stood at the gate of the playground. There were people doing morning exercises on the huge football field. Would Xiao Zi and Sun Shike come here for a walk after dinner?

Since she has such a great person by her side to accompany her and take care of her, I have nothing to worry about. Her happiness cannot be given by me, so I wish her well.

Xia Lu wanted to cry a lot, to commemorate this secret love that had never been spoken, but probably cried too much last night, and at this time, she couldn't shed any tears.

The coldness in the bottom of my heart ran through my body, it was a familiar feeling, a kind of pain that tormented me, but I couldn't quit it like drugs.

Hurrah, come on, thank you for your support.The story is about to enter the fifth year, a wonderful start, our Xia Lu is about to make a big turnaround, no longer the abused silly white sweet, hahahaha, are you looking forward to it?Comment a lot, bookmark a lot, and I will tell you.