guarding you for seven years

Happiness is not given, and memories are wasted. ---Ouyang Weiqiao

The sixth year NO.4

After dinner, Xia Lu sat in front of the window, thinking about Liu Yao's words, do I really have to fight for some things by myself?So for Xiao Zi, if he fights for it, will there be any results?She will be leaving tomorrow, and she hasn't seen Xiao Zi throughout the holiday, so she's a little confused.

Xia Lu thought for a while and decided that she still had to meet Xiao Zi, so she took a coat, said hello to her mother, and went out.

Xia Lu took the bus for an hour before arriving at Xiao Zi's house. Xia Lu looked at the lights that were on, and she found the one at Xiao Zi's house. She looked at the light and her heart beat slowly. accelerate.She raised her wrist to look at her watch, it was already nine o'clock, Xiao Zi must not be sleeping now, but she didn't know what she was doing.

Xia Lu lingered downstairs in Xiao Zi's house. When she came here, she lost the courage to go up to find Xiao Zi. She sat on the rest chair, just like two years ago, staring blankly at the light in Xiao Zi's house.

An hour later, the mobile phone kept ringing. Xia Lu took a look and found that it belonged to her mother. Xia Lu didn't want to go home now, but there would be no bus if it was later. She picked up the phone and told her mother , I am at Xiao Zi's house, and I won't go back tonight.

Xia Lu thanked her mother for being considerate and didn't urge her to go home. Xia Lu got up and walked around the round flower bed inside Xiao Zi's house.

The moonlight shone on Xia Lu's body, Xia Lu felt a gust of cold wind, her body shivered from the cold, she tightened her coat tightly, looked up at the light, and after a few seconds, it went out.

Xia Lu looked at her watch through the moonlight, it showed 11:30, and the lights in the community went out one by one, Xia Lu knew that everyone was going to rest, and Xiao Zi must be sleeping now.

She returned to the rest chair, sat there quietly, Xiao Zi's smiling face kept flashing in her mind, she thought of Xiao Zi's company with her throughout high school, shopping, remedial classes, games, too many pictures In a flash, Xia Lu felt a pain in her head, her heart tightened, her fingers trembled slightly, she reached out and picked a Gesang flower from the flower bed behind her, then grabbed the petals one by one, picked one after another flower.

Xia Lu didn't know how much time had passed, she had picked all the Gesang flowers behind her, and the petals fell all over the ground at her feet, her eyes were sore and her hands and feet were cold, she stood up and moved her body, He looked down at the time, it was three in the morning.

It was still three hours before dawn, and she walked around the circular flower bed a few more times, then picked a large handful of Gesang flowers, returned to the rest chair, and played with the petals she had crushed on the rest chair , she unconsciously placed the word "Xiao".

Xia Lu looked at the words made of petals on the rest chair, tears dripped from her dry eyes, "Our relationship has nothing to do with love. When I miss you, I have no excuse to be lonely." With such a sentence, Xia Lu didn't even know when she became so talented.

Xia Lu used leaves to place the word "Xia" next to the petals, "Xiao, Xia, our surname can only be synonymous with you and me. You and I will never become us."

Xia Lu raised her head and breathed a long sigh of relief. The beating heart slowly slowed down. Xia Lu looked at the moon, and the crescent moon was curved.

When Xia Lu walked out of the community, some people's lights had already been turned on. The sun in the east had not yet risen, and the morning star was already hanging high in the sky. Xia Lu thought, didn't she come to strive for happiness?Why waited all night boringly, and finally had no choice but to leave silently, Xia Lu felt that she was really worthless.

It was rare for Xiao Zi to get up early. She stood in front of the window, opened the curtains, and the morning sun shone in. It was another sunny day.

"Mom, I'll accompany you to buy vegetables. I haven't been to the vegetable market for a long time. School will start in a few days. I will accompany you today." Xiao Zi was wearing a sky blue sportswear, refreshing and neat.

The mother and daughter went downstairs talking and laughing. On the way, they ran into Aunt Wang, the neighbor who came back from morning exercise. "Morning, Aunt Wang." Xiao Zi said with a smile.

"Morning, Xiao Zi, why don't you go shopping with your mother?" Aunt Wang looked at Xiao's mother holding the vegetable basket and guessed that they were going to buy vegetables.

"Yeah. I've been back for a vacation, and I haven't gone out with me, so I have to go grocery shopping with me for no reason this morning." Xiao's mother was complaining, but she was smiling happily.

The two exchanged a few pleasantries, and Xiao Zi went to the vegetable market with her mother. When she came back, it was just 07:30, Xiao Zi held the fish in her hand and said to her mother, "Mom, should this fish be steamed or not?" Braised."

"You can eat whatever you like." Mother Xiao said with a smile.

Xiao Zi raised his hand and stared at the fish still swimming in the bag, the fish jumped happily and sprayed water on Xiao Zi's face, Xiao Zi wiped his face with one hand and said, "I'll kill you when I go back. snort."

Xiao Zi glanced at the petals on the rest chair from the corner of her eye, and there were green leaves beside the petals. The administrators in the community did not allow random picking of flowers. Xiao Zi thought, who is so boring to put the rowan leaves one by one on the rest chair superior?

She walked towards the rest chair, looked at the petals and green leaves, seemed to be two words?Xiao Zi turned around again, and barely recognized two characters, Xiao, Xia.

Xiao Zi was startled by these two words, "Xiao? Xia? Is it Xia Lu?" Xiao Zi murmured in a low voice.

"Xiao Zi, let's go, what are you thinking?" Mother Xiao called Xiao Zi from the front, Xiao Zi came back to her senses, and immediately walked to her apartment building, but she still couldn't help but look back at the words on the rest chair. .

Xia Lu, who hadn't slept all night, had a terrible headache. She felt like she had caught a cold. She took out the cold medicine from the cabinet, took two pills, and lay down on the bed to sleep. There were three hours before she went to the train station. She could sleep an hour and a half.

Xiao Zi's mind was full of those two words that she saw in the morning. Her intuition told her that they were left by Xia Lu. She carefully checked the phone's call history and texted several times, but there was no message from Xia Lu. Xia Lu didn't call her or send a text message. If Xia Lu came, she would contact her.

Xia Lu started to sleep when she got on the train. She was in a bad mood. She had a fever and she had no strength. Before going to bed, she sent a text message to Bian Yang, telling her physical condition and arrival time. Afraid that he would not be able to make it to school, he asked Bian Yang to pick her up.

When Bian Yang received Xia Lu, Xia Lu was really seriously ill, her feet were sloppy, and her whole body was listless, "What's the matter? Are you so sick?" Bian Yang took Xia Lu's luggage and asked softly.

"I have a headache, let me go back to sleep first." Xia Lu felt that her eyelids could not be opened as if they were tied with iron.

Bian Yang took Xia Lu into the car, Xia Lu leaned on the seat, her face was a little pale, but also a little flushed, Bian Yang drove the car directly to the hospital.

I'm sorry, I have something to deal with recently, and I haven't updated it. I hope you can continue to support me, thank you.