guarding you for seven years

Some things cannot be seen through because it is itself transparent. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

Fifth YearNO.22

Bian Yang quietly drank the Xia Lu Tiao Fenghua Xueyue, feeling much better than wine, "How is it? Is it good?" Xia Lu blinked and asked Bian Yang, Bian Yang nodded, "It's delicious, it has the function of sobering up It's better, I woke up instantly." Bian Yang shook the cup.Xia Lu knew that Bian Yang was joking, and such a conversation seemed to ease the embarrassment between the two of them.

"Did your...friend leave?" Bian Yang asked.

"Did you mean Xiao Zi? She left this afternoon, and she has a final exam, go back and study hard." Xia Lu replied softly. "Why do you have time to come to Qi tonight, don't you need to accompany Fang Xiao?" Xia Lu asked back.

"Her aunt is here, so I went home to accompany her aunt." Bian Yang also replied softly.Xia Lu nodded, indicating that she understood.

Afterwards, the two fell into silence, which made both of them uncomfortable.

"You've already drank a lot tonight. Let me make you a glass of Wutongluo. Don't drink it after you finish this glass." Xia Lu stood up, "Okay." Bian Yang also stood up, and the two walked towards the bar .

Xia Lu skillfully twirled the wine mixing glass in her hand, and her fingers were busy spinning. Bian Yang sat across the bar and watched Xia Lu mix the wine. It turned out that everything had changed. As time went by, both of them left the same place. When they turned around, they had already disappeared from each other. They walked farther and farther at the fork in the road. In fact, it might not be bad to think about it. No one will accompany the other. In a lifetime, at least there has been such a person, and it is enough to spend a happy time with yourself.

Xia Lu put the prepared Wutongluo in front of Bian Yang, she looked down at the liquid in the cup, she had mixed Wutongluo countless times, but she seldom drank it herself, not because she didn’t like it, but because she liked it too much and didn’t want to drink it. Going to try, afraid that I will become addicted, and I will never be able to do without Wutongluo.

"Xia Lu, thank you, you are the only one who told me happy birthday today." Bian Yang held the wine glass, she did not look into Xia Lu's eyes, those eyes were too clear, she was afraid that she would not be able to restrain herself With the suppressed feelings in her heart, she was afraid of cutting off her feelings for Xia Lu.

Bian Yang finally admits that he has feelings for Xia Lu, which cannot be called love, nor friendship. She is lost in the nameless relationship between the two, and Xia Lu is also lost.

"Bian Yang, my loss to Fang Xiao today was voluntary. I was a little unwilling at first, but I just saw you, and I found that there is nothing unwilling. For you, it's all worth it." Xia Lu is rarely so hypocritical. At that time, she didn't know why she wanted to talk to Bian Yang. She hoped that Bian Yang would not feel guilty or blamed. She wanted Bian Yang to be happy, just like when they first met, Bian Yang smiled so brightly in the sun. That kind of happiness infects the people around, now Bian Yang and Fang Xiao are together again, but she can't see Bian Yang's peaceful smile anymore, she thinks maybe she can do something to make Bian Yang happier.

Bian Yang didn't speak, and slowly put the liquid in the cup into her mouth, but her heart was full of desolation, she felt bitter, and there was an indescribable bitterness in her throat.

"It's your birthday today. Let me sing a song for you. I sang a song here last time. I heard that the effect was not bad. I didn't expect someone to miss me all the time. It just so happens that today is your birthday. I will send you a song." Xia Xia Bian Yang was a little surprised by Lu's calmness. He didn't expect Xia Lu to offer to sing for himself.

Xia Lu walked to An Qing's side and told An Qing that she was going to sing a song as a gift to Bian Yang. An Qing also looked very surprised. She glanced at Bian Yang at the bar, then turned around and walked to the recording room with Xia Lu.

The original low-pitched cello was replaced by a melodious sound, and an elegant tune flowed from the stereo, but there was no one on the stage, and the guests listened to the changed tune with their ears pricked up, a little curious.

The sound of guqin comes softly, giving people a sense of tranquility. In this flashy city, how many people can quietly listen to a piano piece co-authored by guqin?

"The ink has entered the water, cross a pool of blue and white flowers. Take five points of red clouds, pick bamboo and go home.

The wind blows leisurely, and mulberry hemp is buried in the ground.Dressed in cassock, let go of lovesickness.

Ten miles of peach blossoms, the time to be married.The pearl of the phoenix crown is pulled into the hair.

The sandalwood brushed by, and the jade bracelet made light gauze.Leave a cup of bud-colored green tea empty.

If you can see the mountains and rivers in my heart, I will pray step by step with a lotus flower,

How do you know that there is a piece of grass floating in the air, and the years make people old.Fengyue flowers and birds, a smile of fate. "

Xia Lu's deep voice slowly flowed out from the stereo, spreading throughout the whole Qiba. This is the second time she sang, but this time she didn't have the tension of the last time. She sang this song very calmly, with the accompaniment accompanying her Her voice was exceptionally harmonious, and there was a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, maybe obsession was just a thought, not everything.

The whole hall was quietly listening to Xia Lu's singing. These people seemed to have eaten too many delicious meals, and they occasionally had porridge and side dishes, which they felt extraordinarily enjoyable.But they only heard the voice, but did not see the singer.

Bian Yang's fingers holding the wine glass became tighter and tighter. Xia Lu's lyrics deeply touched her, "If you can see the mountains and rivers in my heart, I will pray with each lotus flower step by step. Grass, time urges people to grow old. Fengyue, flowers and birds, smile and fate."

"Fengyue Flowers and Birds, it's so good to laugh at the world." Bian Yang provoked a smile.

An Qing sat next to Bian Yang, listening to this song she had never heard before, Xia Lu always brought a lot of fresh things, and these were things they never cared about.

"This Xia Lu is really becoming more and more difficult to see through. I used to think that she was like a transparent crystal, free of impurities and pure to the bottom. But now, she looks like a piece of black jade, still pure, but black. I can't see through her anymore." An Qing's fingertips tapped on the table top of the bar.

"Yeah, I can't see through it anymore." Bian Yang thought to himself, she should be happy, Xia Lu became herself after all, maybe this is the real Xia Lu.

After the song was over, everyone in the booth burst into applause. Some guests asked to play another song, and some guests asked to meet the singer. An Qing smiled and said to everyone, "If you like this song, we will often arrange it in the future. Today It's a friend of mine's birthday, and this song was specially given to her, so you won't be able to hear it today. However, I promise, we will send such elegant songs to friends who celebrate their birthdays every once in a while. As expected of An Qing, An Qing has found such a business opportunity again, most of the people who can afford it are those who can spend, and An Qing's arrangement has whetted their appetites and enriched her own pockets.It's a good bar, run by her in a different and exquisite way.

Bian Yang glanced at An Qing lightly, she didn't want Xia Lu to sing here often, and she wanted to tell Xia Lu later that she couldn't sing here often.

An Qing saw what Bian Yang meant, "Don't worry, Xia Lu is not the only one who can sing this kind of song, it's easy for me to find a few singers, I won't let Xia Lu sing, and even said that she doesn't like Xia Lu , so protective, do you only want Xia Lu to sing for you alone?" An Qing asked Bian Yang jokingly, Bian Yang continued to drink and ignored An Qing, she didn't know how to refute An Qing.

The final exam is approaching, and Xia Lu is reviewing nervously in the library every day. Xia Lu feels that no matter how many things she does, she is still a student and cannot be left behind in her studies.

In the afternoon, Xia Lu was sitting by the window, the rain outside the window was still falling sparsely, this winter is also very cold.

Xia Lu suddenly remembered that when Liu Yao came here to look for her from Xiao Zi, she never called her. In fact, she should thank Liu Yao. If he hadn't told her that Xiao Zi had come to look for her, probably She and Xiao Zi missed it.

Thinking of Liu Yao, Xia Lu felt that this was the only person she owed, and also the only one who helped and protected her regardless of what was in return.

It's true that everyone has their own destiny. It turns out that I was also favored, at least I was given such an excellent friend as Liu Yao, but Xia Lu would rather not have this friend, so that Liu Yao can live his life without being entangled in herself In terms of emotions, such a good Liu Yao is suitable for a better person.Such an excellent Liu Yao is sure to be at ease wherever she goes. There are some things she can't stop, and there are some things she will owe for life.

Xia Lu had never looked forward to the holiday so much, because Xiao Zi went back to the station to pick her up. This was the first time in a long time that Xiao Zi went to the station to pick her up.

When I walked out of the train station, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and it was snowing heavily at this time, and the snowflakes like goose feathers fluttered down. Xia Lu stood under the street lamp of the train station, looking at the snow falling on her body, feeling a little bit Excited, it turns out that she still likes the north and the heavy snow like this.

She took out her mobile phone to take a photo and sent it to Bian Yang and An Qing. In the night, Xia Lu smiled happily. The snowflakes fell on her hair, which looked extraordinarily beautiful under the dim light.

Bian Yang was discussing the plan of the bar with An Qing at the Seventh Bar, and they both received a photo from Xia Lu at the same time," An Qing said with a smile, "Such heavy snow is really beautiful, I would have known that I would go back to her house with Xia Lu to play Yes, I haven't seen such heavy snow for many years. "

Bian Yang looked at the person in the photo quietly, with a sweet smile and curved almond eyes. She felt that Xia Lu was so beautiful at this time. She silently saved the photo in her mobile phone, then put away the mobile phone and continued to read the plan.

An Qing ignored Bian Yang, and muttered to herself, "How come Xia Lu only left for a day, and I miss her already? That little girl is actually quite funny."

Bian Yang remembered the phrase Xia Lu sang, "Fengyue, flowers and birds, smile at the fate of the world." Could it really be the fate of the world?

I think I'm about to enter the Calvin period again, a little messy, um, what should I do?

Give some encouragement and support me, thank you.